Chapter 8

Emma

Something is bothering Krylox, but I don't know what it is. He keeps looking over at me, clear confliction on his face as he is seemingly debating about something in his mind. This does make me a bit nervous because I wonder if he is going to do something to me but then he ends up never touching me. It's kind of frustrating because I'd rather just know what is going through his head instead of playing these games or something. He seems pretty frustrated with the entire situation as well as he ends up running his fingers through his head and sighing.

I keep going back and forth in my head about it, trying to decide how to bring this up to him without upsetting him. I can't be completely certain that he isn't going to try to run away from me. I don't know why I'm feeling that way though because it's clear to me that he's doing everything in his power to make sure that I don't lose anything in this. I keep going back and forth in my head about it because I just don't know what to do about it.

I know that the best thing to do in this moment is to not let things get to me and I have a feeling that that is precisely what I'm going to have to do in this moment. I just know for a fact that either way, I'm going to do this the right way and I won't allow anyone to stand in my way. I just hope that I don't live to regret this.

I have decided that I'm going to seduce Krylox because I have grown fond of him. He has never tried to force himself on me and he is quite kind. He even took a massive beating for me because he didn't want to accept what they were trying to tell him to do. It made me feel like I was the only person in his eyes, and he was going to continue to do everything in his power to keep me safe.

I already know though that this is going to very well end up turning the tides and I highly doubt that it's going to turn out the way that I want it to. I keep thinking that maybe I'm going to end up being alright, but I know there's only so much that Krylox can protect me from. I have noticed there have been more guards scouting the area, probably looking for ways to get in. They were royal guards so I'm sure Prince Jarel was up to this. I hate it though, wishing that there was something that I could do to make sure that Krylox and I will be safe.

This is my fault; I know it is.

I don't know why he wants to keep protecting me even if I am his fated mate. He owes me nothing, that much is very clear. I guess one way or another, I will have to figure something out. I mean, what's the worst thing that could honestly happen? I mean, he could flat out reject me, but I know he has been jerking off. He has tried to hide it from me, but it was quite clear to me of what he was doing. He did groan my name a few times, probably wishing that I was the one touching him, but I was doing everything in my power to hold myself back and not let him touch me in that kind of way. It drove me crazy when he would lay next to me, the heat of his body almost suffocating. I thought that he would have given me the benefit of the doubt.

So, I'm waiting patiently for him to get home so I can seduce him in the way that I have been wanting to. I know that he is probably going to be shocked because I have NEVER done something like this in my entire life, but I am naked on the ground, kneeling. I had seen how other women treat the alien men and although it was a bit embarrassing, I was going to do what I needed to do. I wasn't going to allow myself to be embarrassed because why should I be?

He has made me feel like I am the only girl in the world for him, a strange feeling because he has no reason to treat me like that but I'm not going to complain. All I know is that I want to be by his side, and I don't want anyone else to have me. If he doesn't feel the same way, well then that'll really suck, and I don't know what I'll do about it but what I do know is that I can't let these things take me down. I just know for a matter of fact that he is it for me and I don't see that changing at all. The door opens and Krylox steps inside, his eyes immediately falling on me and he goes incredibly still. His lips part with surprise as he stares down at me like I had just grown two heads and I watch his eyes darken as he scans me over.

I made sure to scrub myself really clean for him, knowing this is how we are supposed to present ourselves. It is a little embarrassing to me because I have never done this for a man before, but I don't mind doing it for him. He knows how to make me feel good and I just know that I'm going to accept whatever he has to give me because what could honestly go wrong. I spread my legs a little more, allowing him a full view of everything. If I didn't know any better, I thought he would have not been turned on by what I'm doing but the pitched tent in his pants tells me otherwise.

"What are you doing?" He asks me hoarsely, quickly closing the door behind himself, "this is not what I expected."

"I want to be yours and only yours." I murmur softly, looking up at him, "I know they are going to try to take me away from you and I don't want that to happen. I want to remain by your side, and I want to be with just you. If you'll have me of course."

He moves closer, making my heart slam right into my ribcage because I didn't know what to do here and now. This could end up biting me in the butt if I played my cards wrong but by the way he is looking at me, I know that I don't have to worry about a thing. I keep trying to decide what to do about it, but I also don't want to lose everything because of it. I just have to hold my head high and decide what road I want to go down.

"I don't want you doing this because you feel like you have to." He suddenly tells me, a darkness swirling in his eyes when he looks down at me, "I want you to do this because you WANT to."

"I do want this." I assure him, reaching out and cupping him through the cloth, feeling the steel pipe that could very much destroy me, but I know he won't, "all I know is that I want you inside of me. I want to be yours… Please make love to me."

I should have done something different, but I feel a boost of confidence when I pull his cloth down, letting him spring free. My jaw drops slightly when I see how big he really is, wondering exactly how that'll fit inside of me because I have no idea what to do about it. I keep trying to tell myself that I have nothing to fear but it's quite intimidating.

