Chapter 4Hell

Chapter 4

Hell

There was a knock at my bedroom door that I wasn't expecting. Rolling over on my comfy bed, I set my book to the side. It was a trashy romance novel from my dusty old bookcase in the corner of my room. I was going to make it a point to read every single book I owned.

Before I could call out, the door opened, and a dark shape slipped inside, shutting the door and locking it behind them. I relaxed against my pillow as Ret came towards me. My belly flipped as I ran my eyes over her bare legs. She was tall for a woman and toned as if she did professional wrestling or something.

Tonight she wore a wife-beater tank top with nothing under it, her nipples peaking underneath it, paired with running shorts that were so short they night as well have been underwear. My mouth dried up instantly.

This was a new development for me, and sometimes I didn't know how to handle it. I'd never found myself attracted to women, sexually or otherwise, until I laid eyes on her.

She crawled onto the bed and straddled me, her strong hands propping herself up on either side of my head. I could see the desire in her eyes as she leaned down to kiss me deeply. I moaned into her mouth, rolling my hips as my pussy started to tingle in anticipation.

I hadn't been expecting her to come to me tonight, but I had to admit that I was glad it was her. The guys and I had some things to discuss regarding a certain nuisance who insisted she travel with us, and I wasn't ready for that conversation just yet. Besides, there was so much unfinished business between Ret and I, and it was time we cleared it all up.

The truth was, I was fucking attracted to her in every way imaginable. I wanted her badly, to the point that sometimes I touched myself in this very bed, imagining what it would feel like to have her weight on top of me.

As we kissed, Ret's hand slid between us and cupped one of my breasts firmly. I moaned into her mouth and arched towards her touch.

Breaking our kiss reluctantly, Ret whispered in my ear, "You want this? You want me tonight?"

That day in the showers, she told me it would always be my choice. She was putting herself out there and giving me the chance to turn her away, but it would always be my choice. I couldn't think of a single place I'd rather be in this moment than in my bed with Ret.

My lips stretched into a sly smile in leu of words as I slid my hands down the sides of her body, pulling her closer to me until she was pressed right up against every inch of me. I rolled my hips and groaned, and Ret cursed under her breath.

Shifting her weight on me, she dragged one hand down over my exposed stomach and dipped under the waistband of my shorts with ease. I was already wet for her, and she cursed again as her fingers slicked through my pussy lips.

I rolled my hips at her touch, desperation clawing at me. I wanted to ride her fingers until I came hard. As if she could read my mind, she sank two fingers into my heat. I groaned, my eyes rolling back in my head as I reached for the bedsheets, fisting them tightly.

Ret smirked devilishly, her brown eyes bright with lust. "You like that?" Her fingers moved in and out of me slowly at first. I nodded, my hips meeting her slow strokes. "Good, because I can't wait to taste this pretty pussy. I bet you taste so fucking sweet, don't you?"

Her fingers sped up, moving rhythmically. Not too hard, not too deep, but just right. I guess that's a perk I hadn't realized about fucking another woman. They knew exactly how to make another woman come. She curled her finger inside of me, rubbing in tight circles that had me seeing stars behind my closed eyelids. My thighs shook as I came, and my pussy gushed around her fingers.

"Stay still, pretty girl. I'm about to make you come harder than you've come in your entire life. Trust me?"

I was nodding before I even knew I was doing so. But I did trust her. She'd become someone special to me in such a short amount of time, but I could confidently say that I trusted Ret with my fucking life.

Her weight disappeared as she shifted off of me. I sat up slightly as she stripped off her clothes, leaving them in a pile on my bedroom floor. I gaped at her kickass body, my mouth watering with the need to taste her. Her skin was lightly browned, with scattered beauty marks here and there. An intricate tattoo swirled over the expanse of her six-pack abs. She was built like a fucking GI Jane.

When she climbed back on my bed, I let my thighs fall to the sides instinctively. I was still thrumming with intense aftershocks that made my muscles twitch in anticipation of her touching me again.

Moving with utter confidence, Ret took hold of my legs, scooting me down the mattress until I was flat on my back with my thighs wide. She hooked one of her legs over my hip, keeping the other where it was. My heart shot into my throat as the warmth of her bare pussy caressed my own.

I'd never done anything like this before, so internally, I was kind of freaking out. Not enough to tell her to stop, though. No fucking way. I wasn't naive. I'd seen lesbian porn before, so I knew how things worked.

She reached between her legs and gently strummed her own clit, groaning at the featherlight touch. "You look delicious beneath me. I should have come to you sooner."

She grabbed my leg tightly, lowering her hips so that she straddled me in such a way that our slick pussies lined up. Her hips began to grind down on me slowly. The noise that left me was a mixture of a whine and a moan. My entire body erupted in fiery tingles, causing my clit to pulse.

Sinking back into the mattress, I tried not to scream as her movements picked up speed. I'd pleasured myself many times in my life, and every woman alive knew that it was all about the clit. Penetration was amazing, but only if your partner knew what they were doing, which luckily my men definitely did. But this was a different kind of pleasure.

I was panting, my hips were beginning to move on their own now, meeting her thrust for thrust. She groaned every time I pinched my own nipples, arching my back as I edged closer to orgasm. My thighs were shaking as she fucked me, and I knew I was seconds away from shattering.

Her pussy was hot and slick, and the friction was incredible as we moved together in complete sync. Her breasts bounced against my leg that she held onto tightly, her dusky nipples hard and perky.

