14. Chapter 14
Chapter 14
Blaine
B laine stared up at the ceiling, going out of his mind. He didn't know what he was feeling. All kinds of sensations erupted, pinched and scorched his skin. He was trembling, achy, needy and frustrated. And hot… so hot… so hot. Wayden's fucking mouth was so hot. And he was sucking his cock so good. But not enough… it wasn't enough… fuck… fuck… fuck!
Blaine pulled or pushed on Wayden's head. He needed… he didn't know.
He tried to figure out what his body wanted to do – he wanted to clench, to let go, to thrust into Wayden's mouth, push back against the fingers inside his hole. He wanted… Blaine gasped as pleasure erupted deep inside him. His hole clenched around Wayden's fingers as if it was trying to draw them deeper.
Fuck. Was he coming?
It felt like he was fucking coming apart. Blaine cried as cum shot out of his cock. Pleasure like he'd never experienced before slammed into him. Blaine opened his mouth, and nothing came out. His body shook uncontrollably as Wayden continued to suck on his cock, swallowing his cum.
"I can't…" Blaine said, pulling on Wayden's hair. Wayden lifted his head, Blaine's cock slipping from his mouth. Blaine stared at Wayden, entranced. Wayden looked wild. His eyes glowed, his hair hung loose around his face. And those lips… Blaine wanted Wayden to kiss him again. He wanted to be lost in in him again. Dragged by something he couldn't resist, Blaine lifted to his elbows and got closer.
As if he read his mind, Wayden met him halfway. Blaine slammed his lips on Wayden's wrecked ones. He tasted his cum on Wayden's tongue. Blaine moaned, deepening their kiss. The kiss was filthy, hard and intoxicating. Wayden smoothed his hands along his body, lighting a fire within him.
Fuck. He'd come a few minutes ago. He couldn't be… but there was no denying the intense need snaking through his body. His hole pulsed, feeling empty. Blaine wrenched his mouth away from Wayden's whimpering. He wanted the alpha's cock inside him. His hole clenched, growing wetter at the thought.
"Wayden…" Blaine moaned, reaching for him.
"I know, baby," Wayden said, sliding on top of him. Blaine spread his thighs and clutched him close, impatient to have him inside him. And then he felt it, the alpha's cock nudging his hole, pushing and opening him up. If Blaine had thought having Wayden's mouth on him was good… having his cock push inside him was heavenly and…
Oh fuck, he was big. Blaine hissed as pain suddenly erupted inside him.
Oh fuck… oh fuck… oh fuck… where did the pleasure go. Blaine blinked away tears and tried to relax – to take him. He wanted Wayden's cock deep, he wanted Wayden to claim him – no, not claim him… Blaine wanted Wayden to fuck him. But he didn't think that was possible. Everything felt too tight, and the pressure was too much. He couldn't do this…
"Fuck. I don't think…" Blaine mumbled, regretting all the years he'd gone without sex. He'd never thought he would do it, let alone want an alpha to touch him. He was going to die untouched. That had been his vow.
But Wayden… alpha douche Mephis, had him acting weird and wanting things… wanting him. Blaine gasped for air as Wayden moved to go deeper. He was stretched so wide that there was nowhere else to go. Yet Wayden pulled out and rocked back in, forcing him to take him.
Oh shit. Why did he have to be so big?
Pain and pleasure mingled inside Blaine, making him moan, pat and fist the sheets uncontrollably. His hole felt like it was being stretched beyond its limits. He was so full.
As if he sensed his discomfort, Wayden stilled. And rested his forehead on Blaine's. Wayden ran his right hand up and down Blaine's thigh silkily. "You're doing good, baby, just relax," Wayden whispered.
"You're too big. I don't think I can…"
"You can. Relax for me," Wayden kissed Blaine's cheek softly, running his lips along his neck. Blaine's bite mark throbbed as Wayden's seeking lips got closer. "That's it, baby."
Mmmm, Blaine moaned, tilting his neck to the side to give Wayden better access. His hole pulsed, growing sopping wet at the thought of Wayden biting him again.
No. Wayden would be claiming him if he bit him right then. This was crazy. Blaine shouldn't want that. He didn't. Blaine fucking didn't.
Wayden grazed his teeth on the bite mark and Blaine almost begged him to bite him.
"Fuck me," he said instead. Wayden lifted his head to stare down at him for a second before he started to move languidly inside Blaine. Blaine's nerve endings sang as the alpha sank deeper into his hole, stretching him. The pain was still there, but it also felt so good. Blaine didn't know how. How could the pain still be there, yet… he opened his thighs wider. That felt good too, especially when he moved his hips to meet Wayden's thrusts.
"More," Blaine moaned, rocking his hips. Wayden gave him what he asked for. He picked up the pace a little, rolling his hips to hit a spot inside Blaine that caused goosebumps to flare on his skin and sparks to erupt everywhere. Wayden increased the pace, fucking him in long, deep strokes that pushed Blaine to another level of ecstasy.
Oh shit… oh shit… why did it feel like something inside him was about to explode?
