26. SAFE SPACE

26

SAFE SPACE

Summer

I don't move, neither does Arch, and Caleb just stands there, but he's backlit and I can't see his face clearly.

"Oh, don't stop on my account." He takes a step forward, closing the door behind him.

I look back at Arch and his face breaks in a ghost of a smile before he schools it, and I know exactly what he's thinking.

Caleb just stands there like we aren't naked, and Arch's dick isn't on my ass. And all I want someone to end this awkward moment.

"Do you want him to go?" Arch asks and I ponder that a little. Do I want Caleb to leave?

I shake my head with no hesitation.

Oh, heavens, what are you doing, Su?

But I get wetter, clenching in anticipation, remembering all the possibilities. Again, I will blame it on the night. Darkness takes all my inhibitions, turning me into a beast, a sex demon. Especially with them. I am already naked; I've already fucked up. What's one more sin?

"Do you want him to watch?"

I shake my head again.

Archer sits up and pulls me to his chest covering my body protectively – one hand around my waist, the other curling my throat – before he comes to my ear.

"Do you want him to join?" I hear a note of pure lust in his voice.

Oh fuck.

My heart beats faster. I am officially gone. I turn to Arch who has nothing but tenderness in his eyes as he waits for my answer and nod. He smiles a little then kisses my forehead.

"Do you want to tell him?" he whispers again.

I swallow. My stomach is filled with butterflies, I feel flustered. But it's just Caleb, right?

"He won't say no, just call him over."

I gather all my courage looking at Arch but don't turn. "Caleb?"

"Yes, Bumble."

Turning to him I smile. "Get naked."

He chuckles softly. "Is that how you ask for things, Bumble?"

"Arch, talk to him." I pout.

"He asked you a question, Peach. Is that how you ask for things."

"Come here." Caleb's voice drops a register, and Arch lets me go and leans back.

I crawl to the edge of the bed and kneel in front of Caleb.

"You haven't gotten naked." Without waiting for his answer, I snake my hands around his neck and pull him in for a kiss.

His hands explore my body like he's trying to remind himself what I feel like and I reacquaint myself with his mouth. How he tastes… like beer and him. He groans in my mouth before I feel a sharp slap on my ass.

I try to break the kiss, but Caleb doesn't let me. Arch spanks me again and I moan. My body alive.

They all definitely took the time through trial and error to learn my body. They were dedicated students, fast learners, and attentive lovers. I was lucky.

My body on fire, Caleb finally lets me pull away from him and he groans.

"I fucking missed you," he growls in a low voice so only I hear.

I give him a fat kiss. "I did too."

Grabbing hold of his jeans, I impatiently undo his belt buckle. Undressing him brings back so many memories. He once punished me by making me undo his belt and zipper with only my teeth. It took me half an hour And I was pissed. But he enjoyed having me on his crotch.

Pulling his cock out, I waste no time closing my lips around him.

His cock twitches for me and I pull back. "Somebody missed me," I say before I spit on it.

"You have no idea," Caleb says shakily.

I spit and suck until he is properly lubricated before I go to town bopping my head on his girth. He tastes so good, and I moan enjoying myself. Arch spreads me wide, his tongue giving me what I need.

After a few minutes, I look up to Caleb. "Get on the bed and lie down."

"Yes, Miss Bailey."

I release a trembling moan, Arch is driving me crazy, but I love it when Caleb and Jaden call me Miss Bailey.

Caleb lies down, widening his legs so Arch and I can settle.

"I missed you so much," I say to Caleb's cock before I spit on him, going back to work.

"He missed you too." Caleb grins, his hands raking through my hair trying to find a good grip of my curls.

Sucking him deeper, I feel him at the back of my throat.

"Fuck," Caleb utters as Archer pushes in.

"Fuck," Archer mutters before he starts pounding me. The force of both of them knocks the wind out of me and I have to come up for air, panting as I clench.

"Fuck," I whimper before I go back, and down under again.

Caleb holds me this time, taking over. He holds me down, thrusting upwards as Archer gives me unforgiving strokes. I clench so hard, it's like they can feel it on both ends and they make sounds between moans, grunts, and beastly growls. I am at Caleb's mercy as I let him decide when I breathe and how much I stay under.

"Fuck, you look so beautiful," Caleb praises.

"She really does," Arch says before I feel fingers on my clit.

Caleb takes me down again, making me take all of him and I shake as I come violently. They come right behind me and I scream so loud, I wheeze, delirious.

It's like my beast has been awaken. She's been starving and is finally feasting. Pleasured but not sated, I get on top of Caleb after he wipes my face with the towel.

"How about you turn so you can show him what you can do with that beautiful mouth? I want to watch you," Caleb instructs and I obey immediately. I turn my ass to face Arch, sitting on Caleb reverse cowgirl, he spanks me as he directs himself into me and sinks in.

"Fucking heavens," Caleb moans.

This time Caleb thrusts from underneath and Arch fucks my mouth. It's not too long before I tip over again. When I come down, I'm still not quenched. We shift on the bed and Caleb hangs his feet. I turn to face and stare down at him, bouncing on him before he pulls out and Arch takes his turn.