Fuck, she was gorgeous. So fucking sexy, I couldn't stand it. How the hell did this even happen to me?

"That's it, baby, come on my fucking pussy..." Her voice was rough with desperate need, and it was all it took to force me off that edge.

Grabbing my pillow, I shoved it over my face as I screamed, my thighs shaking and a pressure in my lower abdomen releasing. I could feel myself squirting, a sudden gush of hot liquid coating us both as she continued to fuck me. I normally squirted when I made myself come, but this was uncontrollable, and it felt like heaven.

I let the pillow fall to the side so I could watch as Ret came too, her eyes closing tightly and her whole body shaking as pleasure overtook her. She moaned, cursing as her thrusts slowed, becoming erratic and jerky.

I lay there, still trembling from my own orgasm, and simply admired her movements. She was beautiful in the throes of pleasure, and I could feel another wave of arousal crashing over me as she finished. Finally, Ret collapsed onto me in a sweaty heap, both of us breathing heavy with exhaustion and blissful satisfaction.

"That was...amazing," I whispered into her neck after several minutes had passed without either one of us saying a word."

Ret chuckled softly, the sound vibrating through her chest pressed against mine. "You're telling me. I've been wanting to do that for a long time now."

She lifted her head and gazed down at me with those intense brown eyes that always seemed to see right through me. A smile played at the corners of her full lips. "So I take it this means you're into it? Into me?"

I bit my lip, suddenly feeling shy despite what we had just done. My hands traced over the defined muscles of her back. "I think it's pretty obvious that I'm very much into you, Ret. In every possible way."

"Good." She leaned down and captured my mouth in a searing kiss that reignited the embers still smoldering inside me. "Because I plan to make this a repeat performance. Many, many times."

I smiled against her lips, loving the thought of exploring this new dynamic between us further. But reality began to seep back in and I sighed. "What about the others? The guys, I mean. What will they think about...this?" I gestured vaguely between our naked, entangled bodies.

Ret shrugged a toned shoulder. "Frankly, I don't really care what they think. This is between you and me. Though I have a feeling they'll be more understanding than you might expect."

"You think so?" I furrowed my brow, trying to imagine having that conversation with any of them.

"I know so. Because they already know."

My eyebrows shot up in surprise. "They already know? How? Did you tell them?"

Ret shook her head, an amused smile playing on her lips. "No, I didn't have to. Apparently we haven't been as subtle as we thought. Dante said he's seen the way we look at each other. And Wyatt mentioned he noticed how much time we've been spending together lately."

I felt my cheeks flush. Had I really been that obvious? I thought I had kept my growing attraction to Ret well hidden. "And... they're okay with it?"

"More than okay." Ret traced her fingertips along my collarbone, sending shivers down my spine. "In fact, they seemed almost relieved when they brought it up to me. I think they could sense there was this unresolved tension between us and they wanted us to, well, resolve it."

I let out a short laugh. "I guess we can consider it thoroughly resolved now." I tangled my fingers in her dark hair and pulled her in for another kiss, savoring the feel of her soft lips against mine.

When we finally broke apart, both slightly breathless, Ret gazed at me with a tender expression that made my heart flutter. "I care about you so much. You know that, right? This isn't just sex for me. I want to be with you, in every way."

Emotion welled up inside me and I had to blink back the sudden tears that sprang to my eyes. "

I swallowed hard against the lump in my throat, overcome by Ret's heartfelt confession. "I want that too," I whispered, my voice thick with feeling. "I care about you so much it scares me sometimes. I never expected to feel this way about another woman, but with you, it just feels right."

Ret's face split into a radiant smile and she peppered my face with kisses, making me giggle. "You have no idea how happy I am to hear you say that. I was so nervous to tell you how I really felt."

"Well, you can stop being nervous, because I am one hundred percent on board with exploring this, with you." I captured her lips again, kissing her deeply and trying to pour all my growing feelings into the intimate contact.

We kissed languidly for a while, hands roaming and caressing, until the passion began to build once more. Ret started trailing open-mouthed kisses down my neck and chest, pausing to swirl her tongue around each of my nipples until they pebbled under her ministrations.

I gasped and arched into her touch, my fingers tangling in her hair. She continued her downward path, dipping her tongue into my navel before settling between my thighs. She looked up at me through her lashes with a seductive smirk.

"I believe I promised to taste this sweet pussy," she purred, nuzzling her nose against my slick folds and making me shiver with anticipation. "And I always keep my promises."

With that, she dragged her tongue slowly through my heat, humming in appreciation at my taste. I let out a low moan, my hips lifting off the bed involuntarily. Ret's strong hands gripped my thighs, holding me in place as she began to eat me out in earnest.

Her mouth was pure magic, alternating between long, broad strokes of her tongue and targeted flicks against my sensitive clit. She seemed determined to wring every ounce of pleasure from my body. I was already so worked up from our previous activities that it didn't take long before I was writhing beneath her touch, my climax building rapidly.

"Oh my god, just like that," I panted, fisting the sheets as I ground myself shamelessly against her talented mouth. "I'm so close..."

She doubled her efforts, sucking my clit between her lips as she thrust two fingers deep inside my clenching channel. That extra stimulation was my undoing. With a hoarse cry of Ret's name, I shattered, my inner walls clamping down on her fingers as wave after wave of ecstasy crashed over me.

Ret gentled me through the aftershocks, lapping at me until I weakly pushed at her head, too sensitive for any more. She crawled back up my body, licking her lips with a self-satisfied grin.

"You taste even better than I ever imagined…"