Chapter 18 - Ashan

Getting into bed with Jamie, I felt amazing. The baby was moving, but she wanted me there, which made me happy. I was trying my best to lay still, to just offer her comfort and sleep, as I didn’t think she would want anything more.

I had heard stories and read that many women actually get more needy during pregnancy, and then others simply aren’t interested in sex anymore. Not truly knowing her all that well yet, I was unsure of what to expect. Laying there beside her, Jamie was making it very hard for me to sleep. She was restless, and every move she made turned me on.

Her hair smelled of sweet spring blossoms. The pregnancy has given her a sensational glow that I couldn’t explain. I was glad that she and the baby were healthy and happy. I would give her the world if that was what she wanted.

The passing weeks had been difficult. Giving her space and staying away was not my idea of fun, but I knew it was needed. Jamie had to find her way, and I didn’t want to put her under any more pressure than she had.

Now, lying beside her, feeling her body next to mine, I wanted her more than ever. But considering her needs were more important than mine. Yet, as she played with her fingers on my chest, she stirred everything inside me. Placing a hand under her chin, I pulled her head up slowly.

“Jamie, what’s wrong? Can’t you sleep?” I asked, smiling at her. She seemed a bit irritated at me. I noticed she was biting down on her lower lip. I felt her leg moving up and down against mine. If she only knew what she was doing to me, how much I wanted to make love to her in that moment.

“Nothing,” Jamie responded, turning out of my arms and away from me. I wasn’t sure what I had done in the short time from entering up until now that could have upset her, but I felt guilty anyway.

Turning on my side facing her back, I touched her shoulder and spoke softly. “Jamie, I’m sorry if I said or done something wrong.”

“No, it’s not you,” she replied, almost whispering. Something was different; her voice sounded different as she spoke. She felt stiff and didn’t move.

I stroked her arm, moving closer in the process. “Jamie, what can I do to help? Is there anything you need or want?” I asked, kissing her shoulder softly and taking her hand in mine. She moved subtly with every kiss.

“Ashan,” she whispered. “I’m sorry, it’s just, well, it’s my hormones. I don’t know what’s going on with me or why.”

“Oh, baby, it’s okay,” I replied, turning her to her back in my arms. “Mood changes are common, I think, or so I’ve read.”

Jamie turned her head away, and I noticed her cheeks turning pink as she spoke. “It’s not just the moods. I, well, I need more from you than just sleeping in the same bed.” She closed her eyes for a second and licked her lips.

How could I have been so stupid? I felt her leg moving up and down, and she was trying to tell me what she wanted when she placed my hand on her breast. But she didn’t want a mere cuddle; she wanted sex. I thought she was upset with me. I knew hormones could cause fluctuations in mood, but creating a need for sex was something I didn’t know. Was it safe? Could I hurt her or the baby? I would make sure to call the doctor and ask him tomorrow.

“I don’t know, what’s going on. I can’t help these feelings. I’ve tried through.” she said, thrusting her head into my chest. “I have all these feelings and don’t know what to do.”

“It’s okay, baby, I’ll make you feel better,” I added, kissing her face. Turning her onto her back, I noticed she was blazing; her beauty was breathtaking. Jamie breathed out deeply as I moved my hands over her voluptuous breasts.

I wanted to satisfy all her carnal needs. Being a hotblooded man, her luscious curves turned me on fire. But tonight was all about her needs and desires. Taking a long and slow breath, I calmed the spirit within and focused on her.

Pulling the covers from the bed, I moved Jamie to the middle. “You just lay back and relax, baby,” I said as I stood over her on my hands and knees.

First, I bent forward and kissed her forehead, then moved down to each cheek before kissing her on the mouth. Jamie pushed her hands into my hair, holding my head firmly as the kiss intensified. Having to come up for air after a bit, I pulled her hands down one by one.

“Let me continue,” I whispered as I kissed her chin. She smiled, and I felt her legs moving left and right below me. Pushing up on one hand, I used the other to slowly push the thin strap of her nightgown over her shoulder. First, the one and then the other. Coming upright on my knees, I pulled them further down and over her hands.

