27. Chapter Twenty-Seven Spin

Chapter Twenty-Seven: Spin

R unning into the bathroom, I shut the door and lean against it. Behind the hammering of my heart, I hear P'Park talking to P'Big.

What the hell did I just do? I went from asking for help with a line to trying to seduce P'Park.

"Idiot," I say softly, turning to rest my forehead on the cool wood of the door.

I haven't been able to forget the kiss from the other night, so different from what we've done in front of the cameras and even from the kisses we've shared while rehearsing. That night, P'Park kissed me because he wanted to. It might not have lasted but a few seconds, but it was unforgettable.

"Nong?" P'Park calls from the other side of the door.

Slowly, I open it.

"P'Big just came by to ask if we have everything we need and to give me an extra key to the room." P'Park holds up the key card .

Nodding, I hurry past him to the bed, turning off the bedside lamp before lying down in the darkness.

Before P'Big showed up, I was so hard, and the front of P'Park's shorts was bulging. I felt sure P'Park was about to kiss me.

I hear P'Park settling into his bed. "Goodnight," he says after a couple of beats of silence I'm too cowardly to fill. He shuts off his bedside light.

"Night," I force myself to say before rolling onto my side, my back to him.

It's ages before I fall asleep, but then, in a blink of an eye, the sunlight's streaming over me, I'm on my back, and P'Park's bed is empty.

I stumble into the bathroom to pee and nearly collide with him. Hands latching onto his waist, it only takes a second to register his cool, wet skin under my palms.

"I sweated a lot last night," he explains the reason for showering again this morning.

Blinking stupidly, I stare at P'Park's hard pecs, which are only a couple of inches from my nose.

Snatching my hands away and taking a step back, I say, "Oh, yeah, it was hot…I mean, the room. Was hot." I look away, so embarrassed I want to die.

"I'll just go in the bedroom and get dressed, and you can use the bathroom." P'Park scoots around me.

Taking a deep breath, I tell myself to pull it together. P'Park either thought I was acting the night before when I sucked his thumb into my mouth, or he is giving me an out to save face. We will pretend it never happened. And I need to stop ogling him when his shirt's off.

The scenes we shoot that morning at the beach are all of Khao and Boom playing in the water and walking hand-in-hand along the surf. Since the scenes will be edited and set to music, we don't have to worry about our lines and can just have fun. Afterward, the cast and crew have a big lunch at the hotel, and then P'Park and I rest while P'Daeng and P'Gift film their scenes. It has to be a struggle for them as a newly formed couple to do these scenes that take place several episodes into the series. It's fortunate that P'Gift has been doing this a long time and handles everything with aplomb. He has his own way of doing it, but he's as good as Aod was at the comedic side of his character. In between shoots, P'Daeng and P'Gift don't interact much, though. I suddenly realize that our success—mine and P'Park's—depends partly on their performance in this series. It's a sobering thought that makes me a little anxious because I have absolutely no control over them.

Back in our room, P'Park takes a nap while I study the script. We have one more scene to film that day, so when it's time to eat, I wake him up and we head down to the hotel restaurant for a light dinner.

The sun is just beginning to set when we hit the beach an hour later. P'Park and I strip to our bathing suits, and P'Pear touches up our makeup. With the orange and pink hues as a backdrop, Boom and Khao share a heartfelt conversation that thankfully goes smoothly without any retakes, and by the time the last rays of sun hit the horizon, we're ready to film the NC portion of the scene.

Nerves dancing beneath my skin, I walk away a few paces in an attempt to remain in character while P'Big clears the area of most of the staff. Then he calls us over. "Just let what happens happen, just like you did before," he instructs us calmly before leaving us to go stand behind one of the cameramen.

The only sound in the quiet night comes from the surf behind us. With the lights shining our way and most everyone else in shadow, it's easy to pretend we're alone if we ignore the cameraman closest to us. Closing my eyes, I take several deep, even breathes, centering myself while P'Big murmurs directions to the guy in charge of the lighting.

I'm Boom. I'm with Khao, the man I love.

When I open my eyes, P'Park is inches away. We let the tension build between us.

