Chapter 17

17

NEVADA

I tug her ponytail. "You like bein' a cock tease, Mama?" We're barely in the door of the motel and my hands are at her hips as I pull her back to my front. I'm still sore from the tattoo, but that shit can wait. I have to have my girl, and I want her now.

She shakes her head.

"No? You know what I wanted to do to every man in that club that looked at you tonight?"

Once again, she shakes her head.

"I wanted to cut their fuckin' eyes out of their heads so nobody could ever look at you again, except me."

I know she's needy. I flirted with her all night; teasing her with little touches here and there. Then again, she did the same thing to me. Touching. Kissing. Feeling.

If another man had the gall to approach her tonight, I'd be ramming my fist so hard into his vocal cords that he'd never speak again. Yeah, one might say I'm becoming a little unhinged over this woman, but it's what she does to me.

I've never been the jealous or possessive type, but Star has my blood boiling and I'm powerless to stop it. Completely and utterly.

My fingers dig into her hips and I know she's needy for me. I shift her around so she's facing the wall. Her hands splayed against the brick as I press against her ass with my body, letting my erection dig into her. "You feel how hard my cock is, baby? " I cup her tits with both hands, enjoying it when I hear her whisper, " Oh, God."

I kiss her neck, fondling her breasts as she pushes her ass back against me. "You were a bad girl, Mama. You enjoyed those men lookin', didn't you?" I tug on her nipples and she mewls. "Answer me."

"Yes," she breathes. "I liked it because I knew you were getting jealous."

"Do you like me gettin' jealous, baby?"

She nods. "I like it when you only have eyes for me."

Now we're getting somewhere. Her even giving a shit about me being jealous tells me she has feelings. Granted, I don't know how deep those feelings go, but she feels something at least.

Her admission has my balls tugging and my dick hardening at the same time. I fucking love it. "I do only have eyes for you. These hands are for you. This mouth is for you. And this dick…" I push it against her again and she gasps. "That's only for you, Mama."

"I want it. I need it, Asher ."

I grin against her neck, tugging on her erect nipples. "Well you can't have it yet." I reach down and spank her jean-clad ass with one free hand. "And that's for callin' me Asher when I'm not inside you yet."

" Please , Nevada ." She sounds so whiny and it only fuels my fire.

"So needy." I laugh. "I want to suck your tits and then spank you for lettin' other men ogle what's mine. And when I'm done there, I'll decide what to do with you next."

This is a far cry from her threatening to beat me up and cut me with knives. I love this side of her and I wish I got to see more of it.

"Holy fuck ," she mutters.

"Rip your shirt and bra off. Now."

To my astonishment she does as I say. I move my hands to her hips momentarily as she shuffles out of her clothing. When her tits spill free I reach back up and cup them.

Fuuuuuck. They feel like heaven.

I fondle her tits, pulling on her nipples as she moans like my own personal whore. "Spankin' first or tit suckin'?"

"Spanking," she breathes.

I grin and kiss her bare shoulder. "That's my girl. You're gonna count." I reluctantly move my hands to the button of her jeans, yank it open and zip down her fly. I pull her jeans down and see she's wearing a G-string. I almost shoot my load in my pants.

I run my fingers up the seam that disappears into her ass crack. I hook my two fingers at the top and then yank a little as she gasps. "Bend over."

She looks so hot, tits hanging out, ass on display, a G-string wedged between her ass cheeks that I can barely wait to be inside her. She lengthens her arms, her palms still flat against the wall and she sticks her succulent ass out for me. I push her legs open farther, cupping her mound as she groans. I can feel how wet she is from the soaked material of her panties. She's so fucking sweet.

I run both my palms over her ass cheeks and then I rear one hand back and spank her on the right cheek. She jolts forward. "One."

Sweet mother of God. I do the exact same on the left cheek, spanking her hard. "Two."

I stroke both cheeks, then palm my dick with one hand and adjust myself. If I let my dick out now, I know I'll just sink into her sweet pussy and not take my time like I want to. "I'm so hard," I whisper.

Smack.

"Three," she moans.

Smack.

"Four."

Her cheeks are pinkening nicely, but I don't want her to be so sore that we can't do stuff, so I'll give her ten and then I'm going to suck those titties while she rides my cock bareback. "How does it feel?" I whisper against her ear. "Knowin' how hard you're makin' me with these tits and this perfect little ass?" I don't give her time to answer.

