29. Axl

“I’m going to go very slowly.” I’ve never been any woman’s first lover and the fact that I’m doing this with Georgiana makes it all the more significant and emotional. Now might be the only time we are ever together in our lifetimes.

I look down at her below me. I run my hands through her long blonde hair and then kiss her lips as I slowly push myself into her. Her vagina walls are slick but barely accommodating. I stroke the side of her face and her hair. “Look at me.” Her brown eyes open and meet mine. “I want to see your eyes. I want to know if I’m hurting you.”

“I want this.”

I retreat and then enter her further with more force.

She closes her eyes and bites her lip.

“Does it feel good?”

“Yes.”

I don’t move. Is she lying? But I can hardly think she feels so divine. The way her body envelopes mine is heaven. I could be content never being with another woman ever again.

Georgiana opens her eyes. “Please Axl, more.”

While leaning down and kissing her, I slowly continue to push myself into her. Her vagina is holding me so tightly I don’t know how much longer I can last before I orgasm. I close my eyes as I slowly withdrawal.

“Please, Axl. Please.”

I kiss her tenderly. “What do you want?”

“Please, back inside of me.”

I oblige her. Of course, I do. I gently move in and out of her. Watching her for any sign of pain. She begins to clutch the sheets and put her head to one side.

“Are you okay?”

“Don’t stop.”

I continue my rhythm then, so slowly. I’m not even all the way inside of her. I keep reminding myself that this is her first time. I can’t rush her. After a minute I begin to move faster and push myself further into her. I caress her nipples as they sway with the force of my entry into her.

It doesn’t take long before she is orgasming again in waves. This in turn, sends me over the edge as well. After I’ve released, I lie down next to her and pull her tightly into my arms.

“Did I hurt you?” I’m trying to read her face. I put my hand between her legs and there’s some blood there.

“What is it you always say, ‘Pain makes the pleasure sweeter?’”