Chapter 30

Chapter Thirty

Shit!

Y ou weren’t supposed to see that, Beauty! I thought you were still at work with your oh-so-loving husband, and I needed this right now. I needed to distract myself and relieve the pressure because otherwise, I can’t stand a single second without you, your divine taste, your beguiling scent, and everything that makes you a goddess. But you shouldn’t see me fucking this stranger, whose name I don’t even know and don’t give a shit about.

I couldn’t stand her face and her kisses on my skin. I hate the way she looked at me with lust because only you are supposed to look at me like that. I only want to feel your kisses on my body and how hot you make me with your sinful and full lips. I only want to bury myself inside you, and I only want to hear you scream and moan for me. Damn! Look what you make me do, Beauty!

Our gazes are still locked as I continue to have my cock inside this stranger. Why don’t you turn away? Why do you remain hypnotized and continue to stare at us, and how much have you already seen?

The blonde in front of me tries to lift her head to see why I’ve stopped fucking her. But then she would see you. So I roughly grab her hair and push her head back down as I thrust myself into her once more. She moans into my sheets, clawing at the black silk, and yet all I see is you. I imagine that it’s you I’m pounding into right now while I don’t take my eyes off you. Are you imagining it, too? Do you wish you were in her place? Fuck!

The thought intoxicates me, and I thrust even deeper into her- into you -again. Another moan, only this time it’s yours. God, Beauty! How often I’ve replayed your wonderful moans in my head repeatedly…

Roughly, I leave my hand in her hair because I don’t want her to see you. I don’t want her to realize that I’m doing this for you now because you want me to fuck her as if it were you. I can see it in your eyes. You want me to show you what it could be like when we do it together? Oh, Beauty, you have no idea what I would do to you… will… already have!

I pick up the pace, making her scream into the satin sheet. The flat of my hand hits her ass, and you flinch. From excitement? From shock? Damn, what’s going through your head, Beauty? I need to know!

Unexpectedly, you turn your head toward your bedroom door and talk to someone before disappearing without giving me another glance. Fuck!

It hits me like a cold shower, and I pull away from the blonde, turn away from her, and disappear into my bathroom.

“What? Hey!” she clamors behind me.

I don’t give a shit.

“You can go. Don’t come back,” I say in an icy voice over my shoulder, disappearing into the adjoining bathroom and closing the door behind me so I can have some peace and quiet.

I’m upset, and my thoughts race through my head. This is not good. I need to calm down. I must calm the darkness inside me because it keeps swelling up and trying to break out. But I can’t let it out again. I can’t let it hurt you. My chest tightens painfully when I think about how you left me completely out in the cold and didn’t give me a second glance. I can’t take any more of this, Beauty! You can’t ignore me. You must love me! Don’t you see?