Chapter 5

Chapter Five

Shiloh

I shouldn’t be doing this but I’m more than just a little tempted to have sex with him. He is quite handsome, and he is everything that a girl like me could want. I know that this could turn around and bite me in the butt but I couldn’t be certain about it either. I don’t know what he might do to me but I do know there is no way in hell that I’m going to back down because I know there’s no way that I’m going to be able to back away from him.

I see how he looks at me and I know he wants me just as much as I want him. I just want him in bed, I don’t really have feelings for him. I don’t care that he is kind or that he makes me feel weird things. I just want to mess around with him and then later down the road, break his heart and be done with it. I don’t know what he is thinking about it but I do know there is no way in hell that I’m going to allow it to happen this way. I just hope he knows what he is doing, that is the biggest thing right now.

“Are you sure about this?” Lark asks me as we step into the hotel room, “I don’t want you to regret this at all.”

“I won’t regret this.” I promise him, turning around to raise an eyebrow at him, “I think that YOU might be the one to regret it though so don’t worry about me. Okay?”

I know that I’m playing with fire but I end up cupping his face in my hands and I pull him closer for a deep kiss. His eyes widen with surprise and he stares at me like I just had done something crazy. I know that I might be a bit crazy for kissing him like this but there’s no way that I’m going to hold back any longer. I just want him to be inside of me and I want him to devour me whole. That would be the best thing that could happen between us if I am being honest.

“You’re crazy.” He whispers in a husky voice, “I could do anything to you. I…”

I cup him through his pants and I am pleasantly surprised and intrigued to feel the massive length he is hiding from me. It is almost too big, making me nervously gnaw on my bottom lip as I think precisely what I want to do to him. It’s looking like to me that he hasn’t had sex except a few times and it is kind of intriguing because I don’t know why he wouldn’t be having sex with someone when he looks like this.

I work on the belt of his pants, unbuckling it and letting them drop. I see how he is straining against his boxers, aching to be freed. I pull it down without mercy, letting his cock spring free and my jaw drops and my eyes widen when I see the sheer size of him. I’m not even sure what I was expecting, seeing how big he really is, but it sure wasn’t this. I very much want to do everything to him, feeling a bit nervous because I would love nothing more than to suck on his cock and do everything to him.

I do precisely that, taking him into my mouth and I hear his soft groan as his fingers tangle in my hair and hold on for dear life. I take him as deep as I can, feeling like it is almost too much but I couldn’t be sure about it but it was a bit weird about it. I bob up and down on his cock, seeing how he tosses his head back and moans in pleasure. It was a delightful sound, making me ache for more and I couldn’t be certain what was going to come next from it. I run my tongue along the underside of his cock, noticing how he trembles and moans softly as he accepts all of me. I couldn’t be sure what he was going to do next but I did know that there was no way in hell that I was going to accept anything else. I want to make him all of mine, that much is clear.

Before I could make him cum with my mouth, he pulls me off of him, his cock glistening with my saliva. I’m not sure what is going to happen from it, feeling a boost of confidence as he carries me over to the bed and lays me down. He helps me with my own clothing before he yanks off his shirt and tosses it aside, leaving me just as naked as he is. It’s almost a bit intimidating because he is big and handsome, his body covered in scars from fighting. I don’t know why he has managed to do all this to me, but he sure knew how to make me nervous.

“You’re really handsome.” I murmur, running my fingers along the indents of his abs, “I’m tempted to do a lot more with you… Why don’t you hurry up and fuck me, Lark?”

I’m testing the waters right now but I’m not going to let him win so easily. I am playing a dangerous game that could easily bite me, but I don’t think it is going to happen that way. I think that he honestly wants me just as much as I want him right now. I’m totally okay with a physical relationship, seeing how he could do wonders with that cock of his. I don’t know what he might end up doing to me exactly but I have this feeling that I will find out if I let him so I’m going to do precisely that.

I grip the base of his cock as our lips meet, fighting for dominance. I guide him right to my entrance, noticing how wet I really am. I’m tempted for a lot more, desperate to have him do something to me but I’m not sure what is going to come from it. I don’t know what he might do to me but I do know there is no way that I’m going to hold back any longer. When he slowly starts to push inside of me, it is almost too much but also not enough.

The sheer size of him is enough to have my body straining, aching to have him deeper within my body but I also don’t know how much farther he can go. His eyebrows are etched together with concentration as he continues to push deeper within me until he is completely buried inside of me, making me feel so full. It feels really good, making me ache for more as I am tempted for a lot more to happen.

I don’t know what it could be but I do know there’s no way that I can hold back for much longer. I shift my hips, eager for him to do a lot more to me but I also don’t know what is going to come from it. I know what I want, and I know what I need, but I also know there’s no way that I’m going to be able to hold back for much longer. I just hope that he does everything to me, that would be the most perfect thing.

“You’re so beautiful.” He grumbles in my ear, a soft smile on his face as he pulls away from me, “I really like you, Shiloh, I hope that you choose me like I want to choose you.”

I couldn’t believe that he was confessing to me while buried deep inside of me but there’s no way that I’m going to be able to hold back for much longer. I pull away from him in that sense and I loop my arms around his neck and pull him in for a deep kiss. He kisses me back with extra passion, as if he is trying to get me to submit.

I can’t let it happen that way.

I won’t let it happen like that.

He is perfect though as he starts to move inside of me, making my body go anywhere. I couldn’t be sure but he keeps brushing against the perfect spots inside of me, making me ache for a lot more. I don’t know if he just knows what he is doing but it feels too good and it’s almost too much. I tremble with need as I feel the pleasure coursing through my veins, feeling like I could explode at any moment.

He is showing no mercy either, brushing against spots inside of me that make me see stars. I let out a whimpering noise that I don’t even recognize, trembling with need. Oh fuck, just what is he doing to me?

He keeps insistently moving inside of me, showing no mercy as he does so because he is going to drive me crazy without even trying. I don’t know how he manages to do this to me but it is driving me crazy and it is making me ache for more. I couldn’t believe how good he is making me feel and how he kept moving inside of me with purpose, brushing against places inside of me that had never been touched before.

Before I even realized it was coming, my orgasm ripped through me before I’m able to do anything, a moan escaping through my lips because I couldn’t stop myself at all. It was so good, trying to decide what to do about it, feeling so good as I felt him throbbing inside of me as I felt him filling me with his seed. I’m going to have to make sure to take Plan B because I know at this moment he would have made me pregnant…

Why has he managed to seep his way into my heart?