Chapter 23

CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE

FINN

No one has ever looked at me the way Monster does, and it causes butterflies to erupt in my stomach every time. Part of me feels like I should be running away because I’m doomed to get hurt, but another, thankfully stronger part, is telling me to embrace this. Telling me I deserve happiness. That even if Monster and I crash and burn, it will be worth the ride. And even though it’s scary, that’s what I’m going with. I’m going to let myself fall for Monster fast and hard and just pray that it all works out in the end.

“Are you sure you’re ready for this?” I ask Monster as I climb onto the bed with a bottle of lube and a condom in hand.

I study Monster closely, searching for even a hint of uncertainty. Even though I’m desperate to have this man inside of me, I would be content settling for some frotting and another blow job. We don’t have to take this next step if he’s not ready. But I also want him to make this decision. It’s his body, and if he says he’s ready, then I’m going to believe him.

“I’ll admit I’m a tiny bit nervous,” he tells me, reaching out to stroke my side with his big hand. “But I want this. I want to be inside you. To feel connected to you in a way I’ve never felt with anyone else. I’m ready, baby…” He trails off and then gives me a comforting smile. “If you are.”

“I’m more than ready,” I reply, moving to straddle his thighs. “Just promise you’ll tell me if this becomes too much.”

He nods before lifting his hand to grab the back of my neck and pull me down for a kiss that makes my head spin. For a man that’s never been with anyone before he sure knows how to take control when he wants to. He devours my mouth for what feels like an eternity but not long enough at the same time.

When we finally break for air, we are both panting, and Monster is now staring at me with a look of pure lust. My cock bobs between us, and a sexy smirk spreads across his lips.

“I want in you now,” he commands. His words come out almost as a growl, which is seriously the hottest thing ever.

With shaky fingers, I reach for the bottle of lube, but Monster quickly swipes it from me. “Get your ass over here, and I’ll slick you up while you cover my cock with that condom,” he instructs, leaving me frozen for a moment.

This is a side of Monster I didn’t know existed, but one I’m very happy does. I love someone who likes to take control in the bedroom from time to time. I also can be pretty bossy myself, so a strict Dom isn’t for me, but Monster doesn’t strike me as that type. He’s just letting his lust take over and asking for what he wants, and I like it… a lot.

I move into position quickly so we can get this show on the road and moan the second the cold lube dribbles down the crack of my ass. It’s incredibly hard to focus on my task with Monster massaging my pucker, but if I want him inside of me, I need to get him sheathed. So I take a shaky breath and tear open the condom wrapper and slide it over my man’s massive cock making a mental note to buy bigger condoms next time. I’m hoping this one will do for tonight, but the latex is stretched to the max and doesn’t look that comfortable.

“Does that feel okay?” I ask Monster, who shrugs.

“It’s a little tight, but I don’t care. I want inside you.” He smacks my ass, and I let out a little shriek. “Now ride me, baby. Show me how you like it. Take what you need. Let me make you feel so good.”

He doesn’t have to tell me twice.

With lightning speed, I get into position, holding his dick in one hand and slowly pressing down on it.

A needy mewl slips past my lips as he begins to breach my hole, stretching me to my limits. My body burns in the most delicious way, and I focus on my breathing to allow myself to relax so I can take him all the way in.

“Holy… Fucking… Shit!” Monster gasps out as he slowly enters me, inch by inch.

It takes several moments before he’s fully inside of me, but once he is, I lean down to kiss him. Giving us both a minute or two to adjust. If I start riding him too soon, I’ll most likely end up hurting myself, and that would make Monster feel bad, which is the last thing I want.

“You feel un-fucking-believable,” he tells me between kisses, barely giving himself enough space to speak.

I snicker and nibble on his lower lip before pushing up to get back into position.

“If you think this feels good, just wait,” I tell him before licking my lips and winking at him.

Slowly I lift my body up until just the tip of his cock is still inside me, and then I slam back down, causing both of us to cry out. I do that a couple of more times before I need to move faster.

As soon as I start to pick the speed up, Monster’s head falls back, and he lets out the sexiest groan I’ve ever heard.

“Jesus, baby,” he pants out. “You’re going to kill me.”

I chuckle and shrug. “Death by sex sounds like a good way to die to me.”

He laughs along with me, then spits in the palm of his hand and grabs my cock to stroke me, cutting off my laughter and pulling a needy moan out of me.

“Yes, baby!” I shout out, bouncing on his cock like a dirty whore. “You fuck me so good.”

“Shit… shit… shit!” he grits out between his teeth. “I’m so fucking close.”

I nod as tingles shoot up my spine. “Me too, baby. Come for me. Show me how good I make you feel.”

“Fuck,” he roars, gripping my hip with one hand and jerking me off with ridiculously quick movements, which results in pushing me over the edge with him.

Hot ropes of cum cover Monster’s abs, and I smile at the sight. Damn, he looks good covered in my load, marked by me.

I’ve never been a possessive lover before, but it seems that with Monster, I’m going to be. And that’s okay by me.

Monster is mine and I’m going to do everything in my power to keep it that way.