Epilogue

Joanna

Just like the flight to Jamaica, I was sitting next to Danicka on the flight home. For the most part, she pretended like the events from two days ago had never happened, and that she had never revealed that she knew I was only pretending to be Landon's girlfriend. She mostly talked my ear off about the potential clerkship she was lining up for me. She'd scheduled an interview with one judge for Monday morning, and if that wasn't a good fit, I would have an interview with a different judge on Thursday.

"And if neither are a good fit, then you're on your own," she said. "I only have so many favors I can call in."

"You have no idea how grateful I am," I reiterated to her. "Getting a job interview for me… it's more than just saving my butt. You're giving me a chance at something really special. When I got my law degree, I never thought I would get to clerk for a judge!"

"You need to learn to dream bigger, dear," Danicka said while sipping her Bloody Mary. "A clerkship is only a stepping stone. I'm setting you on a path toward becoming a judge ."

I chuckled at that. Becoming a judge was a long, difficult process with steep competition. I doubted that was in the cards. But if she wanted to think about my future, I didn't mind.

"You handled the whole scandal surprisingly well," she added.

The change of subject almost caught me off guard. "Yeah, we got lucky."

"Luck had nothing to do with it. That was a shrewd way of handling the entire affair. Well done."

"I meant what I said," I told her. "The promise I made about Landon. I won't toy around with him."

Danicka smiled patronizingly at me. "Oh, I know that. The way you two look at each other, I can tell you're going to be together for quite a long time."

I smiled politely, but I doubted she could infer that much from the short amount of time Landon and I had spent together. We were going to start with a date and see where it went. No pressure.

Clark tried very hard not to look at me while we deplaned. It seemed that he was intimidated by a woman who wasn't afraid to have multiple simultaneous sexual partners. Marisa, however, was quick to give me a hug when we left baggage claim.

"I couldn't have asked for a better replacement bridesmaid!" she said. "I feel like I gained a husband and a sister!"

"Me too," I said, and I almost kind of meant it. Marisa was nice.

We walked out to the rideshare area to wait for our Ubers, and began saying our goodbyes. "Is it okay if we hit pause on everything for a week?" I asked my three men when we had a private moment. "I just want to clear my head before we all dive into something. No dates, no phone calls, no texting."

"Totally understand," Theo said.

"I was thinkin' the same thing," Austin added.

Landon suggested, "Regroup a week from today?"

"Next Sunday sounds good," I agreed.

Out of everyone there, my Uber was the first to arrive. Conscious of the entire wedding party watching us—while pretending that they weren't—I gave Landon a kiss and a long hug.

"Thanks for the crazy week," I whispered to him.

"It was insane," he agreed. "In the best kind of way."

I looked at my ride, then glanced at Austin and Theo. They were politely turned the other way, trying to keep it from being awkward.

Fuck it .

I hugged Theo and kissed him on the cheek, then did the same with Austin. I didn't care what the others thought. I couldn't leave without some sort of goodbye.

"Talk to you in a week," I told them.

I got in my Uber and went home.

*

My apartment was quiet, and everything felt so still after the excitement of Jamaica. I put on some music and began unpacking my suitcases, chuckling when I came across the sex toys.

So much had changed in the last week. It was like walking into a new life.

I collected my packages from the apartment mail room, which included a box of my belongings shipped from my old job. That was actually a huge relief, because it meant I didn't need to show my face there. I'd certainly had enough embarrassment for one week.

I had my interview with Judge Rivendale the next morning. She was a judge on the Seventh Circuit Court of Appeals, and gave off grandmotherly vibes while we spoke.

"I have to admit, your recommendation from Danicka Cozart couldn't have come at a better time," she explained. "One of my clerks left for a position in D.C. two weeks ago. We've been understaffed and desperately in need of another clerk."

One of the clerks in the room, a freckle-faced girl who looked like she'd just graduated college, nodded emphatically, but didn't say anything.

The interview was quick. We discussed my time at college, and all of my practical law experience since passing the Bar Exam.

"When can you start?" the judge asked.

I blinked at her. "Um. I'm actually free to start any time."

"Good, good. We'll begin on the paperwork for your position. Assuming you pass the background check and drug test, can you start next Monday?"

I felt my stomach drop. "I can start Monday, sure. But… I wasn't aware a drug test was required."

The other clerk cleared her throat. "Judge Rivendale, the Circuit Court hasn't required drug tests since marijuana was legalized in Illinois in 2020."

"Oh, right. My mistake," the judge said. "Just the background check, then."

"Not that I wouldn't have passed one!" I quickly added. "I'm just eager to start as soon as possible and don't want any red tape to slow it down."

I filled out paperwork for the next hour, then drove home feeling dazed. I was going to be working for a judge!

My first instinct was to celebrate—preferably with Theo, or Landon, or Austin. But we had agreed to a week of silence so we could all clear our heads, and I didn't want to break that on the very first day. Instead, I got dinner with my brother Jack that night.

