Chapter 21

21

NEVADA

After a hot shower, I'm beat. I let Star sleep for a little bit while I went down to Tag and Harlem's room with Hawk to devise a plan of attack with Riot and the Nomad brothers…

I told them about the proposed meeting at the motel and none of them liked it.

"Sounds like a fuckin' set up," Cash says, down the phone. "I don't like it."

I palm the back of my head. "So, what do you want us to do?"

"Might be a good idea to grab that asshole Dave and get somethin' out of him. He's not tied to the Hellions, so they shouldn't have a problem with it."

"I'll run it by Bane," Harlem says.

"In the meantime, just remember it's also Skeleton MC territory, and those guys are ruthless. Bad enough the Hellions have beef without draggin' us into the mix," he goes on.

"That won't be happenin'," Hawk affirms. "Plan is to get in and get out. If we can nab Dave and get somethin' outta him about Texas, we'll know if this bitch was lyin'."

"Which she probably is," I add. "She just wants the reward."

"Your woman has balls," Ryder snorts down the line. "I'll give her that."

"Tell me about it, she even offered herself up for a fuckin' exchange." I shake my head. "The woman clearly has a goddamn death wish."

"Gonna be fun watchin' you try and control that vixen," Riot snickers. "I never thought I'd see the day."

"If she's your ol' lady, then you claimin' her at the table when you get back is gonna be the least of your problems because of all the broken hearts you'll be leavin' behind," Brew feels the need to add. His brother chuckles in agreement.

I pat my heart with my hand. "Happy to admit I've been caught."

I'm proud of my girl. She held her own and was respectful when I knew she wanted to throw shit and probably go off. She knows how this game works, and she's playing it.

Which reminds me of her sleeping just a floor above. I need to get back to her…

"This goddamn Monty Jefferson asshole needs takin' out," Haze says. "Skeletons might think they have the upper hand in this city, but I don't know, Bane and his crew seem pretty fuckin' hardcore."

"Which reminds me," I interject. "Did you even plan on fillin' us in on Bane comin' to the meetin'?"

Cash sighs. "I knew things were gettin' outta hand fast. The right thing to do was call him and update him. Once I let him know about the club, that's when he told me about Jefferson."

"So you were one step ahead of us?" Riot mumbles.

"Right. And I couldn't have you all blowin' Bane's cover, so your surprised faces had to be believable." Cash sounds a little amused. "You didn't really think I wouldn't involve Bane when this blew up from question time to undercover surveillance, did you?"

"I guess not." I shrug. I check my watch.

"You got some place to be?" Haze levels me with a glare.

A slow smile spreads across my face. "I have a beautiful woman in my bed and I'm down here chattin' with you asses all goddamn night."

Tag shakes his head. "Well, excuse us for gettin' a plan together."

I grin even wider. "I'm out."

"Pussy's callin'," Riot hollers.

"Freakin' A…"

"So, how's life with a cougar anyway?" Hawk grins.

I turn to smile at him. "Fuckin' amazin'."

I crawl into bed naked and spoon Star. I don't know why she pulled on my t-shirt, not that I don't like it, but I'd prefer her naked. She's warm and mumbles when I cuddle up behind her and wrap my arms around her body. Her hair smells like roses and I'm hard thinking about her spitfire attitude at the meeting at Cigar Haven. While she wasn't as mouthy as she usually is, I appreciated the fact she reigned it in a little.

Now I have a major itch that needs scratching and she's the only one that can do it.

Still. I like just doing this; holding her. I feel calmer when she's by my side. While the protector in me will always want to defend her and take the brunt, it turns me on that she can fight. It makes me fuckin' angry that in her relationship before, she didn't have the power that she does now. She could've beaten that asshole to a pulp if that was her now, but her lack of confidence, and probably skill, held her back. I never want it to be that way with us. Never.

I run one hand down her body, then it snakes up under her shirt and I pull her tighter against me, my arm resting under her tits. I shouldn't wake her up… I kiss her neck, snuggling my whole face into the soft skin as I breathe her in.

She stirs a little in my arms. My dick presses against her bare ass and I've half a mind to slide inside… In fact. I reach between us, sliding my hand in between her clenched thighs, cupping her pussy. I hold my hand there, enjoying how fuckin' good this feels.

I'm in love for the first time in my life and the idea that she would put herself in harm's way — even for her sister — makes me mad as a bear with a sore head. She needs to stop being so fuckin' brave and start realizing that the way to get her sister back, or at least to find out what happened, is to do what we're doing right now. There is no other way around it. I know she likes being in control and she can't let go, but some things are way bigger than Star St. Clair — Private Eye. I smile to myself. I love how she's so smart. I kiss her neck again, then the hand under her tits cups one and I feel her tight peak against my palm. Fuck yeah.

I line up my cock and tilt her hips a little, sliding the tip of my cock into her entrance as her breath hitches. She turns in my arms. "Nevada?"

