Chapter 10

Iam so very drunk right now. Either I'm dreaming, or this is a hallucination. It just can't be. I mean, I had a feeling the guys had a thing for each other. They did their best to hide it, but I saw the way they would look at each other.

But seeing them in this position—this very panty-melting, sexy-as-hell position— yeah, I have got to be dreaming.

"Cat got your tongue, Trouble?" Zane taunts, his hazel eyes gleaming, catching the light of the lamp in the corner. His smirk fades before he lets out a deep groan, thrusting forward to shove his cock further into Everett's ass.

For the smallest second, the nickname pierces my heart before another grunt brings me back to reality.

"You're not real. This isn't happening right now." I shake my head in denial, moving over to sit in the chair next to the door. Leaning forward, I put my face in my hands and take a few deep breaths.

Still, as I try to clear my head, I hear the very erotic sounds of their pleasure as their skin slaps together.

"This is very much real, Jelly Bean," Griffin pants. "Fuck, yes, Rett. That's it, baby, choke on my cock."

His dirty words have me lifting my face from my hands, and a shiver takes over my body. As I watch them, allowing my eyes to slowly eat up the sight before me, my breathing becomes labored as my belly tightens with arousal. I can't deny that watching the three of them has my panties soaked with slick.

I should get up and leave. I shouldn't be watching this. This is a very private moment that I'm intruding in on. Add in the fact that I hate these guys because they're the men who destroyed my life, and I really shouldn't be here.

Try telling that to drunk Jade, because she hasn't seemed to have gotten that memo yet.

The fact that they haven't asked me to leave or that they don't seem to care that I'm here has me rooted to this seat.

If anything, when my eyes drift over to Zane's again, I find him watching me; his eyes heavily lidded with lust as he continues to fuck into Everett.

"Stop overthinking, Jade," he groans while slowing his movements. "Just sit back, watch, and enjoy the show. It is for you, after all." He winks, then turns his attention back to the guys.

Zane grabs a handful of Everett's hair and shoves his head forward, forcing him down on Griffin's cock.

"Holy fuck," I whimper, unable to hold back my reaction. It"s like I'm lost in the three of them, caught in their web.

Griffin tosses his head back in pleasure, body glistening with sweat. "So fucking good," he moans, then turns his head to look at me. "Isn't he such a good boy, Jade? He takes my cock so well. Both of our cocks. He sure does know how to suck cock like a champ." He drops his head forward, looking down at Everett with hungry eyes. "Don't you, baby?" Everett looks up at him, with a look of pure awe and love in his eyes, even though tears leak from the corners.

My heart clenches in part jealousy, part longing.

Everett moans, nodding his head. The movement makes him take more of Griffin, and he gags.

"You"re such a good boy." Griffin runs his hands through Everett's hair. Everett sighs, his eyes fluttering closed at his touch before Griffin grabs a handful and pulls, making Everett whimper.

"What you meant to say is that he's a dirty little whore," Zane corrects with a deep, husky, sex-filled chuckle as he slaps Everett on the ass. "Our little cock slut. So fucking drunk on our dicks, aren"t you, baby?"

Everett's response is another moan around Griffin's cock.

Leaning back in my seat, I just continue to watch. Drunk Jade is here for the show. I don't even think I'd be able to make myself leave if I tried.

As I move, I try everything not to rub my thighs together, but it"s so damn hard. I'm so turned on by the live show that I feel like I might go mad if I don't relieve some of the tension.

I might not be able to smell their scents but their pheromones are still affecting me. I'm needy, horny, and want nothing more than to be on that bed between them. For their mouths to be on me, for them to be calling me a good girl, and their cocks to be in my holes.

Get a fucking hold of yourself, Jade. These men are the enemy, and you"re piss drunk. This isn't you talking, it's the omega in you. Be strong.

"God, this is so fucking hot," I whine, shifting in my seat, unable to handle the burning in my core.

Shit, did I say that out loud?

All three of them pause, stopping what they're doing as their attention turns to me, bright and full of hunger.

The attention has me biting my lower lip with uncertainty. I should be embarrassed, but with the way they're looking at me, it only makes me gush more. I've never been this wet before in my life. And that"s saying a lot as an omega.

"You like what you see, little omega?" Zane asks. He looks just as drunk as me right now, but not in the same way I am.

"No," I scoff, my cheeks heating. "It's... whatever."

Zane grins. "Prove it."

"W-what?" My face drops.

"Stick your fingers inside your panties, little omega, and show us just how unaffected you are by watching us."

"Fine." I jut my chin, adjusting my position on the chair.

A possessive pride fills me with how captivated by me they are. Preening inside, I slowly lift my skirt up my thighs, showing more skin inch by inch.

My heart is pounding so hard and fast that I feel like I'm about to pass out. The rush of adrenaline has me feeling euphoric, though, and I haven't even touched myself yet. Widening my legs, I slide my hand down my panties while trying to ignore the fact that I'm about to do this for the guys who broke my heart.

"Dry as a bone," I lie, swallowing down the moan that threatens to slip out of me when my fingers brush against my swollen clit as I slide my fingers into my messy pussy. God, there's so much slick there, it's insane.

"Show us," Zane dares, his thrusts lazy now. Did I mention how fucking sexy he is with all those tattoos? The way he fucks, it should be a sin.

All three of them are tattooed rock gods. And they are all fucking each other in front of me.

I'm still not convinced any of this is truly real. And that"s what I'm going to keep telling myself. Sober Jade can unpack all this fucked up trauma later. Sorry, boo. But, like, it's sexy, hot rock stars with massive cocks. There's no time for logical thinking right now.

"How about you play with that pretty little pussy while watching Griff and me fuck Rett until he's on the edge of ecstasy before filling him up like a cream-filled donut. He'll be just as tasty as one, too, once we're done with him."