I had a lot to catch him up on.

"Let me get this straight," Jack said, gesturing with his beer. "You hooked up with other guys while you were pretending to be Landon's girlfriend… and then got caught? In front of everyone?"

"It was a stupid misunderstanding," I complained. "Theo blurted out that he and Austin had a threesome with me…"

Jack quickly stuffed his fingers in his ears. "La la la! I don't need to hear these details about my sister's love life."

"You know, you're the one that caused this," I pointed out. "If you didn't connect me with Landon, I wouldn't have slept with him, Theo, or Austin."

"No!" he snapped, pointing a finger at me. "It may be my fault you hooked up with Landon and Austin. But Theo was all you. That happened before you ever met Landon."

I rolled my eyes at him. "So that's the situation I'm in. I like all three of these guys. I've hooked up with all of them. And I have no idea what to do."

Jack started laughing.

"What's so funny?"

"Everything."

"But like, what part?" I asked.

"Literally every single part," he said while chuckling. "This entire thing is insane, Joanna."

"Are you going to laugh at me, or tell me how to fix this?"

He took a long pull from his beer. "Fix what? You've got three guys who all like you. And they know about each other. And you get to date them all at the same time, at least for a little while. Joanna, you're living the dream!"

"But how am I supposed to decide who I like the most?"

Jack shrugged. "Date them. Figure it out as you go along. You don't have to decide right now."

And as it turned out, he was right.

*

The week dragged on. Normally, I would love sitting by my apartment pool all day with nothing to do, but I had already spent a week relaxing in Jamaica. Now I was antsy to do something.

On Thursday, I officially heard back from Judge Rivendale that my background check was all clear and I was cleared to start working next week. Once I got that news, I couldn't wait any longer. I wanted to celebrate with someone other than my brother.

That afternoon, I went downtown to Theo's dentistry practice. There was a mom and her two little boys in the waiting room, and a smiling assistant behind the desk.

"I'm here to see… Dr. Manafort," I said, grinning at having to use his title.

"He's with a patient right now," the assistant said. "Wait, are you Joanna? You can follow me!"

"If he's busy, I can wait…" I said.

The assistant shook her head. "Dr. Manafort told me that if you visited, to bring you back immediately . Right this way."

I followed her to one of the examination rooms, where a little boy was resting back in a dental chair. Theo was leaning over his open mouth with two tools in hand.

"Joanna!" he said, smiling behind his mask. "What happened to a week of peace and quiet to clear your head?"

"Turns out my head is clear after four days," I replied. "Want to get dinner?"

"Yeah," Theo replied, eyes brightening. "I really do. I was hoping you would come see me."

The boy in the chair made a gagging noise, and I wasn't sure if it was from the dental equipment or from our romantic gazes.

*

Theo and I were planning on getting dinner at a restaurant downtown. But what actually happened was we got a drink, then immediately went to the hotel where we'd first hooked up three weeks ago. This time there were no emergency hockey interruptions, and we spent most of the night having sweaty, exhausting sex in every position imaginable.

And then we ordered room service. With no limit.

I went out to dinner with Landon the next night. It was a genuine date; we got dinner, then went for a walk along the lake while talking about anything and everything. Now that we weren't faking it, we were free to actually learn about each other. The real versions of each other, not the facade we had been portraying.

It was an amazing date, and we didn't even sleep together at the end of the night. We both realized we wanted to take it slow since we were sort of starting over.

Austin had a weird fireman schedule that I didn't understand, but the gist was that he had night shifts for the next few days. So we got lunch together, then went back to his apartment to hook up.

And this time, he didn't sit in the corner and watch for the first half.

We settled into a strange groove, the four of us. Theo and I went to a Cubs game up in Wrigleyville, and he made me admit that baseball games were a great atmosphere (although I still insisted hockey and football were better sports overall). Landon and I got dinner several more times, and eventually slept together on the third date—and by then, we were both dying to have sex.

Just like on the beach in Jamaica, he didn't disappoint.

I threw myself into my work with Judge Rivendale. Unlike when I was working for the defense attorney, this was so much more satisfying. It made me feel like I was making a difference in the world, rather than just exploiting the legal system for profit.

And then at night, I hung out with one of my three boyfriends.

Having three to pick from was interesting in a lot of ways. Everything always felt fresh and new and exciting. When Austin had a long shift, I spent time with Landon or Theo instead. When Theo went out of town for a conference in Oklahoma City, I leaned on Landon and Austin. It was like having three different cars to choose from every time I needed to drive somewhere.

Except the cars were gorgeous men who cared about me, and who I was slowly developing deeper feelings for.

For a while, it was wonderful. Like Jack had said, I was living the dream.

But around the two month mark, I started to get worried. I had expected "the one" to become obvious to me, but I was no closer to figuring out which of the three I wanted to devote my full attention to. If anything, I was falling in love with all three of them. I was afraid to say the L-word out loud, but I knew that feeling was growing.

