4. Bea

I listento Quinn talking about some of the guys on the swim team. I haven’t heard most of what he’s says to me, because crazy as it sounds, the only person I can think about is Travis. Why the hell am I thinking about him? I shouldn’t be thinking about him, I can’t get close to him or his family.

He isn’t someone I need getting close to. He’s just part of the plan, and I can’t let him mess it up for me.

“You okay?” Quinn asks, pulling me out of my thoughts.

“Yeah, did you find out why the guy stood you up?” I ask. Quinn knows the plan, he knows what I’m doing, but I really don’t need to tell him Travis is getting to me. I don’t even know what it is about him, something is pulling me toward him, something I can’t even explain to myself, never mind to Quinn.

I knew a lot about Travis before coming here, I made it my mission to know as much as I possibly could, but there are still a few things I don’t know. Like what happened to his sister, and why does he hate his dad? Before I thought he and his dad were close, but after watching them interact at the party the other night proves that to be wrong. So what happened there?

One thing is for sure, I did not expect Travis to be so good looking. But it’s more than that, there is also something about him that pulls me toward him, which is the last thing I need.

“He said he had issues at home, and I knew then not to see him again. I don’t want anyone with family drama.” Quinn starts laughing, then looks down at my hands. “Are you planning on giving him that back?” he says, and points to the hoodie I have clenched in my fists. The same hoodie Travis let me borrow the other night at the party.

It’s stupid, but it smells like him, and it’s the smell I love most in the world. The smell of the woods, cedar scent of the trees and that rich earthy scent after a rainfall. The one place that no matter what is happening in my life, I am happy.

At the party, when I went out and saw the lake, my heart filled up with so many memories, and not all good either.

“I haven’t seen him anywhere, and I don’t want to go to his house.” I wince which makes Quinn burst out in a fit of laughter.

“You know the longer you have it, it makes him think you want to keep it.”

“No, it doesn’t,” I fight back.

“Yes it does.” Quinn looks around, and calls one of the guys from the swim team over. “Mark, you give a girl your hoodie, if she keeps it what would you think?” Quinn asks him, and I turn to Laura who has been agreeing with everything Quinn is saying.

“That she likes me, and is keeping it be?—”

“Shut up Mark. I’ll go to his house and give it back to him.” I turn to Quinn, but he’s laughing at me again, so I turn to Laura. “You want to come with me?” I ask her.

“No, I have a paper to write.” She looks down at the books in her hand, then back to me.

“You know there is a thing called having some fun. You should try it.” I’m all for working hard, writing your papers, and getting good grades, but I’m also going to have some fun too.

“I will once I get into the swing of classes, and everything else, I promise.” Now I know that’s a lie, I’m going to have to hook her up with someone before the year ends. I Just need to find a guy she likes enough to give him a chance.

“Are you going, or you planning on sleeping with that tonight?” Quinn asks, pointing to the hoodie, and I turn quickly to see him smiling at me.

“I’m going,” I snap at him. It’s a good thing all my classes are done for the day. I hate when we have late classes, you have no time to do anything else during the day.

“See you in the morning, meet here, don’t go to class without me,” I tell them both. I was five minutes late this morning and they both left me and went to class.

“Don’t be late,” Laura tells me, and I turn to her.

“My car wouldn’t start this morning.” I bend down, giving her a kiss on the cheek, then Quinn, and leave them both as I make my way to the parking lot.

I might be lucky.Maybe he’s not there. Throwing everything into my car, I brace myself before going to Travis’ house. It’s not a long drive.When you have rich dads, they can buy you any house you want, even the ones which are only a five-minute drive from campus.

I park my car and see three others in the driveway, meaning all three of them are here, great.

Grabbing Travis’ hoodie, I walk up the driveway toward the house, looking out over the lake and shake my head. Good times, and horrible times, happen in water.

I shake my head to get all the thoughts out, before knocking on the door. The door swings open and Logan stands in front of me with a big smile.

