CHAPTER 29

W hen they arrived at Carina's bedroom, she hesitated before opening the door. The past twenty-four hours had been eventful, to say the least, and she didn't want Kieran to regret their first time together because she'd let the intensity of her emotion about everything else cloud her judgment.

"I think you just turn it a little, and the door opens," Kieran said, reading Carina's thoughts. She twisted the knob herself then and pushed the door until it opened. "Yeah, I was right."

Carina smiled and shook her head as Kieran pulled her into her own bedroom.

"I don't want you to–"

"I know," Kieran interrupted. "But trust me, okay? Just trust that I know what I want and that I'm ready for you."

Carina nodded and closed the door behind her for no reason in particular. She looked around Kieran at the sight of her bed, which she'd made the morning before last how she usually did after a night of sleep.

"So many pillows," Kieran noted.

"I know. I think I have a problem," Carina offered and moved to the bed. "I'll just get rid of them. One second."

"Carina?"

"Yeah?"

"Leave them for now." Kieran pulled off her sweater, revealing a T-shirt.

When her fingers went to the button on her jeans, though, Carina moved quickly back to her and placed her hand on top.

"Let me do that."

Kieran nodded but didn't say anything. Carina didn't undo the button. Her hands moved to Kieran's hips instead, and she pulled Kieran against her, nudging her nose against Kieran's when she saw the woman's lips tremble.

"Okay?" she asked and slid her hands to the hem of Kieran's shirt.

"Yes."

Carina lifted it up and tossed it to the floor, revealing a red bra and the breasts she was dying to touch beneath it. When Kieran moved an arm to cover her chest on instinct, Carina slowly lowered it to the hem of her own shirt. Kieran understood. She pulled Carina's shirt off, too, and her eyes drifted down to Carina's white bra as she bit her lower lip, holding on to it. Carina took Kieran's hands and moved them to her breasts.

"You liked these, didn't you?" she teased a little, trying to break some of the tension.

"Yes," Kieran whispered before she squeezed Carina's breasts. "Your nipples are…"

"Hard, yeah."

"Oh," Kieran let out.

Carina reached around her own back and undid her bra, watching Kieran's eyes as she pulled down the straps and let go, making Kieran's hands the only thing standing between her bra and the floor. Kieran let go after a long moment, and the bra fell, revealing Carina's chest to her without a barrier for the first time. Kieran's hands moved right back to Carina's breasts, and she massaged them as she watched her own hands move like she couldn't believe what she was doing. Carina bit her lip this time when Kieran's thumb rolled over her right nipple, but then she bit down even harder when Kieran licked her lips and quickly lowered her mouth to it.

"Oh, fuck," Carina said, having not expected that.

Her legs felt off balance, causing her to take a step backward, but Kieran only moved with her until the back of Carina's legs hit the end of the bed. Kieran moaned, and her fingers moved to the button of Carina's jeans. Suddenly, it felt like this was Carina's first time, and Kieran was the lesbian who had been with women before. Kieran undid the button and slid the zipper down quickly before she moved her mouth to Carina's and kissed her hard. Carina kissed her back but felt like she was losing the control she expected to have for their first time. In fact, she'd thought that she'd have to talk Kieran through it, coaxing her along and telling her that she was doing everything right, but Kieran seemed to be doing everything right all on her own and required no coaxing or talking from Carina.

Kieran's lips were on her neck now, and one hand was back on Carina's breast while the other was slipping inside her jeans. No, Kieran's hand was inside her underwear. She was cupping Carina hard, and it was quite possibly the most arousing thing anyone had ever done to her.

"Babe, we–"

Kieran's fingers slipped between her lower lips, and she grunted into Carina's ear.

"I can't help it. I…" Kieran stroked her. "God, I saw your breasts, and I just…"

"So, you're a boob girl?" she joked. "Got it."

"I should slow down," Kieran replied, and her hand shifted until it was no longer inside Carina's jeans.

Carina whimpered. Yes, she fucking whimpered, and she didn't care who heard it.

"Did you feel how wet I was for you?" she asked as she moved around Kieran and stood behind her, trying to regain the control.

"Yes," Kieran said softly.

"And?"

