46. ELLIE

ELLIE

The drug’s initial effects are wearing off, Savin’s movements a little more disjointed but there’s no hint of pain in his expression. The temporary bond has disappeared, my fingers moving to my shoulders as I step into the room. I find that I hate not being able to feel Savin and even more so in this moment.

He looks so goddamn happy as Macon lays him down in the nest, smothering him with his body, his lips, and his touch. The unbidden guttural groans spilling into the room make my heart sore and body ache with need but this is their moment. A moment I’m sure they’ve been waiting for, for years.

“Fuck me. Stop playing, Alpha.” How freely Savin now uses Alpha instead of Macon widens my smile and I shed my dress before climbing into the nest beside them.

Macon growls at him before flipping him over, his lips nibbling on the Omega’s ear. “I’ll fuck you just fine in a minute. Let me enjoy this.” The Alpha thrusts against Savin’s ass, every muscle in his arms and back twisting and turning, making his tattoo almost seem alive. Their groans entwine again as Macon nips and licks down Savin’s jaw and then his neck before focusing on his gland.

Savin stutters and then relaxes, whining as he turns his head to the side. “I just fucking came. Heats are a bitch. Would you stick that thing inside of me?”

They weren’t joking when they mentioned that Savin’s heats were a little different, that he was just as needy but conscious. Any other Omega would be a mumbling mess of confusion and desire but Savin is wholly here with us in these moments.

Macon sits back on his knees, lining himself up with Savin’s ass, and then spears inside of him. Once again, I have a perfect view of my mates as his cock disappears into that greedy hole over and over and over again. Savin’s mewls and pleas are nearly drowned out by the rumbling purr in Macon’s chest, their animalistic need to reconnect so plainly evident.

Our Alpha pulls out, flips Savin over again so that they’re face to face, and then slides back in, leaning down to kiss the Omega. The sight of them is too beautiful to leave alone and I crawl forward, Savin immediately wrapping an arm around my shoulder and switching to taste my lips. Macon picks up his pace and I gladly swallow the sweet sounds spilling from Savin’s lips.

His kiss begins to slow and I take over, not wanting it to end even as tears gather in my eyes. Will we truly only have one day together without the pain?

Savin pulls away, a howl tearing from his throat as he comes again, spraying over his and our Alpha’s chest, Macon thrusting a few more times before his knot sinks into Savin’s ass. “I got you, baby. Fuck, I got you.” Savin grants a small grin to the both of us, the small tremor he gets starting to return.

I swallow nervously, unsure of what to do at this moment. Macon is still rocking against him, his hands moving slowly up and down Savin’s thighs to keep him present. Silence filters into the room as I hold my breath unsure if we raced into his heat or… “I’m fine,” Savin finally says on an exhale. “So good.” His head turns to the side again as he reaches for me, his hand sliding around my neck to draw me into a short, sweet kiss. “It doesn’t hurt. That’s all that matters, angel.”

We stay like that until Macon’s knot loosens, the three of us sharing soft kisses until I find myself straddling Savin’s waist. His hands migrate to my tits, playing with the sensitive piercings as I drag myself up and down his torso. His eyes light up as I lean down to suck on his bottom lip, Savin pushing me back until his cock is edging against my pussy.

I don’t want to push him too far but his eagerness has me sinking down his length, sudden relief sweeping through me. Goddess, I love how Savin feels inside of me. “I want you,” I breathe against his lips.

“You have me.”

“All of you.”

The temperature seems to rise a few degrees as Macon saddles up against my back, a firm arm settling just below my chest. His free hand moves to cup the front of my neck, tilting my head back so that I can meet Macon’s gaze. “Are you asking for my bite, baby girl?” The rough rasp of his voice has shivers running down my spine as I buck against Savin. Holding this position is torture. “Is that what you want?”

“Yes. Goddess, yes.”

My Alpha chuckles, his thumb rubbing up and down my neck, dangerously close to my gland. “We don’t have to rush this. Not if it’s because of my mother or the tabloids or anything else.”

A slow whine peels from my lips as I try to move again but my movements are halted by Macon’s grip. With the way the three of us are pressed together, not even Savin can thrust up into me to give me relief. I want to talk about this later but if Macon doesn’t believe I truly want this bond, he’ll regret these moments rather than cherish them.

“I need everyone to know that I’m yours. That this isn’t just some passing thought. I want to show everyone who I belong to. That Savin and Macon Astor are mine. That we’re in love.” I take a deep breath and say words that I don’t say often enough. “That I love the both of you so fucking much.”

“Baby girl, I’ve been in love with you since I saw you with Savin,” Macon mumbles against my ear.

Savin’s hands drop to my belly, capturing my attention. His half-lidded eyes and his sleepy smile warm my heart. “I’ve loved you forever, angel.” Macon loosens his grip, giving me the freedom to move again but something is missing.

I need both of them.

I don’t want to wait for my bite either.

“Both of you,” I say, tugging Macon’s arm around my front. “Both.”

