Chapter 8

Chapter Eight

Claire

My body is thrumming with barely controlled need, a little desperate for much more but it's like he is trying to tease me. It is like nothing I have ever felt before, craving to do a lot more but it's like he is trying to do something else. Like he wants to end up devouring me and making sure that I know who I belong to. He isn't going to allow me to even think about anything else because it is true.

He is mine.

All mine.

I don't care what else comes from it, it's just the truth. Exhaling slowly, I feel his lips and the stubble of his beard brushing against my chest, making my heart skip a beat almost. I don't know what I'm feeling right now but I do know what I'm more desperate for, longing to be close to him and not ever let anything change it. It's an intoxicating feeling that I don't think I'm ever going to be able to get used to.

It's the desperation that I need that I sense rolling off of him in waves…

He is hiding something.

I will find out sooner or later, that much I have deemed. I pull him closer, keeping a firm hold on his neck as I want him really close to me. I don't know what feeling is rising inside of me but all I can think about is honestly him and I don't want to dare let anything else change it. Not when he is looking at me like I'm the only girl in the world. That is perfection if you ask me.

"Keep touching me right there." I whimper almost, my voice coming out a little breathy more than I intended it to, "I want you. I want you inside of me, Hayden."

I'm confessing everything to him, desperate for a lot more. I don't know what is going to end up happening next, but I know what I need. When I look at him, it truly is perfection, and it makes me crave a lot more. It's like I have never been able to guess a damn thing about him.

And as his fingers skirt up my thighs, that is a whole different ball game that I'm dealing with.

And here I am just enjoying it if I'm being completely honest.

I don't want to lose him at all right now.

"More." I beg him, shaking my head back and forth as I'm needing every part of it, "Please, Hayden, more. I don't think that I can live without you anymore. Just please keep touching me. Make love to me. i…"

I should have known that he was going to drive me nuts because he thrust his finger inside of me, absolutely holding nothing back. It was enough to make me feel like I was going bonkers, my heart pounding in my chest in a way that it is almost too much. I'm longing for so much, just thinking about how I want him to be closer. I want him close to me and now that the feel of his fingers inside of me, it is almost too much. It is like he is touching me in all the right places, and it is driving me madder with every passing second.

"I don't want your fingers." I'm begging him now, wishing that he would do a lot more to me, "please, Hayden, I don't even care at this point. I want YOU inside of me, not your fingers. I want you to drive me wild and I want you to do what you want. Please, just hurry up and do it."

I thought that he would tease me a lot more, but I should have known that he wasn't going to do something like that. He slowly withdraws his fingers, making me feel a little empty but it is a feeling that I can deal with. As our eyes meet, it is like he is warning me of what is to come and how he isn't going to hold anything back. I wouldn't be able to blame him if he did because I know what I'm longing for and I'm not going to let him push me away.

I just want it all.

I need all of it.

"Should I be gentle with you?" He asks me huskily, a dark look in his eyes that is enough to make me feel like I'm going wild, "or should I fuck you the way that you want me to? I can promise you that I won't be so gentle, little wolf. I might end up tearing you apart."

I want him to do precisely that and I'm almost certain that he can see that dangerous gleam in my eyes that is tempted to test his patience. I want to do a lot more, but it is pretty obvious to me that there's only one way I'm getting through this, but I couldn't precisely say what I was going to do.

Hayden rears back, his body so handsome and muscular as he is stripping off his own clothing with such ease that it makes me wonder how many times he has done this. I wish that I could have been his one and only but all I can think about is how much more I want to be to him. How I long to be close to him and how I'm going to let anything stand in my way.

That is what I ache for.

"I want you inside of me." I finally beg him once again, feeling like I'm getting crazier with every passing second, "Please, Hayden, I want you inside of me. I don't care how it happens; I just know that I want you… Please…"

I have never been a beggar but when it comes to him, it's all that I can think to do. I want to do a lot more, a craving inside of me that feels like I'm going wild with every passing second. I can see how hard and throbbing he is, the precum dribbling from the tip which is enough to make me feel quite nuts. I'd love nothing more than to be devoured right here and now.

"It's so big." I praise him, nervously gnawing on my bottom lip when I look at him, "please, hurry and be inside of me. I want to feel you moving within me, making me yours, Hayden. It's all I can dream about."

I don't know if my words are doing anything to him but I'm really trying to win him over. I don't want to lose him right now, desperate to do a lot more. It's like nothing I have ever thought of a weird feeling welling inside of me that I'm not even sure about. It's an ache that makes me honestly feel like I'm going to end up going crazier with every passing second. Like nothing else ends up mattering because it doesn't.

"I don't know if your tight hole is going to be able to take me." He warns me, rubbing his cock right against my slit, feeling how big it really is, enough to make me feel like I might end up going crazy, "I mean truthfully, how do I know that you're not going to break the minute that I thrust my cock inside of you?"

"I guess we will have to find out." I tease him back now, challenging him.

