Chapter Seven

Blake

Five Years Ago

I hadn’t had someone else wash my hair since I was a child, but the moment Tommy’s hands dug into my locks, I let out a low groan. It was absolute heaven having him touch me. I closed my eyes and let the feeling take over my body while my dick throbbed between my legs and precum leaked from the tip. Tommy loved me.

“You like that, don’t you, Bug?” Tommy murmured into my ear, his teeth grazing the soft lobe lightly.

I nodded. “Yeah, yeah, I like it.” I reached back to grip his hips. “You’re good with your hands.”

“Am I?” He chuckled softly, then his length pressed against me.

Shit, did he want to fuck me? I would let him if he asked. I would let Tommy do anything he wanted to me. I loved him and trusted him more than anyone.

“You still with me, Bug?”

Oops, I think I might have blacked out for a second.

“I’m here,” I assured him.

Tommy’s hands were moving over my chest, and his fingers, shit, they were playing with my nipples. No one had ever done that before, and I liked it a lot.

“Mm.” I pushed back against him.

“Easy,” Tommy warned, his teeth back at my ear again. “Don’t start something you can’t finish.” He spun me around, and I stared up into his dark, heated eyes.

My stomach swooped as I leaned up to press my mouth to his. “Who said I can’t finish it, Gretzky? I’m no virgin.”

His lips felt so amazing when they connected with mine. His hands gripped my shoulders, and I wanted this moment to last forever.

“What do you want from me, then?” he whispered. “You want me to get you off? You want to get me off?”

“I want you inside of me, Tommy.” I dragged my tongue over his lips and down his jaw. “Can you put your fingers in me?”

Tommy growled, deep in his chest. “Blake.” His nails dug into my skin. “We can’t just jump right into that. I think we should start slow first. Maybe let me suck your dick or rim you.”

“Why?” I whined softly when his fingers brushed over my cock. “That’s not...that’s not fair.” I dropped my head against his shoulder as he planted the palm of his hand on my stomach. “I want it.”

He chuckled softly. “Me, too. Have you ever touched yourself? Tried to put anything in there? A finger, or maybe a toy?”

“No.” I moaned when he dragged the tip of his finger over my length, and a shudder ripped through my body. “But I trust you. I know you’ll be gentle with me. Take your time and not hurt me.” I glanced up into his face. Tommy’s dark eyes were blown wide with desire.

“Rinse off,” he murmured, then stepped back.

“Tommy.”

He shook his head. “Rinse off.”

Tommy sounded mad. Like I had upset him, and he had changed his mind. I stepped under the water to make sure I got rid of the soap. When my eyes were closed, I heard the sound of the shower curtain. Was he leaving? Did he change his mind about us, this, whatever we were doing? Maybe I was being too pushy, but I wanted him. More than I had ever wanted anyone before. The girls I had been with had never made me feel like this.

“I’ll be right back, Bug. Stay here.” Tommy’s voice caused goosebumps to break out over my skin and my aching cock to throb between my legs.

I pushed the hair back from my forehead as I stood beneath the warm water, waiting for my best friend to return. When he did, the first thing I noticed was the bottle of lube in his hand.

“Tommy.”

“Turn around, Bug.”

I did exactly what he told me.

“Turn off the water and then bend over for me.”

When I did as he instructed, I felt his hands pull my cheeks apart.

He hummed softly. “Beautiful.”

“What are you—”

“Turn around.” He cut me off.

“I want to watch you,” I whispered, and his eyes darkened. “Please, Tommy, let me see.”

He nodded. “Okay.” He leaned forward and swiped his tongue across my hole. I whimpered. “You liked that, huh?”

“Yes, yes, do it again,” I begged.

Tommy chuckled softly. “I’m going to do so much more than that,” he promised.

He dipped his tongue inside, and I cried out in pleasure. I’d seen this in porn before, but I’d never done it, and no one had ever done it to me before.

“Relax for me, Blake.”

“Relax, right.” I tried to do as he asked, but my heart was racing, and my dick, well, it was begging for some attention.

“Don’t you touch that,” Tommy warned, as if he could read my mind. “I know what you’re going through. The first time... Well, I know what you’re feeling.”

Jealousy ripped through my body. “I don’t want to think about someone touching you like that.”

Jealousy ripped through my veins. I remembered when he told me he lost his virginity. How angry and upset it had made me. I guess I hadn’t realized why until this morning. That I wished that it had been me instead.

“Bug,” He tapped the small of my back. “I’m yours now.”

A smile tugged at my lips as happiness bloomed inside me. “Really?”

“Yeah.” Tommy nodded, then I heard the snap of the bottle of lube as he opened it. “Now, let me introduce you to your prostate.”

My cock twitched and more precum began to leak from the tip. “Tommy, I don’t know if...fuck.” I groaned when he began to inch the tip of his finger inside. It burned, but the pain was bearable. “That feels good.”

“I know.” He pressed soft kisses against my left cheek. “It’s going to feel even better soon, trust me.”

I nodded. “I trust you.”

“I love you,” Tommy whispered as he slid his finger farther inside, past the knuckle.

