19. Meredith

19

MEREDITH

T he party has been going for hours and I feel the exhaustion washing over me, but I don't want to leave. I can't remember the last time I had so much fun, not to mention I finally get to be around the three men who have been invading my thoughts every minute of every day. All I've thought about for the entire night is getting them alone and letting them have me. I haven't experienced Dart or Trap yet and my curiosity is piqued.

Addy and I have been dancing by ourselves for a while now, and I can tell she's getting tired just like I am. "You look tired, Addy. We should sit down," I tell her as I tug her toward a table so we can sit.

"If I sit down, I'm gonna fall asleep. I know you were gonna drive me home, but I think I should just order an Uber and go. That way you can hang around a little longer if you want." She pulls her phone out and orders the car.

"Yeah, I think I'm gonna hang out with Harlow a little more upstairs," I say, not wanting to tell her that I'm also going to get myself laid by my three favorite men. At least, I hope I am.

I'm not sure how Addy will react when I tell her, if I ever tell her what's been going on with the three of them. I don't think she'll react too badly, because of the situation Harlow is in, but I'm afraid that I'm wrong and she'll hate me for liking all three of them. I know deep down that my fear is irrational, but I can't help but feel that way. I shake the thought from my head as she gathers her things to head out to her Uber.

"I'll see you later, Addy. Text me when you get back to campus, okay?" I say as I hug her tight.

"Sure thing, sweet cheeks," she replies, giving me a tipsy smile and stumbling a bit as she walks out the door.

I watch out the window to make sure she gets in the car okay, and then I head upstairs to hang out with Harlow for a while since the boys are still celebrating Rap's patching. I tiptoe up the stairs so I don't wake the babies, but I find Harlow in the nursery with them awake anyway.

"How long have they been awake?" I ask her softly as I sit beside her.

"A while. I think all the noise from downstairs woke them. It's okay though, the guys deserve to have some fun," she says as she hands me one of the babies.

Declan fusses in my arms a little, but then settles down and grins at me. My heart squeezes in my chest as I look down at the cherub-faced baby and wonder if I'll ever experience this for myself, but then I ask myself if that's something I really want. I can't answer that, so I shove the thought away and concentrate on the cooing baby in my arms.

"It was pretty fun tonight. I wish you would've been able to stay downstairs with us longer, but I understand why you couldn't. These two are way more important than beer, that's for sure," I say in a baby talk voice.

Harlow laughs at me, and the baby laughs at the same time, making my heart melt. He starts to fuss again, and I try to give him his bottle.

"Did you ever think you'd end up here?" I ask her softly as I continue to stare down at the baby in my arms.

"Did I think I'd be with three guys at the same time and a mother to twins? No, but honestly, I wouldn't change it for the world," she replies as she lays Daisy in the crib.

"I know some people might find the arrangement a little strange, but if you're happy, that's all that matters," I tell her with a smile. "I hope I'm lucky enough to find one person to put up with my smart-ass one day."

Harlow laughs and almost wakes the twins. Once we make sure the babies are sleeping soundly, we go to her room and curl up on the bed. She turns on Netflix and we watch a few episodes of something I've never seen before.

"Are you sure you're okay after what happened to you?" she asks me softly.

"I'm okay, Harlow, really. I'd tell you if I wasn't. I'm just glad the guys were there and got me out," I say in a low tone as my mind goes back to that night. "I can't stop thinking about the other girls who weren't as lucky as I was."

Harlow nods, but stays silent. I'm sure she has no idea what to say. Even though she was in a similar situation, it's still hard to think about. We stare at the TV screen for a while longer, until I look over at her and see that she's sound asleep. I smile and pull the blanket up around her, making sure the baby monitor is on the bedside table in case the little ones wake up. I tiptoe out of the room and down the stairs to see if the guys are still partying.

Sure enough, they're surrounding a pool table and teasing each other about who's the best player. I gasp softly as I realize that the only guys still down here are Grizzly, Trap, and Dart. Everyone else has most likely gone to bed to sleep off the alcohol.

"Well, look who finally decided to come out of hiding. It's our pretty little princess," Grizzly says as he looks at me with lust in his eyes.

I see Trap's jaw clench and then relax just as quickly. My eyes flash to Dart and I see the same reaction. Oh. Trouble is coming if I don't do something to stop it before it starts.

"What are my boys up to? Shouldn't you be in bed like everyone else?" I ask, giving them a flirtatious wink.

"We were waiting for you, since we didn't want to go to bed without you," Dart says seductively as he comes to stand behind me.

He puts his hands on my hips and my body starts to heat up immediately. My heart hammers against my chest and my breathing quickens as he runs his hands down the length of my body and back up again, only to cup my breasts with both of his hands. He kneads them like balls of dough, and I moan softly at his touch. I see Grizzly and Trap harden in their jeans immediately, and I smile devilishly at them as I bite my lip.

"Fuck, princess…if you keep doing that, you're gonna make all of us lose control on you," Trap says as he moves closer to me.

Dart is still behind me, running his hands over my chest and down my stomach while Trap slowly pulls down the zipper at the side of my dress. Trap reaches up and pulls the straps down, and the dress slides down my body, pooling at my feet. Dart is still close behind me and I lean into him, feeling his hard cock press into my back.

"Damn, pretty girl. God sure took his time when he created you. Fuck, I'm about to come just from looking at you," Dart whispers in my ear.