"Begin from the moment you no longer hold back," P'Big calls out. "Action!"

We come together in a hungry kiss that shocks me with its intensity and only becomes more bold as the seconds tick by. Our bodies respond, dicks hardening and breaths coming in quick, eager pants. When P'Park pins me against the rough bark of a slender tree and ducks his head to suck on my neck, I moan and turn my face toward him for another deep kiss. Our tongues tangle and, slowly, we sink to our knees in the sand, the cameras following our every move.

P'Park settles on top of me, one hand cradling the back of my head while the other slides up my bare stomach, sending tingles along my skin. P'Big's voice crackles over the walkie-talkie. "Boom, wrap your legs around Khao's waist."

I obey, eagerly canting my hips, pushing my swollen groin against the hard bulge in the front of P'Park's bathing suit, desperate for friction. When P'Park pulls my leg up and rests my calf on his shoulder, my breath hitches and my entire body tingles. Open to him like I am, even with the fabric of our swim trunks between us, I have a sudden and deep longing to give myself to him.

The line comes easily.

"I want to feel you inside me, Khao," I say, meeting his gaze. He's panting hard, and I watch his eyes widen as I slide my hand downward to the waist of his swim trunks .

P'Park's lips graze my shoulder, and I'm not acting when I close my eyes, mouth falling open in pleasure. When he sucks my nipple, I cry out, sensation radiating from my core.

"Now, act like you're pulling off your swim suits. Then simulate the movements of intercourse," P'Big's voice crackles over the walkie-talkie. We do, moving while we're kissing like we're pushing our swim trunks down our legs. Then P'Park starts thrusting, his rock-hard cock pushing against mine, and pleasure sparks through my body.

"Climax!" P'Big's voice crackles on the walkie-talkie, and I do my best to simulate the moment of completion, head dropping back and my mouth falling open. P'Park let's out a groan that nearly makes me come for real, and P'Big calls an end to the scene. It takes a minute before P'Park and I can break character, and we lie there panting for a few moments before he rolls off me.

P'Big and P'Luke study the footage for a few moments, and I concentrate on bringing my breathing back under control, very aware of P'Park's heart thundering against my side.

"Good work, you two. Let's try it one more time, beginning from when you sink to your knees. This time, Spin, I want to take some close-ups of your hands at your sides, scrabbling at the sand. Also, kiss Park's neck."

Oh, my God. Wouldn't it be awful if I came in my pants for real?

Staff rush up to brush the sand off us, and we do the scene again, and then a third time before P'Big is satisfied.

As the cameramen pack up their gear, P'Park sits up. Out of the corner of my eye, I see him adjust himself before standing and lending me a hand .

"You look like you've been pulled through a wind tunnel backward," P'Big says, chuckling softly, helping to get the sand off us after the final take.

Glancing at P'Park, I see his hair is sticking up from where I tugged at it. I'm sure mine looks similar. There's an outdoor shower at the edge of the beach, and we use it to get the rest of the sand off us before drying off with towels we brought from the hotel and putting on our clothes.

As we walk across the parking lot, my body thrums with awareness of the man beside me. I think about my calf on his shoulder and P'Park's thrusting movements and wonder what it would be like to have him push inside me, stretching me until I'm completely full. My breathing quickens. P'Park stops a few steps ahead of me and turns around.

"Why did you stop?"

Our eyes meet, and I don't know what kind of expression is on my face, but all of a sudden, I'm in his arms and we're kissing again, and every brush of his lips against mine is a million times better than when the cameras were rolling, and that's saying something because it had been pretty damn good then. When P'Park runs his hands down my back to rest on my ass, I let out a long, heart-felt groan.

"We're pretty worked up," P'Park pants into my neck a moment later. "We should…we should—" I cut him off with my lips, kissing and nipping at his mouth until he pulls back and groans as though he's in pain. "We should go to our room," he says, and I'm certain that wasn't what he was about to say a moment ago.

