Chapter 15

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

JJ

Shep went into the en suite, and I followed. I leaned against the doorjamb and ogled the shit out of him as he undressed. Shep was a gorgeous man. Big, brilliant, and beautiful. His heart was bigger than his body, and he adored me. I was a lucky son of a bitch that needed to cut the string holding me back from completely immersing myself into the love Shep was offering me.

"I'm gonna shower." He didn't turn around, obviously knowing I was right there. "Want to join me?"

"Do beavers piss on flat rocks?" I began undressing immediately. Once I was naked, I went to move and froze. Shep was staring me as if I had two heads. "What?"

"I don't know. I'm assuming based on you getting naked that beavers do, in fact, piss on flat rocks?"

I shrugged. "They probably do. I read it somewhere once but either way, the answer is yes. Come on, sexy beast, let's get wet."

Shep chuckled, and I stepped into the shower, leaving him to finish undressing. He wasn't far behind and the moment the glass door shut, I stretched my arms up to drape over his neck. Like a magnet to metal, his lips met mine in a kiss that melted away the stresses of the day.

" Mmm , I like this." Shep hummed and began kissing me again.

The water cascaded along our bodies, and I'd happily stand there until the water went cold, because this man kissed like a god.

"Let's wash up." He grabbed the shampoo and started lathering up my hair. It was a top-three best feeling in the world, having someone do this.

Neither of us spoke. We just silently cleaned each other, sneaking in kisses and gentle gropes. By the time we were done, our cocks were harder than diamonds. We dried off and as soon as we were close enough to the bed, we fell on it together. Legs tangled, arms embracing each other, and tongues…damn, were they wrestling.

"You feel so good," I moaned as Shep dipped his head and took my nipple in his mouth.

"You taste so good." He licked the hard nub, and I swore I almost came.

"I need you in me like now, Shep!"

He chuckled darkly, and I loved that glint in his eyes as he hovered above me.

"Do you, my vicious viper?"

"Fuck, yeah."

His laugh was husky and his smile widened, and damn, I wanted to stay like this forever.

He pressed a kiss to my lips and spread my legs. "There's just something I want to do first."

"What, like paint the house? I need some deep dicking, Shep."

He snorted, and I watched as he kissed his way down my body toward my dick… Oh, well . I'd never say no to a blowjob. But nope, that was not what happened at all. He practically folded me in half. My knees came to my chest and before I could even squeal, his tongue was lapping my very hungry hole.

"Fuuuuuuuck." My head flew back, and the only thing stopping me from coming right then and there was the grip Shep had on the base of my cock.

"You'll come once I'm in you."

I opened my mouth to respond, but he must've known it would be snarky, because he started feasting on my ass as if it were the last Thanksgiving meal he'd ever have.

I was falling apart, sweat beading on my forehead as he dipped his tongue into my hole and scraped his teeth over the tender flesh.

"Shep, please."

He sat on his heels and gently lowered my legs. His spit-slicked grin and pupil-blown eyes were like art come to life.

I tugged lightly on his beard, and he came closer. At the same moment his lips met mine, the head of his cock breached my hole. In one seamless move, he slid right into me. The burn mixed with pleasure was the greatest feeling in the world.

"Yes." I sighed as if I were parched and he were the water in the desert.

His chuckle turned into a salacious moan as soon as he began pummeling my ass with his delicious cock.

"Fucking yes!" I shouted, and once again I was grateful for the soundproof bedrooms.

Shep was like a beast, and I was loving every single snap of his hips and rub of his cock against my prostate.

All too soon, my orgasm rushed through me, and I was spraying my stomach with my release. Shep fucked me through it hard and roared as his climax erupted.

His neck arched and with the veins in his neck protruding, he was stunning. I wanted so much to freeze this moment.

He collapsed next to me on the bed, and we desperately tried to catch our breaths. I stared at the ceiling, waiting for my heartbeat to calm and for me to not sound like I ran ten miles in the thick of summer.

Every time with Shep was better than the last. I never wondered if Shep wanted anyone else or felt that he didn't crave being with me whenever we were together.

I turned my head at the same time he did and met his loving gaze.

"I love you, Shepard Saint."

His eyes widened. I'd never said those words. Not because I didn't know them to be true but because I was always afraid he wouldn't say them back. But I knew he would now.

"I love you too, Jaxon Porter."

I rolled over, sweaty and covered in come, but who the fuck cared? We wrapped our arms around each other and kissed, and laughed, and kissed some more until the wetness started to dry and we got up to clean ourselves.

I fell asleep, under the covers, Shep holding me protectively and lovingly. It was the greatest sleep of my life because I'd finally allowed myself to love Shep and let him love me too.

I felt unstoppable…but I knew after listening to Four today, someone was coming for him, and all of us were going to have to stop them. I had to hope that we'd get through it and that I'd be able to tell Shep I loved him for the next hundred years.

Shep was sound asleep, but I had to tell him about today, what Four had said, because what we'd thought was bad was far worse. These people didn't just need to be stopped; they needed to be dead. And if there was one thing me, Mason, and the Saint brothers did well, it was returning evil to Hell, where it belonged. And that was exactly what we had to do now.