21. Home at Last

Home at Last

Felix

H er hand is warm in mine. I’ve held her hand countless times throughout our training, but I didn’t appreciate it then. Everything about her is familiar. The shampoo. Her scent. It’s the same one left on my sheets after she and Dex screw. I’ve been going to bed and kissing the man I love on those same sheets every night. Does she know my smell from the same bedding? Does she inhale my lingering soap and cologne when she’s with Dex and closes the door to my bedroom?

Our bedroom.

There can be no doubt that Dex will push for her to live with us. Am I ready for it? Maybe. Maybe not. But I know I want to try for the first time in my life. I want to try with someone who isn’t Dex, and that’s progress, partly because Dex and I have never had to try. Our love was unconditional from the start .

Nicole? This will take work, but I’m finally ready to put it in. That’s what most love is, right? Working on it day after day to get it right? It will involve me keeping my mouth shut at times, letting her be who she is, and understanding that Dex loves us both. I know that now. I know it by the way he looks at her. It’s the same way he looks at me. But there’s no way I can let her walk away from us. I’m enchanted now, too.

I unlock the apartment door. We’ll have to give her a key so she can come and go as she pleases, even if she doesn’t move in right away. I examine the thought in my mind as I wave her through the front door and into the dim living room. I chuckle to myself that the idea of walking down to the hardware store and making her a key doesn’t repulse me like it would have mere weeks ago. It’s funny how spending hours of training time with someone and seeing them become the best version of themselves can change your perspective.

“Is he already in bed?” Nicole asks, sliding out of her poncho so she’s only wearing a simple short-sleeved shirt.

Months ago, I would have lamented her boring shirt under the brown and white plaid poncho. A simple gold necklace is around her neck. I would have picked something sparkly, more ostentatious, but it suits her. I reach out and trace it with my finger along her collarbone. She shivers into the feeling and glances to watch me as much as she can until my finger trails to the back of her neck. “You deserve something shinier,” I say. “Let me get it for you. ”

She shakes her head. “It’s just not me, Felix. Buy something pretty for Dex.”

“Let me spoil you. It’s what I need sometimes, too. You’ll have to let me eventually. I know Dex gives you things, but you deserve it from both of us.”

She smiles a wry grin and slides her hand down my chest. The sensation sends chills up my body, and I sharply inhale, already aroused for her in a way I didn’t think possible. It’s not just sexual. I want her around me. I want to consume her. I want our pent-up jealous energy to explode.

She grabs my hand and leads me to the bedroom. The small table lamp Dex always leaves on for me when I’m out late casts the room into shadow as soon as the door opens.

He stirs on the bed, his eyes fluttering open as Nicole sits next to him and puts her hand on his hip. “Dex, are you awake?”

“Nicole?” he asks, confused. He’s confused because he sees her and hears her, but he also sees me behind her with her other arm around my waist, pulling me to the edge of the bed.

“We’re here.”

“Both of you?” he chuckles and sits up on his elbows, blinking. “I didn’t even have to beg. You’re in the same room.”

“Felix and I talked,” Nicole says. “We’re going to try. I’m all in, Dex.”

His eyes flick to mine, and my legs quiver at the look he gives me. He’s only looked at me that way a few times before, and every time was a moment when we realized how incredibly lucky we are to have each other .

“Really?” he asks. He needs to hear it from me.

“Really,” I say, nodding.

“Wait. You like her?”

Nicole snorts a laugh. “I wouldn’t go that far.”

I run my hand through Nicole’s hair. “I think I love her. Maybe you’re right and she’s what we’ve needed all along. I wasn’t ready for her, but I am now.”

I hold his eye contact, confirming my words with my expression. “Now that you’re giving her a chance, she’ll grow on you fast,” Dex says.

“So I’m told.” I bend down and kiss Nicole on the center of her forehead. “Time will tell on that one.”

Dex sits up further and reaches for me. I fall into him and straddle him as he wraps his arms around me, bringing his mouth to mine. After kissing Nicole, the mustache I’m more than familiar with feels rough against me. I cup his cheeks as I hungrily return his kiss. Nicole’s hand is on my shoulder, massaging me.

