38. Dima

THIRTY-EIGHT

Dima

I 've only just left her mouth, and my dick hates me. If I come down her pretty throat it's game over and I need her pleasure for my own. Ana widens her thighs, wrapping them around my ribs and trying to pull me forward. My woman doesn't understand that I'm on the brink of spilling all over her thighs with just the memory of her mouth.

I try to focus on something else as I move down her body, begging for a distraction. "What did I miss in the new chapter, lisichka?"

I've got used to listening to them, they're relaxing as fuck and help shut the world out. Her delicate fingers stroke up my nape and massage my scalp as she moans around the recap.

"Lekar and Xander, her human boyfriend, are trying to breed Sawyer at the same time, oh fuck, to see which planet she stays on."

Softly squeezing her tits together, I sit up as curiosity gets the better of me.My dick is resting against her pussy, pre-cum leaking on her clit and I thrust between her lips while trying to grapple with my release.

"At the same time?" I repeat.

That's why she was blushing, the adorable thing. The blush comes back, and my hellion tilts her hips up with faux innocence on her face.

"They were docking together, co-could feel each other."

Looking between her thighs, I circle her tight entrance with the tip of my dick and slowly push in, torturing us both.

"Could you take it, lisichka? My dick and the sleeve at the same time, filling your tight pussy?"

I love the way she moans my name, adding extra syllables because she's so worked up.

"Diiiiimaaa, please."

I hold her throat and lean over her, thrusting in another inch.

"You want that, don't you, B?"

Her stuttered yes and eager nod isn't enough.

"But you'd know only I get to come in you."

Ana screams out as I roughly push in the rest of the way until our hips are touching and her legs start twitching.

"That I'd keep you, no one else."

Her fingers push against my shoulder while she locks her ankles behind my thighs.I flip us over so I'm on my back and I can reach her phone. The sounds of the last chapter fill the room and I hold her hips, guiding her movements. My sweet hellion collapses over me, her lips are right next to my ear, so nothing disturbs her moans. Her words are better, and I thrust up.

"I want you, Dima, only you."

Hugging her to me with one arm, I hold her nape and blindly find her lips.

"You've got me, lisichka, I'm never going to leave you alone."

It should sound like a threat but it's nothing but the truth.

This woman owns me. Anything that I could possibly possess is hers to do with what she wills. Fucking ruin or raise me, it's Ana's decision. The claim has her entire body shuddering above me, and she grips my hair, trying to keep a footing in a place that doesn't deserve her. She's squeezing my dick, threatening to pull me with her and I slowly get out from under her. I stand at the edge of the bed with her bent over in front of me. I pull her hips and her hand whips back, grabbing my wrist.

It's not the same as the other times she touches me, she's telling me not this position. I press a kiss to her ass before I turn her over and there's no apprehension in her features. Pure joy radiates out of those unique eyes, and she repeats three words that mean more than love.

"I trust you."

I don't know who she's trying to reassure but it works every time.

Lowering to my knees for the only person worthy, I press my lips to the inside of her knees before getting her taste on my tongue. She's too tight for the sleeve and my dick at the same time, I don't think I'd be able to fit my thumb in at the same time right now. She clenches as I push two fingers into her, squeezing the fuck out of me. She breathes out and relaxes as I massage up her stomach and flick her clit with my tongue.

My beautiful woman doesn't look away from me and pulls on my arm, dragging me up. As soon as our faces are close enough, she wraps her arms around me and smiles against my lips as her sweet voice full of politeness comes out.

"Just you, please."

When I nod she works a hand between our bodies and rests her forehead on mine as she stares into my eyes. Those fucking eyes.

She gently pulls on my wrist and replaces my fingers with my dick. This intimacy is unparalleled, we're sharing air, and I can see the tiny flecks of different colors come to life in her eyes. Each thrust is slow and filled with emotion. Delicate fingers stroke along my face as I hold my weight off her with my forearms beside her head. The smiley face pendant is dangling under her chin and her smile gets wider when it clinks against the diamonds around her neck.

