Chapter 16

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

FINN

This has been the best date of my entire life.

Monster is an incredible man, and even though he can be shy, I can see the confident and dominant man underneath, ready to step forward. He let a bit of that side out when he grabbed me in the bowling alley after I teased him. Not only did he steal my breath, but he made my cock go from a slight chub to a full-on boner in less than a second. Thankfully, the dress pants I wore tonight are relaxed in the crotch area, and it wasn’t painfully obvious to someone walking by.

I’m intrigued to see how far things will go tonight. I’m going to let Monster take the lead, but I won’t turn down anything he offers.

“Can I walk you to your door?” Monster asks once we arrive at my apartment building, and I can’t help but smile like a damn fool.

“I’d love that,” I respond while beaming at him. “You could also come in for a little bit if you’d like,” I offer, wanting him to know that he’s welcome to stay as long as he wants but also not wanting to pressure him into anything he’s not ready for.

“I think I’d really like that,” he tells me with a hint of desire in his gorgeous blue eyes.

Fuck, I’m glad he’s on board because I’m desperate to kiss him again. To feel his hands on my body. To take things to whatever level he’s ready for.

We both get out of the car at the same time and once Monster is next to me, he laces his fingers through mine, causing butterflies to erupt in my stomach.

I guide him up to my apartment and lock the door behind us.

The sexual tension between us is palpable, and everything inside of me wants to jump into Monster’s arms and smash my lips to his, but I can’t. He needs to make the first move.

Monster is such a sweet guy that if I initiated things I’m pretty sure he would go along with them even if he wasn’t ready, just to please me. I refuse to do that to him. I want all of our firsts to be because he wants them, not just because he’s trying to make me happy.

“Would you like water or anything?” I ask, breaking the silence.

“Umm… yeah… that would be great,” Monster responds, sounding slightly awkward, which doesn’t surprise me. This is all new to him.

“Why don’t you have a seat, and I’ll go grab two bottles,” I suggest, tilting my head toward the couch.

Monster nods his head and shuffles into my living room while I make a left into the kitchen where I can still see him thanks to the open floor plan.

Not wanting my sexy baseball player to be alone with his thoughts for too long, I quickly grab waters out of the fridge and join Monster on the couch.

“It’s okay to be nervous,” I assure him as I pass him one of the cold bottles.

The corners of his lips twitch upward, and he dips his chin. “It feels stupid to be nervous,” he mumbles while unscrewing the cap on his bottle and then taking a big gulp of his water. “I’m twenty-one. I should have experience in this department by now. I should be used to going on dates and being alone with someone that I’m attracted to, but I’m not. This is all new to me, and I’m scared I’m going to fuck everything up.”

I grab his hand and give it a reassuring squeeze. “You don’t have to be afraid of anything,” I tell him with a steady and firm tone. “You’ve been completely honest with me, and I accept you for who you are. Also, you’re not stupid for being nervous. It's a completely normal response. Yeah, a lot of us experience it sooner, but just because you’re a late bloomer in this department doesn’t mean there is anything wrong with you. You’re an amazing guy and I’m honored that I get to be here with you tonight. There are no expectations here, so there’s nothing to fuck up. You are in complete control. I just want you to be happy.”

Monster blinks at me a few times like he’s completely caught off guard by my words.

“I’ve been wondering why you suddenly unlocked this side of me I didn’t know existed, but I think I’m finally cluing in,” he whispers, staring intently at me with a new found understanding in his eyes. “It’s your soul. You’re a special person, Finn, and my heart, body, and soul recognize that. I’m so fucking glad I met you,” he tells me before leaning in to kiss me.

I melt into him, letting my water bottle slip from my fingers, glad that I never actually opened it. My hands move of their own accord, one cradling his face and the other going to the back of his head, combing through his short hair.

Monster pulls back for a moment to place his water bottle on the table—like a normal person—before placing his hands on my sides and he resumes kissing me.

His movements are smooth, tender, and unrushed. It leaves me feeling cared for yet desperate for more at the same time.

Tentatively, he licks at the seam of my lips, asking for permission that I eagerly give him. As he lavishes the inside of my mouth with his surprisingly talented tongue, I let out a needy whimper that seems to trigger a primal instinct in Monster. His grip on my waist tightens, and he guides me to straddle him.

I moan as I feel his hard cock press against me, wishing there were far less barriers between us.

Monster groans into my mouth and then thrusts upward, causing bolts of lust and need to shoot up my spine. His hands wander up my back and over every inch of my body that he can reach as we make out and dry hump. The last time I came from dry humping alone was when I was a teenager, but if we keep this up, I’m going to blow in my pants in no time.

“C-c-can I take your clothes off?” Monster stammers, his chest rising and falling quickly with his rapid breaths.

I smile at him tenderly and nod. “Would you like to undress me, or would you like me to put on a show?” I question with a tilt of my head.