And soon it would come to a head.

"The job is going so well," I told Landon one evening while we walked up to his apartment. "It's busy, but incredibly fulfilling. And of course it's better than working for an ambulance chaser. As a bonus: I haven't had to fake-laugh at inappropriate sexual jokes at all!"

"That's kind of a low bar," Landon said. "You dodged a bullet at DefTec, too. Not only is the hiring freeze still active, but there have been several rounds of layoffs. You almost jumped in front of a bullet!"

"Thank goodness for that," I muttered. "Your job is safe though, right?"

"So far!" he said with a nervous laugh. "But no, I think I'll be okay. I'm crucial staff. That means I'm the one helping decide who else to layoff, which sucks for a totally different reason."

I rubbed his back as we approached his apartment door. "I'm sorry."

The door next to Landon's place opened and his neighbor walked out with a dog on a leash. When she saw us, she froze. "Um, hi Landon."

"Hi, Brooke," Landon said slyly. "How's the opera lately?"

She mumbled something and hurried along with her dog.

"Say hi to my mother for me!" Landon called after her.

"I doubt she's still spying for Danicka," I said. "Especially since Danicka told me."

"Probably, but now I'm paranoid. And my mother is relentless."

"She is," I agreed.

We went inside his apartment, and I stopped in my tracks. We weren't alone. Theo and Austin were sitting on the couch playing videogames together.

"What the—" I said.

Theo held up a hand without turning to look at us. "One second. We've almost beaten this level."

"Been at it a while," Austin said in that wonderful Texas drawl. "I won't sleep tonight until we beat it."

"You guys want drinks?" Landon asked them.

"Whatever you're having," Theo said. Austin held up two fingers to signal he wanted the same.

"What are they doing here?" I asked Landon in the kitchen.

"What do you want to drink?" Landon asked, avoiding the question.

I peered into the fridge. "Actually, that bottle of Chardonnay sounds good."

Landon frowned at me.

"What? I actually acquired a taste for white wine while pretending to like it for Danicka."

"You acquired a lot of new tastes on that trip!" Theo called from the living room.

I snatched a granola bar off the counter and hurled it into the living room. It sailed over Theo's head, but struck Austin in the arm.

"What'd I do?" Austin asked.

"Damnit! You made me die!" Theo said, putting down the controller.

"Good," I replied. "Now you can explain what you're all doing here."

I realized that the three of them hadn't been together since Jamaica. I'd been dating them all individually. There had been times where I wondered about combining them together; the insanely hot threesome from Jamaica was still fresh in my mind, and we had never gotten a chance to repeat it. But the guys never suggested it, so I didn't, even though I desperately wanted it.

Seeing them all in the same place was refreshing. Especially since they had organized whatever this was.

I sat down in the chair across from the couch and sipped my wine. "Well?"

Landon joined the other two on the couch. It was almost funny, having them lined up in a row like this. As if this were a reality show about dating, and I had to give one of them a rose.

"We had lunch together yesterday," Theo explained. "The three of us. To talk about you."

"To hash it out," Austin added.

"All three of us agreed that this has gone on too long," Landon said. "It's been two months… we need to figure out where to go from here."

"We needed to figure out which of us care about you the most," Theo said. "Which of us loves you the most. And we realized that we're at an impasse."

"None of us want to back out," Austin said fiercely.

Theo nodded. "We talked a bit, and argued a lot. It quickly became apparent that we all love you too much to back off."

"And," Landon said slowly, "we think you love each of us, too."

There it was. They had said the L-word out loud several times, both in reference to how they felt and how they assumed I felt. The moment I had been avoiding was finally here.

"I love you, Joanna," Theo said with a big, genuine smile. "Even if we might disagree on the whole kids thing."

Landon nodded, his face serious. "I love you, Joanna."

"I've loved you for a while now," Austin admitted. "I think I knew it in the first two weeks after we got back from Jamaica."

To say I was shocked would be an understatement. Having a man say I love you for the first time was a rare, heart-numbing moment. Especially when you loved them back.

Having three men do it at the same time, in front of each other? My brain didn't know how to handle it.

"I don't know what to say," I replied slowly. "But I do know one thing. I've known it for a few weeks, I think, but was afraid to truly admit it until I heard you all say it.

"Landon: I love your dry humor, and the serious, analytical way you approach every subject.

"Theo, you're the big teddy bear that never fails to make me smile after a long day. And I've had some long days working for the Judge recently. I love you."

Finally, I turned to Austin. "Austin. Your intensity is something that thrills me every time we're together, and even when we're apart. And if not for you, I wouldn't have had the courage to quit my job."

"Not really courage," Austin admitted. "More like drunkenness that I seized upon to dare you to quit."

"Still, though. It was exactly what I needed, and I'll always love you for it. And I love you regardless of that. I love all three of you, in some of the same ways, and other ways which are completely different."