Blaine stared up at Wayden in awe. The alpha's eyes were closed; his face blissed out. He was fucking gorgeous like that. Blaine loved the look on him. It caused his stomach to flutter and his heart to pound. He'd never thought that being with an alpha would feel this good, this amazing. He lifted his legs and wrapped them around Wayden's waist, drawing him closer.
"Ahhh… fuck," Wayden growled, slamming into him hard. He went still as if he were frozen.
No! Blaine wanted to scream. Why was he stopping? Blaine had been so close. He wanted to come for the first time ever with an alpha.
"Oh, shit this is…" Wayden mumbled. He lifted to his elbows and rocked his hips back. For a second there, it felt like he was about to pull out. Blaine tightened his legs around Wayden's waist and held him tight. He moved his hips, seeking, wanting Wayden's cock back inside him.
"Please… please…" Blaine begged.
Wayden made a tortured sound, right before he sank back inside him. Blaine cried, clutching Wayden tight.
And then Blaine felt it… Wayden's knot. The base of Wayden's cock thickened, stretching him so good that Baine thought he'd pass out from the pleasure flooding his veins.
Blaine had heard a lot about an alpha's knot. Omegas in the commune houses talked a lot. They said all sorts of things. And Blaine had always rolled his eyes when they spoke about the pleasure of being knotted by an alpha, as if it was the most amazing thing in the world. He'd always thought that it couldn't feel that good. It couldn't feel like his whole body was about to explode into a million pieces. His nerve endings buzzed as if they were being electrocuted. It was so tight, so good and the pressure… oh fuck. Blaine came so unexpectantly, cum streamed out of his cock uncontrollably, making him cry.
They were not lying, Blaine thought, clutching the sheets with all his might.
Oh shit… oh shit… oh shit… he was dying.
Wayden moaned, shoving deeper inside him, clutching him close before something hot flooded Blaine's hole. He was coming inside him. The very thought set Blaine's body on fire and he came again and again until he couldn't take it anymore. He cried, tears streaming down his cheeks. It was fucking too much.
Was it because it was his first time? Blaine hoped so because he didn't want to think that it was because of Wayden. The alpha already had him twisted. Wayden made him want things he never thought he would want. He couldn't make him want this too. Blaine stared up at the ceiling as they lay there, their limbs intertwined and their bodies locked together.
"Oh, fuck," Wayden moaned over and over, moving slightly inside Blaine in lazy thrusts as he continued to come.
Ahhh, Blaine moaned squeezing around the cock inside him, making Wayden jerk on top of him.
Why did it feel so good when he came inside him? Blaine asked himself, squeezing Wayden's cock again and again and again. The more Wayden came inside him, the more desperate Blaine became.
What the hell was wrong with him?
Blaine moaned as Wayden's cum flooded his hole, making him feel high. He closed his eyes and enjoyed the moment: well, he tried to. Wayden lifted to his elbows that very moment.
"What?" Blaine asked when Wayden just stared at him.
"I'm sorry," he said.
"What?" Blaine moaned as his hole spasmed. Wayden hissed and dropped down of top on him, sinking deeper. The pleasure was out of this world.
"I wasn't planning to knot you," Wayden moaned against Blaine's neck. His lips brushed Blaine's skin in the most delicious way. Blaine closed his eyes. "This is going to complicate things."
"Complicate what?"
"You could fall pregnant, Blaine. I shouldn't have come inside you. And…"
"That won't happen," Blaine interrupted him. He didn't want to hear the rest of whatever Wayden was going to say. He felt good inside, and he couldn't bring himself to regret it.
Blaine closed his eyes and gave himself to the pleasure thrumming through his veins.
***
Blaine
When he opened them again, the wind outside the shuttle was still going strong. Covered with a dusting of white, the tiny window in the room let in a thin shaft of moonlight, casting the room in semi-darkness. They hadn't switched on the light when Wayden had rushed him to the room earlier. Blaine blushed, thinking of what they'd done in bed.
It had been… Blaine bit the inside of his mouth as his hole pulsed needily at the mere thought. He was going to need Wayden again soon. Blaine's heat wasn't over yet.
Blaine's stomach fluttered, his hands itching to touch Wayden. Blaine turned his head to look at the alpha. It was at an awkward angle and his neck hurt a little, but Blaine did it anyway. Wayden's knot had subsided a while ago, yet the alpha slept half on Blaine. He hadn't moved to sleep on his side of the bed. They were not doing anything, but he remained close. So close that Blaine could feel Wayden's heartbeat, the rise and fall of his chest as he took a breath.
Blaine's chest squeezed strangely. He looked away from Wayden, but his eyes were dragged back once more. He couldn't fucking help himself. He was drawn to the alpha no matter how hard he tried.
Wayden looked so handsome in sleep. Blaine leaned closer, breathing in the alpha's scent. Blaine really wanted to touch him – run his fingers over Wayden's lips, his nose, eyes… everywhere. He hadn't got the chance to touch him before. Everything had happened so fast. And Blaine had been nervous, afraid to make a mistake because he hadn't had sex before.