Heat pools in my core and I feel my panties get slick almost instantly. I need him. I need them all, and I need them now. Trap kneels in front of me and slowly pulls my shoes off, tossing them to the side before he hooks his thumbs into the waistband of my panties to slide them down my thighs, leaving a trail of slick in their wake.

"Jesus, baby, you're already so wet for me…for us, aren't you?" he murmurs as he leans in and licks a strip from my entrance to my clit.

I gasp, and a soft moan leaves my lips as he works his tongue through my folds. While Trap pays attention to my dripping pussy, Dart pays attention to my pert nipples, making me even wetter.

Grizzly pulls his thick, throbbing cock from his pants, and I reach out, grasping his hard length in my hand. I start to stroke him slowly as low groans escape him. He leans over and captures my lips in a searing kiss as my hand slides up and down on his rigid shaft.

The way he feels in my hand makes my pussy clench, and Trap hums against it when he feels it. He lifts my leg over his shoulder to give him better access, and then he begins to devour me like I'm his last meal. I throw my head back onto Dart's shoulder and moan at the sensations Trap is causing.

I can feel Dart's erection against my back, and I know by now it must be painful, so I reach back and palm him through his jeans. I'm rewarded with a low growl in my ear. He nips at the flesh on the right side of my neck, sending jolts of electricity through my body, causing my nipples to grow harder than they already are.

"Careful, sweetheart. I could easily lose control with you and I'm not sure you'd like that," Dart croons in my ear.

"Try me," I dare as I try to remember how to breathe.

Grizzly reaches back with his right hand and squeezes my left ass cheek. A groan slips from his lips as the feeling causes me to thrust forward on Trap's mouth. My movement causes Trap's tongue to go deeper into my center. I grab a fistful of his hair and moan loudly.

Dart chuckles against my neck and tightens his grip around my waist, just as the coil low in my belly snaps and I climax against Trap's mouth. My hand that was stroking Grizzly drops and he groans.

"Oh! Jesus…fuck yes!" I scream as I convulse against them both.

Trap lowers my leg and Dart quickly slides his fingers down and unhooks my bra, tossing it toward the pile of my dress and underwear. Trap stands and Dart lifts me in his arms to deposit me on the pool table. I sit at the edge and press my lips to his as I push his vest off of his shoulders and pull his shirt over his head. I notice the others taking their clothes off too and I smile.

I never thought I'd want this. I never thought I'd want three men at the same time, but I do. They make me feel things I've never felt before, and I'm already addicted to them even though I haven't had all of them yet.

That's about to change, and my heart hammers at the thought.

Trap climbs onto the table behind me, and I recline against him as his arms reach around me to play with my nipples. His throbbing cock rests against my lower back, and I gasp at the feeling of it. Dart climbs up in front of me and licks through my folds, groaning as he slides up my body. He straddles mine and Trap's legs, pushing himself inside my aching core. At the same time, Trap bites down on my neck, and tugs even harder on my nipples. The pain mixed with pleasure is unlike anything I've felt before and I can't form a coherent thought.

"Oh my God," I breathe out.

Grizzly is the last to get on the table, and he hovers over me as I lay my head back on Trap's shoulder. He nudges my mouth open with the tip of his leaking cock and I take him in my mouth. Dart's cock fills me so well, and the pleasure is almost too much to handle. His grunts and groans combine with Grizzly's low moans and Trap's sweet whispers in my ear—the mix of sensations sends me into overdrive and I feel another climax coming quickly.

"Feels so good," I choke out as I pull off of Grizzly's dick, stroking him with my hand for a moment. I slide him back into my mouth and he fists his hand in my hair.

"Fuck, sweetheart, you feel so good," Dart whispers as he slams into me with a final groan, cock throbbing as he releases inside me. The feeling of being filled with his cum sends a thrill through my body, and I convulse around him in my own climax.

When Dart slides out of me, I whimper at the sudden feeling of emptiness, but then Trap whispers, "My turn, baby," and I know my night is just beginning.

The men make quick work of positioning me on my knees so Trap can slam into me from behind while Grizzly continues to fuck into my mouth. Soon I'm groaning around Grizzly's cock as my pleasure mounts again.

Dart whispers words of encouragement from beside me. "Look at you, our good girl, taking our cocks so well. You're so perfect, sweetheart."

When he smooths his hand under my body to tug at my nipples, I clench around Trap's cock, and that's all it takes for Trap's rhythm to stutter as he falls over the edge. His hands grip my hips tightly as he comes inside me, and I wonder if I'll have bruises where his fingers press into my skin. I hope I will.

Grizzly pulls out of my mouth and eagerly positions me at the edge of the table again for his turn. He stands on the ground and slips his cock into my pussy, dripping wet with my arousal as well as cum from both Trap and Dart.

Already brought so close to the edge by my mouth, I can tell Grizzly is almost there, and I know I won't be far after him. Trap and Dart cover me in kisses and caresses, their tongues taking turns dipping into my mouth and then swirling around each breast. It isn't long before Grizzly is roaring his climax and filling me with even more cum while I clench around him, shaking with my own pleasure. I'm left a quivering mess as Trap and Dart remove themselves from my body and Grizzly grabs a clean bar towel to clean me with.

My body is still spasming, and it's nothing like anything I've ever felt before. A smile spreads across my face and I feel happier than I've been in a long time. I don't want this to end. Ever.