“You come back for a second kiss?” he jokes, putting his hand out for me to come in the house, and I do. I”ve only seen the house when it is full of partying college goers, but looking at it know it looks so empty. It’s a huge house, too big for the three of them, but again money can buy you anything.

“I heard that!” Meadow shouts from another room and I look over to where she is.

“I’m joking, you know I’m all yours. Remember she kissed me.” I follow Logan to the sitting room, and see Blake, and August, along with Meadow, but no Travis.

“I know she kissed you, we told her not to kiss Blake.”

“What?” Blake cuts her off.

“We told her if she wanted to have fun, Blake would be the wrong one to kiss. He hates guys looking at August, and there is nothing worth him upsetting her. Where Logan, just to have more fun with Travis, would do it. And the fight would have been if she kissed me.” Meadow looks at Logan smiling, and Blake starts laughing.

“Our girls are playing us, going to enjoy punishing you later for it.” Blake kisses the side of August’s neck, and she leans in closer to him.

“So, you think I go out kissing?—”

“Shut up, I know you don’t, but you’ve been winding Travis up, the both of you have for days, and you’d do anything to torment him. It’s about time someone comes and puts one of you in your place.”

“Yeah, and poor Travis is the one,” Logan whispers something into Meadow’s ear, making her laugh. “Travis is in his room, up the stairs, last door on the right.”

“Why do you think I’m here to see him?” I ask, turning to face Logan, and he looks down at my hands, and I shake my head. “Nice seeing you all again.” I walk up the stairs toward Travis’s room and hear Logan and Blake talking downstairs.

I stop outside Travis’s door and press my ear against it to make sure I am actually hearing what I think I’m hearing. Please tell me he is listening to someone play the guitar, and it’s not him playing it, because that might push me to the edge of sleeping with him again.

Knocking on the door, I get no response, so I open it a little. Travis is standing by the window, and just my fucking luck, he is playing the guitar. He is playing it well. Each beat is hitting right on, and it’s a song I love. Arctic Monkeys. “Do I Wanna Know?” It’s a song I have listened to a million times, and it never gets old.

He stops playing and looks out the window. I take that moment to knock on the door again, only this time he turns around. Travis gives me a smile which I return.

Do not get sucked into his world. This is a world you hate.

“You look good PR.” He removes his guitar and places it on the stand but doesn’t move from where he stands, watching me.

“Pretty Ruthless?” I ask about my nickname.

“No.” He starts to walk over to me, but I move quickly away from him and look out the window to see what kind of view he has—the lake.

I turn to face him, and he’s sitting on the bed now, watching me.

“I brought your hoodie back, I haven’t seen you on campus?—”

“Miss me?” he asks, and I can’t help but smile at his comment. “I’ve been there. I just had a lot of hockey meetings after class. Haven’t been around.”

“Well, here you go.” I place the hoodie on the edge of his bed and walk over to his guitar. “You’re good. Have you been playing for a long time?” I find myself asking, but the voice in my head is telling me to shut up.

I don’t need to know more about him. Stop talking to him. I’ve given him his hoodie. Now, I should leave.

“Since I was a kid.” It’s a short answer which takes me by surprise. I thought he might want to tell me everything about it, knowing I like it, but no.

“Well, I should be going.” I walk around the bed to leave but come to a stop when Travis grabs my hand. He lets his hand drop from mine the moment my phone rings. Looking at the caller ID I immediately end the call. That man needs to leave me alone, before I decide to call the cops on him.

“Someone you?—”

“Someone you don’t need to know about.” I cut Travis off, the less he knows about my life the better it is for both of us.

“Dinner tonight, I’ll pick you up at six.” He stands up towering over me. “Wear a dress, I’d like to eat my dessert without too much hassle.”

I watch him sliding his tongue over his bottom lip which he curls up into a smirk.

“I have swim?—”

“No you don’t, I know your schedule. Pick you up at six.”

He closes the gap between us, and without giving me time to react, his hand wraps around my neck, and I smile when he tightens his grip. He leans in closer and licks my lips which are still curling in a smile.

