23. Hanna
The journey to New Solas takes a few days, but the ship we're on is comfortable.
We have our own quarters. Every time I look up, I find Kazrith's eyes upon me. The gentle sway of the ship, paired with the soft breeze, lulls me to sleep most nights.
He never presses himself on me. Instead, he seems content to simply observe me while we sail.
I'm sad that things seem to be coming to an end.
I want to be with him. I want to make love to him. I want to show him that he does mean something to me despite these circumstances.
The thought of losing him is harder than I imagined. There's an ache deep within me at the thought of life without him.
I try to distract myself by exploring the ship, but it"s no use. His scent, the taste of him, the feeling of his rock-hard abs pressing against my naked body while his penis plunges deep inside me... I can"t escape it. Eventually, I give in and sneak back to our quarters.
The room is dark, and I"m confident he"s asleep, but as I undress and slip under the covers, his arm snakes around my waist and pulls me back against his warmth. His erection presses against my ass, telling me he"s anything but asleep.
"I thought you"d never come to your senses," he whispers in my ear as his fingertips brush along my hip bone, sending shivers down my spine.
"Shh, we can"t," I protest weakly, but my body betrays me as I lean into his touch.
He silences me with a kiss, and all coherent thought evaporates.
His lips are soft yet demanding, his tongue teasing mine with practiced ease. His other hand cups my breast, teasing the taut peak before trailing further down.
His fingers find their way between my folds and disappear between my thighs as he finds his way to my core. I can see the glistening of my arousal coating my inner thighs.
He moves his fingers to his mouth, tasting me, moaning softly against my ear.
"You"re so wet for me."
Kazrith rolls me over onto my back, and his hungry gaze rakes over my naked body.
"Lie still for me," he whispers before he captures one hard nipple between his teeth. Sucking and biting gently, his aggressive treatment sends shivers of pleasure through my body. His hands roam over my stomach, leaving a trail of shivers in their wake.
I feel him heading south.
I want to double down and resist him. I don't want to miss him so much when he leaves. But my body folds to his touch.
It feels far too good.
He reaches down between my legs and slips two fingers inside of me, curling them upwards as he suckles on the other breast. I bury my face in the pillow to muffle the sound.
I quiet myself as best I can as he plunges his fingers deeper inside me, curling them inwards again, hitting an exquisite spot that sends stars behind my eyelids.
"Kazrith," I whisper, arching my back into his touch. "Make love to me."
"Not yet, Hanna. First, you cum for me."
He brings his fingers to my mouth, allowing me to taste my own nectar.
Kazrith groans as he lowers himself between my legs, his tongue lapping at my wet entrance, sending shivers down my spine. I grip the sheets, moaning his name as he teases me ruthlessly. His tongue delves inside me, his fingers joining in the sensual torture. Heat pools between my thighs as he licks, sucks, and nips at my sensitive bud.
I"m on the brink of climax when he pulls away, leaving me gasping for air. "No, don"t stop!" I cry out, as I feel myself deflate, wanting so badly to cum but being denied all the same.
He grins wickedly. "Not yet, Hanna." His eyes glow with a hunger that mirrors my own. "I want you to want me."
I beg. I can't take being so close but being repeatedly refused. I don't care that he's leaving – I want him now.
"Say it, Hanna. Say you want me to fuck you."
"Yes, dammit, yes! I want you to fuck me!"
At this point, I"m mindless with pleasure, reduced to whimpers and moans as he devours me whole. I bury my face into the pillow, trying to muffle the sounds that escape my lips but it"s no use. With one final flick of his wrist and suckle of his lips, I shatter apart, crying out into the night.
The pleasure is too much, and I"m lost in the ecstasy. My body tenses, my back arching off the bed as I cry out his name.
"Kazrith!" My climax washes over me like crashing waves, leaving me spent and trembling.
He whispers in my ear. "That"s it, Hanna. Let go for me."
As my ecstasy subsides, Kazrith positions himself at my entrance, his erection throbbing between my legs. He pushes inch by inch inside of me as he moans my name, his hips rocking in a slow and sensual rhythm. The feel of him filling me completely sends another wave of pleasure through me. I dig my nails into his shoulders, gasping for air.