Blaine gave in, unable to resist. He reached out to touch Wayden, running his fingers down the alpha's chest softly. He was so gorgeous everywhere. Even his skin was beautiful. It glowed with a golden hew, as if he spent his time in the sun.
Strange, since Wayden spent most of his time working, Blaine thought, running his fingers down the slope of his chest, stopping a few inches from Wayden's nipple. Blaine watched in fascination as it hardened. Wayden released a needy whimper. A rush of desire filled Blaine's body.
Fuck. It was starting again. Should he wake him up?
Blaine bit into his bottom lip, feeling weird about waking Wayden up for sex. It was… embarrassing and… he didn't feel confident enough to take what he wanted.
Why was this so hard?
Blaine dropped his hand from Wayden's chest, but the alpha caught it before it hit the bed. Blaine looked up to find him staring at him.
"I like it when you touch me," Wayden moaned, placing Blaine's hand on his chest.
Blaine stared at his hand on Wayden's chest, feeling tingly inside. His heat burned a little hotter. Blaine bit harder into his bottom lip to keep from crying out. "I thought you were asleep."
"I was. And then I smelled how much you needed me," Wayden said, leaning close to Blaine. Blaine's lips tingled. He wanted Wayden to kiss him badly. "Why didn't you take what you needed?" Wayden asked, smoothing Blaine's hand down his chest to his hard cock. "I'm here for you. Take what you need."
Oh damn… Blaine's mouth hung open as Wayden wrapped his hand around his cock. Blaine could barely make a fist around the alpha's thick length, but he still held on with Wayden's help. Wayden moved their hands together, stroking up and down.
"Hold me tighter," the alpha moaned, tightening his fingers around Blaine's. Wayden rocked his hips, fucking into his hand, the motion causing their bodies to rub together.
Why was this so hot? Blaine did as he was told and moved his fist over Wayden's cock. Silken smooth skin slid over Blaine's palm – hard and soft at the same time.
"Oh!" Blaine exclaimed as Wayden suddenly dragged Blaine on top of him. "What are you doing?"
"Your scent is driving me crazy. You're burning, aren't you?" Wayden asked positioning Blaine – thighs spread to straddle him.
Blaine nodded. He wanted to feel him inside him again.
"Hmmm," Wayden hummed as he lifted Blaine just so, his hands spreading Blaine's ass cheeks wide, opening him up. Blaine gasped as Wayden pushed deep inside him in one smooth thrust. Blaine's body sizzled from head to toe, and he felt like he was going to come on the spot.
Not yet, Blaine told himself. He wanted the moment to last, but when Wayden pulled out and thrust back into him… Blaine lost it. His entire body shook as he came so hard he dropped down onto Wayden, unable to hold himself up.
Wayden growled and shoved Blaine on his back, igniting his body all over again.
Oh shit, Blaine moaned as his cock hardened and his hole spasmed needily as if he hadn't come a few seconds ago. Wayden pinned him down and fucked him to an inch of his life. And Blaine loved every second of it. He'd never thought he would love the aggression in an alpha, but fuck… Blaine cried as Wayden fucked him harder and deeper.
"Don't stop," he mumbled, clinging to Wayden. He was so close, so close… Blaine arched off the bed as another orgasm hit. "Oh shit… oh shit…" He opened his mouth to scream as the most intense pleasure hit him like a wave. And then it stopped. Blaine's breath hitched when Wayden pulled out of him. "What? Why?" Blaine said, reaching for him.
"Shhhh… I've got you?" Wayden said, crawling down his body to engulf his cock deep into his mouth and sucked. Blaine hissed as he came instantly. Wayden moaned around his cock, sucking him dry while he stroked himself to orgasm. Wayden trembled against Blaine as he came.
Blaine stared at the ceiling, feeling empty inside. His hole spasmed needily, and he wanted to cry. He wanted… Blaine closed his eyes, digging his fingers into the mattress. He wasn't going to beg Wayden to knot him, even though he wanted him to.
He wanted to fucking beg. Fuck, his pride.
Blaine buried his face into his pillow and willed the empty feeling inside him to go away. He knew why Wayden had pulled out. Getting pregnant would be stupid. He didn't want a cub, let alone Professor Douche's cub. Blaine tensed as Wayden dropped down next to him. He lifted his head and looked at the alpha in the semi-darkness. Wayden looked satisfied and content, while Blaine felt like screaming.
Blaine huffed and turned away from him. He wasn't even sure who he was angry with. Wayden was only being careful, protecting him. He was taking care of him. And Blaine didn't like it.
I'm stupid, Blaine thought as he closed his eyes. He wished his heat was over right then and there. But he still had three more days to go.
Fuck, Blaine silently groaned. He wished that the alpha hadn't knotted him in the first place. Then he wouldn't know what it felt like.
"Sleep," Wayden said, wrapping an arm around Blaine, pulling him against his chest. Blaine wanted to shout at him to let him go, but he kind of liked the weight of Wayden's arm on him, and the way the alpha's scent soothed him, making him feel less cranky and dissatisfied.