I slam our lips together so I don't blurt everything out and cause anything to disturb her peace, more importantly so I can taste her smile. She softly presses one hand against my shoulder, and I turn us on to our sides. We're wrapped around each, and she lifts her leg over my hip while hugging me. There's no fear, she's building herself up to what she wants, and I don't change the pace.

I've never met anyone as fucking strong as her. With iron fortitude and who still manages to keep a soft heart with good in it. Pressing against my shoulder again until I'm on my back, she threads her fingers through mine and squeezes once. The slow movements don't last with the melodious moans leaving my woman.

"Dima, you feel so good."

Springing up, I grab her throat and fuck up into her, but Ana doesn't stop fucking smiling.

It's in her lips, her cheeks. Her eyes .

She meets me thrust for thrust and I push her back to create enough space for my hand. Her chest rises and falls faster as I make circles on her clit, her moans forming one long line until they're broken into stutters around my name. Her hands are soft as fuck, stroking along my shoulders with a demand I can't disobey.

"Come in me, please?"

She squeals as I abruptly stand to my full height, and she wraps her arm and legs around me.It's the perfect position with her in my arms and her lips on mine. I can't hold back as I bounce her on my dick. She tightens around me, her teeth come out, digging into my cheek as she hugs my head, and her scream is muffled into my skin. Every muscle in my body is pulled taut as I release deep inside her. I fall on my back, my knees weak and unable to keep me standing as the springs catch us, and she shudders and clenches around me on the final bounce. The movement rolls her climax into another, and she lets my cheek go to bring her lips to mine and moans into my mouth.

My woman is still twitching and clenching around me so tightly it's almost torturous when she whispers, "Promise to keep me?"

Stroking down her back with my knuckles, I kiss her cheek and give the promise easily.

"Forever, lisichka, I'll be reincarnated with you."

I would follow this woman through galaxies as dust just so our particles are near each other. When our hearts stop racing, I gently lay her down and get us both cleaned up. Every time I do it she smiles so softly it has a puddle forming in my chest.

Lying beside her so we're face to face, she doesn't need me to pull her closer and fits herself against my chest. I've missed out on this by making her come too many times previously, she usually has no energy left for anything other than trying to get her body not to shake. But now she's talkative and wonder fills her voice.

"Imagine if all the planets are levels, the sun is the portal, and we go through each universe completing them."

I love the way her brain works.

Humming to hear more when I can see it in her eyes, she doesn't make me wait and becomes even more fucking adorable.

"Will you meet me in Venus, Dima?"

My arms tighten around her, and I rest my cheek on top of her head. "I'll follow you anywhere. Hell would be heaven as long as I have you."

I tap my fingers against her back in the pattern that soothes her, and she slowly begins to drift off. Once Ana is fully asleep, I take out the ring and place it on her finger. It suits her, as though it was made for her specifically hundreds of years ago. It's too big and needs to be resized before I can officially have her wearing it, but I have my woman and the ring, the only thing left is completing her goal so I can do the same with mine. I hold the tips of her fingers so the ring can't fall off as I bring her knuckles to my lips.

"One day I'm going to tell you exactly how much you mean to me," I whisper against her knuckles before slipping the ring off. Brushing her hair out of her face with the tip of my finger, I watch how peaceful she is in this moment.

"On that day, there won't be any nightmares escaping the filing cabinet again. You'll be happy in the forest as B, as mine, and no one will ever confuse you again." Her skin is warm as I kiss her temple with a deeper promise. "No one will ever hurt you again."

I'm a chicken shit, but I can't be the cause of her psychotic meditation and she only does it when she struggles to understand something. My hellion already has too many thoughts in her head, too many demons warring for her attention, so one by one we'll kill them all until she's free to hear how I feel.

As soon as we get Nina away from these fucks I'm never going to hear the words sex club again. I'll die a happy man if it's written out of my memory.

