Chapter Eight

Chapter Eight

Hawk

I'VE BEEN RIDING with Cash for the last few hours. We both just wanted to get away from the clubhouse and stop thinking about everything going on in our lives. We've all been pulling duty at the warehouses over the last two weeks since Kelsey saw her ex there. None of us are willing to let an abusive piece of shit get their hands on the people they've hurt or other innocents who have nothing to do with the situation. We don't have any idea what Martin will do when he realizes his wife and son are no longer at the warehouses and that he can't get to them on the compound because of the security we have set up. Over the years we've done everything we can to make sure no one can get onto the compound unless they come through the gate and let the Prospect manning the front who they are and why they're there. That's not something Martin would ever do because he's a fucking pussy and would never go toe to toe with a man. He prefers putting his hands on a woman and little kid. We've met his type before and they're always the same.

We stopped and got something to eat before heading back to the clubhouse. Cash and I try to get out and ride at least once a week. When things build up during the week, it's our escape as we race down the road and let the wind take all of our issues away. Lately, I've been trying to let it take all thoughts of Kendell away because I have no clue what the fuck is going on with us. The sex we had was fucking off the charts and I've never experienced anything like it before. Since then, we just kind of pass one another as I'm coming and going. Kendell is there to support her sister and nephew and I've found her sleeping in Gideon's room more than a few times. I think she goes in there if he has a nightmare or something and then just falls asleep. When that happens, the urge to bring her back into my bed is overwhelming, but I leave her where she is because Gideon needs her and I won't ever take away his sense of security and the feeling of safety he gets from his aunt.

When Kendell and I are in the same room, there's little looks between the two of us. The second she thinks I'm not looking her way, my Sparky stares at me as if she wants another taste. That the first time we had sex was just enough to get her addicted to me. I know I want another taste of her more than I ever thought I'd want a woman in my life. We've brushed up against one another more times than I can count over the last two weeks. Each time it happens, bolts of electricity shoot up my spine and I want to pull Kendell in my arms and never let her go. But, nothing has happened between us since that night though. And I don't know how the fuck to get past her not stepping up and taking what she wants. The part that really gets to me is when she does sleep in my bed, I wake up more often than not with her body on top of mine and my arms wrapped around her. I thought it would bother me to have someone so close to me when I sleep, but as long as it's Kendell I don't have a problem with it. I want her body wrapped around mine and on top of me. Holding her in my arms is the greatest feeling ever as every soft part of her body molds around my hard angles.

I also thought having other people in my house would grate on my nerves. I've never really lived with another person because I like my things a certain way and having three other people in my space doesn"t bother me at all. Kelsey and Kendell pick up after Gideon and make sure nothing is out of its place. If they cook or bake something, the kitchen is cleaned as they go and all of our dinner dishes are always immediately picked up and washed or put in the dishwasher. Gideon is funny as hell to watch. At such a young age he already does whatever he can to get his mom and aunt to laugh. Especially when his mom is having a hard day and can't get out of her head. Gideon will go out of his way to entertain us all. He even comes up and sits on my lap when I'm at the house relaxing after a long day. The little boy is slowly wrapping me around his finger and there's nothing I can do to stop it. He's fucking cute as hell and I've started thinking more and more about having a family of my own.

Pulling up to the clubhouse, I don't head around back to my house yet. Cash and I park in our place in line before shutting off our engines and heading in the clubhouse. The common room isn't empty, but it's not full of guys either. Eagle, Titan, and Tripp are sitting at the bar with beers in hand while Rebel tells them something. She has their full attention as Cash and I make our way over to them. Rebel doesn't miss a beat as she continues talking while grabbing us our preferred drinks.

"Where have you two been?" Titan asks us as he leans around my brother to look our way.

"Went for a ride and to get dinner," I answer him as my brother turns to look at me as if he's trying to figure me out. "Been a long week and we just wanted to get away for a while."

"Understandable. How's it goin' with the house guests?" he questions, his voice almost a whisper as Legs and a new Fallen girl make their way into the common room.