They took a moment to absorb what I had said. Letting the word love sink in. Austin smiled to himself. Theo blushed like a schoolgirl. Landon looked satisfied.

"So," I said. "What are we going to do about this problem?"

"Who says we need to do anything?" Landon asked.

"Well," I replied, "there's three of you, and only one of me. Dating all of you at the same time was only supposed to be temporary until we figured it out."

"Who cares?" Theo said decisively. "We all love you. You love all of us. I think we can make it work. I think we can share you."

"Share me?" I said.

"Exactly the same as we've been doing," Landon replied. "Some days you are with me, and others you're with Theo or Austin."

"Except that's becoming a problem," I pointed out. "Friday and Saturday nights are the best date nights based on my work schedule. But there are three of you. Austin's schedule is pretty random, so sometimes it works out, but difficulties are already popping up."

"Then we should stop hanging out individually," Landon insisted. "We can go on dates in larger groups."

"Won't that be awkward?" I asked.

Austin gestured. "Doesn't seem awkward to me."

"It's super not awkward right now," Theo said. "The only awkward part was when you missed that power-up and we died because of it."

"I haven't played that game before," Austin complained.

"Yeah, and it shows," Theo responded.

Their banter was carefree rather than biting. Like brothers. Honestly, looking at all of them right now, things weren't awkward.

"Besides," Theo said, elbowing the man next to him. "Landon wants to try another threesome."

"One he remembers this time," Austin added.

An excited tingle ran up my spine. There it was, out in the open. Another threesome. I had been terrified that none of them wanted to do it again, but that was clearly not the case. I tried not to appear too excited.

"By my math, there's one too many for a threesome," I said. "Is someone going to leave?"

The three of them looked at each other.

"We could jump straight from a threesome to… a foursome," Theo said.

"Thank God you suggested it," Austin sighed. "I didn't have the balls to bring it up."

"So you'll watch people have sex," Landon said carefully, "but you're afraid to broach the subject of group sex?"

"Don't kink shame, pal."

"Hey, not kink shaming at all," Landon replied. "Just trying to understand your thought process."

Theo was still staring at me. Waiting for my reaction. I tried to maintain a poker face, but I felt my lip curling in a smile. Theo saw it and started grinning himself.

This is going to be a lot of fun .

Landon rose from the couch and bent down to where I sat in the chair. His dark eyes were intense as his hand caressed my cheek, fingers sliding to the back of my neck and into my hair. He kissed me slowly and passionately—more passionately than I was used to with him. Landon was normally rougher and faster, especially recently.

I cracked an eye open while we kissed. Austin and Theo were watching hungrily from the couch, eyes drinking in the sight of us making out.

Landon's hand slid up my thigh, underneath the summer dress, until his fingers brushed against my lace panties. I sighed into his mouth and spread my legs as he rubbed my pussy through the fabric. He knew exactly the right way to touch me, the perfect amount of pressure to make me crave more…

Then he pulled away. "I don't want to hog her. This is about sharing, right?"

"We've got all night," Theo said.

Landon gave me a half-smile. "Still, though."

Austin's thick cock was obvious down one leg of his jeans as he stood and replaced Landon. He grabbed my head with both hands and kissed me roughly, harder than I was used to with him. He definitely enjoyed watching, that was certain.

"I've been thinkin' about this since Jamaica," he said.

I rubbed his cock through his jeans while his tongue slid into my mouth. The smell of his strong cologne made me shiver. He pushed me back into the chair with his lips until his body was on top of mine. His hand raced down between my legs, pulling my dress up so he could rub my pussy the way Landon had.

"You're so wet," he murmured into my lips.

"You make me that way." I hesitated, then added, "All three of you do."

I wondered how he might react to that: being reminded that it wasn't just him I was with, but Theo and Landon, too. Austin responded by pulling my panties aside and two fingers slid into my pussy. I gasped at the sudden pleasure, pushing my hips against him while he kissed me hungrily. Over on the couch, Landon and Theo were grinning while enjoying the show.

Austin fingered me roughly, twisting his fingers like he was cleaning the inside of a glass, touching every inch of me from the inside. Then he pulled away from our kiss so he could look into my eyes.

"Let's take this to the bedroom."

He threw me over his shoulder like I weighed nothing and then carried me across the room.

"Damn, fireman. No need to show off."

"Your muscles might look good," he replied smoothly. "Mine are functional ."

"I'm surprised you didn't make a joke about handling hoses all day," Theo said.

Austin chuckled while carrying me away. "Heh. Big hoses. I'll have to remember that one."

Landon's bedroom was large, with a queen-sized bed up against the brick exterior wall and broad windows giving a view of the nighttime Chicago skyline. Austin carried me inside and deposited me on the bed, then pulled my dress over my head and tossed it over his shoulder like a piece of trash. Theo was there in a flash to remove my bra. Landon lit a cluster of candles on the dresser, making enough illumination for me to see the three sexy men standing before me. Preparing to have their way with me.