Ana stands in the safehouse, facing off against her brothers yet again as we wait to go to a sex club in search for Nina, again. Val and Tali are pissed about their little sister going inside and I can see her hand twitching to slap them in the mouth. I hope she does it. The first time I met her she held a knife to my throat and called me a rude ogre, these fucks deserve worse for running interference, so she has to spend time away from me.

Her exasperation comes out as she stares at them.

"You're making me agree with Vlad, do you know how fucked up that is?"

They both shrug, not giving a fuck or moving out of the way so we can leave. We've been through the same shit, TRR is heavily vetted, if these two idiots walk in they'll ruin everything she's worked for.

Vlad finally plays referee, getting his siblings under control.

"If anything happens, we'll be outside and we'll be able to get in, Pipsqueak has a friend in a very high place so have eyes inside too instead of relying on their earpieces to give us the full details."

The friend comment has me turning to him, but he smirks.

It's not that she doesn't have friends, they're all fucking here.

"You know Amon?" she asks her eldest brother.

The cunt who beat the fuck out of her. In what fucking world is that a friend. She rolls her eyes when she doesn't get an answer and mutters, "Probably met him at a psychopath convention." It's not low enough for anyone to miss what she says but my hellion extends her voice, adding, "How often do you meet up? Do they give you donuts or cookies?"

Vlad's monotonous voice comes out before dismissing us.

"Just blood I'm afraid, I'll tell them you want donuts at the next meeting. Put your earpiece in, and don't act like yourself."

It's like a switch goes off with knowing how close she is, and she doesn't give him any shit like she usually does, she doesn't even attempt to hit him when Ana never says bye to Vlad, it's a shot to the kidneys with her full force.

There are only two outcomes: Nina is dead or alive. It's fucked that I wish she was dead, but it's the lesser evil. If she's been alive all this time, the amount of fucked up shit she's been through will have done invisible damage to her mind. Ana is hyper focused and doesn't react when I press my hand to her back, guiding her to the car we'll take. There's no emotion on her face and it's scary as fuck to watch her lock herself away.She hasn't done it in months, and now that I know who exists under the emotional guards, it makes the contrast harsher when she hides in herself.

As soon as the mask is pulled onto her face, she comes back to me and grabs my hand before we get in the car. The psycho meditation comes back but she stretches her arm out and threads her fingers through mine while she does it. The earpieces are on, and I mute our side so her brothers don't hear anything as I say, "I'm going to need you to do something for me, lisichka."

Her chin drops and she gives me her full attention. My fingers tighten around her hand as fear works through me and it coats my voice.

"You can't put yourself in danger, okay? I know you're angry, you will kill everyone, and I won't stop you. But you do not do anything that will risk your life."

Sparing a glance at the road, I look to her as we make our way through the dark city streets.

She's not pissed, and her voice is softer as she asks, "Do you want to know a secret?"

I bring her knuckles to my lips and hold them there as I nod. Her voice lowers with innocence despite the dark thoughts.

"I'm invincible and I can't die, so you don't have to be worried."

I don't know where I find calm from, but I slowly pull off to the side of the road as Val's annoying voice is in my ear. "The fucker turned the mic's off."

I hold her chin and turn her to face me, ignoring everyone else as my heart batters against my ribs.

"There will never be a day I don't worry about you because you will always be here. I wish you were invincible, I'd probably still be terrified, but you're not. So, you do not put yourself in fucking danger because if anything happens to you I won't know what the fuck to do."

She nods but I don't trust it. I can't see her eyes with the contacts in, and there's a sinking in my gut telling me it's going to end and to run. But my weakness is in her, and she speaks softly with her lie.

"I promise I'll be okay. Can we find Nina now?"

I nod and press my lips to her knuckles, so the mask isn't moved. The sinking intensifies as I start driving again, the closer we get to the building that's playing host to the sickening auction the worse it becomes. Yet my hellion is excited, and she starts humming to herself louder than she ever has before.