Cassidy Chapter 8- Four-And-A-Half Years Ago

Desire flooded my body as Sean and I kissed. Hearing him confess he loved me and finding out he hadn’t been with a woman in three years because of it and how he felt about himself made me more eager and determined to show him how much he meant to me. There would be more to talk about, but it could wait. This couldn’t. I’d waited long enough to be with him.

As we kissed, I vaguely felt us moving. The next thing I knew, I was straddling his lap on the couch. It gave me leverage to attack his mouth harder, but it did something else. I was able to press my aching pussy down onto him. I moaned into his mouth when I noticed a hard lump that could only be one thing, his cock. Unable to stop myself, I pressed harder and rubbed back and forth over it. He groaned. Then I was whimpering as he thrust up his hips, driving it into me. The sensation of it on my clit made me shudder. I was so primed from just kissing and this that it wouldn’t take too much to get me off. He did it a few more times, then thrust me away from him. I tried to fight to get back to his mouth, but he held me there.

Looking at him, I saw he appeared strained, but his eyes were heated. “Why did you stop? I need more,” I whined. I couldn’t help it.

He groaned. “Baby, if we don’t stop, I’m going to take this to the conclusion. Are you ready for that? Because if not, we’ve got to quit.”

“Sean, I’ve wanted to have you take me since I was sixteen. I have nine years of sexual frustration built up. If you don’t take this to the ultimate conclusion soon, I’m going to combust and savage you. We’ve waited long enough. Don’t you think nine years of masturbation is enough for any woman?”

“Nine years of masturbation?” he asked with a frown.

God, here goes. He’d know what a dork I was, and hopefully, it wouldn’t make him want to slow down or run. “Yes, I’ve been getting all my sexual relief from pleasuring myself to images and dreams of you. I want to know what the real thing is like.”

His frown changed to shock. “Are you telling me you’re a virgin? That you never slept with any of the guys you’ve dated?” he asked, sounding disbelieving.

“That’s exactly what I’m saying. If they weren’t you, I didn’t want them. I couldn’t do it. Does that turn you off? The fact I’m a virgin and have no practical knowledge of what to do?”

I let out a squeal of surprise when he came up off the couch, grabbed me in his arms, and lifted me. He took off walking fast. “I hope you’re ready because that there made me extremely happy. I can’t believe it. You’ve made me so goddamn ecstatic, Cass. To know no one but me will have you. Jesus Christ, I hope I can last. Are you sure you’re ready?”

As he talked, he got us to the main bedroom I’d been sleeping in. He took me to the bed and stood there holding me, waiting for my answer. Reaching an arm between us, I squeezed his erection and rubbed along it. “Take me. I’m yours.”

He let out a loud growling sound, and then I was lowered onto my back. He left me there and stood back. He didn’t waste time stripping off his clothes. He didn’t have on shoes or socks, but he had on a shirt, jeans, and underwear. When he got to his briefs, I moaned. The lump he had there was impressive as hell. He stopped short of removing them.

“If you dare stop, I’ll scream. I need to see you, all of you.” I said in a voice that was half warning and half pleading.

He smirked then to tease me; he hooked his thumbs on each side and slowly slid them down until they could drop to the floor. As he stepped out of them, I stared open-mouthed at his cock. I might be a virgin, but I knew what one looked like. I’d seen enough in porn movies and online. Guys seemed to think women wanted dick pics.

None of them, though, were as impressive or beautiful as his, in my opinion. Yes, I thought his cock was gorgeous. The head was domed and slightly wider than the rest, though the width was intimidating. In addition, he was long. My guess was well over seven inches. I couldn’t help it. I reached out to encircle him with my hand. That’s when I found out that my fingers didn’t meet my thumb when I did. I gulped. Suddenly, I wasn’t sure I could take him.

He groaned, then squeezed my hand with his and pumped up and down his length once. Taking the hint, I tightened my grip and did it a few times myself. He’d leaked precum, and it helped me to slide my hand as I spread it down his shaft.

“Christ, you have no idea how good your hand feels or how long I’ve dreamed of you touching me like this, Cass.”

“As long and as much as I’ve dreamed of doing it. I didn’t expect you to feel soft and hard at the same time. I’m a little scared.”

“Scared of what?”

“Of how much it’ll hurt when we do it. You’re big, Sean.”

“From what I understand, it’ll hurt, but there are things I can do to make it less painful.”

“Did it help in the past?” I hated to ask, but I wanted to know.

“Babe, I’ve steered clear of virgins. I never wanted to be some girl or woman’s first lover. A woman never forgets her first, or so I’ve been told.”

“Well, unless you want me to go ask some man to deflower me, you’re doing it now.” I teased him.