Smack.

" Five ." That one sounds more like a long groan. "It feels… so good, baby. " She sticks her ass out.

I love it when she calls me baby.

Fuck me.

"You want more?" I nibble her neck while my hands play with her ass.

"Y—yes."

I love it when she's all breathy and needy for me.

Smack.

"Six!"

Smack.

"Seven!"

Every single spank makes her all the more needy. "You gonna let another man ogle what's mine?"

"No—I…"

Smack.

"Eight! Oh, God, Nevada…"

I cup her pussy again. She's soaked. "Look at what I'm doin' to you. I bet if I flicked that hot little bud of yours, you'll explode." Fuck I want to.

"Yes, please… "

Smack.

" Nine… "

I keep my hand on her pussy.

Smack.

" Ten !"

I slip my hand under the elastic of her G-string and groan when I feel her slickness. I rub her clit with my fingers and she sticks that ass out further against me, grinding against my wood as she pants breathlessly. " Nevada… I'm… Oh , I'm coming…"

She tips her head back against my shoulder as I tilt her head to the side and my tongue slides in her mouth. I pinch her nipple as I rub circles around her clit as she detonates.

My girl.

My beautiful girl.

She turns in my arms and I lift her off the ground. Her jeans hang off her thighs as she tries to kick her boots off. When that doesn't work, I plant my ass down on the bed and set her on her feet. She bends down to unzip her ankle boots as she says, "Pants off. Now. I need you inside me."

I've never unbuckled my jeans so damn fast. I shove them down, pulling off my boots and discarding them as I spread my legs wide and tug on my dick. Her eyes go wide when she glances at me stroking myself.

"Are you on birth control?"

Her eyes flick up to mine. "We're not…"

"Yes. We. Are. I want my cum inside you, markin' you as mine, Estelle."

"I'm not?—"

I pull her to my lap and she straddles me. "Yes, you are and we both know it. I've been tested, and I always use a condom. Always ." I hold my cock at the base and stare into her pretty eyes. "Sit on it and make me yours."

She glances down then does a double take. "Nevada?"

I glance down too. Shit. The tattoo.

"What the hell is that?"

I swallow hard. "It's a dick tattoo, what does it look like?"

"What the…"

"I just got it," I say. "And it's… We can still fuck but I can't go all the way in."

"What does it say, does that say…" She peers down.

"It's a constellation. I got it done uh, recently."

"On your dick?"

"I knew you'd be mad if I tattooed Star down there, or Estelle ."

"So you did some weird zig zag?" She blinks a couple of times. Okay, so she thinks I've really lost it. And maybe I have this time. "It's Alpha Mensae. The constellation that was orbiting at the time you were born."

Her eyes go round as she meets my gaze. "The hell?"

"If you like it, I'll get your name tattooed through the middle." I hiss when she brushes it with her fingertip.

"You did that… for me?"

"I told you. This dick is yours, baby."

"I'm not even gonna ask how you know my birthday."

I smile. "Got my own set of detectives back at the clubhouse."

Her eyes heat. "Are you sure you can you still, uh, do stuff?"

I pull her to me, my hand gripping the back of her neck. "It'll be worth the pain."

She contemplates for half a second and then says, " Fuck it." She straddles either side of my knees and my tip nudges her hole.

"Ride me while I suck these perfect titties." I grip her hips and slide her down my dick as she groans. I grit my teeth, her tight hole gripping me like a vice. It feels so good; so right. Like nothing I've ever experienced before. Everything with her is heightened and I know why. It's because she's my girl. The one I want to be with. The only one I want to be with. That's why all of this has always felt different. It just took me a while to understand what it meant.

I still, allowing her to adjust to me as I cup her ass."Hold your tits to my mouth."

She's breathing so heavy that I'm tempted to flip her over and rock her into tomorrow, but I'm a man of my word, and I did promise her this. She cups her tits and, with me still seated inside her, she moves one tit to my mouth and I latch onto her nipple. I start to suckle, squeezing her ass as I hold her down on me so she can't move. I don't want her to move. I want her to be so fucking frustrated with need and want that she can't stand it.

She's dripping all over my balls. I know she's needy for another orgasm, and I know it's right there. She tries to move and I grip her down harder, sucking her nipple as I stare into her pretty eyes, watching me with a fire that burns like molten lava. I let go as she brings the other one to my mouth and I give it the same treatment. "I'm gonna come all over these," I mutter. "Then lick you clean." Well, it's one of the things I want, but it might not be tonight.

