Chapter 3

Avalon

I'm more than just a little nervous about what is going to come next.

We had a big party after the wedding, having to thank everyone for coming and just be annoyed the entire time. I didn't know how Ryu did it, but he managed to stay by my side, and he kept his arm protectively around my waist. I'm not sure what is going through his head right now, feeling a bit weird about the entire situation because I honestly don't understand why he is so interested in me or why he even agreed to this.

Besides becoming King, there is no reason for him to accept this marriage and he shouldn't be so protective of me. It is giving me mixed signals and making me wonder what else would come from it. I don't know if he is just doing this because he has to or because he wants to. That is the biggest question coming to mind right now and I don't know how I feel about it. I don't know if I want to feel anything about it because it might end up biting me in the butt if I'm not careful about it later. Sighing softly, I just run my fingers through my hair and continue about my business as I think long and hard about what is going to happen next.

I don't know what might come from it, but I do know there is no way in hell that I'm going to let him win. As we walk into my chambers, it makes me wonder if he is just going to jump me right off the bat. I don't know how I feel about having sex with him because I have never done it before, and I have heard that dragons are big and unrelentless. I don't know quite how I feel about him sticking his cock inside of me even if I do like it. Right? Wouldn't that be the safest bet to stick behind? I'm not even sure right now and I don't know what to do or feel. It is becoming more and more obvious that this might be a dangerous game were playing.

Ryu comes up behind me, making me jump slightly as his chest presses against my back. He moves my hair out of the way, placing a soft kiss on the sensitive area of my neck. I nearly jump clear out of my skin, slightly afraid of what'll happen next. His fingers move to the zipper of my dress, slowly pulling it down to reveal more of my back. I can't help but wonder if he just knows what he is doing or if he is just trying to tease me.

"What are you doing?" I ask him, my voice coming out a bit huskier than I intended it to as I feel my dress pool at my feet.

"What do you think I am doing?" He asks me in a husky tone, making a shiver go down my spine, "I am trying to tease you."

"I know but don't you think we're rushing this?" I wonder, feeling like I need some space.

He easily picks me up, making me gasp with surprise because I didn't see it coming. He carries me over to the bed and lays me down, making me turn to look at him as he starts to strip off his own clothing. I know that he is very handsome, there is no doubt about it, but when I see the bulge in his clothes, it's very intimidating.

He doesn't stop until he is completely naked, not in the least bit embarrassed. I can see why he wouldn't need to be embarrassed because he has the whole package, but it still makes my face heat up. I don't know if he just knows what he is doing or whatnot, but I think that he likes playing these games.

"Don't worry, I will be as gentle as possible." He murmurs, draping himself over me as he places his hands on either side of my head to prop himself up, "This is just part of the process. I won't hurt you and I will make sure that you feel good."

I don't know how I feel about it, wondering if he is telling me the truth before he kisses me. His lips move against mine in sync, making me shiver at his touch but there's no way that I'm going to let him hold back. I'm not going to show him that I am a bit afraid. I don't want to ever be deemed as weak, that much I can tell him right now, and if he doesn't agree to it, then there's just nothing that I can do.

His fingers move hastily along my body, touching me in places that I didn't realize would bring me pleasure. A shiver goes down my spine every time he touches the right place, making my breath hitch because I couldn't be sure what to make of it. It's like my entire body has just been put on fire, my stomach churning with needs because I couldn't believe what is happening at this moment. If he continues to play this game, I'm not so sure what to make of it.

"Please keep touching me." I beg him in a hoarse tone, "I want you so bad…"

I feel so much right now, feeling like my entire body has gone into overdrive. He presses a finger inside of me, making me jump at the sudden feel of his finger moving inside of me but I know he is just getting me ready. It doesn't hurt so bad, not like I thought it would, but I'm sure it is not going to be able to compare when it is his cock within me. Licking my bottom lip, I grip his wrist when I feel like it is too much.

"Please make love to me?" I beg him now, feeling like I will explode.

I thought that he would tease me for a lot longer, but I should have known that he wouldn't do something like that to me. He ended up pressing his finger inside of me, making me gasp out in surprise because it wasn't what I had been expecting. He thrusts his finger within me, making me feel a bit nervous about what to make of it. I couldn't be sure, feeling like it is almost too much before he ends up replacing it with his cock.

I thought that he would hold back a little bit, but I should have known he's not that kind of guy. He thrusts deep within me, making me gasp at the sudden intrusion as I try to push him off of me. I don't like this feeling; the pain is slowly being overtaken but it's like he knew precisely how to do this to me. I almost couldn't believe it, my heart racing in my chest but I'm slightly worried about what else will happen. He remains inside of me, not moving to let me get used to it. I wasn't sure what he was going to do to me but finally, he started to move.

Being as gentle as possible but still enough to make my body strum with need, he thrusts deep within me and makes me eager for a lot more. It's almost too much, feeling like my entire body has gone into complete overdrive. I don't know what to make of it, feeling like this is a dangerous game that we're going through and as I feel him pressing deep within me, it feels like it is almost too much. I couldn't be sure what would come from it, knowing there is no way that it could turn out this way unless we're doing it a completely other way. I just hope that there is something else that we can do.

His lips meet mine in an insistent kiss, kissing me like I'm the only person in the world. I'm really enjoying it, feeling like I can never get enough of it, and I don't know what to make of it. When he presses deep inside of me, it makes me feel like my entire body is about to explode and when he keeps thrusting into this one spot, I don't know what happens to my body.

He must have realized something because he ended up thrusting deep inside of me, hitting that spot continuously. Something is building within me, making me try to push him off but he has me pinned, making me accept everything. I'm loving it, needing so much more from him but I don't know what to make of it. It is almost too much, my blood pumping hot in my veins as suddenly, he sinks his teeth into my neck, marking me, and I end up exploding beneath him. He growls against my neck as he presses deep and all of a sudden, it feels like he is swelling within me. I wasn't sure what it was before I realized he is knotting me, binding us together.

I should have been upset but I felt quite content, wanting so much more from him. I couldn't be sure what was going to happen next, but he was caressing me in a way that made me feel like I was perfect to him and I don't know what to make of it.

I guess I'll figure out what I need from him soon enough.