“You’re not easy to find information on—” He takes a step closer, making me take one back, and my back hits the door behind me. “But I got your name.” He presses his body into mine. “Hello, Bea.” His hand tightens, making me open my mouth to get some air and I look up at him smiling looking down at me.

“Tonight, you’ll be choking on my dick, and I’ll make sure tears escape your eyes, as I fuck your mouth.” Now those words make me excited, and I lick my lips, biting my bottom lip. “You think you like sex, you’ve never been fucked the ways I have planned.” I feel his other hand on my stomach, and my skin burns from wanting him. “If I go further down, will I find you excited for tonight?” He loosens his grip on my neck a little, and his other hand plays with the button on my jeans.

“Guess you’ll never know.” I push him away, but I want to pull him closer to see what he will do to me.

He takes my hand as we exit his bedroom. Coming down the stairs, I look over and see Logan and Blake laughing at something on Logan’s phone.

“See you later Bea,” Blake shouts over at me, and I give them both a wave as we leave the house.

Travis walks me out to my car. Taking the keys from my hand, he opens the door for me. I can’t help but smile because, I don’t think anyone has ever done that for me before.

He leans in closer to give me a soft kiss, his arm wraps around me, pulling me closer to him. “Wear a dress PR, and be ready to scream my name tonight.”

“You think so highly of yourself.” I push him away a little and get in the car, but when I go to shut the door, he stops me.

“Don’t worry PR, I’ll keep you safe.” Those words hit me a little more than I expected. Travis sees it too, his smile is replaced with his lips pressing together, and I can see the questions racing in his head.

“I don’t need anyone to keep me safe,” I tell him, then shut the door so I can get to the coffee shop to meet Quinn.

I don’t need anyone keeping me safe. I’ve done it by myself for long enough. And the last person I want keeping me safe is Travis Parker.

A knock on my bedroom door makes me look at my watch. Ten minutes early, I’m surprised.

“Come in,” I shout, still laying on my bed, and eating some popcorn while watching TV. I don’t want Travis to even think I care that he’s coming over tonight. Shutting the door behind him, he looks at me with a smile.

“Now I like the robe, but not sure if?—”

“You said you’d pick me up at six, I never said I’d be ready at six.” Travis nods his head licking his lips and working out what he should say next to me, as he admires my bare legs. I knew these three guys got women all the time. They never had to work for it, so it must be a new experience to him.

“I thought we could skip dinner, you want to fuck me, I’m willing to give you a chance to prove you’re not all talk.” I stand up, and the tie on my robe loosens. “So, I thought, you can be a starter, we can order dinner, then I can be, dessert.”

“How about you be the starter and dessert?” he says, and I smile. Standing right in front of him, he places his hands on my hip through the gap between me and my robe, while the other brings up a bag.

“I got you a gift.” I glance over at the bag wondering what kind of game he is playing. “It won’t bite, but I might.”

Stepping back, I take the bag from him, and pull the box from the bag. Taking off the wrapping paper, a smile spreads wide on my lips. The man brought me a vibrator. The rose vibrator.

“Told you, toys will be my friend.” He takes off his shirt and throws it to the floor. “I’ll have my starter now.” Travis grabs the ties to my robe, pulling me closer. He grabs my ass as he lifts me up, and I wrap my legs around him.

His lips crash into mine, and he takes two steps forward, pushing me on to the bed. Opening my robe and taking in every inch of my body, the look on his face makes him smile. He’s happy with what he sees. Snatching the box from me, he rips it open, and grins.

“Ready to scream my name?” Travis starts flicking the rose on and off, and I can hear the loud vibrating coming from it. “How wet are you already?” he says, looking down at my pussy, his finger moving over the fabric.

“You want me, just as much as I want you.” I have to admit I’ve been waiting for him to take me again, because the quickie in the bathroom was mind blowing. I am wet and he hasn’t even touched me yet.

Dropping to his knees, he pulls my thong off, and takes a deep breath in.

“Fuck, you smell so fucking good.” I hear him moan, then presses his tongue up against my clit, which makes me jolt my hips into his face.

Sucking on my clit, he grabs my ass to lift me up a little as he licks and sucks my clit.