"Who else," I mutter.

"Are you…"

I slide in farther and she groans. "Yep. I need to be close to you." I rub a thumb over her nipple, tweaking it with my fingers as I pull out and slide in again. That fuckin' tattoo…

"Baby," she murmurs.

"Don't baby me, I'm mad with you. If you hadn't fallen asleep while I showered, I would've put you over my knee. In fact." I pull out, press her forward so her face is planted into the pillows and I do just that. I spank her ass cheeks once, twice, three times. Then I rip her t-shirt off. "You sleep naked in my bed. I love you in my gear, but I need your body on display."

She groans into the pillow, sticking her ass out for more.

I snicker. "That not enough for you?"

She shakes her head. I spank her again, hard. "Tell me why I'm doin' this."

"Because…" She sounds like a fuckin' angel, breathy and needy for me. "Because I was a bad girl for saying I'd put myself in danger."

"That's right. Are you gonna let your ol' man take care of it, or are you gonna be a wise ass and ignore everythin' at the meetin' table tonight?" Spank. Spank.

"Asher, baby…"

I spank her hard again, her cheeks pinkening nicely. "I'm Asher when my dick's inside you."

"Then put it in," she whines. "I need you to fuck me."

"No." I reach down and part her ass cheeks, then I lick her from her ass to her pussy. She moves up onto her knees, parting them to give me better access. I spear her hole with my tongue and she cries out loud. "This is your punishment."

"Fuck, yes," she hisses. " Yesss !"

"You moan like my beautiful little whore. Do you want my cock, baby?"

"Asher, make me come, make me come…"

I tease her, brushing my tongue over her clit while I push two fingers inside. I pull back when she begins to grind against me, never quite letting her get to orgasm.

I suck on each pussy lip and she sticks her ass backward further, trying to grind.

"Does my baby need to come?"

"Yes!"

"Then tell me again why you don't play games with your life."

"Because I'm a good girl."

I snort. "Try again."

"Uh, because… I'm… I'm your ol' lady." I love how her voice is quaky and breathy all at the same time.

My dick hardens even more. "That's right. You. Are. Mine. You got that by now, Mama? I'm in love with you. If I ever lost you…"

"You wouldn't."

"But by offerin' yourself up like that?—"

"I wanted to try and prove a point."

"Well don't. And I don't like the way that asshole Viking was lookin' at you."

"I don't want him."

"Who do you want?"

"You." She cries when I part her ass cheeks wider and shove my face into her pussy, licking and grinding my face.

"Louder."

" You! "

I flick my tongue over her clit and she explodes. Her moans almost have me shooting my load, but I can't come just now. I want to savor this and come inside her.

I ride her through it, my hand on my dick as I stroke myself. I pull her back to me so she's on her side again, yanking her hips. She cooperates by sliding her ass out.

I cup one tit and slide my cock into her heat as she groans. "You feel my piercin', baby?"

"Y— yes."

"Do you know what you do to my cock when you disobey me?"

She rocks back onto my dick and I hiss. "What do I do, Asher?"

"You make me want to drag you to the nearest hard surface and nail this pussy."

"So why didn't you."

"With them around?"

"Do you like the idea of Viking watchin' me take you?"

She shakes her head.

I tweak her nipple hard. "Be honest."

"Not him, but doing it in a club, like you said the other night. Where people don't know us… that would be hot."

I smile against her neck. "When this is all over, we'll fuck in public."

"Oh, God."

"But nobody gets to see this pussy but me."

"Only you."

I move my hips, sliding my dick in and out of her wet pussy. I'm not fuckin' her now, though. We both know it. I'm making love to her.

I thrust but keep my hips rolling back and forth, filling her tight core until she's squeezing my dick so fuckin' tight.

"That's it, baby. You wanna squeeze that cum outta my balls?"

"Asher! Harder… Please…"

I grin, biting down on her shoulder. "It'll last longer, slower, baby."

"I can't… I can't…"

I move one hand between her legs and brush her clit with my thumb. I glance between us and seeing my dick ram in and out of her makes me dizzy with need.

I wanna do this all night long. I don't ever wanna stop, but I know I can't make it last this time round.

"I need you," I mutter.

"I need you, too."

"Don't ever put yourself in danger ever again."

"I won't."

"If you do, you won't be able to sit down for a week."

"I'm coming, baby." She pushes her ass against me harder and I push her forward again, flattening her against the mattress as I thrust in deeper. My balls drawing tight as I throw my head back and cry out. The slower motion and her tight pussy clenching around me while she comes, makes my dick spurt over and over, filling her with my release. I pull out, spraying her ass cheeks as I rub it in with my palm. We're both panting when I still.

"I love you, Asher ," she whispers. It's so faint I barely hear it but my heart clenches.

"I love you, too, Estelle. Which is exactly why you're not gettin' any sleep tonight."

