Chapter 32

CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO

MONSTER

1 WEEK LATER

There’s a skip in my step as I make my way from the doctor’s office to Finn’s car where he is waiting for me. I met with my doctor for my follow up today, and everything is looking great. He gave me the all-clear to resume all of my normal activities again, and that includes sex, which I can’t fucking wait for.

I’m still not one hundred percent sure where I fall on the ace spectrum, but it honestly doesn’t feel as important to me anymore. Finn has helped me see myself in a new light. I feel confident about who I am for the first time. A label, while nice, does not impact who I am going to be as a person. It’s a spectrum for a reason because everyone is different.I am me, and I like myself.

“How did it go?” Finn asks as I buckle up.

“Got the all-clear to return to all activities as normal,” I tell him with a wink. “Since Coach already told me to not come back until Monday, that means I’m all yours this weekend. What do you think we can get up to?” I waggle my brows at him, and he throws his head back laughing.

“You are insatiable,” he groans, and I shrug, no sense in denying it.

“Only for you, baby.”

I lean over the center console and give him a quick peck on the lips before sitting back in my seat. “So what do you say about getting some take out and then spending the rest of the day tangled up in the covers?”

Finn nibbles on his lower lip with heat in his eyes and nods. “Sounds good to me.”

I’m practically vibrating with excitement as I place an online order at our favorite take out place. One week without being intimate with my man is far too long. I wonder if it would freak him out if I asked to move in with him because sleeping alone sounds horrible now that I’ve spent seven nights in Finn’s bed. Maybe I’ll wait until after we’ve had sex and when Finn is in that post orgasm haze to ask.

“I don’t know if I’m excited for life to go back to normal on Monday,” I tell Finn as we eat our food.

He nods. “Yeah, it’s kind of been nice living in our own little bubble, but I know you miss baseball,” he says, and I nod.

“I do, but I’m going to miss not being here every day,” I murmur, laying the groundwork to ask about us moving in together full time.

“Why don’t you stay then?” he suggests, causing my brows to shoot up and my heart to fill with joy.

“Really?” I double check, praying he isn’t pulling my leg.

“Really,” he replies with a warm smile. “I’ve been thinking about it since you got out of the hospital. I love falling asleep with you every night, and I don’t want to go back to how things were before. I want you to move in with me if you’re okay with that.”

“I’d love that.”

“Good, because I already have your family and friends lined up to help us move your stuff in tomorrow,” he tells me, and I gasp a little.

“How the hell did you pull that off?” I question, and he smirks at me.

“I’ve got my ways. I’m pretty sure your family loves me more than you now,” he teases, and I chuckle.

“Well, Aurora does,” I state.

“It’s because I’m awesome,” he replies with a toothy grin.

“That you are,” I agree, pushing my chair back and standing up. “Now, I don’t know about you, but I’m ready for dessert,” I tell him while holding my hand out for him.

“Fuck yeah,” he breathes out, then takes my hand, letting me lead him to his… well, I guess our room now.

The second we are inside, I grab him by the waist and pull him tight against my body, smashing my lips to his. He immediately melts into me and lets out a needy gasp as I grind my already throbbing cock into him. With his lips parted, I slip my tongue in and lap at his as we dry hump and make out, barely taking any breaks for air. It’s an intoxicating kiss that leaves me desperate for more.

With shaky hands, I start to paw at Finn’s clothing, not wanting to stop the kisses but needing him naked just as badly. My man seems just as frantic to get me out of my clothes as his fingers start to unbutton my jeans while his mouth stays glued to mine.

It takes us longer than normal to eventually rid each other of clothing since we continue to make out the entire time, but after not too long, we are both finally naked, and I push Finn toward the bed.

“I need in you now,” I growl out as he sprawls out on the bed, and I cover his body with wet kisses.

“Fuck, yess,” Finn hisses out when I stop at his nipples to nibble them a little before continuing my trail downward.

“God. You. Are. So. Fucking. Sexy,” I tell him between kisses.

“Ungh,” he cries out when I finally get to his cock and give it a long slow lick before pushing his knees up to gain access to his tight little pucker.

“Shhhiiitttt,” he shouts as I plunge my tongue into his entrance, moaning as his unique taste fills my mouth.

I get to work stretching my man as quickly as possible because I’m beyond desperate to get inside of him. We have plenty of time for a second round where I can take things slow, but right now, that can’t happen. I need to feel him squeezing around me. To hear his cries of pleasure and moans of desire.

“Are you ready for me, baby?” I ask after I feel like he’s decently stretched, and he nods while panting.

“So ready. Please, fuck me,” he pleads, and I reach for the lube and condoms, but Finn stops me before I can sheath myself. “I don’t want barriers anymore. We know we are both clean, and you’re the only man I ever want, so if you’re okay with it, I would like to go raw tonight,” he requests, and I nod, dropping the condom.

“That sounds perfect to me,” I respond while drizzling some lube onto my cock and his needy hole, making sure we are both thoroughly slick, as I want this to be enjoyable for both of us. Especially since I don’t think I’m going to last too long this go around.

As soon as I’m done lubing us up, I line myself up with his perfect entrance and slowly start to slide in.

“Fuucckk,” I breathe out as his tight channel squeezes around me. The sensation even more intense without a condom. “How did I forget how fucking tight you are?” I question while continuing to push forward.

Finn pants heavily, unable to speak which I kind of like. It’s hot as fuck knowing that I’m the one doing this to him. That I’m able to put that look of complete bliss on his face.

Once I’m fully inside Finn, I lean forward and slowly kiss my sexy man.

“I love you,” I whisper against his lips.

“I love you, too,” he responds with a love drunk look on his face.

His cheeks are flushed the perfect shade of pink, and his chest is covered in a light layer of sweat. He always looks amazing, but I’m pretty sure this is my favorite look for him. And it’s probably because it’s only for me.

“Need you to move,” Finn begs after a couple of moments, and I give him one more kiss before rising back up so I’m kneeling between his legs and pushing his knees toward his chest.

I pull my hips back until I almost slip out of him and then slam back in, groaning as Finn cries out and his back bows off the bed. I give him a couple more hard thrusts like that before I need to pick up my speed and start pounding into him.

I grip his cock and begin jacking him off in rhythm with my thrusts loving all the needy mewls and moans that are falling from Finn’s lips.

“That’s it, baby,” I tell him. “Let me hear how good I make you feel.”

With my encouragement, Finn gets louder, and it turns me on even more.

“I-I’m close,” Finn stammers, and I nod at him.

“Give it to me, baby. Show me how much you like my big cock,” I instruct, and he shouts before shooting a load all over his stomach and my fist.

As his orgasm takes over his body, he clamps down on my cock, pulling me into the abyss with him. He milks every last drop of cum out of me as I continue to thrust in and out of him until I’m too sensitive to keep going.

With a satisfied sigh I drop forward onto my forearms and give Finn a slow, sensual kiss.

“Fuck, I’ve missed that,” I whisper against his lips.

The corners of Finn’s lips turn upward as he nods with his eyes closed. “Same,” he replies, and I chuckle.

“Did I fuck you so hard you forgot how to form sentences?” I question as I gently pull out of him and move to lay beside him, pulling him into my arms.

“Yes,” he whispers before kissing my chest.

“Let me get a cloth to clean you up and then we can have a nap before we go for round two,” I suggest, and Finn slowly opens his eyes as he lifts his head to look up at me.

“I like the sound of that,” he tells me, and I lean down to give him a quick kiss before getting up and walking to the bathroom.

Finn is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me, and I’m so fucking lucky to have him in my life. I can’t wait to see where things go from here.