Preparing to ravage me.

My body shivered as it came alive with anticipation.

Austin grabbed my legs and yanked , pulling me to the edge of the bed. He slid my panties off and then went to his knees before me, kissing all around my pussy lips.

"I love the way you smell," he whispered. "It makes me hungry ."

I let out a long sigh as he buried his face in my pussy. His tongue moved like it had a mind of its own, covering every inch of my inner and outer lips as he ate me out. The sight of him was heavenly.

"How can I help?" Landon asked.

Austin looked up from between my legs. "I think she needs a cock in her mouth."

"I think you're right," Landon said with a nod. He stripped his clothes quickly, his hard cock standing at attention. Then he leaned over the edge of the bed where my head was, taking hold of my hair and pulling my mouth to him. I parted my lips obediently so he could fill my mouth with his thick cock, pushing it as deep down my throat as he could. I moaned around it while he held my head, fingers gripping my hair tightly.

Austin devoured my pussy enthusiastically, groaning into me with a soft vibration. Landon steadily fucked my mouth while cupping my breast with his free hand, squeezing gently. His fingers pinched around my nipple and I moaned loudly, the sound muffled by his cock.

"I think she likes that," Theo said from the side, where he was only watching.

"She sure does." Austin removed his tongue from my pussy and stood. "She likes this, too."

He undressed slowly while I watched. First he removed the tight T-shirt that hugged his frame, then his jeans and underwear until he was as nude as Landon. The two of them were beautiful in the candlelight, the same yet totally different. Austin was lean and chiseled with muscle, while Landon was just big . Both of their sexy bodies turned me on in unique ways.

And that was ignoring Theo at the side.

I pulled away from Landon long enough to ask, "You going to stand there and watch?"

Theo grinned down at me. "Figured I'd see why Austin enjoys this so much. Don't worry—I won't stand aside too long."

Austin smiled at me hungrily while spreading my legs. "You ready?" he asked.

Before I could respond, Austin plunged his cock into my pussy, fast and eager. I clenched my lower lips around him and moaned until every inch was inside me, all the way to the base of his thick cock. With his grip on my hair, Landon pulled my head back, allowing my pleasured cry to fill the room.

"She likes it all right," Landon agreed. "I wonder what else she's going to like tonight?"

Austin began fucking me steadily. "I have some ideas."

"Me too."

"Me three!" Theo said cheerfully while removing his pants and stroking himself.

I loved the way they talked about what they were going to do to me. Talking to each other rather than me. It made me feel like I had no say in the matter. Like I was theirs to do with as they pleased.

I am, I thought. I am theirs.

Landon grinned down at me, then leaned in for a deep kiss. While he shoved his tongue in my mouth, I wrapped my fingers around his cock and jacked him off, savoring the hot flesh in my palm.

"You want him inside you?" Austin asked while pumping my pussy.

"I do," I said, and the last word turned into a long moan.

Austin looked at Landon. "Better give her what she wants."

He buried his cock as deep as he could, rotating his hips in a circle, and then pulled out. I felt so empty as he went to the chair in the corner and sat down. His cock glistened with my pussy juices.

"You want to watch?" I asked.

Austin nodded, eyes wide with carnal thirst. "Don't worry. I'll be back once I've enjoyed the show."

"My turn," Landon said. He rolled me over, then climbed onto the bed with me. He grabbed my waist and pulled me up until I was on my hands and knees facing Austin. Landon slid his cock up and down between my pussy lips from behind, teasing me with the head.

I arched my back and pushed my hips against him. "Don't torture me."

"Don't listen to her," Austin said while stroking himself. "She likes to be teased."

"She sure does." Landon continued sliding his cock up and down, so close to giving me what I wanted without actually doing it. Suddenly, without warning, he plunged his cock deep into me. Slamming it inside all the way to his base.

All four of us moaned at the same time, but for different reasons.

Landon grabbed my hips with both hands and jackhammered me from behind. It was exactly the kind of rough, no-holds-barred fucking I wanted, especially while facing Austin and Theo. Austin's cock was big, but it looked small in his fist as he pleasured himself, chest heaving like he was the one in the act rather than just an observer. It turned me on as much as the cock that was actually fucking me.

"Come here," I told Austin as my climax approached. "Let me taste you."

Austin shook his head and smirked. "I'm having fun watching."

"Ohh, please ," I begged. "I need your cock, I need two inside me."

He jacked himself off faster while grinning. "Theo might want to jump in."

Theo shook his head while stroking himself. "Believe me, I want to. But I'm having way too much fun as a spectator."

"Right?" Austin said.

The way they teased me, withholding what I wanted, pushed all of my buttons perfectly. I screamed with ecstasy as pure pleasure filled my body, spreading out from my pussy until it tingled in my arms and legs, my fingers and my toes. Landon slammed his cock into me again and again, skin slapping against mine, then slowed as I came down from my orgasm.