"You"re so wet… so tight," he groans, picking up the pace. His movements become more urgent as we both race towards the edge again. "I can"t get enough of you."
"Neither can I..." I pant as the passion overtakes us both. Our moans fill the room, our bodies moving as one against the rhythm of the waves and our pounding hearts.
"I want to savor this for as long as I can," Kazrith moans.
As we move together, our bodies slick with sweat and entwined in the sheets, I realize that this is it. This is how I want to remember him… this raw passion, this need for each other.
The world around us fades away as we lose ourselves in the moment, in each other. The ship rocks gently beneath us, and the sound of the waves crashing outside our window lulls me into an orgasmic haze.
"Fuck me, Kazrith. Fuck me as hard as you can," I whimper. I want to feel him, every inch of him, imprinted on my memory. Forever.
He obliges me, his hips slamming into mine with such force that the bed rocks with our passionate union. The slap of our bodies meeting echoes through the room as we both teeter on the edge of ecstasy once more. It"s animalistic, primal, and so very Kazrith.
"Feel how much I want you, Hanna."
I arch my back, meeting him thrust for thrust, our bodies moving in sync. The sensation is overwhelming. Kazrith"s words only fuel my desire for him. I can feel the intensity of his need, mirrored in my own. With each thrust, I can feel a fire building within me, one that threatens to consume me entirely.
His hands grip my hips, guiding me as he moves faster and harder. I"m lost in a delirious state of pleasure, unable to form coherent thoughts or words. All I know is the burning ache between us and the desire to never let go.
Our breaths come in ragged gasps as we continue to move together, lost in this primal dance of passion. I can feel myself getting closer to the edge once again, my body tingling with anticipation.
"Kazrith… I-I"m close," I moan, my nails digging into his back.
He replies by pressing harder into me, his hips moving in a relentless rhythm. The sound of our bodies colliding fills the room, along with our cries of pleasure.
Our bodies are shining in the dim light, our breaths ragged as we both chase after our climax.
He positions himself at my entrance once more, his eyes locking with mine as he thrusts deep inside of me. Our hips meet in a frenzied rhythm as our orgasms build once more.
I can feel him swelling within me, his movements becoming more urgent and desperate. Then, he stops again.
"Look at me, Hanna. I want to see your eyes when you cum."
I look into his eyes, those deep pools of desire, lust, and something else I can"t quite place. His grip on my hips tightens as he slowly pushes all the way in, filling me completely.
I feel like I"m floating, weightless and suspended in the moment as Kazrith"s thrusts become more urgent once again. The waves outside our window seem to match the rhythm of our bodies, crashing against the ship with the same passion and intensity.
Our bodies melt into each other, the pleasure and desire consuming us both. I can feel Kazrith"s gaze never leaving mine as we move together, lost in a dance of pure ecstasy.
His face contorts in a mix of pleasure and concentration, his movements becoming faster and harder. My body responds to his every touch, every thrust sending waves of pleasure through me.
My nails dig into his shoulders as I cling onto him for dear life, my moans growing louder with each passing second.
"Kazrith," I moan, my hands gripping his shoulders tightly. I can feel my climax building rapidly, sending shivers down my spine.
He holds himself there, our bodies joined as we both tumble over the edge together.
I bite my lip to muffle my screams as the sensations crash over me, my body convulsing around him. He groans my name into the night, emptying himself inside me with a shudder.
We lay there panting, wrapped up in each other"s arms, trying to catch our breaths. I can hear my staggered breathing.
I run my fingers through his hair, feeling the soft strands between my fingers. "That was... incredible," I say with a contented sigh.
Kazrith lifts himself up on his elbows and looks down at me with a smirk. "Everything about you is incredible."
I laugh, feeling a warmth spread through my body at his words.
Kazrith collapses next to me on the bed, his chest heaving against mine. "I"ll never get tired of that."
As he says it, it hits us both this is probably the last time we'll be together like that.
I bite my lip, fighting off the tears that threaten to spill.
"Neither will I."