Chapter Twelve Erick

“I think we fucked up,” Calum sighed, falling back onto the bed. “Shit.”

“Should I go after him?” I asked, glancing back at my mate. “Just to make sure he’s okay?”

“I don’t know… I’ve never been in a situation like this before.”

“Neither have I. When we met, we couldn’t keep our hands off one another. I thought that’s how this was going and then… bam . It’s over.”

“It’s my fault,” Calum grumbled, throwing an arm over his face to block out the light. “I shouldn’t have gone for the belt.”

“It could’ve been me,” I said, flopping down next to him. “I had half his neck in my mouth.”

“Do you think we ruined it completely?” Calum rubbed his face, groaning. “I really don’t want it to be over already. I was feeling… I don’t know… really good about all that.”

I glanced down at the massive bulge in his pants. “I can tell.” Then I looked at my own which was just as noticeable. “And so was I.”

“What do you think we should do?”

I thought about it for a moment, scooting my way over to Calum and draping my arm over his chest. “I think we should give him some time to think about it. Clearly something set him off and we can ask him to explain so we can do better. But for now, I think he just needs some time to himself. Nobody rushes off like that unless they are just suddenly overwhelmed.” I paused for a moment, doubting myself. “Right?”

“I mean, it sounds right, but I don’t fucking know.” He let out a long, exasperated sigh. “I still feel like it’s my fault.”

“Calum,” I said, pulling his arm away and forcing him to look at me. “Even if it was something you did, you didn’t do it on purpose. As far as we knew, everything was just fine. After all, he was participating just as much as we were.”

“Are you sure?”

“You should’ve felt the way he was gripping my hair.” I bit my lower lip, grinning down at him. “He was really into it.”

“Do you like that sort of thing?”

“Honestly?” I mulled it over for a minute. “When I first met you, I didn’t know what I was into. But over the years we’ve been together, I’m starting to figure more of that out.”

“So… I should pull your hair and stuff when we’re fucking?”

“Maybe?” I couldn’t help but laugh. “I guess we can give it a try and see what I like about it.”

“I never thought trying to fuck another guy would help us have sex better.”

“Me either.”

There was a long silence before Calum spoke again.

“And you’re still… okay with all this?”

I glanced up at Calum. Reaching up, I grabbed the side of his face and forced him to look me in the eye.

“I’m okay with it if you are.”

“It’s not weird to you?”

“I mean… It's a little weird. But not enough to make me want to stop.” I held him tight, kissing his jaw. “Are you alright with it?”

He sighed. “I feel like I shouldn’t be. But no matter how much I try to overthink it and get pissed off, I just can’t.” He grabbed my neck, pressing his forehead to mine. “It sounds stupid… but with you here… I don’t know. I just feel… safe . Like if something went wrong, I have you close by to make sure I’m okay.”

I chuckled. “That doesn’t sound stupid. In fact, it’s kind of adorable.”

“Fuck you,” he groaned.

But I held him tight. “No. I mean it. Whether you like it or not Calum, you can be cute sometimes. I know it damages your macho facade, but I like these softer sides of you. Those are the ones I love the most.”

“Really?”

“Yeah.”

He smiled, shaking his head. “God. We are quite the pair of pansies, huh?”

“I don’t know what flowers have to do with anything, but yeah, we’re pretty grossly in love.” I kissed him softly. “And that’s okay. It’s okay to just relax once in a while and be happy, you know?”

He huffed loudly. “Fine. Alright.”

“Good boy.”

We laid there for another few seconds in silence.

“You still hard?” Calum asked.

I nodded. “Almost painfully so.”

“Wanna jerk off?”

I leaned forward, kissing him hard. “God, I thought you’d never ask.”

With a shared smile, we both quickly pulled off our clothes and tossed them to the floor. We leaned our backs against the headboard and reached across, grabbing one another’s cocks. I moaned against Calum’s neck as he stroked me slowly, milking a large bead of pre-cum from my long shaft. His own cock thickened in my hand as I gripped him firmly by the base, the pre-cum already dripping from his ridge.

“Looks like we’re both pretty turned on,” Calum grinned, kissing the top of my head.

“Yeah…” I let him stroke me for a few more seconds. “You know what? As much as jerking off sounds great, I think we’re doing it wrong.”

