28. Georgiana

I let go of the little handlebar and move down to kiss Axl. His entire face is covered with my desire. It makes him even more attractive to me. I want him so much. I begin unbuttoning his tunic. Kissing his grey skin as I go. He smells of bergamot and his skin tastes of lavender with a hint of salt. I move further down his body, kissing his hard stomach and then I unfasten his trousers. His erect penis springs out and kiss my way past it down his legs taking off his trousers and his socks. Then I make my way back up to his testicles. “You’re the only naked man I’ve ever seen.”

I lick the underside of his penis. His reaction is almost enough to make me smile. “I think you’re gorgeous.” I take his testicles in my hands. “Do you think it’ll fit inside of me?” I put my hand around him, but it only encompasses half of his ridged penis.

“We don’t have to have sex.”

“I want to have sex, Axl. I want to have my first and possibly my last sexual experience with you. I just worry, you’re too big.”

Axl suddenly flips me over on my back and then puts his fingers between my legs. He enters me and it feels so good. I close my eyes.

“Open your eyes.”

When I do, he shows me his fingers. “You are so wet. We will make it fit.”

“But those two fingers are only half the size of…”

His only answer is to kiss me while hands massage my breasts.

While his mouth goes to my nipple, I ask, “Did you really mean what you said about not caring if my nipples were pierced?” I’m reminded of all the nipple jewelry I’d seen in the fashion section of the Empire’s media.

“If you were to be my wife, I would want you to. So much pleasure can be derived from nipple piercings. And I’d want to buy you jewelry to wear just for me…” His mouth sucks on my other nipple then and I’m trying to imagine what that would feel like, to have my nipples pierced and wear some of the big jewelry pieces I saw in the fashion section.

Axl makes his way down my stomach and to my clitoris. I’m so aroused again but a little sore, but his mouth there feels so good that my greediness for his touch won’t let me stop him. Soon he’s licking me again, but this time, he inserts his fingers inside of me, massaging me, in and out. I arch my hips his fingers and mouth.

“I want you inside of me Axl.”

“Not yet.”

He brings me to the brink of orgasm and then leaves me. And to my surprise, he leaves the bed completely. “Where are you going?”

“I want to record our first time. I’m going to make a contract with you.”

“No.”

“Why not? Don’t you want to have this memory forever?”

“They’re going to erase my memory before sending me back to Earth.”

“Don’t want you me to have this memory forever?”

I can’t believe what he’s asking me. “What if someone else finds it and makes it public?”

“No one will. It’ll be genetically coded to us. This is a customary practice in the Empire. We make holos that we can play on the bed when we miss the other person.”

“You’re going to make a holo of this? Not just a recording?”

“Yes. To have when you’re gone. All married men have holos of their wives and vice versa. It makes the time apart more bearable.” He shows me his IC. “See it’s so common there’s even a standard contract for it.”

I read the short contract and then I look into his green eyes. What does it matter? I won’t remember any of this. And I doubt amateur alien porn is a popular category on pornographic websites. “I agree, only for you Axl.”

“I hope it would be only for me.” He kisses me chastely and then shows me how to agree to the contract with my fingerprint. Then he puts his IC away.

“Don’t you need to set up some device?”

“No, the bed has always been recording, but the only difference is now we have access to take the data and can edit it as we would like.”

“Are the beds always recording? Everywhere in the Empire?”

“Yes, but no one has access to them or the bathrooms. They are only opened up for medical purposes. Like if I were to have a heart attack and die while having sex. The government would want to make sure you hadn’t murdered me.”

I let this sink in. Everything is recorded. “Axl, don’t take this the wrong way, but I never want to visit the Empire again.”

“You know everything is recorded on Earth too?”

“No it’s not.”

“It is. It’s not as sophisticated or organized as it is in the Empire but it is all recorded. I know because it was incredibly difficult for me to find a secluded area to block all the cameras and microphones.”

That reminds me. “My phone. What happened to it?”

“I don’t know. Can’t you get another?”

“Yes, but I dropped the pin of where that cabin was on that phone. I don’t know if it’ll still be on my account. And I didn’t even leave myself a message. I never counted on having my memory erased.”

“Oh well that’s easy. I can give you the address.”

I lie back relieved.

Axl lies down next to me. We are just here naked. Half aroused, half thinking about the details of life. Both of us are avoiding the thought of never seeing one another again. Am I strong enough to say goodbye?

I break the silence, “Aren’t you going to kiss me so that we can make this holo?”

“Now I feel like I’m paying you.”

I lean over. “You’re not. You paid me to pretend to be your wife. I did that for you. I thought it was a game and then ended up on the other side of the galaxy. But I’m in bed with you now because I love you and I know this isn’t a game. I only wish you were coming back to Earth with me.”

“I do too.”

I stare into his green eyes. Why won’t he kiss me? I lean forward and take his bottom lip in my mouth and I seductively pull back. “I want you inside of me, Axl.” After a few more kisses, he positions his body against mine and I can feel the tip of his penis at the entrance to my vagina. I have no idea what this is going to feel like. I’m bracing myself for pain.

He runs his fingers through my hair. “Relax,” he says softly and kisses my neck and décolletage. “I’m going to go very slowly.”