I pull away from Dex and grab Nicole around the waist, pulling her down to us. My mouth finds her, and I kiss her with the same exuberance as what I just shared with Dex. When I finally pull away from her, I let Dex kiss her as I drag my lips and tongue up his salty neck.

A whine comes from his throat, and he pulls both of us further onto the bed. “Show me how much you love her, Felix,” Dex whispers, his hand stroking my cheek. “Let me watch you together. ”

I look at Nicole, and she nods. She playfully pushes Dex onto the bed, and he rolls to his side, propping himself on the bed so he can watch. This obviously isn’t so much for arousal as it is making sure Nicole and I can make love by ourselves, with or without him.

And I plan to make love to her with and without him for a very long time.

I lay her on the bed and drag my hands to the waistband of her pants. “Take your shirt off for me. Slowly,” I direct.

She does as I ask, and I watch the fabric drag over her skin. The stark whiteness of her basic, old-fashioned bra shines almost neon in the dim room, but my eyes don’t leave her tits as she reaches behind her back and unhooks it, letting it fall to the side. This show is for me. Dex has made love to her without me, and she’s giving this to me and only me for a single moment.

My mouth is on her nipple in seconds, and she arches her back, gasping. Her hands come to my hair, and I make a humming sound against her breast. I push myself between her legs and move to the other nipple, licking and sucking on it until it glistens with my spit.

My hands pull at her jeans, and I make short work of the zipper, dragging it down slowly as I nuzzle her breasts. Dex’s hand runs up and down my back, and my mind whirls with sensory overload.

“Mmm. Have I ever told you how I appreciate that you’re soft? Dex is so hard, and you’re…not,” I say, nuzzling her ear. She opens for me and whines as she circles her hips. “Want something, Nicole?”

“Don’t be mean to me. I thought we were past it.”

I smile against her cheek as I slide into her inch by inch and stroke her hair. “I’m going to be very nice to you.” Her eyes flutter, and her mouth opens as I say it. I cup her face and move my lips next to her ear. “And I’m going to show you exactly what I do to people I love.” I pull her legs around me. “You may want to hold on.”

I thrust deep inside her, reveling in the tight warmth around my cock and the feel of her hands on my back as she tightens her finger pads against my skin, careful not to scratch me.

“So fucking beautiful watching you together,” Dex whispers next to me, but I don’t respond. I’m consumed with Nicole. Her smell. The feel of her entire body wrapped around me as I bury myself inside her.

I kiss her neck and her jaw, working my way to her mouth. When our lips touch, she puts her entire body into the kiss, whimpering and bucking her hips as she meets my thrusts. I brace my hand on the headboard and push into her harder and faster as I squeeze my eyes shut and press my forehead to hers like we’re in starting position. I’ve spent so much time like this against her forehead, and it feels familiar and right.

Dex can’t help himself and leans forward to capture one of her nipples in his mouth. I run one hand through his hair as he fists himself. To give him clear access, I roll Nicole until she’s on top of me .

“Fuck me, Nicole,” I beg as I slide into her again.

She’s utterly fucking gorgeous as she impales herself all the way onto me and her tits swing with her gentle rocking. Dex runs his tongue up the length of her body and sucks on each breast before kissing his way to her mouth. My hands touch her everywhere I missed when we’ve fucked before because I didn’t want to be too intimate with her then. Her stomach. Her hips. The place where her pelvis meets her thighs. I will not leave this room tonight until I’ve kissed, mouthed, or touched every inch of her so I can know her as well as I know Dex.

Dex works his mouth back down, and Nicole leans back, grabbing my thighs and throwing her head back at the feel of Dex’s mouth now on her clit as she rides me. His tongue hits the root of my cock every so often as he works her, and he smiles up at me.

I grab his hair and buck harder into her pussy. “Get her off for me. I want to feel this pussy come around me and see what all the fuss is.”

He buries his face in her slit as far as he can get with my cock still inside of her. Nicole rocks into us both, and I’m unsure which one of us she’s enjoying more. She grips my thighs like my legs are stuck in a vice, and she’s bent back like a bow so far my cock almost slips out.

“Ride us, Nic,” I direct. “Ride my cock and his mouth. You like that? You like being bad?”