"And that was…"

"You can say it," Carina encouraged as she kissed the back of Kieran's neck and unclasped her bra at the same time.

"Hot."

"Can I feel if you're wet for me?" she asked as she let the bra fall to the floor in front of Kieran's feet.

She wrapped her arms around Kieran and undid the button. When Kieran nodded and rested her head back on Carina's shoulder, Carina undid the zipper, too, and moved her hand inside Kieran's jeans but over her underwear first. She could feel that Kieran had soaked through them already. Kieran wanted this. She wanted her . When Kieran gasped at the touch, Carina pulled her hand out and cupped Kieran's breasts instead, letting both hands play with the rock-hard nipples she found.

"Lie down," she requested.

"Why? This feels pretty good."

Carina smiled and whispered, "Because I want to touch you everywhere."

She let go, and Kieran climbed onto the bed. Carina stared at her breasts, which were swollen with need, and Carina had the cure for that. She pulled at Kieran's jeans, leaving her in her underwear, before she removed her own jeans as well. Then, she pulled down her own underwear and stood there naked, watching Kieran's reaction to her body.

"My God, you're so gorgeous. Just… like, I don't have words," Kieran said.

"We don't need words right now anyway."

"Really? I feel like I should be saying things. Like, a lot of things because I'm–"

Carina moved on top of her and kissed her quiet. Kieran's arms wrapped around her neck, and Carina settled against her, placing her center over Kieran's thigh and lowering it until she was slowly rocking against it. Kieran's hand moved to Carina's ass, and she cupped it. Seconds later, she also began pressing into it, asking Carina without words to press down harder and not stop. When Carina moved her lips to Kieran's neck and a little lower, she lost her contact, but that was okay. She could wait. She sucked a nipple into her mouth and felt Kieran's hips rise and fall.

That she couldn't wait for anymore. Her own pleasure? Yes. But denying pleasure to Kieran for much longer? No.

Carina sucked and slid a hand down between them, covering Kieran over her underwear. Kieran bucked against her, so Carina slid a finger between her lips through the fabric and pressed down just a bit when she reached the tip of Kieran's clit.

"Fuck," Kieran said. "God, that's–"

"Good?"

"Yes," Kieran confirmed.

"Want me to do it again?"

"I want them off. Carina, I want to be pressed against you all the way."

"Okay."

Carina shifted until she was kneeling between Kieran's spread legs. She reached for the waistband of the underwear and pulled at them slowly until they both had to move to allow her to take them off fully and toss them onto the bed. Then, she stared unabashedly at the woman in front of her. Small but perfect breasts that fit in her hands. Curves in all the right places. Spread legs, waiting for Carina to take care of the ache between them.

"God, you're soaked," Carina said when she looked at Kieran's center.

"Is it… too much? I–"

"It's never too much," she interrupted and placed a palm over Kieran's center. "I want to taste you."

"You can… if you want. I'm just really wet, and it's a lot, you know? It's–"

"Perfect," Carina interrupted her again as she shifted and settled between Kieran's legs, kissing her inner thigh as she rubbed the other with her hand. "Spread them wider for me, okay?"

"Okay," Kieran replied and did as she was told.

Carina took her in and licked her lips.

"I won't ask you if you're close." She kissed her thigh. "Or ask if I'm in the right spot." She kissed her again. "I won't rush you or expect you to come at all." She kissed her a little closer to her center. "You just tell me what feels good and what doesn't. Hell, move my head, if you want. I want you to feel good, okay?"

Kieran nodded. She closed her eyes and tilted her head back.

"Hey?"

Kieran looked at her.

"Watch me. Will you watch me until you can't?"

"I'll try," Kieran said.

Carina dipped her head and kissed her. It caused Kieran to gasp, so she did it again and slid her hand under Kieran's ass, shifting her into place. A leg went over her back, and Carina smirked up at her as Kieran stared down at her with those hot-as-hell green eyes. Carina licked her hard, not wasting any time, and she felt Kieran's hips buck. She met Kieran's eyes again, licking her everywhere, trying to show Kieran that a woman being this turned on for her was the biggest compliment, and she planned to soothe this delightful ache between Kieran's thighs.

