Chapter 10

Elio

I'm a little pissed at Jianna right now and I understand what is going through her head, but I hate the fact that she's just allowing Christopher to get between us. He is pissed at me, and I guess that he has every right to be, but I hate how this has turned out. I know for a fact that I don't want to let anything happen like this and it makes my stomach churn at the thought that I'm going to lose everything that I have built because I haven't been nice enough to accept how things are going.

I can tell by the looks that I am given that it has already spread about my relationship with Jianna. I don't care but so many people are telling me that I'm in the wrong because I wanted to have a relationship with her and that I didn't willingly hand her over to Christopher. Why would I do that? Why would I even accept it? I understand that he THINKS that she is his woman, but they broke up because of him and it's pretty obvious to me now that she doesn't want anything to do with him. I get that, trying to decide what to do about it.

Letting out a low groan, trying to decide what to do about it. I keep thinking that maybe something is going to happen from here. I kept thinking that maybe something is going to happen, but I couldn't decide where to go from here. I know how I feel, and I know what I want. I know that I need something more than that. I don't know what to do but I do know that I'm going to do everything in my power to make her mine.

I just need to win her over.

Sighing softly, I run my fingers through my hair as I lounge at home, trying to decide where to go from here. I couldn't be completely certain what was going to happen next, but I did know what I wanted. I do know what I need to do. I couldn't be entirely certain about it though and I have to keep asking myself where to go from here because I couldn't be certain about that at all. All I know is that I need to figure out what I want and when I want to do it. I guess the best thing to figure out is how I feel about it.

That's why I'm not a hundred percent certain what she's going to want from me. At least I keep thinking about what's going to end up happening, trying to figure out what to do. My heart is thumping in my chest, trying to figure out where to go from here. What I wasn't expecting is to hear a knock at the door and try to figure out where to go from there. I couldn't be entirely certain, wondering who it could be.

I walk over and open the door, kind of expecting someone to attack me when I see it is actually Jianna. I wasn't prepared to face her right now, feeling more and more nervous as I tried to figure out where to go from there. I couldn't be entirely certain about it, but I did know what I needed as she jumped forward and wrapped her arms around me, her lips meeting mine in an eager kiss. I couldn't be completely sure what is going to happen now, but she is kissing me like I'm the only person in the world. It makes me feel really good as I keep diving farther and farther into her, needing more of her. Needing all of her.

I guess there's only one way to find out.

I gently push her away from me, grasping her shoulders as I force her to look at me. I don't know what I'm seeing but I need to clarify it.

"What's going through your head?" I ask her softly.

"I want to be with you." She assures me, a soft smile on her face, "I hope you do the right thing and accept me. I don't care what Christopher says. You're going to be everything that I will ever need."

I couldn't believe that this is actually happening but I'm not going to give her up now that I have her in my arms. It would be dumb of me to do so and I'm not an idiot. I know what I want, and I know what I'm going to do from here. I draw her right back into my arms and I kiss her like I have never kissed someone before.

I didn't expect to fall in love this way but I'm happy with this…

I guess I should figure out what I'm going to do next with her.