Her firm breasts were revealed, and her dark pink nipples stiff as the fabric moved down. I shifted backward, pulling her nighty with me. I ended up standing at the foot of the bed, dropping it to the ground. Leaning forward, I kissed her belly and made two lines up the outside of her thighs to her panties.

Taking hold of her underwear on both sides, I took my time to pull them down. Every inch they moved, exposing her more, was blessed with a warm, tender kiss. Jamie released a deep sigh as I kissed the top of her pussy, pulling the panty free and down her legs just to drop them on the floor as well.

Looking at her, my body ached out of lust. She lit up the entire room with her smile. Laying down next to her on my side, I drew a line up her leg. Jamie closed her eyes, breathing out loudly as she wiggled her other leg.

Pushing up on one arm, I drew a line up her other perfect thigh before leaning toward her and kissing her neck. She squirmed around as my hand moved up over her pussy and onto her breast. There was nothing I wanted more than to pin her to the bed and repeat our first time. But I couldn’t, I promised to ease her hunger, and that was what I was going to do.

As I kissed down her neck, my fingers moved in wavy lines over her stomach towards her pussy. Jamie moaned and arched her back as I slid my hand between her legs. Using one finger, I slowly parted the lips, rubbing up and down. She parted her legs a little more every time I moved up and down.

Leaning over her, I sucked her nipple into my mouth. Jamie grabbed my head as another moan escaped her. Nibbling her nipple, I slid a finger into her. Her legs parted more, allowing me greater access.

Sliding my finger between her folds, feeling how wet she was for me sent a rush through my body. I licked her breast and sucked her nipple again, but this time, I bit down softly. Jamie moaned harder, and her breathing was slightly rushed. Hearing her moan and feeling her hands pulling at my hair brought my dick to almost full attention.

Taking a deep, steady breath, I tried to control my urges as I laid kisses down her stomach. Pushing her legs wider apart, I moved off the bed, caressing her legs. Jamie smiled down at me as I moved my hands up and down her inner thighs.

She grabbed the bed sheets on both sides of her head once I moved in between her legs and softly sucked at her pussy. Releasing, but not moving away, I licked her. Jamie squirmed closing her legs around my head.

Grabbing the insides of her thighs, I pushed her legs sideways and pinned them on the bed. Smiling up at her, I spoke tenderly. “No, no, no. Relax.”

Jamie giggled as my fingers walked halfway up her inner thighs. Ensuring that she couldn’t close her legs on me again, I moved back between her legs. I softly nibbled the top of her pussy, feeling her clitoris coming to life before licking her again.

She twisted around as deep moans pushed through her closed lips. Glancing up Jamie had pulled her lower lip into her mouth and moved her head from side to side with every move I made. Pushing myself up, I kissed her breasts again and sucked her nipples. After ravishing them, I trailed tender bites down her sides back to her pussy.

Lightly holding Jamie down, I started licking her intensely, moving faster and faster between her lips. Soon, I started tasting her juices with my tongue, and the wetter she got.

Her finger curled into my hair, as I started licking more forcefully. After a while, Jamie’s breathing became jiggered, and she started begging for more. And I just gave her what she was asking for. At first, I inserted a finger into her while I made turns to lick and nibble her clitoris.

She lifted the top half of her body and slammed back to the bed, with each movement moaning louder and louder. Pulling my finger out, I fucked her with my tongue, pushing in as far as I could. Soon she was practically screaming for me to fuck her. I alternated between fucking her with my fingers and my tongue. While I had my fingers inside of her, I licked and sucked on her clitoris.

I could tell when she was close, as her hands tightened in my hair. She screamed as she came, and I licked up her juices through it all. My pounding dick released in my pants as I started slowing down enjoying her every breath and movement.

Jamie let go of her hold of her hold on my head and spread her arms out to her sides. Breathing in deeply. I knew that a shot shower was the only thing we still needed before sleeping. Walking to the side of the bed, I lifted Jamie into my arms. She flung hers around my neck and laid her head against my chest as I walked to the bathroom.

Once we were bathed and snug in our robes, we cuddled in bed. Holding her tight, I felt her relaxing and fall asleep.