Lurking in the shadows surrounded by secrets and lies.

Nothing in this world I live in ever comes easy, least of all love.

In order to be with the men I crave, we have to hide from the world.

When people say it’s a matter of life and death? Yeah, if he found out it could equal my demise.

They say if you want something enough, isn’t it worth the sacrifice?

It’s not as easy as it sounds.

With each passing day, I begin second guessing every choice.

Living in fear isn’t something I ever thought I’d have to do. But this is what my life’s become.

The heart wants what it wants. And mine wants four men.

A childhood friend turned lover.

My step brother.

The sweetest man I’ve ever met.

And a man so broken, he doesn’t know how to love himself. So how is he ever supposed to be able to love me?

I’m determined to get my happily ever after, even if it means giving up everything I thought I never would, including my morals.