" Asher!" she cries.

I let go of her hips, but not her nipple and she rises, sliding up, then slams back down. I'm not even worried about the fuckin' tattoo. It might burn, but it's worth the pain.

I knock her hands away and cup her tits myself while I suckle one, then the other. Her hands reach into my hair and she tugs. My balls draw tight. "You don't play fair," I tell her. "I wanted to come in your ass tonight, but you wind me so fuckin' tight."

"Like you don't want it," she grunts, her hips working hard as I pull away from her tits to watch them bounce in my face.

"Oh, I do want it. I want all of it."

"I get to spank you after this," she reminds me.

"Baby, I'll do any fuckin' thing you want. Your sweet pussy feels so good like this with nothin' between us, squeezing this big dick so tight." I know I'm not gonna last, not with how fast and hard we're moving. I gyrate my hips up and into her.

" Asher!" She comes again, her pussy squeezing my length as I feel her pulsing. Her slickness coats my dick and balls. I lose it, shooting spurts of my cum inside her as I cry out for the entire motel to hear me.

We're both slick with sweat and panting hard as I palm her ass and our mouths meet. I'm always taken aback when she initiates affection, especially kissing. And she did that tonight a couple of times. She wants you. You're enough. Her mouth is warm and succulent, and as our tongues meet, I feel that surge in my balls all over again.

"Jesus, you know how to fuck," she pants. "And how to talk dirty."

I smile against her mouth. "Feels better without a rubber, doesn't it?"

"You're an ass."

I rub my hands up her back. "You let me." It's not like she can deny it.

I'm seated so deep inside that I never want to pull out, but when she says, "Roll onto your stomach." I do exactly as she says. She pulls off and I glance down at my cum all over the two of us. It continues to drip out of her as I bite down on my lip at the sight. This is gonna be good.

I pull the duvet down so we're just on the sheet, and roll onto my stomach while she straddles over the back of my thighs. Jesus. My dick is already hard again.

I love her being in control just as much as I like taking control of her. The power shift just works with us. I'll be her little bitch if it means we both feel pleasure.

I want her hands everywhere. "You know what I find ironic?" she drawls.

I turn my head to look back at her."What's that, beautiful?"

"You got mad at me for men lookin' at me, and that harlot behind the bar asked what you were doing later while I was clearly with you."

I wiggle my ass. "She liked what she saw." I see it coming, and I deserve it. She smacks my ass and I groan in pleasure. "More, baby," I laugh.

"Get up onto your hands and knees."

I lick my lips as she climbs off me, parting my legs. "Like this, Mama?"

She spanks me again and my eyes roll into the back of my head. "So needy for me, aren't you, Asher? I bet you've been dreaming about this."

"Fuck yeah, harder, baby."

She spanks me again and I reach to tug on my dick. I'm still coated in both our juices. She keeps at it, spanking one cheek then the other, not even stopping to soothe my skin like I did her. I don't care. I love it. The noise ricochets off the walls and my need to fuck is primal and I'm horny as hell. I can barely contain myself at what this woman is doing to me. If she touches my asshole, I swear I'm gonna die…

I feel her hand between my legs as she cups my balls, tugging on them as she swipes her fingers backward. Her fingertips brush against my hole and I want it badly. I want her to touch me there. I've never been shy with women about what I like, but most kinda look at you weird when you say, ‘play with my asshole.' I mean, it's an erogenous zone for a reason.

"It's alright," I tell her. I look over my shoulder at her. "I'm up for anything."

Her eyes flick from my ass to my eyes. "You want me to…"

"I want you to do what you want. Nothin' is off limits, Estelle. Not with you."

"I've never… uh, touched a man's…"

"Do you want to?"

"Would you like me to?"

Fuck, yes. "I wouldn't be offerin' my ass on a platter if I didn't want you to."

"Oh." She bites her lip, her palm running over one cheek. "You do have a nice ass." She gives it an encouraging squeeze.

"Rub our juices over my hole, play with it."

Her lips part like a goddamn goddess and I have to close my eyes so I don't shoot my load just at her shocked reaction. I'm still stroking my dick, but I'm not moving fast, just gripping it while she decides if she's going to do what I want. Will she have the guts? If anyone does, it's my girl.