"It's goin' better than I thought. Never lived with a kid before. I thought it would be hard, but it's not. Kelsey and Kendell are constantly pickin' up his toys and shit and they cook or bake almost every day. My house honestly looks better now than it ever has before," I answer as my brother continues looking at me while cocking his head to the side like he's seeing me for the first time.

"How are things goin' with Kendell? Where are you takin' things with her?" Eagle finally asks the question he's been dying to ask me and we haven't had any time alone to really talk.

"There isn't anythin' goin' on with Kendell. She's tryin' to be there for her sister and nephew. We're all doin' the best we can every day and tryin' to make sure Kelsey isn't scared to death every second of each day," I tell my brother as a feeling of needing to protect Kendell fills me. "Why does everyone want to know about Kendell and me? If there's somethin' goin' on, then it's between the two of us and no one else."

"I'm askin' cause I'm your brother, Hawk. I want to know that you're okay and if you need to talk, I'm here. I'll always be here for you. I'm guessin' the other guys askin' you about Kendell have other reasons they're wantin' to know what your plans are with her. So, you better figure it out before one of them steps up and takes her right out from under you," my brother says, his voice lowered even more as Legs looks in our direction.

"No one's gonna fuckin' touch Kendell. She's not here for you assholes to fuck her over. Especially not when she's in my house, in my bed. Kendell isn't someone to fuck with. You fuckers better stay the fuck away from her and Kelsey. Kendell's been here to help when she didn't have to. We're figurin' our shit out I guess you could say. I honestly don't know what the fuck we're doin' and it's no one's business until we tell you nosy fuckers what's goin' on between us," I say, setting my beer down in front of me and standing from my seat. "I'm headin' home. Not gonna sit here for an interrogation."

"It's not like that, Hawk," my brother says, trying to get me to stop as I step away from the bar and turn my back on him.

"It really is though. My personal business is mine and mine alone. I don't need you fuckers tryin' to get in my head and try to force me to make moves before I'm ready. Or before Kendell's ready. And don't try to say you're not because if that were true, you wouldn't have told me other guys want to take her from me. She's a fuckin' person, not some kind of fuckin' trophy or some other bullshit," I grind out as I walk away from the guys and head toward the front door so I can get on my bike.

I don't have to look behind me to know Cash is following me. He's gonna make sure I'm okay over staying with the guys and drinking the night away. That's one of the reasons Cash is my best friend. I don't have to say a word to him and he knows when I need him. Even if we say nothing to one another. There have been plenty of times over the years where we just sit together and don't exchange a single word. It's the point that I know he's there for me when I'm ready to open up and tell him what's going on. I do the same thing for him because we all need that one person in our life who knows everything and we don't feel as if we have to hold anything back. While I know the guys in the club would never judge me for any reason, Cash goes above and beyond that because he can read me better than anyone else.

We straddle our bikes and pull around the clubhouse toward our houses. Cash is actually my neighbor and it's nice to know he'll be there if I'm not on the compound. He can keep an eye on Kendell and Kelsey without me having to ask him to do so. Pulling up to my house, we both shut our bikes off quickly so we don't wake Gideon up if he's already in bed. It looks mostly dark inside as I take a look through the windows. There's a light on in the living room, but Kendell typically keeps that on for me if I'm not home when they all go to bed. She also locks all the windows and doors so no one can get in. I've had to use my key more often than not and quickly shut off the security system so it doesn't go off and wake everyone up in the house. My system is loud as fuck and it would scare the shit out of my house guests.

"Who the fuck is over at the pond?" Cash asks as he stretches out his back and neck while I turn to see what he's talking about.

Squinting my eyes, I try to figure out who's at the pond as the shadows surround them. Whoever it is, is walking around the edge we all use to get in the water. I watch as they dip their toes in and step slightly away from the shore. Cash and I walk closer to find out who's over there because all I can tell from here is that it's a woman. I'm pretty sure she's naked too with the way the moon shines down on her body. Long hair covers her back as I take the woman in from the top of her head down to her toes that she's kicking up to splash water out in front of her.