“Yes, fuck. Yes, Felix. ”

Her stomach tenses. I can see it in the position she’s in. She whines and rolls her hips as her legs also squeeze my sides, and her nails finally dig into my skin, unable to help herself as her pussy convulses around me with her orgasm.

Dex, for his part, doesn’t stop licking and sucking on her. I keep my thrusts steady and don’t stop anything I’m doing since she’s obviously enjoying it. Her moans fill the room, and my cock is soaked with her pleasure and Dex’s spit. I moan a little as I try to control myself. I’m not done with her yet.

Dex finally moves his head, and she flops forward onto me. I still thrust into her, but I hold her tight in my arms as I whisper into her ear how sexy she sounds when she comes for us.

“Think you can take us both?” I ask as Dex drags a single finger down her back. He watches my cock thrust up into her pussy, and I know what he wants.

Nicole lifts her head a bit. “You mean one of you in my butt? I don’t think I’m ready for that.”

I smile and cup her rosy cheeks. Her hair is askew, and I almost feel sorry for how hard we’re about to wear her out. “If I wanted ass, Dex would give it to me. I mean both of us in that pussy now that it’s so wet.”

She hasn’t even consented, and Dex is already in position behind her and between my legs. He waits, though, his chest heaving. He bites his lip with his want, but he won’t dare do something so invasive without her permission.

“Will it hurt?” she asks.

“I don’t know. I’ve never had two dicks in my pussy. ”

She laughs and playfully slaps my cheek.

“But we’ve done it before to another partner, and she didn’t seem to mind. We’ll take good care of you after. If you hate it, we can stop and you never have to do it again.”

She stares at the pillow by my head for a few seconds as we wait. Dex trembles with anticipation so hard that the bed shakes.

“Do you guys enjoy it?” she whispers.

I run my hand up her arm, letting her get used to a gentle touch before we get a little rough with her. I kiss her jaw. “Dex rubbing his cock against mine inside a woman? How could I not enjoy that?”

“What do I do?” she asks.

“Nothing. We’ll move you the way we need, and you can just enjoy it. Do you need something to hold onto?”

She nods, fear in her eyes.

“Hold on to my hair. Grip it hard. I actually like that. But look at Dex,” I say, nodding to Dex’s face over her left shoulder. “Do you think he’d do anything to hurt you?”

“No,” she says, shaking her head.

“If you can’t trust me yet, trust Dex.”

She inhales deeply and meets my eyes. My heart clenches at how kind those damn green eyes of hers are. “I trust you, Felix.”

“Even after all I’ve done?”

“I forgive you.”

I pull her down to me, kissing her again, and her mouth melts into mine. As she’s bent over, I pull her ass cheeks apart as Dex thinks better of just getting after it with her. He temporarily leaves and grabs our lube as I kiss Nicole with a hunger I haven’t experienced for someone since I first met Dex.

He comes back, and I hear the bottle release air as he squirts the liquid on his cock. His hand rubs the liquid onto his dick, and I jolt when his fingers add some extra lube around Nicole’s already wet pussy. He taps my thigh, and I pull out of Nicole just a bit so he can run lube over most of my cock before throwing the bottle aside. I slowly push back inside of her.

Dex pushes against her back and kisses her on the neck. “Just my fingers right now, baby. If you don’t like it, say so, and it will stop. Understand?”

She nods and squeezes her eyes shut as Dex slides one finger into her pussy. His knuckle drags against the underside of my dick, and I close my own eyes at the tighter fit and the touch.

“Two now,” he says, sliding his index finger in too. He pumps them back and forth, and Nicole takes them both like a champion.

“If you can handle two extra fingers, you can handle a little more. You got this, Nicole. Breathe, OK?” I coo, gripping her hips and pulling her to my chest.

Dex braces his hand next to my head and looks down as he taps his cock against Nicole. Our balls touch, and I nearly come at the warmth as they settle against mine. He pushes the tip of his cock into Nicole, and she gasps.

I grip her hips, holding her in place as Dex slides in a bit more. “Everyone OK?” he asks .