I watch with anticipation as she reaches between her legs and then smears our joint cum on a finger, then swipes it over my tight ring of muscle. Oh, yeah.

"Has anyone, uh, done this before?" she breathes.

"One time," I grit. "I've always wondered why more hetero guys don't like it. I think they're just scared because it's ass, ya know?"

"Have you ever been pegged?"

I grin. Oh, this is getting interesting. "Not with a strap on. A couple of fingers."

"Who was it?"

"Doesn't matter." It was a sweet butt and we were very drunk. I'm not drunk tonight though.

She rubs my asshole and I swear to God, I can't handle this. Before I can stop her, she reaches for my cock and takes it in her hand. "Holy shit, you're so hard."

"I want to fuck so bad," I groan. "I need you, baby. I want you to fuck my ass with your fingers so I can come, then you're gonna lick my dick clean, got me?"

"I…" She licks her lips and I almost shoot my load. "God, this is so hot."

"I hope you don't plan on sleepin' tonight, my angel , because I'm just gettin' warmed up."

She lubes her fingers again and I'm loving how there's so much wetness between us that we don't need actual lube. All of a sudden, she's parting my ass cheeks and then I feel the tip of one finger slowly enter me. I close my eyes, trying not to groan like a little bitch. I've always been open about what I like in bed, but not about this. I like it. I like it when she's doing it. Imagining her behind me, fucking me with a strap on is a fantasy I know I have to live out with her, and soon.

"That's it, don't be scared, baby. It feels so good." She's side on to me, her hand still gripping my cock and her other hand at my back entrance. Her finger pushes in farther and this time I let out a growl. "Move it in and out, that's it."

"You're so… Jesus, Nevada." I glance down as she removes her hand from my dick and she starts playing with herself. I take over stroking myself again as my balls draw tight.

I want us to come together. I clench my teeth. "That's it, work that clit baby while you fuck my ass…" She slides her finger in all the way and out and I push back against her. "More."

Her cheeks are flushed as she tilts her head to watch what her hand is doing while I fuck my palm, my balls swinging as we pick up the pace. She nudges another finger, coated in our arousal, and it's tight. Really fuckin' tight. It feels like heaven and all I can imagine is us playing with dildos as she tells me what a bad boy I am.

As if reading my mind she says, "Such a good boy."

I grind my teeth. "If you knew what I wanna do to you, cupcake, you'd run a mile."

She flutters her eyelashes as her hand between her legs works overtime.

I groan, long and hard. "I'm gonna come," I mutter. "Come with me, Star. Come with me right now…"

I rock my hips back and forth as her hand quickens and she tips her head back and shouts my name, her fingers in my ass plunging in and out. I see stars and shoot my load all over my palm as I cry out. The feeling is so intense, so physically exhausting that I close my eyes for several seconds and just let it happen. Her fingers are buried in my ass as her orgasm goes on and on, and I wish we had toys to play with. Next time. She pulls out and I flop onto my back, wiping my cum all over my stomach before I pull her into my lap.

"Now you get to clean me up," I say.

Her eyes are like saucers and it makes me laugh. "Nevada, I've never ass fucked a man before."

I cup her face and bring her mouth down to meet mine. "And you never will ever again, unless it's mine."

"I had no idea how hot that would be. It felt… good, right?" She sounds so hesitant.

I smirk. "Did it feel good when I did it to you?"

She nods. "Uh, huh."

"Well it's the same for me, if not more intense." I brush the hair back off her face. "I told you, I'm wild in bed. I'm up for whatever you want, baby. But just makin' it known now; I won't share you."

She cocks her head. "So that's your deal breaker?"

"Freakin' A."

"So that's the same for me, too? No sharing?"

"If you even think about touchin' another man…"

That brings a smirk to her lips. "You'll what?"

I reach up to kiss her. "You know what I'll do. You're mine and I'm yours. Every part of me belongs to you, Star. I waited for you. I didn't want another woman. I'll never want another woman."

"Nevada. I… I don't know what to say to any of that."

A slow, lazy smile spreads across my face. "Well, while you're thinkin' about it, may as well lick my dick clean so we can do all of that again."

"Younger men really are virile." She shakes her head in wonder, her smile evident on her pretty, flushed face.

"Yup. We can go all night, too." I hiss when she moves her head down my body and starts to lick my torso, heading down to my dick.

This woman is perfect in every single way.