"Hey Theo, do me a favor," he said. "There's a bottle in the bedside table. Toss it to me."

Theo obliged him, retrieving and then tossing a bottle across the room. Landon caught it in the air. I recognized it as a bottle of lube.

I shivered with excitement.

I heard him open the bottle. Then I felt his fingers sliding down between my butt cheeks until he reached my back door. He rubbed lube around the outside of my hole before plunging inside—first one finger, then two.

"I've wanted to do this for a while," Landon said.

"Yeah?" I moaned.

"We've done it once since Jamaica," Theo revealed. "But she didn't like it as much as the first time."

"Because there's one big difference," I said, rubbing my clit. "A cock in my ass is nice, but it's even better when there's another in my pussy."

I moaned as he began fingering my ass while continuing to fuck me doggy style. Soon he added a third finger to the mix, twisting in a circle. I gasped with surprise, then pleasure.

Austin watched with obvious hunger. "How's her ass feel?"

"It's fucking tight ," Landon replied.

"Too tight for a cock?"

Landon rumbled with laughter. "Let's find out."

Without hesitation he removed his fingers, then pulled out of my pussy. Instantly I felt his tip slide into my ass, my tight ring gripping it where it met his shaft. The bottle of lube clicked open again and he drizzled more lube onto his hard length. Once properly lubricated, he pushed it deeper into my waiting ass. One inch, two, three…

"God, you're good at this." His fingers dug into my thighs as he buried his cock deeper into my ass.

I moaned loudly as he filled me completely. All the way into my ass until I was stretched as wide as I could go. My pussy was on fire with pleasure, so I rubbed it more frantically. More moans surged out of my throat as I gazed at Theo and Austin, both watching me with wide, hungry eyes.

"I think she needs some help," Landon said as he began fucking my ass slowly.

"I think you're right." Austin finally rose from the chair and approached. His cock slid into my mouth, but that wasn't his primary intent—he reached underneath me and moved my hand aside so he could rub me himself.

Between Landon fucking my ass, Austin's cock in my mouth and his fingers rubbing my pussy and clit, and Theo sighing while jacking off, I was in absolute heaven. The two of them pistoned into me from both ends, ravaging me as they pleased. I closed my eyes and lost myself in the intense ecstasy we were all in.

What Theo had said was right. Anal sex was exhilarating by itself, but the sexual stimulation was indirect. The act was what was so hot, along with the unique way it made my pussy feel.

But it was a million times better when my ass wasn't the only thing being filled. Theo and I had learned that it was wonderful having a plug in my rear while he fucked my pussy. And there was something even better than a plug…

"I don't think I can sit by and watch much longer," Theo said, chest heaving. "I need to have her."

"Yeah?" I breathed.

"I have to have you," Theo repeated. "Right fucking now."

Landon gave my ass a soft smack. "Then what are you waiting for?"

They moved like it was a coordinated plan. Something they had discussed . Landon gave my ass one final thrust, then pulled out slowly. Theo sat on the edge of the bed and laid back, pulling me over until I was riding him cowgirl style. My pussy was completely drenched now, and as I lowered myself onto his cock he slid inside easily. He leaned up and kissed me intensely, tongue writhing against mine.

"You feel amazing," he breathed. "I've been thinking about this all night."

"Since you've been watching?" I asked.

He shook his head. "Since Austin and I got here early and started playing videogames. Fuck I love the way you grip my cock."

His palms slid over my body, from my waist to my hips to my ass cheeks. He held me down on his cock, ceasing my movement. Then his fingers spread my ass cheeks wide.

I felt a tingle of vulnerability at being exposed like that. Landon and Austin could see everything from back there. But these weren't strangers, and I trusted them completely now. That made all the difference as Theo spread my ass cheeks as wide as he could.

I waited for Landon to fill me, but it wasn't him who approached me from behind. The bottle of lube clicked open and then I sensed Austin's large frame behind me.

I quivered with anticipation. "Sick of watching?" I asked while gazing over my shoulder.

Austin chuckled deeply. "Watching's fun. But not as fun as this ."

While Theo spread me wide, Austin plunged his cock into my asshole. Just the tip, but even that felt so tight while Theo was filling my pussy. The pleasure was incredible, but I still felt my body tense. It was like being on a roller coaster right before the big drop.

Austin's hands ran over my back, up my shoulders and down my arms. Caressing me. "Relax. I'll go slow."

Theo leaned up and took one of my nipples between his lips, nibbling gently. Austin continued exploring me with his hands like he was trying to memorize the curves of my body. Slowly I began to relax, and as I did, Austin's cock slid a little deeper into my rear.

I felt Austin's hot breath on my back as he exhaled. "I love being inside you. You feel even better than you did in Jamaica."

"In Jamaica, you barely stuck it in," I managed to grit out. "Now you're really in my ass."