Cash and I are quiet with every step we take. We're not trying to sneak up on the girl, but we want to find out who it is before we make our presence known as well. I'm sure it's not Reagan, Zoey, or Alex because their men would never let them out here at night while they're naked. They trust us to leave their women alone, but it's the point that we'd all get a heads up if one of the ol' ladies were out here and naked. None of us want to cross a line and see something that belongs to another man.

"Is that . . .," Cash begins before trailing off and I finally get a true glimpse of the woman at the water's edge. Kendell.

"What the fuck is she doin'?" I wonder aloud while stepping even closer to her while Cash hangs back.

I don't stop moving until I've got her in my arms. Kendell jumps the second I make contact with her, but it takes seconds for her to realize it's me and relax into my touch. My hands splay out over her stomach as I pull her back even closer to me until our bodies are touching and there's no space between us.

"Hawk, what are you doing out here? I thought you were gone for the night," she asks me, her voice a breathless whisper as she places a hand on mine.

"Just went for a ride with Cash and grabbed some dinner before comin' back. I want to know why the fuck you're at the pond naked as the day you were born instead of inside the house with your sister and nephew," I state, moving her hair away from her neck and pressing my lips against her smooth skin causing a chill to go through Kendell's entire body.

"I don't have a bathing suit and wanted to go swimming. Are we not allowed to swim in the pond?" she asks as I slide one of my hands up from her stomach until I'm holding her large tit in my hand as her breathing starts to become shallow.

"Of course you're allowed to swim in the pond. It's one of the reasons we have it out here and maintain it. What if it was someone else who walked up on you standin' here naked, Kendell?" I question her, knowing I'm about to push her to her limit as an idea forms in my mind.

"I, um, I'm not sure. I'd probably sink in the water to cover myself until they left," she says while I tweak her nipple as she arches her back to push herself into my hand even more.

Without saying another word, I turn Kendell and she gasps when she realizes Cash is standing behind us. With the moonlight covering her body, he can see everything. Sliding my hand down her stomach, I don't stop until I find her wet folds. Kendell's fucking soaked as I slide a finger inside her pussy while continuing to tweak her nipple.

"I know you like watchin' someone fuck, Sparky. Let's see if you like someone watchin' you get fucked just as much," I whisper to her, causing goosebumps to break out across her skin before I press my lips against her pulse point.

Kendell's heart is pounding. She moans as I slowly slide my finger in and out of her pussy. I want to get down on my knees in front of her and eat as if I'm a man starving and she's the only meal I want. So, that's what I do.

Releasing her nipple, I remove my finger from her pussy and bring my hand up so I can suck her juices off. Walking around her body, I grab her hand and walk her the short distance to the gazebo. Cash doesn't move closer to us as he stands just outside the structure. I press Kendell's body up against the same post I fucked Legs against and grab her other hand and lift them both above her head. Holding them in one hand, I use my other one to grab the rope we keep tied to one of the beams of the top of the gazebo. Wrapping it around Kendell's wrists, she doesn't take her eyes off of me. Staring into her eyes, I take in every emotion she's giving him. She's excited but also scared about what I'm about to do to her. Kendell doesn't look at Cash as her body begins to loosen from the way she tensed up when she first saw Cash. Her entire focus is on me and I have to admit that I love it. She's not fake and doesn't pretend to feel shit she doesn't.

"Are you okay, Sparky?" I ask her once I have her hands tied above her.

Kendell tests the rope as she pulls on her arms and they go nowhere. Without saying a word, she nods in response. That's not good enough for me.

"Need the words, Kendell. Are you okay?" I question her, not looking away as I place one hand on her neck and let the other one trail slowly down her body.

"I'm okay," she says, her breathing picking up and coming out in shallow pants.