Monster’s eyes widen a bit more with the options, and I press my lips together so I don’t chuckle. It’s almost comical how adorable he is, but I don’t want him to think I’m laughing at him.

“A show sounds fun,” he whispers.

I lick my lips and slowly move off his lap so I can stand and give my man what he wants.

Slowly, I begin to move my hips, dancing to music that is only playing in my head. I start by undoing the buttons on my vest and then shrug it off, letting it fall to the floor.

“You’re so beautiful,” Monster whispers with a breathy voice.

I’m not sure if it’s from his tone or the words he just spoke, but a shiver runs down my spine as I continue to undress.

My top comes off next, and I wink at Monster as I drop it to the floor. The sexy giant of a man who is sitting on my couch licks his lips as he takes in my naked torso.

“Like what you see?” I ask, running my hands over my chest and down to the top of my pants where I toy with the button but don’t undo it just yet.

“You’re so fucking perfect,” Monster tells me in an awe-filled tone.

Heat creeps up my cheeks, and I know I’m blushing, but there’s just something about the way this man compliments me. He’s obviously turned on and wants me, but it’s more than just that. When he calls me beautiful or perfect, it’s like he really means it. He’s not saying those words just as a way to get what he wants. He truly believes it, and that isn’t something I’m used to.

At a glacial pace, I slowly unbutton my pants and slide them down my legs, carefully stepping out of them once they are off.

“Holy shit,” Monster gasps out when I reveal the lacy underwear I’m wearing.

“Do you like it?” I ask before nibbling on my lower lip, praying he isn’t turned off by my choice of undergarments.

He nods his head and licks his lips again. “Come here,” he tells me with a tilt of his chin. “I want to get a better look.”

A smirk spreads across my lips as I saunter over to him and stand between his legs.

“Is this close enough?” I ask in a quiet, needy voice.

Monster grips my hips before leaning forward and nuzzling his nose against my hard cock that is barely contained by my underwear.

“I didn’t think it was possible to be more turned on than I’ve already been, but damn, baby, you went and proved me wrong,” he whispers before taking a deep inhale.

The slight pressure of his nose on my groin has my eyes rolling into the back of my head because I’m already sensitive as hell, and we haven’t even done anything. But from Monster’s sweet words and the heated look in his eyes, I’m the most turned on I’ve ever been.

“Do you have any idea just how fucking amazing you are?” Monster asks, looking up at me with his striking blue eyes that I could easily get lost in.

His words once again cause my entire body to heat. I am not used to sweet guys, but I could definitely get used to this one.

“It’s your turn to strip if you’re all right with that,” I ask him instead of answering his most likely rhetorical question.

Leaning forward, I reach for the hem of his shirt and slowly pull up, smiling when Monster raises his arms so I can get rid of the article of clothing.

My mouth turns dry when I finally get a look at this god of a man without a shirt. He’s sexy as sin with his clothes on, but damn, what he’s hiding underneath should almost be illegal. I’ve never seen someone in such good shape before, and maybe that’s because I’ve refused to date jocks, but maybe it’s just because Monster is the hottest man alive, and the rest of the world hasn’t figured that out yet.

“Do you like what you see?” Monster asks.

I turn my gaze to his face expecting a smirk, but instead, I see a hint of insecurity.

“Babe, you’re the hottest man I’ve ever laid eyes on,” I tell him as I move in to press my lips to his. “And I can’t wait to see even more of you,” I whisper against his lips before reaching for the button on his jeans to undo them.

Monster helps me once the button is undone by lifting his hips so I can slide his pants off. Once they are a puddle on the ground, I kneel in front of my sexy man and give him my best dirty grin.

“If this becomes too much, tell me to stop, but I’m really dying to taste you. Would that be alright?” I ask him while staring at him intently to make sure he doesn’t give me a hint of resistance.

He nods, and I dip my fingers into the waistband of his boxers, giving a gentle tug. Monster doesn’t hesitate to lift his hips for a second time, allowing me to finally get him completely naked.

Monster might have gotten his nickname for his giant size, but he also could have gotten it for the giant he’s been hiding in his pants. I pride myself on being a size queen but hot damn. This man is hung. I’ve never been with someone as big as him before, which makes me even more eager to get him in my mouth now!

Holding eye contact with Monster, I stick my tongue out and slowly lick my way up his massive cock.

“Jesssuusss,” my man hisses out, his entire body shaking with desire.

“I love how responsive you are from just the slightest touch,” I tell him before swirling my tongue around his crown. “I can’t wait for you to come undone.”

As soon as the last word is out, I take him into my mouth as far as he’ll go, stretching my lips to their limit. My jaw is going to get a workout tonight, but that’s fine by me. I love how big Monster is, and I can’t wait to find out how he’ll feel buried deep inside my ass one day. But that won’t be today. We’ll need to work up to that.