"She's something, huh?" Landon said from the chair. "The view's great from over here. You three look hot."

The more I got used to being filled this way, the better it felt. I leaned forward and rested my head alongside Theo's, kissing a bead of sweat off his temple. Austin fucked my ass steadily, back and forth a few inches at a time while Theo didn't move. The ache of pressure from their twin cocks soon became an ache of pleasure, an ache for more . I moaned into Theo's ear as Austin went faster.

"How does it feel now?" Landon asked from the chair.

I didn't have words, so I replied with a long cry of pleasure.

"What she said," Austin rumbled. "It feels incredible."

Soon his cock was pulling all the way back before slamming into me again. The way his cock slid inside me, rubbing against Theo's cock in my pussy, hit every sexual nerve in my body. My chest heaved with every filthy thrust, my breasts rubbing against Theo's broad chest.

Soon Theo's breathing intensified to match mine. He wrapped his arms around me and held me close while remaining stationary underneath me, allowing Austin to do all the work. But despite his stillness a low moan formed in his throat.

"Does that feel good?" I asked.

He bit his lip and nodded.

"But you're not moving."

"He's creating all the friction," Theo gasped. "Joanna, I don't think I can… I'm going to… oh my God ."

I sat up enough to watch his beautiful face twist with shock and intense pleasure. His cock trembled and then gushed inside my pussy. I moaned with him while savoring the sight of his orgasm, every pulsing load of it, knowing that he had come solely from Austin's cock in my ass rubbing through my inner walls. Then I kissed him to inhale his quivering, animal-like pleasure as he clung to me fiercely.

"Holy. Shit," Austin gasped from behind. "That was incredible."

Landon jumped up. "Goddamn. Can't say I've ever seen that before. I think it's my turn again."

"I think you're right," Austin agreed, squeezing my ass. "I'm about to blow my load too, but I don't want to. Not yet."

Austin pulled out and gave Landon a clap on the shoulder as they switched places. Underneath me, Theo tried to slide away but I put a hand on his chest.

"Don't you dare leave yet," I said. "Stay inside me."

He smiled wearily, but his almond eyes were full of intensity. "I'd stay in you forever if I could."

Now that I was warmed up, Landon's cock slid into my ass easily. "Damn, that's even tighter than before," he hissed.

Sensing that I could handle it, Landon was rougher with me than the first time. He grabbed my waist with both hands and fucked my ass in long, smooth strokes, from tip to base. Whether from that friction or from his own arousal, Theo never softened in my pussy. He remained as stiff as could be.

I'm being double-penetrated , I thought to myself while he had his way with my ass. A cock in my pussy and one in my ass . Theo moved underneath me, thrusting up into my pussy in conjunction with the other man's cock. One pushing forward while the other pulled back. Like the pistons of a car in perfect synchronicity. The alternating combination of pussy and anal stimulation was intense in all the right ways. Reading my mind, Theo slid his hand between us and rubbed my clit in a circle.

"That feels good," I breathed, resting my forehead against his. "Just like that. Don't stop!"

Landon reached forward and grabbed a handful of my hair, squeezing tight enough for me to feel it. "You want in on this, Austin?"

"When you're done," he said. "I want to see you fill her ass first."

"Oh I'm filling it plenty."

I could hear the grin in Austin's voice. "I mean I want you to fill it."

"So do I," I breathed while my pleasure intensified.

"Really?" Landon asked, sounding genuinely surprised.

"Fill me, Landon," I begged. "Come in my ass."

With renewed enthusiasm, Landon slammed his cock into me harder and harder. He reached around my sides and pawed at my breasts, squeezing them against me possessively while fucking me doggy style. He leaned forward and kissed me between the shoulder blades, his breath hot while he ravaged me, losing control of what he was doing and going simply based on feel, whatever his body demanded. His breathing turned into gasps for air, short and frantic, and then his cries of ecstasy filled the room.

"I'm coming! Oh God , I'm coming in your ass, Joanna, I'm coming…"

"Where?" I demanded while grinding my ass up and down on Theo. "Tell me where!"

"In your ass, I'm coming so hard, ohhh…"

His voice transformed into a wordless cry as he pushed his cock as deep as it would go and shot his sticky seed into my rear. I gazed over my shoulder, drinking the sight of his almost pained ecstasy. After coming once already, a second climax came quickly, rocking my entire body as Landon clung to my waist and finished emptying himself inside me.

"Wow," Landon breathed. "I just… wow."

"I could feel it," Theo said with wonder. "I could feel his cock shuddering inside you."

"That's what I felt with you," Austin chimed in. "Now feel this."

He pushed Landon out of the way. I felt a moment of emptiness before he shoved his cock back in my ass. He had gone slow before, but he had no such restrictions now. It was like he had seen Landon going to town on me and it was now a competition. He gripped my ass cheeks with both hands and buried his cock inside me, all the way to the base. Austin remained there, holding it deep inside me for a moment, allowing me to savor the sensation of both cocks in me simultaneously.