I don't hesitate to drop to my knees in front of her. Using my hands, I spread her legs further apart so I can get between her creamy thighs. Keeping my eyes locked on Kendell's, I move my head until I can stick my tongue out and slide it through her folds. Diving my tongue into her pussy, I growl making her moan and push her lower body out. Removing my tongue from her opening, I latch onto her clit and gently bite down on the bundle of nerves. At the same time, I slide a finger into her pussy and curve it so I'm rubbing her G-spot. Kendell drops her head back against the beam behind her and closes her eyes.

"Look at me, Sparky. I want your eyes on me and only me as I devour you," I growl out, letting her clit go while adding a second finger inside her.

Kendell snaps her eyes open and tips her head forward once more to look down at me. The look of pure ecstasy fills her eyes as I get back to work. Sucking her clit back into my mouth, I slide my fingers in and out of her. Kendell is so fucking responsive to my touch. She starts tugging her hands to get free of the rope holding her hostage and I know she wants to dig her fingers into my hair. I chuckle without releasing her clit because I'm not letting her free. Kendell's body starts to shake as she gets close to finding her release. When her legs start to shake uncontrollably, I know she's about to explode. Kendell's moans and whimpers pull at something deep in my soul and make my cock even harder than it was a second ago. Unlike the Fallen girls, Kendell's moans are all her—real and soft instead of fake.

"Hawk!" she screams, her voice breaking with the force of her release as it crashes over her in waves.

I don't stop sliding my fingers in and out of her while sucking her clit. Working her through her orgasm, I prolong it as long as I can before she starts to flinch away from my touch. Releasing her, I slide my fingers from Kendell's body and bring them to my mouth. Once again, I taste her as I get to my feet. Kendell's eyes never leave me as her chest rises and falls rapidly and I can see her heart pounding from the pulse point in her neck. Leaning down, I press my lips against hers and slide my tongue along the seam of her lips until she opens for me. Kendell moans as I tangle my tongue with hers. She's tasting herself on me but doesn't pull away.

Breaking the kiss, I release my belt before undoing my jeans. I push them down far enough for my cock to spring free. Grabbing a condom out of my wallet, I tear the foil with my teeth and grab the latex out of the packaging to roll down my hard cock. I'm ready to fucking explode. Gripping my length, I give it a squeeze to try to stop the need to cum from happening. I don't want to explode too soon and not make this good for Kendell.

"I told you when we're together, you call me Trent. Cash knows my name. I don't let just anyone call me Trent and won't answer to it. You're not just anyone else, Kendell. Use. My. Name," I growl out, sliding my length through her folds, feeling just how hot and wet she is.

"Please, Trent," she begs me, pulling against the rope once again.

Holding the base of my cock, I line myself up with her pussy and slowly push inside. Kendell gasps when I finally fill her and I give her a second to adjust to my size because this is only the second time I've fucked her. Reaching down, I grab her legs and wrap them around my waist. I place one hand on her hip and the other under her ass. Pulling my hips back, I don't stop until only the tip is left inside her. I thrust forward again, filling her up. This time, I don't ease Kendell into sex. My movements are fast and hard, the sound of our skin slapping together. Kendell looks over my shoulder, gasping, and I turn my head to see her watching Cash work his hand up and down his cock.

"See what you're doin' to him, Sparky. You're so fuckin' gorgeous and sexy that Cash can't help but fuck his own hand as I slide my hard cock in and out of your wet pussy. Your moans and whimpers only add fuel to the flames. It's fuckin' impossible to look at you without wantin' you, Kendell. You truly have no clue how fuckin' amazin' you are," I tell her, not letting her move her head to look away from Cash. "You're even wetter knowin' he's watchin' us and gettin' off on it. Does it feel wrong, Kendell?"

Kendell doesn't respond to me at first. I stop my movements and release her hip to wrap my hand around her neck and squeeze just tight enough to capture her attention while holding her head where I want her to look.

"No, it doesn't feel wrong, Trent," she finally whispers as I lean down to press my lips against her neck.