I lean down and lick her ass cheek, tasting myself as she groans. "I remember tellin' you I was gonna fuck those tits and lick my cum off them."

"Jesus."

"I take it that's a yes."

She turns in my arms and I let her. Needing her mouth, I crash my lips against hers and we wrestle our tongues. Oh, this is like my ultimate wet dream come true. My girl — who I love — in my arms, naked, dripping with my cum as we go at it again.

"Or maybe I'll let you sit on my face while I eat my cum out of you?"

Her breath hitches in her chest and I laugh, cupping her face as our bodies press together. She has her way this time, shoving me back down on the bed as she sits atop of me, pinning my arms down beside my head. "Or maybe one day I'll tie you up."

"Do it," I challenge. "Tie me up and fuck my ass. I know you want to."

Her eyes roll back into her head as she fists my cock. Yep, he's ready to go again.

"I need to sooth this tattoo," she whispers, kissing down my chest and abs. "I need to make it better down there for you."

I groan when she cups my balls and licks my sensitive tip, trailing kisses down my cock as I try not to buck up against her. The need to claim this woman over and over is a drug running through my veins. One I'm never gonna recover from.

She kisses my tat gently, then licks my cum covered cock and I fist her hair with one hand. She sucks my tip and plays with my piercing, and I swear to God I almost shoot my load again.

"Baby," I groan.

"You just made love to me," she breathes.

"Yes."

"I loved it."

"Me too."

"But I also love it when you fuck me."

"Good. Then fuck my face with that sweet pussy."

She closes her eyes and groans, sucking on my tip like it's a lollipop. I buck into her mouth and she grins, letting my dick go. "You can't just let me blow you without taking over, can you?"

"I need this pussy." I cup her mound and I groan when I feel my cum dripping out.

"Do you honestly not mind the taste of… yourself?" She whispers that last part.

I laugh. "Not when it's mixed with you."

I pull her up as she yelps. I purposely bring one tit to my mouth and suck on her nipple hard, then I do the same to the other one. I reach between her legs and coat my fingers, then spread our releases over each nipple. She watches in fascination as I play with her. Cupping one breast as I suckle it into my mouth, moaning when I taste us.

"Oh, God, Asher." I know she's close again, just by watching me do this.

I suckle hard, my eyes opening to meet hers as I switch to the other side. She holds her tit to my mouth as I try to stuff more of her inside, my free hand fingers her slick pussy as she grinds against me. Then I let her nipple go with an exaggerated pop.

I haul her higher, bringing her knees to my chest as she catches my drift and clutches onto the headboard. I spread her wider, fascinated by her glistening pussy. I blow over her sensitive nub and she cries out my garbled name. This is so hot. I know she's down for it because I can see the heat in her eyes. They're like fire.

"Ride your old man's face like a bad bitch." I lick her clit and she pants. "Just like that."

She moves her hips and I shove her higher, so her knees are either side of my head, and her pussy is right in my face. She lifts up and I finger her hole, loving how slick she is as I place my mouth over her core and groan. I take in her sweet scent, licking her release and my cum as I slide my tongue inside. She grinds against me, trying to gain friction, but I'm too lost in tasting her to give a shit about spanking her and telling her to keep still. I love it when she cries out, over and over as she rides my face, suffocating me with her sweet cunt and I lap it up. I slide two fingers deep inside and flick her needy clit with my tongue until she's bouncing up and down and crying, " Asher! " for the whole world to hear.

I roll her over and she wraps her legs around my head while I keep eating her out, her release running down my chin as I grind my dick against the mattress.

"Fuck me," she cries. "Hurry, baby, I'm begging you."

I grin against her pussy, wiping my mouth with the back of my hand as I crawl up her body. "I want your name on my dick, Mama, " I growl. "Right next to your constellation."

"Oh."

"I want your name all over my body. You're mine."

"I'm yours."

"I need you so fuckin' much."

"I love you."

"Say it."

"I love you!"

I shove into her harder. "My baby needs to be fucked this time?"

She clutches my ass, digging her nails into my cheeks. "I need it, yes! "

I rock into her and her breathing accelerates. I pin her arms to the bed and move in and out, in and out. "I love you."

"Yes."

"Only you. My Estelle. "

"Yours. I'm only yours."

I speed up, the need to fill her again takes over. "Say it."

"I'm yours, Asher. Baby…"

I lose it, my cum spurting out of me as she pulses, throwing her head back as I pound in and out like a man possessed. I grunt, my release continues to spill as I shudder, halting my movements as my baby takes all of it. I love filling her like this. And for the first time ever in my life, I can imagine her belly rounding out, pregnant with my kid. Maybe not right now, or in a few years, but someday. I want that. I want all of that with her.

I cup her face and whisper, "I'm never lettin' you go. Got me?"

She presses her lips up to meet mine. "I never want you to."

"Mine?"

"Only yours. You own me, Asher."

It's like music to my ears. "And you own me, my beautiful girl."