“Doing it wrong?”

“Well, you know what they say.”

Calum lifted an eyebrow.

“The best handjobs are when you use your mouth.”

He burst out laughing at that, not that he hadn’t heard that joke a hundred times already. I kissed him one last time before shifting my position so that my feet were facing the headboard. Calum slid down the bed to meet me until his face was level with my cock. Without a moment’s hesitation, he took me into his mouth, the warmth enveloping me in the most delightful way. I moaned loudly, licking his cock clean of pre-cum. The sweet flavor of him burst over my tongue, driving my lust to new heights. Then, without the ability to resist any longer, I took him down to the hilt.

Calum groaned and bucked against my lips automatically, my tongue hitting that spot he loved on the underside of his cock. I leaned into it, flicking the tip of my tongue against the topside of his balls as I practically gagged around his massive girth. He moaned again, pushing harder. He always loved it when I could barely take him. I had a feeling it made him feel huge, which he was, but he liked the feedback.

At the same time, I couldn’t help grinding my dick further down his throat. Calum was an experienced cocksucker, but he couldn’t take me all the way to the hilt. Once in a while he got close, and tonight was one of those nights. I moaned around his cock as he took me nearly to the base. He convulsed slightly, like he was going to gag, but bit it back at the last second. I couldn’t help feeling a surge of pride as he pulled off me, breathing hard. It was a new personal best for him.

And, without a word, he dove back down on me, sucking a slurping with an intensity that I hadn’t known before. I had to admit, I was going at it like a sex-crazed maniac too. Something about being so close to Sam and all three of us lusting after one another just made everything so much more intense. It was like the first time we’d met, and we couldn’t keep our hands off one another. The pheromones were strong and the need to cum inside one another was so strong I could barely hold it back.

Of course, Calum seemed to be having the same issues. He was practically flooding my mouth with pre-cum as I sucked his fat cock. No matter how many times I thought I’d swallowed it all, more replaced it almost immediately. From the tension in his muscles and the bulging vein at the top of his shaft, I knew he was getting close. And when he pressed a finger against my hole sending a shockwave of pleasure through my system, I knew I wasn’t far behind either.

So I figured there was no point in holding back anymore.

Following his lead, I pressed my thumb against Calum’s tight pucker, his moan vibrating around my cock. I knew just where to push to hit his prostate from the outside and the sudden burst of pre-cum told me I found it immediately. He did the same to me, making small circles against my needy tunnel as he sucked me vigorously.

It was all I could do to keep sucking him. Between his finger and his tongue, I was on the edge of bursting in seconds. Images flashed through my mind of doing this again, but instead of just the two of us, we could have Sam between us. Each of us would have a cock to suck and a hole to play with. I thought of how Sam reacted to my tongue on his neck and wondered how much more he’d love it against his cock. The thought of his throbbing meat against my lips sent me over the edge.

With a slurred cry around Calum’s cock, I thrust forward, filling his mouth with my seed. My body pulsed and shook, each wave of pleasure more intense than the last. And the taste of me filling his mouth must have sent Calum over the edge as well. Within seconds he was stuffing himself down my throat, shooting his load hard and fast. I gulped and sucked, making sure I got every last drop.

Neither of us stopped licking and panting until we were both spotless. Only then did we finally collapse on the bed, our foreheads pressed together as we exchanged light kisses.

“You thought about him, didn’t you?” Calum asked, grinning at me.

“Yeah,” I sighed. “You?”

“Couldn’t help it.”

I just shook my head, laughing at the situation. “We are really smitten, aren’t we?”

“Seems like it.”

“Could be worse I guess.”

“How so?”

“We could have found a fourth mate.”

Calum’s eyes went wide. “Don’t even joke about that. I’m so confused already.”

“I love you baby,” I grinned. “But it doesn’t take much to confuse you.”

“ Bitch,” he growled playfully.

“You love it.”

He shot me a look of disbelief before it melted into a smile. “I love you and your sassy comments.”

“And I love you and your macho himbo persona.”

“So, we’re gonna go talk to Sam tomorrow, right?”

“Yes, we are.”

“And we’re gonna try to date him, aren’t we?”

I nodded, kissing him on the nose. “I don’t think we have any other choice, baby.”