Kissing and nipping at her skin, I make my way down to her chest and suck a nipple into my mouth. Her back arches off the wood as I slam my hips into her. Picking up the pace even faster than before, I don't go gentle on her. Kendell moans and whimpers even more than before. Cash's grunts add into the mix and I know he's getting close to finding his release. I've shared girls with my best friend in the past. This time, he can see me fuck Kendell, but I'm not about to share her with him. He knows that and is respecting my boundaries without me having to say a word to him. That's how well we're able to read one another.

It doesn't take me long to feel the telltale tingling. My thrusts become erratic as Kendell's legs tighten around my waist and her heels dig into my lower back. Her moans are becoming one continuous sound. Moving my mouth from one nipple to the next, I give it the same treatment. Removing my hand from Kendell's neck, I slide it down her body until I find her clit. Pinching it one time is all it takes to send her flying over the edge. Kendell tosses her head back and screams out my name. At the same time, I hear Cash growl and know he's found his release as well. It takes three more thrusts inside her tight, wet pussy before I still while buried deep inside her, and find my own release.

"Kendell," I growl out, my voice almost echoing off the gazebo before getting carried away in the gentle breeze of the night.

Holding Kendell close to my body, I reach up and release her wrists from the rope that was holding them hostage. She drops them over my shoulders as her entire body goes slack. Kendell buries her head in my neck as I listen to Cash fasten his belt. Sparky is gonna try to hide away from what just happened, but I'm not gonna let her. Moving my head out of the way, I nudge her with my shoulder until she lifts her head.

"Don't hide from this shit, Sparky. We're three consentin' adults. You liked Cash watchin' me fuck you and there's absolutely nothin' wrong with that. Cash, did you enjoy watchin' me fuck Kendell?" I ask my friend as he remains at a distance from us so Kendell doesn't feel like he's gonna push up on her or anything.

"I thoroughly enjoyed watchin' you fuck her. Kendell, Hawk's right. Do I like watchin' others havin' sex? Abso-fuckin'-lutely. There's just somethin' about watchin' a woman as another man pleasures her that does it for me. Bein' that the man in this situation is my best friend, it makes it even sexier. Would I touch you when he's with you? No, I wouldn't. It's not about me fuckin' you or anythin' like that. For me, it's all about watchin' Hawk make you scream out his name and lettin' the world know how good he's makin' you feel. There's nothin' wrong with that shit either. Hawk, when she realized I was still watchin' you guys, did she get wetter?" Cash answers while asking me the question he already knows the answer to.

"She did get wetter. Kendell, you fuckin' gushed the second you saw Cash was watchin' us and fuckin' his hand. You like when he watched you. I'd never push you beyond what you're comfortable with Kendell. If you want Cash to watch us have sex again, we can make it happen. I won't bring anyone else into this but him. He's my best friend and I'll tell you right now that I've shared girls in the past with him. No, I won't let him touch you, but he can watch. I'm a selfish bastard when it comes to you I'm discoverin'," I answer him, not taking my eyes off the sexy woman in front of me as a blush covers her skin.

"I, um, I think I'd like that," she practically whispers before I lean down and kiss her again.

I hear Cash walk away from us and head toward his house. Breaking the kiss, I lower Kendell to the ground and make sure she's steady before going over to grab her clothes from near the water's edge. I quickly help her dress before leading her back to my house. Once we're inside, I lead her to the shower and let her clean up while I go through the house and make sure everything is locked up tight. On the way back to my room, I check on Kelsey and Gideon. They're both passed out and don't even hear me open their door enough to peek in on them. All three of these people are coming to mean a lot to me. More than I ever thought possible when I demanded they move into my house. Making my way back in my room, I find Kendell leaving the bathroom wearing one of my tee-shirts and nothing else. Just when I think she can't get any sexier, she does. We slide into bed after I undress completely and I pull her into my arms and hold her close. It doesn't take Kendell long at all to fall asleep with her head on my chest and my arms around her soft body. I follow behind her and let my dreams fill with images I can't put into words of a future with Kendell.