Daredevil Chapter 11

Once Shain fell asleep, I was up and off to work out the details. Now that I knew she wanted to be with me as much as I wanted to be with her and she loved me too, I was eager as hell to get her back home with me and to get started on our forever life. My first call was to Sin to ask him if he and Rampage would spare me another week so I would be able to get her packed up to go.

He was more than willing and congratulated me on finding and claiming my old lady. He promised he'd bring it before the club and get their vote to make everything official, although he didn't anticipate anyone objecting to her being mine. While I was talking to him, I sent off a text to Phantom asking him to order me a property cut but to keep it under wraps. I had his thumbs up within a minute of sending it.

Next was to talk to Carnage about me leaving. I had been an extra, though welcome addition, so my leaving wouldn't leave them short. I asked him if he and Moose would come to Shain's place around six to talk. I heard his deep inhale and sigh before he agreed. I hoped she wouldn't mind, but we needed to tell her cousin and the club, aka Carnage, together and right away.

With those things out of the way, I called Saint. I wasn't above using my connections. As a trained medic and paramedic, he knew most of the first responders and, among them, the bosses at the fire department. I asked him if he'd put a bug in one of their ears to consider interviewing and hiring her. He assured me he would. As I was hanging up, he told me how much he liked Shain. I thanked him and hung up with a smile on my face. Next, I began to check out a website that I'd bookmarked a while ago. It was one full of house designs. I examined the ones I loved the most to show her later. Other than one lot on the street where a house would be between Pitbull and Talon's, the remaining lots at the moment were on the last street where only Torpedo's house was. I was open to any of them, so it would be up to her to decide on the location.

With those out of the way, the less pleasurable things needed to happen. Even if Shain would end up moving with me to Tenillo, the fact Laz did what he did and her chief had shown his true colors wouldn't be forgotten or go without being addressed. It might not be right away but Laz would regret what he did.

Her captain I felt less inclined to go after. He was protecting his family, and if I was in his shoes, I'd think of them first, too. At least he seemed frustrated and upset with the whole affair. It might take me a bit to figure out the best way to deal with them, but I'd get there.

As the hours passed and she slept, I made a list of all the items we needed to address in order to move her. I knew she said she'd come for a week or two to let me see how I took to her being there. It wasn't necessary. I knew I wanted her nowhere else. I was gonna do my absolute best to convince her to pack her stuff, and we'd haul it back to Tenillo when we went. I reserved a trailer to haul back the bikes and a truck for her furniture since all of it wouldn't fit in the bed of my truck. If she decided not to take everything or not to go, then I'd cancel the truck. I had my fingers crossed she'd agree in the end.

I knew from experience she never wanted to sleep more than six hours. She said it messed with her sleep cycle too much if she did. The alarm I set on my phone chimed, alerting me it was time to wake up sleeping beauty. We'd have time to talk about the planning and just have some time together before Moose and Carnage arrived. I figured we'd bring something in to take the pressure off either of us having to cook dinner. It would be an intense evening. My hope was they wouldn't give her a hard time about it.

She was snuggled into her pillow on her side when I came into the bedroom. She was irresistible, so I shed my jeans, then slipped into bed beside her and snuggled up to her back. She sighed but remained asleep. I gently kissed her neck and then her shoulders as I pushed the covers down so I was able to admire her back. So sleek and supple it called to me to touch her.

I lowered it more until her round, firm ass was exposed. Fuck, just looking at her was making me hard. Running my hand down to her hip, I slowly and gently moved her top leg, so it was bent in front of the other. Dipping my fingers between her legs, I feathered them up and down her slit. I waited for her to gain consciousness. I was hungry, and only she could satisfy this craving of mine.

To my astonishment, she didn't awaken. As I played more and she grew wet, I got harder, and this led to me picturing her waking up to me buried in her pussy as I slowly made love to her. This excited the hell out of me. Over her shoulder, I saw her nipples were hard. I wanted to suck them, but they'd have to wait. First, my cock had a need to be buried deep in its tight wet home.

Gripping the base, I slowly burrowed it between her legs and found her slick entrance. I paused only for a second before pushing inside of her. The way she jerked and inhaled told me she was finally awake. A throaty moan from her pushed me to lift her upper leg and bring it back over my hip as I thrust hard the rest of the way inside. Her back arched as she glanced back at me. The desire on her face ignited my lust even more.

Sliding my hand to the front of her, I teased one nipple, then the next, as I leisurely stroked in and out. Her heat and wetness were bathing my cock in what I considered her peach-flavored syrup. Plucking a nipple hard, I bit her shoulder. She moaned.

"Does my woman like waking up to her man's cock inside of her?"

"Your woman loves it. Best way to wake up," she murmured.

"It's your fault, you know. I came in here to wake you up, and you looked so warm and sexy I had to snuggle up to you. Then when I did, you turned me on, and I had no choice but to get you wet and then slip my cock into its home."

She giggled softly. "Oh, so it's my fault. I see. Is my pussy your cock's only home? Should I expect this often?"

"You should expect it any time and honestly any place. As for whether it's its only home, no. That mouth of yours is another. The way you suck cock should be a crime. I love to watch how deep you take me and then to come with it buried in your throat." I thrust a tad harder, picturing it. I groaned when she pushed her ass back as I thrust forward. She was teasing her own nipples now.

"I love sucking your cock, Rome. You know there's more than those two homes for that beautiful monster between your legs."

My heart skipped a beat as I thought of her meaning. Not wanting to presume, I formed a question. "And where else would I put it for safekeeping?"