“H-h-holy shittt!” Monster grits the words out between his teeth, giving me a giddy feeling that I’m the one who’s able to make him feel like this.

As much as I’d like to show him my deep throating abilities with just how girthy he is it’s going to be a challenge, so I focus on sucking and bobbing up and down at a decent pace, using my hand to stroke him as I go to make sure his shaft is being touched at all times.

“Fuck, fuck fuck!” he pants out as I work him into a heightened state of arousal.

His hands are in my hair, and he’s pulling it gently, which causes my cock to throb in my underwear.

From how labored his breathing is, I bet he’s close, so I pop off for a moment to tell him what I’ve been thinking for a while now. “Please come down my throat,” I plead before getting back to work.

Monster groans and grunts and curses under his breath as I pick up my speed wanting him to give me everything he has. I can’t wait to see what he looks like when he dives over the edge of orgasmic bliss. Will he shout my name? Will he hold me down, making sure I don’t miss a drop? Will his eyes roll into the back of his head? The suspense is killing me, but I know I’m only moments away from finding out.

“Shit… I-I-I’m gonna… Finn!” Monster shouts as his cum fills my mouth.

The salty taste coats my tongue before I swallow every last drop like the cum slut that I am.

After I’m certain I haven’t missed any deliciousness, I slowly let Monster out of my mouth before climbing up to sit beside him.

“I think I’m dead,” he whispers. His head is resting on the back of the couch, his eyes are closed, and there is a satiated smile on his lips.

“Did you enjoy yourself?” I ask him, and he nods before turning to look at me.

“Enjoy almost seems like an understatement. That was the best moment of my entire life,” he tells me, and I chuckle.

“Just wait until you’ve fucked my ass. I bet you’ll change your mind then,” I tease with a wink.

He groans, and his cock twitches a little but doesn’t come back to life. That will probably take a little bit longer to happen considering how hard he just came. But who knows, maybe Monster’s ability to recover quickly is otherworldly, and he’ll be ready to go for round two in no time.

“I might not be ready for that just yet, but I am ready to see all of you,” he tells me softly.

Heat rushes through my body, and I quickly slip out of my lacy underwear, baring myself to Monster, who stares at me like I’m a priceless painting. His gaze is soft. A fire burns behind his eyes as he takes me in. How is it that just a look can turn me on more than I’ve ever been in my entire life?

“You can touch me if you want,” I whisper, my voice shaking as I speak.

I’m beyond desperate for his hands to be on me, but I’m also nervous that I’m going to blow the second he touches my cock.

“Lay down,” Monster instructs, and I do as I’m told, laying on the couch as Monster moves to kneel beside me, resting my head on the armrest of the couch and my feet in his lap.

The sexy giant sitting on my couch hums as he runs his hands up and down my legs. The calluses tickle my skin, making me wiggle a little.

“You are the most perfect man I have ever met,” Monster tells me in a hushed tone as he moves, guiding my legs apart and kneeling between them.

Strong hands glide up my legs toward my hips then the sides of my torso, leaving a trail of goosebumps as they go.

“I want to learn everything about you,” he says as he guides his hands up and down my body. “I want to memorize every inch of your body.”

Slowly, his giant body leans over mine, and his lips gently press against mine. I chase his mouth as he pulls away, wanting more, but clearly, my man has other plans.

“But right now, what I want more than anything is to taste you, too,” he informs me before making his way down my body, leaving a trail of featherlight kisses as he goes.

A needy whimper escapes my lips as he gets closer to where I’m desperate to have him.

When he arrives at my groin, he nuzzles in and takes a deep inhale that has me moaning with desire for what’s to come.

“Let me know if I’m doing this right,” he requests before gripping my cock at the base and giving me a slow, long lick.

“Fuckkk,” I hiss out. The sensation is almost too much already.

“Damn, you taste delicious,” he tells me after swirling his tongue around my crown and lapping up the small amount of precum from my slit. “I want more,” he adds before opening his lips and taking the head of my throbbing dick into his warm, wet mouth.

My back arches and I accidentally thrust my hips forward as I gasp. Holy shit, does he feel amazing.

“Sorry,” I murmur, but Monster shakes his head with a sexy smirk.

“I like it when you lose control like that. It lets me know I’m doing something right,” he states before getting back to work, slowly finding a rhythm.

I’ve had plenty of blow jobs before, but something about this one is different. Monster might be new to this, with his technique unrefined and a little tentative, but it’s not turning me off in the slightest. In fact, knowing that this is the first cock to ever pass over those lips just makes it so much hotter. And holy shit, if this isn’t quickly becoming one of the best blow jobs I’ve ever had. I know it has everything to do with the man I’m with right now.

I have a suspicion that Monster is going to become someone I can’t live without rather quickly, and that thought both terrifies me and thrills me at the same time.