Chapter 38

CHAPTER 38

KIERRA

I t's been a week since I tried to throw Sin out of my life unsuccessfully. He swears the multiple marks on my body don't matter to him, but I'm still nervous about it. Since I've been in the hospital, we haven't been intimate even though he was more than prepared to make it happen there. My worst fear is he'll be unable to get hard when he looks at me. So far, he's had many erections when laying beside me in my hospital bed, but I've had clothing on. Now that I'm home with him and he's made it clear what his plans are, I'm terrified. He told me to be waiting naked on my knees so I am. I'm trembling like a leaf when he walks into what I've decided could also be called the Den of Sin.

He's naked as the day he was born, holding a jewelry box in his hand while he gazes at me with that heated expression I've only ever seen on him. Sharp eyes, chiseled cheekbones, clenched jaw, the abs that no man in his forties should have.

Sin opens the box and says, "Eyes up here, baby, not on my dick."

I do as I'm told, but I take my time getting there.

"If you accept this collar, it means you are mine. It's a commitment. Forever. There is no more significant commitment for us, not even marriage. I will own you for a lifetime."

I swallow hard. "If I accept it?"

He nods and closes his eyes tight before reopening them. "This isn't a demand because you must choose this willingly as I've chosen you. If you don't want this, now would be the time to speak up."

My eyes drop to the beautiful collar that looks more like a necklace. The chain, made of white gold, is of medium thickness and has a diamond heart attached to it. He's waiting for a response and I know it might make him angry, but I need to be sure about this.

"Do I have to decide right now?"

He runs a hand through his hair and closes the box with his free one. "No."

After he sets the box on the chest of drawers, he approaches me again, "Stand."

I do, and he caresses my cheek. "Everything between us is consensual. I need to make sure you know you don't have to do anything you don't want to."

"What?"

Running his hand through my hair, he wraps it around his fist and pulls my head back. "Goddamn it, Kierra. I want you. So fucking much, but you're scaring me."

"Why am I scaring you?"

He groans painfully. "I thought you'd accept the collar without a second thought. Now it's making me question if you want this at all. You've been through a lot and I want to make sure I'm not forcing you to do something you really don't want."

Sin releases my hair as it all sinks in. "I want you. Desperately. I just-"

I trail off, unsure if I should say what I'm thinking.

"You just what?"

"I'm afraid you won't want me like before. I guess I wanted us to make sure before making a permanent commitment."

He wraps his hand around my throat. "Kierra, is this about the scars again?"

"Yes," I admit.

"Fine," he growls, "I'm going to fuck you so you can see how much I still love this gorgeous body. And then I'll spank your ass for not taking me at my word."

"Go put your hands on the mirror," he says and I glance at the mirrored wall, then back at him. He arches an eyebrow. "Do as you're told. Do you understand my instructions?"

"Yes, Daddy."

I go over to the mirror, the last place I want to be and place my hands on it and close my eyes. He smacks my ass. "Open your eyes. Look at your gorgeous body while I fuck you. See for yourself how badly I want you."

Standing behind me with his cock pressed against my ass, he trails his hand from one breast to the other, where I was nearly killed. "This is beautiful. It serves as a reminder that I almost lost you."

"Do you feel how hard my cock is for you, baby?" He asks as he runs his fingers along my second deepest scar, on my abdomen, "Yes," I whimper.

"When you look at these scars, remember they mean one thing and one thing only. You are strong, baby girl. You survived a brutal attack that would've killed some of the strongest men I know. Yet, here you are. They aren't ugly, as you claim. Like the rest of you, they're beautiful. If it's part of you, it's perfect."

"Daddy," I whisper softly.

Leaning his head down, he kisses my neck while he slides inside me with a sexy groan, "Fuck."

"Do you see how good you look with my cock buried inside you?"

"Daddy."

"Look at your body, Kierra."

He drags his hand up my abdomen, pinches each of my nipples before wrapping his hand around my throat. "The only thing lacking on this stunning body is my collar."

With his free hand, he reaches around me and rubs my clit in perfect circles, making me moan.

"Come for Daddy."

I drop my head and unravel with the first orgasm in so long it feels like the first time all over again. He slides his hand from my throat to my chin and lifts my head. "Watch how beautiful you are when you come for me, baby girl. Look at how stunning you are."

Sin pumps into me, fast and hard as I cry out in my climax and he follows right behind me, spasming inside me, "Fucking exquisite," he groans.

He pulls out of me and spins me around. "You're still the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on. I still can't get enough of you. These marks do not define you."

"I get it, Daddy. I'm sorry."

I run my fingers down his face. "Can I have the collar now?"

He nods slowly, "Kneel."

Sin walks over and takes the collar out of the jewelry box and comes back to me. "This stays on unless you have permission to take it off, which is unlikely."

I hold up my hair, and he puts it on me and I touch the heart. The weight of it fills me with a content feeling I was not expecting.

"Thank you, Daddy," I whisper and he groans. "Come here."

I rise to my feet and he kisses me softly. "You're mine, Kierra. When you walk into Den of Sin, everybody will know you belong to me."

"It wouldn't matter. I'd never let any other man touch me. Only you."

"On the bed. I'm not done with you."

I walk over to the bed and lay on my back. "Spread your legs, baby girl. Daddy is going to mark you."

I have no idea what he's talking about, but I do as he says because I know better than to argue with him.

He walks over and kneels between my legs and grips his cock and begins stroking it.

"Do you see how fucking beautiful you are, Kierra? I'm going to get off just by staring at you. I'm going to come all over your beautiful skin and then fuck you again."

Suddenly, I understand what he meant by marking me. I watch his cock slide in and out of his hand as his abs flex, and my God, I never realized watching this could be so hot.

"Daddy," I whimper.

He smirks at me. "Does my filthy slut like watching this? You enjoy watching Daddy fuck his hand?"

"Yes."

Sin groans as he speeds up his pace. "Rub that clit for me."

This shouldn't be so hot, I'm sure of it. I must be some kind of depraved person, but I've never been more turned on.

Leaning over me supporting his weight on his free hand, he shoots cum all over my breasts and stomach with a sexy grunt and without missing a beat gets between my legs and sucks on my clit, causing an instant orgasm.

He gives me that sinful grin that I adore. "You're going to be exhausted tomorrow, baby girl, because I intend to fuck you all night long."

I giggle. "Are you threatening me with a good time, Daddy?"

Sin shakes his head. "Threatening? No, baby girl. I'm promising."