Arch fucks me brutally as Caleb kisses me deeply, working my clit with his fingers. Archer pulls me to him by my throat and I hit his chest, he doesn't miss a beat. Caleb smirks as he stares at me.

"Fuck, I missed this." He just pauses for a moment, looking at me, so much communicated in a moment and I stare back. His gaze lowers to my tattoos, a powerful emotion passing his features. Coming closer, he sucks my nipple in his mouth, twisting with the other hand.

I am overstimulated, everything feels too good, too right and before I form the next moan, I detonate again. Arch thrusts one last time before he pulls out, pushing me to Caleb who catches me with ease. Arch wipes me before I climb on Caleb again.

They take their turns and give me unforgiving strokes like they are stamping themselves inside me. As I go from one to the other, I remember why this is everything I missed. Why was I playing myself thinking that I could move on? It's more than sex; it's these shared experiences that transcend words.

When we are in our space, it is unlike anything else I've ever experienced. The sexuality is so raw, a safe space for all of us, no judgments, only pleasure.

By the time we finish, I am so exhausted I can't move, and after resting, they clean me up. But by then my eyes are barely open.

Caleb dresses me in one of Archer's shirts and I bury my face in his chest, holding his waist because I don't have the energy to stand. After Arch changes the linen, they pull me between them. I lay on Caleb's chest, sleepy, but want to say something.

"Thank you for coming, Cal. I really missed you. To—" My brain fails me as I forget what I wanted to say and thinking becomes too hard.

As I'm descending into sleep, I feel a kiss on my forehead and neck and someone says, "I love you, Summer."

I don't think about it. "Love you too…" then blackness shrouds me.

***

I find Archer staring at me when I wake up. My mind and body remember last night. I have always loved that morning-after feeling I get after a thorough dicking, the delicious pain; I live for it. The ache between my thighs, my muscles feeling the exercise. My jaw aching. I love it all.

But Caleb isn't here. And it hurts more than I thought it would.

"Where is Caleb?"

"I asked him to leave."

Furrowing my brows, I ask, "Why?"

"I didn't know how you'd react," he admits.

"Oh," I muse.

"I'm sorry if you didn't want that. I wasn't sure…"

"How I'd react in the morning," I finish for him.

His eyes communicate exactly that.

I swallow my emotions before I force a smile at him. It's probably for the best Caleb isn't here. He might not be as patient as Arch, and he'll want answers I'm not ready for.

"I was hoping he'd make love to me," I croon as I snake my hands around Arch's neck.

"Oh?" He smirks. "I can bring him for you. I'm sure he's sulking wherever he is anyway."

I grin. "No, now you have to give it to me, Deltona."

"Making love, you say?"

"Uh-huh."

He gets on top of me and kisses my body, and I open wide for him, and he gives me everything.

Hanging my head in the shower, I let the water run over my myriad of thoughts. I hadn't talked to Caleb about my wish to keep things on the dl, but I guess there really isn't a dl now that a third person is involved. I honestly don't know what I am going to do.

My plan is to take it one hour at a time. My phone is still off, and I just don't know what state of mind Logan is going to be in. I feel like a lot changed last night.

I need to breakup with him, but the big Halloween party next week. Wouldn't it be rude and mean of me to breakup with him right before then? Maybe I can hold on for another week and I'll end it on Saturday. My last courtesy to him. I don't have to see him at all this week. I'll just be busy with schoolwork and hide at the library. I have to get my shit together.

When I finish showering, I step out and find Harvey at the door. I don't react. I just give him a small smile and he just stares at me. His gaze follows me as I walk to Arch's room.

I find the room sparkling. No evidence of any nighttime fornication.

My clothes are folded neatly on the bed. I borrow his moisturizers, and he doesn't say anything, just watches me. Looking at my clothes, the skirt looks really short now, especially because I'm not going to wear my underwear.

"What's wrong?"

"Can I borrow a sweater; I need something that can go maybe midthigh. The skirt is going to be really short without underwear."

Arch chuckles. "I should have put them in the washer for you. I forgot."

"Of course you forgot. Too busy drowning in this WAP."

He grabs my waist and kisses me fiercely, laughing.

"You can't blame me for that."

"I can," I joke.

"You don't want pants too?" He goes to his closet.

"Nah, they will be too walk-of-shamy. Just give me a nondescript sweater."

"You sure I can't give you my football jersey?" He teases.

"Don't play."

"I'm not."

And I know he isn't joking, but ends up giving me a sweater that reaches midthigh and I wear my own clothes underneath. My hair is combed, and I look fresh. You wouldn't think I just came from a dick appointment.

Mostly because I found a space in Arch's closet with my hair products, facial products, various combs, and moisturizers. He must have bought them the past week; he's always prepared. And that speaks to who Archer is as a person. I know in his head he has decided he isn't letting me go.

We walk down the stairs. At this point, I have to accept that the others know everything. I don't want to face them because I feel like a hypocrite and I am. I find Harvey, Caleb, and Jaden on the couch playing a video game. It quiets down when they see me. They pause the game giving me their full attention. I open my mouth, but then I chicken out.

Archer grabs my hand trying to steady me, but I can't bear their gazes.

"Bye," I say, sprinting out of there like I am being chased