I know he likes it because it is very clear that the chemistry between us is more than just a little perfect. I ache for a lot more when I look at him, thinking that maybe something else might come from it. I just know what I need and when I feel his cock pressing against me, it makes my heart stutter in my chest.

"Don't worry, I will be as gentle as possible." He promises me, pushing a little deeper inside of me, "I would never hurt you."

Wrapping my arms around his neck, I just pull him closer for a deep, intense kiss that makes me feel like I'm going wild. It is like nothing that I have ever felt before, a longing inside of me that is desperate for a lot more. I don't know if it's going to be okay but as I feel the stretch of his cock inside of me, I know that it will be just fine.

What else could go wrong?

I don't even know at this point.

His tongue tangles with mine, a duel that is enough to make my body feel like it is on fire right now. It's a beautiful sensation that makes me feel wild and crazy, thrusting slow and deep, pressing a few inches deeper with every smooth thrust. It feels like eternity but the minute that he is buried inside of me, I feel so full, it's like nothing I have ever felt.

I'm being stretched to the max.

"It's so big." I whimper loudly, my heart slamming against my ribcage, "Please start moving, Hayden, I don't think that I can handle it if you stop. Please."

I should have known that he was going to do everything to drive me wild. He really starts to move inside of me, pulling back until he is almost out until he thrusts back inside, making me feel incredibly full again. It is like nothing I have ever felt before, a craving filling me on the inside as I'm almost a little desperate.

He really starts to thrust inside of me, holding nothing back. His lips meet min in a soft but passionate kiss that is enough to send throes of pleasure through me. It is like nothing I have ever felt before and all I can think about is what I want to do next with him and how I long for him to be closer. I don't want to lose him, and I want to make sure that he is feeling just as good as I do.

That he is loving being inside of me.

"I feel like I could already burst inside of you." He suddenly tells me, making my heart almost skip a beat, "fuck, you feel so damn good, Claire. Your pussy is so tight, it's like your walls are trying to suck everything out of me. Trust me, I would love nothing more than to do precisely that, but I don't want to end this here yet. I want to make sure that you know precisely who you belong to."

The sharp intensity of his thrusts is enough to tell me precisely that and it is like nothing that I have ever felt before. I'm feeling a little needy for a lot more, trying to pull him closer but it's like he isn't close enough. I long for him to pound inside of me and absolutely not stop. It's what I'm craving and I'm not going to let anything stop it.

Before I can even say anything else, he ends up flipping me around onto my stomach, my heart skipping a beat when I realize that he is going to take me from behind. It is like nothing that I have ever felt before the minute that I feel him entering me from behind, the sudden stretch enough to make my heart skip a beat almost but I'm enjoying every second of it. I don't want to let it go.

I just long to be closer to him.

I need all of him.

"Right there!" I'm all but screaming beneath him as he is pounding into me from behind, putting his weight into every thrust and it feels amazing, "Oh fuck, Hayden, right there please. You're driving me crazy. I'm going to cum if you don't stop…"

I knew what he wanted from me, and he used his knees to spread my legs a little wider, making my heart almost skip a beat when I realized that he is really trying to demolish me with his cock. I'm completely okay with it, just longing for him to be impossibly closer and it's like nothing else I could have ever dreamed about.

It's what I need.

It's what I want.

I'm not going to hold anything back if I'm being completely honest.

His hand wraps around the back of my neck, just pinning me straight down onto the ground as he pounds inside of me, holding nothing back. I have bever felt something this intense before, like I'm being demolished from the inside out and it's all I can think about. I'm enjoying every second of it, just longing for him to be much closer to me and I'm not going to dare let anything else happen.

He leans closer, biting softly on my neck as his hips are jerking back and forth, primal growls escaping his lips. The sound is enough to be my downfall as the pleasure builds inside of me as he keeps slamming right into this spot that makes me see stars. I thought that I would be able to hold it back, but I should have known that it wouldn't happen so easily.

Ecstasy courses through my body and I am completely at its mercy. It's like nothing else I have dreamed about, the pleasure so intense that I almost see stars. He curses in my ear, muttering about how it was too damn tight as he presses deep within me, filling me to the brim with his hot seed.

I feel like I'm so full of it, our bodies just completely connected, and I wouldn't have changed a thing. I long to be closer to him right now, aching for him to continue moving some more but I also know that might not be a good idea in itself. I think the best thing for me to do right now is to put some distance between us, but I also just want to hold him closer.

"I'm going to learn your secrets." I warn him, feeling how his body stiffens up when I end up telling him that, "I don't care how I'm going to do it but I'm going to make sure of it. I'm not going to lose you, Hayden, and I'm going to make you see that you can trust me. I will not lose you."

I really hope that he will trust me, but I don't know if it'll happen.

I'm just longing to be so close with him, an ache inside of me that wants so much more. It's like nothing I have experienced before and I'm just trying to do the right thing perfectly. If it ends up not happening that way, I guess it was a lesson learned.

I just hope it ends up being alright.

I just need him close to me.

"I'm sorry." He apologizes to me, burying his face into the crook of my neck, "I can't."

His words break my heart a little bit.