“Oh fuck,” I moan, and he sucks a little harder. My hands move through his hair, not wanting him to move away, god he does know how to use that mouth of his.

Travis pulls away from me, and I groan a little as I hear him chuckle to himself. He grabs the rose off the bed and moves his hand over my bare pussy a few times. He then looks up at me, as I watch him while he teases me. He leans up, kissing me. Like he’s reading my mind, he slaps my pussy, jolting my clit, then I thrust into him when the rose sucks on my clit.

He doesn’t start slow with it, either. He’s going all in, and my body wants it.

His lips graze to my ear. “Scream my name, PR.”

He moves the rose in circular motions while his hand is around my neck, changing his grip from loose to tight, making my body go crazy.

Travis moves back to his knees, and I whimper when his hand isn’t around my neck anymore. I feel his finger moving at my entrance, which is dripping wet now. He slides a finger in, removes it, and then puts two fingers in.

“Oh,” I scream as he thrusts his fingers, moving the rose on and off my clit. He licks my clit, then puts the rose back on, his fingers moving faster and faster inside me.

My hands grip his hair as he changes between the rose and his tongue. Shit, I’m not going to last at all, and all I want right now is for him to fuck me, but I need to come.

I feel my body crashing, my hips jolting, my back arching off the bed as I come.

“Oh fuck, Travis,” I scream his name as my orgasm shoots through my body. Travis continues to thrust his fingers in and out but puts the rose on the bed and starts sucking on my clit. “Fuck, fuck, fuck.”

Every time he sucks on my clit… .God, he can have his mouth on me every goddamn day.

He starts kissing up my stomach and moves his hands under my body as I arch my back, and he removes my bra with one hand. He throws it on the floor and sucks on my nipple, and I move my hands to his jeans.

Travis stands up, removing his jeans, but grabs the condoms out of his pocket first. Throwing them on the bed, I raise my brows at him.

“You think this is only happening once? I don’t think so.” He leans back down, kissing me while the head of his cock teases me.

“You want music on? Don’t think your roommate is gonna like hearing the show?”

“Then she can leave,” I snap as I lean up and kiss him, as he laughs at my outburst, and the asshole is still teasing me with his dick. “Travis!” I snap at him.

“Shout or scream my name. My dick goes in when I want it to go in.” He teases me more by pushing more of his cock inside me.

Last time, it hurt me a little because of how big he is, so I’m hoping it won’t be so bad this time.

He enters, and my body jolts. I’m fucking soaking down there, yet he’s still too big. He stops and looks at me. “You okay?”

“Truth?” He nods, his hand on my stomach as he moves in and out of me. “You’re big, and?—”

I stop when he starts laughing and then kisses me.

“Now you know I’m going to fuck you until you can’t walk.” He slowly enters me, and I feel myself filling up with him. The moment he’s all in, he begins to move faster.

“Oh God, Travis.” I moan as he speeds up. Fuck, he knows how to make a woman scream. He pinches my nipples hard, and he wraps his hand around my neck, making me smile.

“You good?” he asks.

When I nod, he pulls out of me and flips me over, pulling me closer, then slapping my ass too fucking hard. Hearing the condom packet rip open, he thrusts back into me without warning. Travis leans down and bites my shoulder while his hand is around my neck again, and fuck, this grip is tighter. It’s hard to breathe, but at the same time, I don’t care.

“Now you come with my dick inside you. Hold it.” He hands me the rose vibrator, and I switch it on, as I place it on my clit, which makes me jolt at the pleasure.

Travis grabs my hair and pulls it back. My back arches, my clit is on fire, my body giving in to him just like he wants me to, and at this very moment I want him to have it. Fucking play with my body until I can’t move anymore.

“Travis,” I scream his name with each thrust, it’s harder each time. “Fuck, fuck, I’m coming.” I can feel his grip on my hips tighten as my body gives and slams me into the most intense orgasm I’ve ever experienced.

