Chapter Three

Nix

T his was a mistake. We shouldn’t be here. Too many memories swarmed around us and after Hattie’s fourth drink and more beers than I could count, my hands kept finding their way between her legs under the table.

“Nix stop.” She said in a hushed laugh before I leaned forward and bit her neck.

“Oh, come on, Hattie. Tell me you can sit here and look at that pool table without one ounce of desire.”

“Shhh… someone is going to hear you.”

“Spoiler alert. The adults here all went to school with us. Everyone knows what I did to you on that table. It’s not a secret around here.”

I sucked on the delicate skin behind her ear without a care in the world. All I had planned to do was get a couple of drinks in us so we could have a civil conversation and make it through dinner with my family. Now it was late afternoon I was too drunk to drive, and I wanted to fuck her sweet pussy, not spend time with my family.

“Come on, let’s get out of here.” I said as my hand worked its way under her oversized hoodie just to be stopped by her body tensing the second I reached her soft belly.

“Stop, not there.”

“Yes, there. Everywhere. You know the rules.” I leaned my head back down and licked a long line from her ear as far down her neck as I could get, all while pushing past her hand that tried to stop me and griping her sides. “You’re perfect, Hattie, and I’m sorry it’s been so long since I’ve reminded you of that.”

Her sharp intake of air made me smile. My poor sweet girl needed this. She needed me, and for tonight… and maybe tomorrow I’d give her everything. Two days wouldn’t change things between us, I wouldn’t let it. I pulled back from her and adjusted myself before standing. My cock was hard as fuck and pissed I wasn’t stripping her down in front of all these people. I pulled two hundreds from my wallet and threw them down on the table. I’m sure it wasn’t that much, but hell, it was Christmas after all, and if the rumors were true, Mariah could use the extra cash. I reached my hand out for Hattie and steadied her as she stood. I knew she had drank too much; I had too, but it was the only way for us both to let our guard down. I knew what I was getting into and so did she. We just needed to work really hard to remember what that was.

I pulled her from the bar and out into the cold and watched as she looked up to the sky as the snow fell. She smiled as a snowflake landed on her dark brown eyelashes and I swear she looked like the girl I fell in love with before the world tore us apart.

“Come on, I know just the place we could go.” I said, pulling her down the street to my brother’s office building. Luckily I still had keys and opened the side door, ushering Hattie in from the cold.

“Damn, that was almost bad enough to sober me up.” I said as I brushed the snow from her hair and shoulders.

“I wish I could say the same.” She said, grabbing a hold of my arm to steady herself. “Why did you let me drink so much?”

“Because you are nicer to me when you are drunk.”

“That’s not true. I’m nice to you when I’m sober too.”

“Wanna bet?”

“I am. You’re the one who had me by the throat earlier today.”

“Oh, don’t pretend you didn’t love it.”

Hattie’s face blushed, and she looked away, trying to hide the smile. “I didn’t.”

“You did.” I stepped closer to her and caged her in against the wall. “The only thing you didn’t like about it was that I left that pussy of yours empty and needy.”

My lips grazed hers in the softest of kisses before I pulled back, looking at her to confirm my suspicions. Hattie was the easiest person on this earth for me to read. After so many years of fucking, and even more of friendship, I knew her better than I knew myself.

“Come on, little girl. Tell me you need me.” I reached for her jacket, pulling it from her body and shaking mine loose from my shoulders. The worst part about winter was how many layers of clothes we had to shed before I could get inside of her. “Tell me, Hattie, tell me what I want to hear.”

My hands ran up under her hoodie and I pulled the cups of her lace bra down, pinching her nipples and twisting ever so slightly. “Tell me.”

“Fuck, Nix.” she groaned and closed her eyes to the onslaught of emotions. “I need you.”

The words were more than an answer. They were a cry for help, and I was ready and willing to answer that call. I reached down and lifted her into my arms as her legs wrapped around me. We had so many fights over the years about me carrying her. My sweet little Hattie was convinced her body was too big, and it killed me when she would get self-conscious around me. That she easily let me lift her and walk with her to the office in the back was either a sign that she drank too much, or that she was finally letting go of some of the hatred she felt for herself growing up. I prayed the latter was true.

I felt her mouth on my neck and her hands in my hair as I pushed open the door to my brother’s office with my foot. I flipped the lights on because there was no way in hell I’d fuck this beauty in the dark. I was greedy, and I wanted to see everything she had to offer me. If all we had were these two days, then I wanted to make a million memories to carry me through the next year.