We hurry across the parking lot. We don't look at each other on the elevator ride to our floor. It seems like an eternity before we're inside our room and P'Park's on me again, kissing me until my legs turn to jelly and he has to carry me to the bed. My fingers fumble with the buttons of his shirt, wanting the offending garment off and out of the way. After shrugging out of it, he rids me of mine. Feverishly, I reach for the zipper of his pants as his lips find my neck, but I can't seem to get it open, and after a few more failed attempts, I make a frustrated noise.

"Please get naked," I beg.

P'Park immediately rolls off me and strips. I manage to get my pants and underwear off before he attacks me again with his mouth, exploring my chest with licks and nibbles that have me eagerly spreading my legs to cradle him between them.

The next time we come up for air, the arousal on P'Park's face is clear. The way he's looking at me—it makes me feel both powerful and afraid, and it occurs to me that this might be a good time for me to tell him I'm a virgin.

When I open my mouth, though, he licks into it, and my mind goes completely blank.

Moments later, he says hoarsely, voice full of need, "Spin. Do you want to…I mean, I have a…" He leaves off, unsure.

I nod vigorously. "Yes."

He attacks my mouth again.

"P'Park," I say before moaning at the sharp nips from his teeth on my nipple that shoot to my groin like arrows. When his hand slips between us to grip my hard cock, a swell of pleasure rolls over me, leaving me foggy-headed and limp. "I'm going to come if you keep that up. I–I want you inside me when I come."

"I'm going to make you come over and over again before we're finished," P'Park says, gripping me again, and the combination of the promise and the sensation of his palm skimming over the head of my cock sends me reeling with pleasure so strong it hurts, and I let out a shout that P'Park muffles with his lips as my body jerks with release .

"You don't know how much I want you," P'Park says as he milks the last bit of cum out of my cock, my stomach clenching with residual waves of pleasure. "You make me crazy."

Hand sliding under my right knee, P'Park raises my leg as he did during the scene, the muscles in my thigh straining as he holds it between us. His cock feels huge rutting against my hip bone, the skin smooth and hot against mine. I can't believe it, but I'm hard again, cock straining against his ripped abdomen.

When he pulls away from me, P'Park's eyes are wild. I can't believe I put that look on his face. As he reaches for his bag at the foot of the bed, I know I need to tell him.

"P'Park."

He looks at me, a bottle of lube in his hand.

"I think I should tell you I've never gone all the way before."

He looks puzzled for a moment, like it's taking some time for the words to sink in and make sense, and then his eyes heat with an inner fire and he's on me again, kissing me with a fervor that melts my bones into the mattress.

"Knees up," he says when he next pulls away and pours some of the lube into his palm. Then he leans down and kisses me while his finger probes between my ass cheeks. My arousal has me relaxed and calm, and the slippery intrusion doesn't hurt as much as I thought it would.

Running my hands over his smooth, muscular back, I give myself over to P'Park's kisses and the feel of his body trembling against mine. His finger stretching me begins to feel good, but when he adds a second finger, I pull my mouth from his with a small cry. P'Park's so far gone, kissing my neck while rutting against me, that the sound doesn't even register.

"So sexy. God, I can't wait to feel you around me," he murmurs, and twists his fingers in a way that sends sparks of pleasure up my spine .

Removing his fingers, P'Park takes a moment to sheath himself with a condom before returning to kiss me some more. I could kiss him forever. When he finally brings the head of his cock to my opening and begins to push inside, I'm glad his face is buried in my neck because I can't keep the pain from showing on my face. It really hurts . I hold my breath as P'Park continues to enter me. He's being really gentle, especially for how worked up he is, but the pain has me digging my fingers into his shoulders and clenching my teeth. He's long and thick .

When he starts to rock, I squeeze my eyes shut.

"You feel like fucking heaven," P'Park sighs into my ear. His words spark a flame inside me, and I clench around his cock.

"Oh my fucking God," P'Park groans. With a growl, he scoops up my legs and begins pounding into me. It's both uncomfortable and pleasurable at the same time. I like being filled with him. I like wrapping myself around his body, his heart beating against my chest. I like the noises he makes and the way he stares down at me in wonder for long moments before diving for my mouth again. I feel owned, protected, loved.