And then he fucked me relentlessly.

I had never felt Austin like this before. He was driven completely by lust, throwing himself into me with every thrust. But it was exactly what I wanted for the grand finale of our gangbang, and somehow I was able to take it. I screamed with shuddering pleasure as he ravaged my ass. With Theo's fingers working on my clit my next climax arrived like a meteor, scorching through the atmosphere before crashing into the ground with explosive intensity.

I clenched my eyes shut as their bodies churned against me, sandwiching me between them, moving with animal-like desire rather than thought.

"Joanna!" Austin roared as he began to come.

"Fuck," Theo gasped. "I'm going to come again!"

Theo barely got that out before he was crying out too, and the two of them created a duet of ecstasy in my ears. Landon grabbed a handful of my hair, twisted my head sideways, and buried his tongue into my mouth too. The others continued pumping as they came, pistoning into my pussy and ass while filling both with their hot, sticky seed, never stopping or slowing down until long after they had stopped coming because I was still coming, thrashing and bucking between their bodies while everything went white and numb and heaven descended over me like a blanket.

*

"Is it always that good?" Landon asked afterward. His bed was crowded with four, but we made it work without the guys cuddling too much. Their three bodies looked beautiful in the dim candlelight, which created valleys of shadow in their muscular frames.

"My sample size is two," I said while curled up against his bicep. "But based on that limited data, yes, it's always that good."

"That conclusion passes peer-review," Theo chuckled. "Based on my sample size of two, that is."

"Ditto," Austin added.

"Glad I remembered it this time, too," Landon said.

"And you didn't have to fake coming!" I said happily.

Austin sat up in bed and looked down at Landon. "You… faked an orgasm?"

"I had whiskey dick!" Landon complained.

Theo propped himself up on an elbow. "So you, like, pretended to come."

"Yes."

"The way women do?"

Landon nodded. "I even made myself tremble like I was in a blizzard. I'm pretty sure she bought it, but like I said, I barely remember it."

Austin rumbled with laughter. "Do we need to check Joanna to make sure you actually came?"

"Trust me, I did," Landon replied. "I've never come so hard in my life. My balls are like shriveled up raisins right now."

"Does that mean we're not having round two in an hour?" I asked.

Landon gave me a pained look. "I mean… maybe if you give me some time, and a Gatorade…"

I laughed and kissed him on the cheek. "I was joking. I'm too sore to do it again tonight."

Theo raised an eyebrow. "Which part of you is sore?"

"Every part!"

The four of us laughed together.

"I love you," I told Landon. "And you, and you. I love all three of you so much."

"Notice how genuine she sounds right now, after getting gangbanged by the three of us," Theo pointed out.

"She's definitely more enthusiastic about the L-word now compared to earlier, when she first said it."

"I will make no apologies to how earnest my love seems," I replied. "I love you, and you, and you." I kissed each of them in turn, then rested on Landon's chest while pulling Theo over to cuddle against me.

"I don't want to get ahead of myself," Austin said. "But I think she loves you, Theo."

"Bro, I think she loves you too."

"And Landon!" Austin added.

"I feel very loved right now," Landon admitted.

A phone rang somewhere on the floor.

"Shit, that's me," Theo said.

"Let it go to voicemail," I complained. "I don't want you to get called in for emergency dental surgery."

Theo's naked body slid off the bed and rummaged around in the pile of clothes on the floor. He came up with his phone and said, "Don't worry, it's just my sister. Hey, Carmen!"

"I didn't know he had a sister," Austin muttered.

"Me neither," Landon said.

"That's amazing!" Theo was saying into the phone while pacing the room, still totally nude.

"Mind shielding us from your junk?" Austin asked, holding up a palm to cover his view.

Theo turned sideways so that we could only see his chiseled ass.

"Not much better," Austin said.

"Speak for yourself," I countered. "I'm loving the show."

Theo hung up the phone and turned toward us. "That was my sister."

"Not surprising, since you already told us so," Landon teased.

"She just got engaged. They're having a small wedding ceremony at his house next month."

A long silence stretched as we all processed this information.

"Want to do something really funny?" I said.

Theo pointed at me. "No."

"That's got to be tough, your sibling getting married," Landon said. "Your parents will probably be all over you for still being single."

"You know how family can be," Austin added.

Theo shook his head. "No!"

"You can't go alone," Landon went on. "Then they'll really give you a hard time."

"I have a friend you can take as your date!" I said. "She'll pretend to be your girlfriend if you get her a job at your dental practice."

"No!" Theo shouted. "Absolutely not!"

The rest of us roared with laughter in bed, and eventually Theo joined in. I smiled at the three men, my men, one by one. The love I felt for them was so real, so equal. I had no idea what the future held. I had no idea where the four of us would end up.

But I had a feeling it would be something special.