Travis comes too, moaning my name as he does. I switch off the rose and fall to the bed, with Travis on top of me. Kissing my shoulder, he rolls off me, and I turn to face him as he pants for air. I climb on top of him and lean down to give him a kiss.

My hand moving down his chest to his cock, pulling the condom off, giving it a quick knot, I throw it on the floor. He’s had his starter, now it’s time for my dessert.

He grips my neck, pulls me closer, then kisses me deeper. My hand wraps around his growing cock, as I move my hand up and down. Playing with his dick, I am wanting it to be as hard as it can.

I slowly move down his body until I’m kneeling on the floor, and the first thing I do it suck on his balls. Now I know I can suck a man’s dick, and after tonight, Travis will know too and only want my mouth on him.

“Fuck.” Travis moans as I pump his cock, continuing to suck on his balls.

Popping the ball out, I look at his hard cock, and see the pre-come. I swirl his pre-come around his head pumping his cock as I suck on the tip.

“Fuck, Bea.” Travis jerks as I press my tongue on the head of his cock. I glide my tongue from the bottom to the top of his shaft, then suck on his balls again.

Before I can do anything else, Travis pulls me up and leans closer to me.

“Put a toy inside you. I want your mouth around me while your pussy is full.” I hear him tapping on my bedside table, and I may have one or two in there.

I wait for him to pick one out and hand it to me. Travis hands me my silencer, a quiet vibrator, and I spit on it. He put his finger under my chin, lifting my face to look at him, then wraps his hand around my neck.

“Put it in slowly.” As I slide the vibrator inside me, the grip around my neck tightens, and Travis grins the whole time.

This is so fucking hot, I wish more men were like this with me.

I let out a low moan as I switch it on, and Travis pulls me even closer to him.

“Open your sexy mouth, Firecracker.” I smirk, locking my eyes with him as I slowly open my mouth for him, Travis moves closer and spits in my mouth.

Without swallowing, I eagerly bring my lips down to his cock. Making sure the vibrator is set inside me, I place my hands on his thighs and close my eyes because the sensation is on overdrive. The buzz works through me, and I suck on Travis cock faster. His hand wraps around my neck, the other is in my hair with a tight grip holding me down.

“Take it!” Travis grunts out, as he hits the back of my throat.

He finally releases me, and I take a moment to take a deep breath before I begin to suck on him again. My spit and his spit are dripping down my chin covering his dick. Playing with his balls, he moans. I moan from both the pleasure I am getting from the vibrator between my legs, and from sucking on his cock.

“Fuck, Bea.” Travis grunts, as I bob my head up and down his shaft taking as much of him as I can. Even trying I can’t get all of him in my mouth, but I will, give me some time to get used to his size.

I moan around his cock, as the vibrator inside me hits just the right spot. I suck harder and move my head quicker.

Now is the time to decide if I’m going to swallow or if I’m not. I can mess with him a little more, I think it’ll be more fun this way.

“Bea.” Travis moans. I take his cock in my hand, and pump hard, spitting on his cock so it’s still wet. He comes and it lands on his stomach, his perfect six pack stomach.

Pulling the vibrator out of my pussy, I move it all over the cum on his stomach, making sure it sticks to it. Travis watches me as I bring the vibrator on to my mouth, and lick the side of it.

“You should have swallowed,” he says against my lips.

I smile, giving him a kiss. “You aren’t that special to me.”

He doesn’t say anything to me but pulls me in close for a kiss. Before his lips touch mine, I pull away and grab his T-shirt off the floor, yanking it over my head. I slip out of the bedroom to get a drink, leaving him naked on my bed.

I’m going to make sure Travis is drunk on me. He will want me in his bed or mine, to be with me everyday, he will need me at all of his hockey practices and games.

Does it make me cheap for sleeping with Travis to get my plan under way?

Yes.

Do I care?

No.

I will fuck him every night if I have to, because when the time is right, I’m going to do what they did to my family: break them.

I’m going to make sure the Parker family feels the pain I do. Maybe it hasn’t started the way I wanted it to, because Travis already hates his dad, but I’m going to make this plan work. I just need to find another way. I will finish what they started.