Nicole trembles in my arms but nods. “He’s almost all the way there, sweetheart. Just a bit more,” I say, my voice husky. Dex’s lubed dick sliding against mine as he inches inside her is intense.

He pushes in all the way, and we all sit for a moment, not moving. Dex and I both swivel to get Nicole used to the feel, and she shakes as Dex pulls her up a little. She still holds onto my hair in a death grip, but the sensation just heightens my experience. I can hurt if she’s hurting.

I look at Dex over her shoulder and nod. He places a kiss on the nape of her neck before thrusting.

My back arches off the bed, and I whine. My cock is inside Nicole but Dex rubs his dick against mine as he creates friction, threatening to send me over the edge. Nicole doesn’t whine or complain. I don’t think she’ll get off because I’m too overstimulated to focus on her clit for the moment, but she’s enjoying it on some level as she rocks her hips against Dex.

He grips her hips and pulls her down more to us. I don’t buck or thrust. I throw my head back against the pillow and enjoy the fucking Dex gives us. He’s in control and drives both of us as we can do nothing but open our mouths in silent rapture and enjoy the ride.

A tear trickles from my eye at the feel of all of it, and I try to hold myself together, lest I be taken out of the game too quick. Dex’s outer thighs tremble against mine. Maybe he feels the same .

“Fuck, Dex,” I whine, finally caving first. “Fuck, man, I’m so close. I’m going to fucking come so hard. Fuck her. Fuck us.”

He increases his thrusts as Nicole grips my hair even harder. I kiss the inside of her wrist because it’s all I can reach. I may bite too. I’m not sure. I can’t control my own body, and Nicole’s tits flop with Dex’s exertions. Moans come from Dex’s throat as his own orgasm builds. I know the sounds he makes, and he’s in heaven right now.

He goes at us hard as Nicole takes it. “That’s our good girl,” he says in her ear as his eyes squeeze shut. “That’s our girl for doing this for us.”

At the last second, Dex’s balls flex against mine, and I know that feeling. The sheer depravity and intimacy of our balls twitching against each other as our cocks are buried inside Nicole hit us at the same time. I unload inside of Nicole, gripping her hips and moaning her name as I pull her down and grind her against me. I also moan for Dex. At least, I call out for him in my mind. I’m not sure what comes out of my mouth because my lips barely work as I shake and tremble against Nicole. She massages my chest with one hand through my orgasm. The other hand still pulls at my hair.

Dex comes hard, moaning my name as he leans forward and grips my throat. Our mixed semen drips out of her body and down my balls, tickling as it runs all the way to my ass and over my thighs. His hand on her hip loosens, and she collapses forward onto me with a sigh .

Dex rolls onto his back, settling beside me, both of us coming down from our orgasm. He pulls Nicole onto him, and I help shift her to his chest, missing her skin immediately as soon as she’s gone.

Dex’s chest still heaves with exertion, and my scalp tingles where she pulled my hair. It’s an exquisite hurt, and I run my hand over the painful spots, massaging them, but I’m sure Nicole is sorer than either Dex or I can imagine.

Nicole is on her stomach on top of Dex, and I rise from the bed to get wet washcloths for all of us. When I come back, I hand one to Dex as I clean myself. Then, I take the one meant for Nicole and run the wet rag down her back, circle around to her slit, and swipe back. I hold the cold washcloth over her pussy and coo soothing words, hoping it soothes her. “Is that better?” I whisper.

“Will I get used to you both inside of me at the same time?” she half-laughs. Something in her voice also tells me she’s serious.

“Did I hurt you that bad?” Dex asks, tilting her chin so that she’s looking at him. He strokes her hair and kisses the top of her head while I kiss a spot between her shoulder blades and lay my head on her lower back.

She purrs at the sensation, shakes her head at Dex’s question, and I revel in the warmth of her against my cheek. My hand reaches down, and I clasp Dex’s thigh. I know we’ll sleep in this position tonight. Nicole is between us, protected from the world by the men that she’s somehow managed to find. My head is on her back, and my hand is on Dex’s body.

I’m not jealous she’s the one curled into his chest. He strokes her hair and then reaches to stroke mine.

My eyes flutter closed, a small smile on my lips as I fall into a dreamless sleep.