His growl and the way he slipped his cock from my hand made me smile. I yelped when I was pushed flat to the bed, and he was looming over top of me. “Don’t fucking even joke about that. You and your virgin pussy are mine. I’m the only one who’s going to be inside of you. I’ll make sure you can take me. Someone looks way overdressed. I need to even us up.”

As I lay there, he lifted the hem of my shirt. After my bath, I’d changed into a T-shirt, shorts, and underwear. I lifted my arms, flexed my back, and then lifted my shoulders so he could work it off. Next, he unsnapped and unzipped my shorts. Tugging them down to my thighs, he ripped them away and flung them to the floor. I was left in my matching bra and panties. He stood there scanning me from head to toe. I got nervous and crossed an arm over my boobs and another over my stomach. Maybe he wouldn’t find me attractive naked. The thought popped into my head. I was curling up when he reached out and grabbed my arm over my boobs. He pushed it away as he did the same to the one over my stomach.

“Stay. No covering up. I need time to soak in the foxy goddess in front of me. Fuck, you’re so sexy and beautiful, Cassie. I can’t take it all in. Or the fact you’re all mine. Look at you. I admit that I’ve fantasized about what you’d look like for years, but I didn’t come close. Let me see the rest. Please.” He said the last bit as a whisper.

I relaxed and spread my arms out. Taking it as consent, he lifted my upper body. After a few seconds of him fiddling with the hooks in the back, my bra was undone, and he removed it. He moaned as he saw my boobs. I was a decent size. He cupped both in his hands and kneaded them. I whimpered when he ran his thumbs back and forth across my distended nipples.

“I’ve got to taste these beauties,” he muttered a second before he lowered his head and his mouth closed around a nipple.

He sucked and then lashed it with his tongue, causing me to cry out and arch my back to push more into his hot mouth. He sucked, kneaded, and teased for a time before he switched to the other one. I lay there burning hotter by the second. My panties were drenched. Shit, I was close to coming just from his hands and mouth on my boobs.

I thought that was his intention, and I decided to let it happen when he reared up and moved off the bed. His hands gripped the slides of my panties, and he hastily pulled them down and off. I watched as he dropped them, then he went down on his knees. He put his hands between my knees and pressed them open. I gulped but let him do it. As my most private part was exposed, I watched the desire on his face morph and his breathing increase. He licked his lips and then met my gaze.

“You’re stunning, baby. I love that you still keep a little bit of hair. Mmm, I’ve got to taste you,” he muttered.

Then his head was between my legs in a blink, and I jumped and gasped as his wet tongue feathered from my clit to my entrance, where he paused to circle it, then back up to my clit. When he reached that distended nub, he sucked on it hard and flicked it back and forth with his tongue. That was all it took. I came. As I flooded his mouth, I cried out. My whole body shook with the intensity of my release. I’d never come that hard before. As I orgasmed, he continued to lap at my folds, hum, and make appreciative sounds.

My face was burning when I stopped coming. Talk about getting off in no time. “I’m sorry,” I told him.

His head came up, and he stared up at me. “What are you sorry about?”

“That I came like that. You barely touched me.”

He straightened up. “You have nothing to apologize for. You made me feel like a king, knowing our kissing and what I did to your tits was enough to get you that wet and on edge. Your taste on my tongue is amazing. I want more. You’re coming for me again before we progress this. I want you wet and ready for me, Cass. I’ll hold out as long as possible, but I can’t promise how long I can hold back. I want to sink myself deep inside your pussy and make you scream and beg. I need to hear my name come out of your mouth as you come on my cock. I’ve got to claim my woman. I’ve waited too long.”

“Then get me there. I’m dying, Sean. I need you to make me yours. Oh, and when it’s time, if you don’t want to wear a condom, don’t. I’m on birth control, and obviously, I’m clean.”

“Why the hell are you on birth control?” he barked as he scowled at me.

“Well, I was hoping to find someone eventually I’d be able to have sex with, and I wanted to be doubly protected. Condoms aren’t foolproof.”

He let out an unhappy grunt, and then he went back between my legs. I guessed I’d upset him with that admission because, this time, he was even more urgent in his licks and sucks. Along with those, he thrust his tongue inside my entrance and fluttered it around, causing me to moan. As he pushed me toward a second orgasm, he added fingers to the mix—first one, and then, as I relaxed, more. By the time I was ready to come again, he had three stretching me and thrusting in and out. He curled them and raked across a spot inside me at the same time as he sucked hard on my clit. I lost it. I screamed this time as I came. I swear, I released more of my lady cum than last time. He lapped it up as eagerly as the previous time. I was boneless and weak by the time I was done coming.

I gave him a weak smile when he stood up. Then I gulped. The time had come to do the deed. I prayed it wouldn’t be too painful. I knew I probably wouldn’t get off myself. I’d read a lot about a woman’s first time, but as long as Sean enjoyed it, that was all I was worried about. I gestured for him to come closer.

“I’m ready. Take me, Sean.”