Macon stills and then the full heat of his chest presses against my back, a finger dipping between us and fitting inside my pussy beside Savin’s cock. Savin digs his fingers into my thighs and thrusts up, his eyes wide. “Both of us? Angel, fuck, I’m going to come. Just…” He groans and floods my pussy, the sensation throwing me forward into another orgasm.

Our Alpha continues fingering me and then adds another finger to stretch me open. Not soon enough I feel the bulbous head pushing inside, Macon holding me from moving forward. Little cries spill from my mouth as I’m stretched, Savin breathing slow and steady but I can see he’s about to lose it again.

Once Macon is fully seated, I find my voice even if it’s hoarse. “That’s… I’m so full.”

“I won’t knot you, baby girl. Oh, I can feel that you love that idea. One day but not tonight. Neither one of you are ready for that.” He kisses my ear and then his lips hover along my neck again. My breath catches in anticipation as he begins to move, fucking into me, the friction driving Savin further into the nest.

My pussy clenches around them, trying to suck them farther in as I swallow the screams wanting to force their way out. Bracing myself on Savin’s chest, I find my rhythm, Macon picking up his pace until he’s slamming into me, and forcing those screams out into the open.

I’m falling apart in a chorus of pleas and soft demands, Savin joining in as he rubs my clit, both of us coming together. The orgasm barrels through me, my entire body shaking with pleasure. Our Alpha spills into me seconds later and that’s when I feel it, the open gates of emotion running toward me.

A bond. Our bond.

My body shudders with the new sensation, gasps falling from my lips as I take it all. I can feel them. My mates. I blink several times as the bond settles, Macon slowly pulling me off of their cocks, their release gushing from me as a little giggle falls from me. “Oh, that feels weird.”

Macon responds by laying me down in the nest, slowly running his hands up and down my torso. “How are you feeling, sweetheart?”

“I can feel you. I can feel you both.” It’s a little overwhelming and I silently thank Macon for setting me down because my head feels heavy with the new bond. Savin curls into my side, grinning. I can feel his happiness and his excitement. There’s a myriad of emotions that are just as complex as he is. And Macon, our beautiful protector—his fierce love and desire to keep us safe trickles through.

Bonds were never in my plan. But now that I have them, I’m not sure how I could have ever lived without them. “Goddess, you’re perfect, sweetheart.” Macon wraps himself around my other side, throwing his arm over me so that his hand is on Savin’s hip. It truly is perfect as our Alpha dips his lips to the bite on my shoulder, nursing it with his tongue until I shudder and come again, untouched.

I’m not surprised to wake up to Macon snapping his hips against Savin, both of them still half asleep. I must have been passed out not to hear them rustling around but their overwhelming need seeps through the bond, Savin barely moving at this point. The poor Omega’s body needs rest and yet his heat overpowers it.

Sitting up, my hands automatically fall to my stomach, reminding me that I need to make an appointment. Maybe my mates will offer to go with me when I mention it to them. My stomach grumbles, Savin and Macon’s attention snapping to me immediately. Well, that’s uncanny.

I don’t know if they can feel my hunger through the bond or my stomach is just obnoxiously loud but that’s a little unnerving. Macon chuckles as he nibbles on Savin’s ear. “I guess that means it’s time for breakfast.”

“Sure and a shower. I’m all sticky.” I wasn’t mad at the time but the morning after, everything is just a little… gross.

“A bath,” Savin offers and I’m immediately on board although Macon reminds us to shower first. I like that plan, although there will need to be food somewhere in between that because I am starving.

Sitting there, my mind wanders to last night and everything we’ll experience in the days to come. “What are you thinking, sweetheart?” Macon sits up, pulling Savin with him. It’s an odd thing to watch my Alpha currently knotting our Omega while holding a conversation but Savin does well to drag a blanket over his lap so I can focus.

“That it can’t be this easy. Just call the police and your mom’s out? One drug and Savin’s perfect? I want it to be. Goddess, I need it to be but after everything?” I’ve fought so hard to get to where I am—my degrees, my job, the apartment… Carleen has helped and been there every step of the way. Now, it just seems that a few decisions have cut away all the hardship and I’m just waiting for something to fall apart.

“We still have a few obstacles to weather. Aayla is no longer allowed anywhere near my work or my sets. Savin’s either. And once we meet with the detective, she won’t be allowed within a certain number of feet of you. As for the medication, one day at a time.” Macon presses a kiss to Savin’s cheek, moving his hair out of the way.

“Angel, I’m really okay. I feel a little sluggish but the random bouts of heat or the waves of pain haven’t happened in almost two days. There’s the shaking and the occasional dizziness but that’s nothing compared to everything else.”

I move over to him, cradling his cheeks in my hands. “You’re really okay?” He nods and I raise up on my knees to kiss him before sitting back. Now’s a better time to ask than any, right? “Would you guys like to come to my next appointment?” The wide smiles and sudden kisses give me my answer but I quickly bat them away as I scoot out of the nest. ”Shower and food,” I whine. Goddess, between the two of them, they”d keep me in the nest all day if they could.