I’m a star athlete at my university and with a nickname like “Monster”, I’m basically expected to be a player off the field as much as on it. But the truth is, I’ve been living a lie.

I always thought there was something wrong with me, because I’ve never been attracted to anyone…like ever. It turns out I’m just on the ace spectrum.

So, I’m a twenty-one year old virgin struggling to understand myself and to feel connected to others. That is until I first see him from across the library, a beautiful femme boy who takes my breath away and has my body reacting in new and unexpected ways.

I’m desperate to get to know him, but Finn Martin is guarded and hates jocks. How do I make him feel safe to let his walls down? Can I get him to envision a future for us, together? I don’t know, but I’m sure going to try.