She flicked Kieran's clit a few times, and Kieran's hand moved to the back of her head. Carina expected her to do something with it, but she didn't. She just held it there and toyed with Carina's hair while Carina stroked her with her tongue, moving it around to prolong the pleasure both of them were enjoying right now. Kieran's hand grew tighter in Carina's locks, though. When Carina met her eyes again, they were even darker somehow, and Carina sucked.

"Oh, yes!" Kieran let out and closed her eyes, tilting her head back again.

Carina continued to suck as she moved her hand beneath her mouth and let a finger rest against Kieran's entrance, silently requesting permission. Kieran nodded repeatedly, and as Carina sucked harder, she moved one finger through Kieran's desire and slid inside.

"That."

Carina smiled because Kieran had only managed one word. She pulled her finger out for a second and pushed back inside with two this time.

"No, that. That. That." Kieran's hand tightened again.

Carina moaned against her and licked her while she pushed inside slowly before pulling back out again. When she began to curve her fingers, she sucked, knowing how good that would feel.

"Yes!"

Kieran's hand lowered her head farther, and Carina gave her everything she could, pumping into her now while she sucked hard. God, she wanted Kieran to come. If this was the only time they got to do this, she wanted Kieran to explode in her mouth before they finished, and it seemed like Kieran was well on her way.

"I'm coming!"

Carina moaned against Kieran's clit again in response, and that seemed to have taken Kieran over the edge. Kieran's hips rose and fell rapidly, and Carina tried to keep up with them but lost her rhythm inside.

"Up here. Up here," Kieran said a few seconds later. "Don't pull out."

Carina kind of liked Kieran telling her what to do. She licked her one more time before she crawled up and kissed her, leaving her fingers inside and letting Kieran's hips ride them while they kissed. When Kieran pulled out of the kiss to breathe, Carina kissed her neck instead and pushed deep inside her, thrusting with everything she could until Kieran cried out in pleasure again, taking her in even deeper before her muscles contracted around Carina's fingers and practically pushed her out.

"Oh, my God!" Kieran let out the same three words over and over, with them getting softer each time until she was silent for several seconds.

Carina shifted to look down at her and smiled.

"You are beautiful," she said and slowly removed her fingers.

She kissed Kieran's skin, feeling the sweat that hadn't been there before and knowing that she'd been the one to put it there.

"God, I want you again," she stated when she got to Kieran's nipple and sucked on it. "All night long." She squeezed the other breast, letting the nipple roll between her finger and thumb. "Is that okay? Will you just let me make you come all night?"

"I was hoping you'd let me touch you at least once in there somewhere," Kieran replied.

"That can be arranged," Carina said before she nipped at the swollen and puckered flesh.

Kieran laughed a little, and it was a deep, throaty laugh that she hadn't heard from Kieran yet.

"Is that your sex laugh?"

"Apparently," Kieran replied, running her hand into Carina's hair. "How do you like to be touched?"

"Any way you want to touch me, probably."

"I want to be inside you," Kieran said.

"Okay," she replied and moved until she was straddling Kieran's hips.

She took Kieran's hand and held it between her legs. Kieran slid down and into her with ease because she was so wet. Then, Kieran moved her thumb to Carina's swollen clit, and Carina began moving.

"Jesus, you're hot," Kieran said and moved her free hand to Carina's hip.

"It won't take me long." Carina moved so she could take more of Kieran's fingers inside and rolled her hips, lowering her body a little in order to feel more pressure on her clit. "I was so ready when you touched me by the bed."

"Take your time. I really don't mind."

"Suck on my nipple, babe," Carina requested and held her breast up, indicating what she wanted.

Kieran sat up and took her nipple into her mouth.

"God, I'm so close."

Kieran's hips moved a little, and that might not have been intentional, but it felt so good.

"There!"

Kieran did it again, and Carina rocked harder and ground down into Kieran's hand, trying to take everything she was being offered, when Kieran's mouth slipped off her nipple. It didn't matter, though. Carina was there. She came with Kieran inside her, touching just the right spot to bring her over the edge. Every movement Kieran made with her hips and the thumb on her clit were a bonus Carina hadn't expected, but when she started to come down, Kieran sped up her thumb, flicking against it, and Carina closed her eyes as a second orgasm rushed over her.