Chapter 10

10

Rush

She slides her small hand around me, and I try to think of anything besides what she’s doing to me— both inside and out.

What is it about her? I’ve been with plenty of others, but this feels different.

I push her hand away and take a deep breath.

“What’s wrong?” Her voice is small and filled with concern. “Am I doing something wrong?”

“No, babe.”

Babe? I have never once in my life called anyone by that term of endearment.

I freeze for a moment, and everything comes to a grinding halt. What is it about this girl? She’s encapsulated me into her heart and I’m not sure if I ever want to be released.

What is happening to me?

“Nothing’s wrong, I promise. Except — like I said— I don’t want this to be over before it begins.”

“Do you have condoms? I want you to be my first, John.”

I groan. “Are you sure? You have to be sure.”

“Positive,” she assures me. “I trust you and I know you’ll teach me what to do. I want to make you feel good.”

I reach into the drawer of my nightstand and pull out a condom. She watches intently as I roll it on. I line myself up with her body.

“Just relax. I’ll go slow and easy. I don’t want to hurt you.”

Her body is tense as she bites her lip.

“Have you ever done this?”

“This?”

“Been with a virgin?”

I shrug. “Yeah. A few times.”

She lets out her breath. “Okay.”

I slowly slide into her and take a deep breath, so I don’t blow my load.

“You’re so tight,” I groan. “Are you sure you still want me to keep going?”

She nods as she wraps her legs around my waist. A few more slight pushes and I’ve worked my way in.

“You okay? I’m not hurting you, am I?”

“Just a pinch, but you feel so good. Don’t stop.”

I pump in and out of her, trying my best to hold it until she’s right there with me. Her fingernails dig into my biceps, and she practically sobs my name as she squirms below me, her breath hot on my neck.

“I’m coming. Don’t stop.” She wraps her legs around me like a vice. “Oh!”

Three more deep pumps and I explode. I close my eyes as the pleasure takes over and my chest tightens. I continue to thrust into her until I have nothing left.

I hold myself above her on my forearms.

“You’re incredible,” I assure her.

“Really?”

“Yes.” I kiss her nose. I slide out of her and dispose of the condom.

“You’re really special to me.” I rub her cheek with my fingertips.

“For being a dumb jock, you’re special to me too.”

“A dumb jock? Really?” I tickle her and she giggles.

“Do you have any more condoms?”

“I do.” This little minx.

She snuggles into my chest. “Right now, I just want to sleep in your arms.”

“That’s where I want you, baby. Right where you belong.”

“Thank you.” She kisses my cheek.