Don't go there, Spin.

Shifting on the bed, P'Park lifts my left leg to join the right one over my head. This new angle, with my legs flat against his torso, is less painful, and when he pushes at just the right angle, I arch off the bed and beg for him to fuck me harder.

P'Park gives me a look I couldn't describe properly with a gun to my head and begins pumping into me like a machine, and despite my ass being on fire, it feels amazing . Braced on his elbows above me, P'Park lets out a cry as his entire body convulses, and I imagine I feel him spilling into the condom. I wonder what it would feel like without that barrier between us. To be so full of P'Park's cum that it drips out of me. Grabbing my dick, I tug at it until I seize with bliss, clamping down hard around his cock as I cry out. I either black out or close my eyes, but I don't see anything for several long seconds as my body resonates with the powerful orgasm.

"Holy fuck," P'Park says into my shoulder.

I can't help but laugh, giddy with pleasure. I kiss his temple. "Yeah. I agree."

Withdrawing, P'Park moves off the bed to dispose of the condom, and when my legs fall to the mattress, they begin jerking from having them held in the same position for so long. P'Park massages them for me then fetches a wet cloth from the bathroom and gently wipes me all over while I hide my red face in the pillow, incredibly embarrassed yet touched by his focused attention at the same time.

When he crawls into bed next to me, he gathers me into his arms, holding me tightly and pressing a fervent kiss to my temple before sighing and relaxing into the mattress. When I'm sure he's asleep, I slip out of the bed and walk to the bathroom on shaky legs. Looking at myself in the mirror, I'm shocked at my appearance. My face is flushed and my hair's a mess, and a trail of love bites cover my neck and shoulders.

I'm not a virgin anymore.

I bite my lip, then smile.

My phone, which I'd left in the bathroom earlier, pings with a text notification. It's from Bass.

I got the part!

Sitting on the edge of the hotel room bathtub, I tap out an answer.

Congratulations!!!! (celebrating smiling face) I thought you said you didn't?

It took so long for them to call me, I thought I didn't. But I finally got a call back yesterday and found out today that I got it!

I'm so happy for you!!! I have some news, too.

What is it?

I just lost my you-know-what.

Your mind? lol

I laugh.

No. Think about it.

A full minute goes by while I wait. I'm getting ready to just type it out when two texts come through one right after the other.

What??? Who did you lose it to?

Wait, P'Park? You did it with P'PARK? All the way? In a scene doesn't count.

I can't stop laughing.

Yes. For real. My ass hurts.

My phone rings.

"Are you kidding me? You really did it with P'Park?" Bass shouts when I answer.

"Yeah. It just kind of happened."

"Oh my fucking God. And you're sore? Wasn't he careful? That son of a–"

"Of course it hurt, he's big, but it felt amazing, too. "

"Wait. Why are you whispering? Is he there with you?"

"He's asleep. We can talk about this some other time. How's my sister?"

"She's good. I called her last night and she said she was studying."

I need to ask him. "Bass. Is…something going on with you and Nok?"

He's silent so long, I'm wondering if he disconnected.

"Bass?"

"I'm here. Listen, Baby. I've been scared you'll get mad at me. But, well, we've been talking. Nothing but talking, I swear. Still, I like her a lot. Is that awful? I didn't mean for it to happen, but that day we had coffee, I learned so much about her. Did you know we like the same music? And I never realized how interesting she is. I can't help but like her, so please don't ask me not to."

I sigh and rub my eyes. "Listen, it's kind of weird and I need a little time to digest it, okay? And I want to talk to Nok. But I'm not mad."

I can hear Bass's relief in his voice. "Okay. Thanks, Baby."

"And congratulations again on getting the part," I say.

When I go back into the bedroom, P'Park has turned over and is out on the bed spread like a starfish. I climb into the other bed and burrow under the covers, even though, more than anything, I want to crawl back in next to him. I wonder if having sex will change things between us. We have to be a successful ship. We just have to. I tell myself I won't let it change anything. I can't let down P'Park, Nok, and the producers who believe so much in me that they paid off my father.

That's all there is to it.