I closed my eyes, pleasure sweeping through my body. “I love you, too...Oh fucking shit!” I cried out as he rubbed against something that had me seeing stars. “Do that again.”

“You like that, huh?” Tommy murmured as he pressed that spot again, and my knees nearly gave out.

I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t even think. My heart was beating so fast in my chest that all I wanted to do was wrap my hand around my cock and tug on it until I came all over the base of the bathtub. Heat swirled inside my stomach as I dropped my chin to my chest and bit down on my bottom lip.

“Please, Tommy, please.”

“You can touch your dick, but don’t come yet.” He gripped my hip with his free hand when I did as he told me. “Stroke yourself slowly, use the precum as lube. There you go, Bug. You’re doing so good.”

I grunted when he slid another finger inside of me.

I nodded. “I like it. That feels good.”

“Mm, I know it does. Slower, Bug. Twist around the head. Fuck, that’s hot,” Tommy murmured, and when I glanced over my shoulder, his nearly black eyes met mine. “You’re so sexy.”

I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to kiss him and have him stick his dick inside of me and—

“Oh, fuck!”

Cum burst from my length as electricity shot up my spine and scattered through my body. I tugged hard on my cock as I planted my free palm on the wall and tried to keep myself from falling over. When I was done, I stopped to catch my breath and gritted my teeth as Tommy’s fingers slipped from me.

“That was hot, Bug,” he whispered. Moments later, he groaned softly and then hot cum splattered against my ass and legs.

I spun around. “I would’ve done that for you.”

“I couldn’t wait.” Tommy smirked.

“Next time?” I hoped there would be a next time.

He nodded. “Give me ten minutes, then I’ll be ready to go again.”

***

There was, in fact, a next time.

After Tommy’s dad, Fran, grilled steaks out by the pool for dinner, and we went off to bed, Tommy shoved my hand down the front of his shorts. He blew his load about two seconds later. Then he happily returned the favor before he curled up against me and fell asleep, his big spoon to my little one. All his thick muscles and broad shoulders wrapped around me like he was afraid I might disappear. I turned around so that I could stare at my best friend as I tried to wrap my mind around what had happened between us today.

I wasn’t freaking out about what we’d done. I was more than happy about it. I’d meant what I said that I had been waiting for this, eagerly anticipating the moment Tommy would touch me, kiss me with those soft pink lips, and tell me he wanted me. I wasn’t gay, but I was most definitely gay for my best friend. I reached up to touch the stubble on his jaw and smiled at the way it felt against the pads of my fingers.

“You okay, Bug?” Tommy whispered in the dark. “Are you having second thoughts because I would totally understand if you—oof.”

I climbed over his body to straddle his waist.

He chuckled. “I take it that’s a no.”

I pressed my lips to his. “That’s absolutely a no ,” I assured him before I splayed my body over his to rest my head against his chest. “Sorry I woke you.”

“Didn’t,” Tommy assured me, his hands working their way into my hair. “I was thinking about that dick.”

I snorted. “You’re so full of it.”

“You’re going to let me fuck you, aren’t you,” he murmured as his fingers trailed down the nape of my neck and over my spine. My skin instantly broke out in goosebumps. “You were so eager for my fingers. Imagine what my cock is going to feel like.”

A low whimper escaped my throat. “I want it.”

“I know you do, Bug, and I’m going to give it to you.”

“Now, please. I want it now.”

Tommy slipped me off his body and pinned me down onto the mattress. “Soon, Blake, I promise. Soon I’m going to slide my dick so far inside you that you’ll feel me for weeks. Fill that tight little ass of yours with my cum.” He pressed a kiss to my mouth as I whimpered softly. “But don’t you want to play first? Let me get to know your body, and let you get to know mine? I want to put my mouth on you, fist your cock, and edge you. Listen to the sounds you make, get to know what makes you go crazy. What turns you on.”

“Kiss me.” I whimpered. Tommy’s lips ghosted mine, and I chased after him for more. “Please, I need you to kiss—”

This time he gave me what I wanted, licking around my mouth before his tongue slipped inside and curled around mine. I groaned and my legs fell open. His hard length pressed against mine, and I canted my hips to rub against him.

Tommy’s lips turned up into a smile before he pulled back. “You want something from me?”

I yanked him back to seal our mouths together again and lost myself in his tongue, his lips, his everything as we rutted together through our briefs. I had never had a reaction to anyone like this before. I’d had a couple of girlfriends, one semi-serious, but none of them had ever made me feel like Tommy did right now.

“Bug, I’m going to come,” he growled, and those words were enough to push me over the edge.

My dick pulsed, and hot cum filled my underwear. I dug my nails into his back as Tommy dropped his face to my shoulder and bit down on the same place he had marked earlier, then he moved to lie on his back.

“I’m going to have to do all my laundry, so my mother doesn’t find all my soiled cum clothes.”

I chuckled. “We could wash them together.” I reached for his hand and laced our fingers together.

I never wanted this to end.

I wanted forever with him.

The hockey player and the rockstar.