13. Make Me Beg

Awilling Willa wasn"t good enough. I wanted, needed, craved a Willa who didn"t keep a part of herself back. She was still seeing the roadblocks between us when all I saw was how incredible we were going to be together.

But if she wasn"t ready to let go with me, I"d just have to work harder to get her there. It was enthusiastic consent or nothing.

Well, maybe not absolutely nothing.

She had practically stripped me, after all. And I might die if I didn"t get to see every inch of her body immediately if not sooner. Nobody wanted me to die right before the game against Florida. So I"d better do my damnedest to figure out what was holding her back.

"Tell me what you like, Willa." I kissed my way down her throat, shoving the straps of her dress aside, loving every bit of the taste of her skin. "Show me what will make you feel good."

She ran her fingers through my hair, and her voice was so soft and breathy it made me ache with needing her. "Anything you do will be great, I"m sure."

"No, no." I lifted my head and stared right into her eyes so she could see how serious I was. "This is all about you, making you comfortable enough to relax and have some fun with me."

"First of all, I am having fun." That soft tone was gone, and there was an edge to her voice now. Either I was in trouble, or I was doing exactly the right thing. God, I hoped I didn"t fuck this up.

I glanced down at the way her hands were alternating between balling up into a fist and stretching her fingers out. She shoved them under her back and smirked at me like I"d caught her doing something she shouldn"t. "And what do you mean this is all about me? You"re the one about to lose your virginity."

"Hmm." Was that really what this was all about? I didn"t think so. "I told you that wasn"t important to me, but if it is to you, then we can talk about that."

"I don"t want to talk, I want you to..." She waved her hand around in a let"s get a move on motion.

Not sure what I"d done to make her think this was a wham-bam-thank-you-ma"am situation. If it was because of the dudes in her past, I"d find them all and... I"d love to beat the shit out of them, but it would be better for the whole world if I subjected them to sex advice from Trixie"s mom, the porn star turned sex positivity guru.

I mirrored Willa"s hand motion, trying to get her to actually say what she wanted. "Yes?"

"You know." She narrowed her eyes at me, and color rose up her throat. I was making her mad, and damn, it was so fucking hot on her. I would never truly try to make her angry, but getting a little fighting spirit in her, hell to the yeah. I was going to do that all the time. Besides, it was helping her step away from whatever was all up in her head, holding her back.

"Make you feel good?" I knew I was pushing some buttons here. If I was right, then they would get her riled up enough to blurt out whatever it was she couldn"t say. "Then show me what you like."

She frowned at me again. "This is not all about me. I want you to feel good too."

"Willa." I traced my fingers along those frowny wrinkles she was making next to her mouth and then ran my thumb along her lip. "Anytime I fuck you, and I am going to fuck you, or when I make love to you, or even if we"re just fooling around, it will always be about you."

She blinked at me like I"d grown three heads and two of them were snakes, but there was a vulnerability that flashed through her eyes. "That"s not how this works."

"Sure it is." What I was about to say would either pull her out of this little battle of wills or she"d tell me off for being a jackass. I was going to risk it because she was worth it. "If it wasn"t, I could continue getting my rocks off in the shower fantasizing that my own damn hand was yours, or your mouth, or your wet, warm pussy."

Her eyes flared, going wide and so dark I could practically see the arousal I"d just ignited in her, blazing in her mind. "You... you masturbate... thinking about me?"

Got her. "You"re my whole reason to masturbate."

She licked her lips and took two shallow breaths. "Show me."

This was my in. This was how I could get her out of her head and quite literally show her how much I wanted her, wanted to please her.

I sat up on my knees, one leg on either side of her thigh, and shoved my trousers, belt, and boxers down. She"d seen my cock, she"d even seen it hard. But it felt bigger and harder in my hand right now than it had ever been. More sensitivetoo. If she wanted to see me come for her, it wasn"t going to take fucking long.

The way she was looking at me, it was only going to take a few strokes before I shot my load right on her thighs. And holy fuck, did I want to see that.

"Pull your dress up, sweetheart. I want to see what I"ve been fantasizing about." I spit in my hand and gripped the head of my cock, circling the tip with my thumb, never once taking my eyes off her.

Willa reached down and pulled the material of her dress up her thighs so slowly, I thought I was going to die from the anticipation. "Don"t tease me, Willa."

I was so enthralled with the reveal of her thick thighs that I almost forgot what I really wanted to see was her reaction to what I was doing for her. I dragged my gaze from her lush skin up to her face. Her lips were parted, and she was staring directly at my hand.

"What if what I want is to tease you?" Her voice was raspy and sexy as fuck.

Oh god of debauchery. That did something to my brain that sent fucking electricity straight to my dick, and I gave it a long, slow stroke that ended with a pearl of precum beading at the tip. "It"s about what you want, sweetheart. If you want to tease me, do it."

What the fuck was I saying? My mouth and brain were on a whole other track from my body. My cock was screaming at me to push that skirt up and push myself so deep inside of her that I wasn"t ever getting back out. But my head said letting her call the shots was going to be so much more rewarding.

"Do that again," she whispered. "Stroke it like you did before, like the way that you said you"re pretending it"s... me touching you."