Fucking hell, I whimper. There was no way I could have stopped it. Do you have any idea how many times I've dreamed about him saying something, even within the vicinity of what he just said? It's an unhealthy amount, just in case you needed to know.

I should say fuck you, get up and walk out of this room.

But I don't. I take a shuddering breath and do as he told me. It wasn't an alpha command, but it held a lot of power over me in my drunken state.

I'm not thinking straight right now. All I want is to cum, to relieve some of this pressure between my thighs. And so what? If I use these gorgeous men to do it? They owe me that and so much more.

Biting my lower lip, I start to move my fingers, sliding them inside me. "Oh, fuck," I gasp. I'm so sensitive that every single touch sends little shocks of pleasure zinging through my veins.

"Fucking hell," Zane snarls as he starts to pound into Everett once again. I watch as his muscles flex, his jaw clenches, nostrils flare. I move my fingers in and out of me, the sound of my slick filling the room with every thrust, mingling with theirs.

My breathing starts to come out in choppy pants as my body lights up. The pressure in my belly is growing rapidly, and I know it won't take long before I'm gushing around my fingers.

"Fuck yourself, Trouble. That"s it, baby, such a good girl," he praises, his hands tightening around Everett's hips, fingers digging into him so hard it makes Everett moan.

"Shit," Griffin grunts, and I look over to see his knuckles turning white with how tight he holds Everett's head still so he can fuck his mouth.

My eyes devour the three of them as I work myself over. In and out. Brushing over my clit has me letting out a pleasurable sob.

I'm having a sensation overload, seeing Zane's and Griffin's toned asses flex with every thrust of their hips while Everett is being fucked so hard that drool runs down his chin; our moans mixed with the wet slapping sounds and the scraping of Everett's fingers clawing at the blanket below him is the only thing I can hear. The smell of sex hangs heavy in the air, combining with my peaches and cream scent. I imagine what it would be like if it was one of them instead of my own fingers thrusting into me, filling me up.

It's all too much and not enough. It's perfect, yet wrong at the same time. Not for them to be together but for me to enjoy watching it as much as I do.

"Make yourself cum, Jade. Be a good little omega and cum for your alphas," Zane commands. This fucker just used his alpha bark on me.

That has me sobering up real fast, but I'm unable to resist, so I cum hard. Like eyes-rolling-back-as-I-scream-out-something-feral kind of hard. My back arches as the most powerful orgasm I've ever had crashes into me.

My pussy grips my fingers for dear life, slick gushes out of me in waves, and it's so strong I lose the ability to breathe for a moment.

Finally, my lungs kick in, and I suck in a breath. My throat is raw from screaming, and my body slumps back into the chair just as Zane's and Griffin's orgasms hit.

"Oh fuck!" Zane growls. My eyes open, chest heaving as my eyes come into focus.

Zane lets out a snarled groan as he cums, his whole body jerking as he fills Everett's ass up full of his cum, just like he said he would.

Griffin, though, he's looking at me as he moans, following Zane over the edge. There's a look in his eye as he loses himself in the moment that forces me to look away.

I watch as Everett struggles to swallow Griffin down. But it's too much, and some of his cum drips down his chin.

Griffin pulls out of Everett's mouth and grips his chin. "You"re so fucking sexy."

"Fuck, fuck, fuck," Everett pants, hanging his head, eyes squeezing shut as his cock jerks, sending ropes of pearly white cum all over the sheets.

The sight of it has a mini orgasm hitting me, making my pussy flutter as a whimper slips free.

For a moment, the only thing you can hear in the room is the sound of our heavy breathing.

My head is still hazy from the high of the moment when Zane opens his stupid mouth.

"Dry as a bone, eh?" He cocks a brow. "Didn't sound like that from here. The way your fingers were thrusting in and out of that pussy, I could hear the sound of your slick. Fuck, Trouble, that"s what made me cum so fucking hard."

This motherfucker used his alpha command on me. Who the fuck does he think he is? I should go over there and punch him in his stupid dick.

But instead of freaking out and losing myself, I pull my slick-covered fingers out of my pussy and hold them up.

"Is this what you wanted to see, Zane?" I ask, cocking my head to the side as I look at my fingers.

"Yes," he growls.

"Did I cum like a good little omega?" My eyes flick over to his. "Did I do just what the alpha wanted me to do?"

Getting to my feet, I ignore the shakiness of my limbs and walk across the room over to him. He stares at me, eyes hard, not sure what to say.

"Let's get something straight," I sneer at him, shoving my slick-covered fingers into his mouth. He grunts, a feral look in his eyes as I aggressively remove my fingers. "I'm not your fucking omega," I snarl.

As I say those words, the young girl who used to love these men with all her heart breaks. Because we wanted nothing more than that to be our reality. For all of us to belong to each other. But it will never happen. Not after everything.

"Yes, you fucking are," Zane snarls, chest heaving. "You were always mine, Jade." He says it like he truly believes it with his whole heart.

"Don't say that." I shake my head. "They're just lies. All fucking lies!" I shout, angry tears filling my eyes. "You told me you loved me," I whisper, the little bubble of lust shattering around me as reality swallows me into a depressingly dark hole. "And then I never saw you again." Not until last night, when they crashed into my life, shaking everything up.

Anger and pain fill me. I turn around and head for the door. "Jade!" Zane barks. That alpha fucking bark again. "Do not leave this fucking room."

My body freezes, everything in me locking up, forced to obey. Frustrated tears slide down my cheeks.

"You will stay and listen to what we have to say. We've been looking for you for too fucking long. And now that we've found you, we're never letting you go. It's about time we find out what the fuck happened, and we're doing it right fucking now."