40. Andi

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ANDI

A ndi couldn't believe she was doing this. Was she really going to act out the sexual parts of their mission together, just to help Thrax regain the good parts of his memory?

I owe it to him, she argued with the part of herself that whispered it was a bad idea. And it doesn't mean we'll have a sexual relationship from now on—I'm just trying to help him remember at least part of the mission, so he doesn't feel like he's going crazy. It's just a one-time thing—that's all.

Liar! whispered the little voice in her head. You're doing this because you want it too—you miss his touch…the feel of his big hands on your body and his mouth on your breasts and between your legs.

Andi couldn't exactly deny it was true. Ever since the Cleansing Ceremony she'd been fantasizing about all the things she and Thrax had done…and wishing they could do them again. She'd been without sex for so long before the mission to Salacious Delta that she'd almost forgotten about that part of herself.

Having her partner's hands and mouth on her body had brought it all back again and Andi felt like she was sexually hungry for the first time in years.

That's no excuse to use your partner to satisfy your needs, scolded the little voice in her head. You should stop this right now, Andi.

Andi pushed the voice away—she wasn't going to stop. But she couldn't shake the feeling that she was going to change her partnership with Thrax forever if she continued on this course. She might be making the biggest mistake of her life…

But that didn't stop her from stripping.