Jesus Christ almighty, she really was going to kill me. I spit in my palm again and fucked my hand slow and hard. Normally I"d be closing my eyes and imagining her, but this time I didn"t have to. I couldn"t look away from her face, the way her heart was beating in her throat, and the way she couldn"t take her eyes off me either.

"Give me something, flower." I ran my hand up and down my shaft again, trying really fucking hard not to make myself come. She was just starting to get into this, and I had to make it last. "Let me see if your panties are wet for me."

She smiled, and I knew I was in for some trouble. "Now what kind of a tease would I be if I did that?"

That tension she"d been holding in her hands and arms relaxed. Finally she was letting go. Thank god. Instead of hiking her dress up higher, she yanked one side down to cover more of herself, but she stuck her hand inside the folds of fabric on the other side. I caught the tiniest glimpse of black panties as she slid her hand down, down, down.

"Mmm, I"m definitely wet." She closed her eyes for just a moment and her hand bobbed under the material. She was touching herself and my brain went haywire.

"Let me see, Willa." I growled out the words, my need taking over.

"No." Her eyes popped back open, and her soft, hazy gaze found me frantically stroking and trying to make this experience last long enough that she came with me. "I"m having too much fun being in charge."

That"s all I needed to hear. My hand flew over my cock, and I groaned out her name. "Willa. Fuck. That"s so god damned hot."

Her hand sped up under her dress and I prayed to whatever gods were listening that she was close to coming. But everything I"d read or watched said that a woman needed a lot more foreplay and time to reach her climax. I didn"t think I"d even been jerking my cock for her more than five minutes. No way she was ready, and I could come any second now.

"I"m too fucking close. I"m going to—" I gripped the base of my cock to hold back my orgasm. She needed me to prove I could please her in bed and coming before she was even hardly warmed up was not the way to do that.

"Don"t come yet, Hayes." The motions of her hand and arm sped up and she lifted her skirt just a little more so I could just see the bottom edge of her panties and the hint of her hand bobbing up and down inside of them. "Don"t come until I tell you to, but don"t stop touching yourself either."

The tingle of my balls tightening up, ready to spill, pulled at my will power. More precum dripped from me, and I"d never fucking been on the edge like this for so long. I wasn"t used to doing much more than giving myself a good jerk in the shower and enjoying the rush of it.

Willa was changing everything.

I threw my head back and gritted my teeth trying to think of anything but the way she was touching herself watching me suffer. I recited stats from this year"s games in my head, but completely lost the ability to think of any meaningful numbers after the first pre-season game.

All I could see in my head was the how I imagined her fingers looked wet and glistening, sliding over her clit. "Willa... I... fuck, Willa."

She stayed silent until I looked back down at her. She took a shuddered breath and said, "Say please."

Fucking hell. I was fully ready to beg her to let me come. "Please, babe, let me come on your thighs, let me see my cum on your skin. Please."

She arched her back and moaned so beautifully. "Yes. Oh god yes. Come for me."

Watching Willa bring herself to orgasm was more than I could handle, so it was a good thing this was what she wanted, because there was no stopping my own. I jerked my hand up my shaft and let out a guttural moan from deep inside as I let go, spurting a trail of my release onto her thighs.

The sounds of Willa moaning out my name and the sight of my seed on her body had my cock and balls tightening even harder, and I squeezed my cock again, more cum spilling from me until my body ached and I had nothing left.

I breathed hard, not able to do anything besides stare at how beautiful Willa looked, her cheeks and throat pink, her own chest heaving with her gasps for air, and her hand still in her panties, with my cum all over her body.

With a huge lungful of air to recover, I sat back on my heels and reached out, touching her thigh, smearing my fingers through the slick trails of my seed on her skin. Willa pulled her hand from her dress and her wet fingers met mine.

I grabbed her hand and brought both to my mouth, sucking her fingers and mine into my mouth. I tasted the essence of us both on my tongue and I"d never forget the salty sweet flavor of us till the day I died.

Willa moved so she was up on her knees with me and pulled me down to her, pushing our hands aside and replacing them with her kiss. She sighed so softly as I pushed the flavor of us from my tongue onto hers, and I relished the sound. Because she was happy, she was relaxed. She was... Willa.

She broke the kiss before I was ready to, but she laid her head on my chest and traced lazy fingers across my bicep. "Thank you for that, Hayes."

"I"m pretty sure I"m supposed to be saying that to you."

She quietly laughed at my echo of her words from earlier. "It was... exciting to feel like I was in charge for once in my life. I think you maybe unlocked a new kink in me."

"How"d you even know to say those things to me, babe?" I clearly had not done enough research because the idea of controlling your partner"s orgasm had not come across my feed. "I thought my head was going to explode when you told me not to come."

She shrugged and then surprised the shit out of me. "Romance novels."

"I"m definitely going to start reading those. They are clearly more educational than porn."

"They"re a fantasy too." I got her warning not to take everything in the stories as gospel. "Most of the ones I read, it"s usually the guy telling the girl what to do. I would have thought that"s what would turn me on."

"Would it?" She may have realized a something new about herself, but my new kink was finding out what turned her on. "I"ll try bossing you around in bed if it would do for you what it just did to me."

"I don"t know." She smiled up at me in a whole new way than I"d ever seen before. There was nothing between us, nothing hiding the truth of her happiness from me now. "But I"m willing to find out."

I had a lot of reading to do.