I laid her down on the couch and moved my lips to hers, more forcefully this time. Making it clear I wanted in. Her lips parted and my tongue danced with hers. She tasted of cinnamon and vodka and it was the best aphrodisiac I had ever tasted. I pulled away and began stripping away our boots and clothes. Whenever she’d reach a hand up to cover herself, I’d look over at her and she’d smile as I pulled it away.

“No hiding tonight, Hattie. It’s just you and me here.”

“I know. But it’s been a long time.”

I looked down at her in nothing but the black lace bra I felt earlier and a matching pair of panties. “Yeah, but you are even more gorgeous today than you were the day I met you.”

Her arms reached for me, and I covered her body with mine. The heat between us burned like a furnace on a cold winter’s night and I wanted nothing more than to be burned by it. I reached behind her and undid her bra, catching her breasts in my hands and lifting one to my mouth. She moaned as I sucked and nibbled at her in the way I knew she loved. When I pulled away she cried out, but I smiled knowing what my plans were for her. I pulled her panties from her and dragged them down her legs, lifting them to me to smell her arousal as she covered her face and shook her head. I knew it always embarrassed her, but her scent would always send me into a frenzy and now wasn’t any different.

I sat back on the couch as she looked up at me. “Touch yourself, Hattie.”

“What?”

“You heard me. I want to watch as you make yourself come.”

“Nix, I—“

“No arguing. Let me see.” I said as I reached for her hand and moved it between her legs. “Show me.”

With hesitation she slowly slid her middle finger between her legs and closed her eyes at the sensation. It wasn’t enough. I wanted more.

I lifted her legs so I could see clearly, “Open your eyes, look at me. I want you to see how much I want you.”

She obeyed, and I nearly died as her fingers disappeared into her folds and began a rhythmic motion around her clit.

“That’s it, there’s my good girl.” I groaned as I watched her and listened to the sounds of her fingers moving through her slick wetness. The movements mesmerized me and I wanted nothing more than to tear her hand away and suck on that clit of hers, but she was so close already I didn’t dare stop her.

“Fuck, Hattie, you’re so beautiful.” Her breathing increased and her legs shook as the tidal wave of her first orgasm crashed into her. I couldn’t take it anymore, thankful I had already lost my clothes. I moved over her body and pulled her hand away. As soon as I lined myself up, I pushed into her, feeling her walls quiver around my cock as she gripped my arms and screamed out her release.

“Nix, fuck, please...”

She was gasping for air and panting between each word, but she didn’t need to say a thing. I knew what she needed. I needed it too. I reached my arms around her and pulled her to me, sitting back up with my cock deep inside her as she straddled my body. Her body was relaxed from the vodka and orgasm and I took full advantage, pressing up into her sweet core as I pulled her to me and held her tight.

She gasped each time I hit that sensitive spot deep inside of her and adjusted her legs so she could spread them even further, allowing me deeper with each thrust.

“Yes. Just. Like. That.” she said as her head fell back and I pulled her breast into my mouth, sucking hard on her nipple as she arched her back, bringing it even closer to me.

“You are fucking amazing.” I said as I continued to thrust up into her and she began rocking her hips, grinding her clit into my shaft piercing that I had gotten years ago just for her.

My balls tingled with the sensation that I was about to lose it so I reached up between us and tightened my hand around her neck. She gasped at the feel of it and reached for my arm, but instead of pulling me away, she pushed upward, signaling for more. My little girl wanted to play rough, but I couldn’t leave a bruise. Not tonight. I held her tight enough, but she still wasn’t having it. I felt her press her neck forward into my hand and loosened my grip just a bit so I could let her take what she wanted without causing any major problems for us over the weekend.

The last bit of pressure was all she needed. Her recovery time was always impressive, but I know it had been the time lost between us that allowed her to come again so quickly. I was about to shoot off into her and I was already thinking about bending her over the desk for a round two.

Her body tensed, and that’s when I knew she was ready. I tightened my grip again and she let her hand fall, leaving me to control what happened next. Her eyes closed and her body trembled as I reduced her airflow and the freight train of pleasure hit her. I grunted and pumped my hips, emptying myself into her as I loosened my hold and she took in a deep, gasping breath of air. Her body fell onto my chest and I held her tightly as my cock twitched inside of her, releasing every last drop I had to give.