I wrap my hand around his length, seeing how he is throbbing. I lick my bottom lip and I lean forward and wrap my lips around the tip, tasting the sweet fluid dripping from the tip. It's actually quite good, making me open my mouth a little wider to somehow fit more inside but I can barely get a few inches before I start to gag. There's no way I'm going to be able to take all of him but what I can't fit in my mouth, I stroke with my hands. His jaw is clenching, holding himself back as he gazes down at me with lust in his eyes. I want more of him, feeling a bit desperate but I have to keep asking myself what I want to do about this. I can't be a hundred percent certain, but I know where I want to see this lead.

"You're so handsome." I murmur as I pull back, smiling at him, "I don't know how you didn't find yourself a mate already."

"No one was good enough." He grunts out, only my mate.

That makes me feel good about myself and I go back to giving him a blowjob. I can't be a hundred certain which way this is going to go but I do know I might end up doing this the right way. He moves his fingers into my hair and starts to help guide me up and down, groaning softly as he does so. He's throbbing, as if he could burst at any moment and I wonder if maybe I might have made a mistake in this moment because I don't have a complete clue if I had done the right thing. I keep thinking that maybe I had made a mistake or something when he pulls me away from him, but it quickly becomes apparent when he lifts me up and carries me over to the bed.

He lays down on his back, making me straddle his waist. I feel that impressive length pressing against my butt, making me shudder as I am very aware of what could happen very quickly. I don't know if he just knows what he is doing or something but what I do know is that I think he's doing everything in his power to drive me crazy.

"Sit on it." He instructs of me, his eyes blazing, "this will be the easiest position right now for the first time."

It's a little unnerving to know that he's very well going to be able to split me apart with his massive cock, but I don't care, I'm just loving every second of it. I keep going back and forth in my head about it, trying to decide what to do. So, I take his length and guide it to my entrance, feeling a bit scared as I feel the blunt, bulbous head against my most intimate places. But instead of holding myself back, I slowly sink down on it, feeling him pierce through me.

I let out a small gasp as he pushes inside of me, feeling so full already. My entire body is shaking from the sheer size of it, wondering why it doesn't hurt as much as I thought it would. Unfortunately, I'm only able to get about half inside before it's too much.

"I can't go anymore." I warn him, clutching his chest, "is this, okay?"

"It's more than okay." He assures me, gritting his teeth together as he holds onto my waist, "you feel so good, Emma."

"You feel good as well." I assure him, knowing he is probably worried about doing too much to me, "I need you to just fuck me and make me yours… I can't do anything else about this."

I watch his eyes flash at my words, and he slowly starts moving me on top of him, grinding me on his length and brushing against the most perfect places inside of me. I was worrying that I could end up allowing him to touch me in the worst possible ways, but I should have known that this man would do everything in his power to love me and make me feel good. I could be wrong though, I know that, but there's nothing that I can do about it.

I start to grind my hips as well, feeling him touching me in just the right places and sending my body into overdrive. He's so deep inside of me, I'm not sure where he started and where I began. I keep thinking that maybe I was going to do this the right way or somehow just accept everything from him in any way that I can but the other part of me just knows that there is no way in hell that I am going to be able to hold myself back for much longer.

He"s guiding me, showing me what he likes and the soft groans escaping his lips, I'm sure anyone could hear him. I don't care though; I like the fact that they can know that he is mine. I wouldn't have it any other way honestly and if I could do anything about it, I honestly think that I would. I just keep letting him move, letting him take me in any way that he pleases because I'm enjoying our moments together.

The only thing about it is that I wish that I could end up falling harder for him, but I'm also worried about falling for him at the same time because why would he end up liking me so much? I lean down and kiss him, feeling him stiffen because it probably wasn't expected but I'm okay with that. All I know in this moment is that I want to do everything in my power to make him mine and if I can do that, I'm sure that I would end up being happy with it.

I suppose the best thing to do though is to keep proving it to him.

"I like you, Krylox." I confess to him, watching his eyes widen with surprise. "I like you more than you might actually think."

Something inside of him snaps and he ends up jumping me. He pushes me down onto the bed and starts to thrust inside of me like a mad man. I have no choice but to just take it and I do. I feel like I'm being torn to shreds but I love it and every part of me is eager to end up accepting more of it. I thought that he would just continue to fuck me and make me beg for more but there's no way that I'm going to do that right now without letting everything get to me. I suppose the best thing to do right now is to just take it and not complain.

I feel my orgasm rising inside of me, tempted to let it take over, but I have worried about possibly doing too much. I should have known that it wouldn't end up being the case as he desperately starts to move his hips and I'm done for. I orgasm so hard, feeling like my entire body has been taken over, and he spills inside of me like it's nothing. He pumps inside of me, filling me with his seed as he eagerly kisses me, as if he ends up wanting more from me. I don't know what I want from him but what I do know is that I don't ever want it to end. I think I might end up crying if that turns out to be the case.

He cuddles close to me, nuzzling my neck, "don't worry, you're mine and nobody will touch you."

I know that I can only believe him because he has absolutely no reason to lie to me.

I guess I'll find out one way or another, but I just know that he's it for me…

I can't believe that I found someone who really likes me in a whole different world.