"I thought my ass would be a good place. I got the impression when we talked that you liked the idea of using my ass. I know I did. When I play with myself back there, it feels good. Can I tell you something?"

"You can always tell me anything, baby."

"I've used more than my fingers. Sometimes I slick up a dildo really good, then work it in there and fuck it until I come. It has never been one as big as you, but God, it hurts so good. I come hard. So hard, I've been known to squirt. Mmm."

I swear, hearing this made my cock swell bigger. The beast inside wanted out to play, but I had to be sure she was ready. I'd try my damndest to be gentle, but it would probably end up being a pounding by the end. I hadn't been in a woman's ass in a while. I found it pleasurable, but I'd never craved it the way I craved doing it to her. It was as if I needed to mark her everywhere as mine.

"Mon Rêve, think carefully before you answer me. I want only your truest answer. Not what you think I want to hear," I told her hoarsely. In order not to come, I slowed down my thrusts.

"Ask away."

"Do you want me to take your ass with my cock? I'll warn you. I'll do my best not to make it too painful, but I expect that in the end, it'll be a pounding. I'm too damn turned on. You can say no."

Her pussy contracted around me, causing me to moan. "Rome, you have to do it, or I'll lose my mind. Take me. I know you won't give me more than I can handle, Amant." My decision was made when she called me lover in French.

Knowing I had to prepare her, I withdrew, though it made both of us sad if her whimper was anything to go by. I got out of bed. "Stay here. Tell me where the lube is."

"The bottom drawer in the cabinet in the bathroom. Hurry," she panted.

I did when I saw her playing with her own clit. Damn, she was on fire. I was back in no time with the lube. The way she was jerking and moaning, I knew she was coming. Dropping it on the bed, I crawled between her legs and dove in. She grabbed my hair and pulled as I lapped up her syrup and kept her coming. I didn't stop until she cried out. "It's too much, Stop! It hurts."

Placing a tender kiss on her clit, I rose up. She was lying there limp. My cock was dark red and throbbing. I was so desperate to come, but I had to have a taste. Her eyes latched onto it. "Hurry. I need you inside me, Rome."

"Come here," I muttered as I moved and maneuvered her so she was on the edge of the bed on her stomach. It was the perfect height for me to take her ass, and it would give me the leverage I needed later. Opening the tube, I squirted out a generous amount of lube, then spread her plump ass cheeks with my other hand. I rimmed her back door several times before pressing the first finger inside. She was tight, and she whimpered, but she didn't tell me to stop. In fact, she pressed back on my finger when I didn't go fast enough.

"Tell me if it's too much or if you want me to stop."

"I'm fine. Keep going."

I worked her ass for a minute or more before inserting a second finger. Each time I did, she quickly adjusted and moaned how good it felt. I was convinced she was made for anal. After I had three inside and had scissored my fingers several times to stretch her more, I knew it was time. Withdrawing them, I slathered my cock in more lube and then wiped the excess on the sheet. Gripping both cheeks to hold her open, I pressed the head to her puckered opening and pushed in as she pushed out.

I groaned hard at the sight of her opening to take me. The underlying sense of it being slightly taboo fed my desire for some reason. As crazy as it sounded, if I could cover her in my scent and seed to warn off others, I would. Totally animalistic, but she made me feel this way. When I made it fully inside, I growled.

She shivered. "God, that sounds so sexy."

I ran my hand soothingly up her back. I wanted to rut like an animal, but the fear of hurting her held me back. "Is it too much?" I asked hoarsely.

She answered me by clenching her ass and then moving away from me before pushing back. "Jesus Christ, you've gotta stop that. I'm holding on by a thread, Shain. You feel so incredible. I don't want to hurt you, baby," I pleaded.

"You're not. Not the way you think, anyway. Please, Rome, I need you to show me the rest."

Her pleading broke me. I had enough sense to start slow and easy. As her moaning and encouragement she could take more grew, I let loose a tiny bit more. Way before I would've thought a newbie could handle it, she had me smacking my hips off her ass as I buried my cock to the root over and over. She had her face in the sheet screaming, but it wasn't in pain as she gripped it with her nails. If the fitted sheet didn't have holes in it when we were done, it would be a miracle. Shit, I didn't recall anal ever feeling this good.

I swear I could feel my cum boiling in my balls, getting ready to erupt, but before I could let it happen, she had to come. I refused to let her go unsatisfied. I could tell she was right on the edge. To help push her over, I reached around and found her engorged clit. I rubbed circles over it. All it took was a few circles for her to come. As she wailed and tightened down on me, I let myself go. It was almost cathartic to orgasm. When I was done coming, I had to pull out and lie on the bed. I was weak in my legs. She was limp, still half on and half off the bed.

"Are you alright, babe?" I managed to ask.

"I think so. And before you ask, it was just wow. I've been missing out."

I smacked her ass, making her jump and give me a wide-eyed look. "No, you've been missing out on me. I'm the only one who can rock your world like this. Don't forget it."

She edged over, laid her head on my shoulder, and smiled up at me. "I know that. It's why you'll never get rid of me now."

I laughed. "God, she only wants me for my cock," I grumbled.

She lightly bit my pec. "Oh, there's a little more than just your cock that's won me."

We spent several minutes teasing each other before we could finally get up and go take a shower together. I was waiting until after we were out to tell her about our guests. Hopefully, the sex mellowed her enough not to kill me.

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Shain wasn't too happy with me even hours later. Suffice it to say she wasn't looking forward to talking to Moose about moving. She gave me hell for even saying anything. I explained my reasoning once again not long before they arrived. She was sitting in the chair in the living room with her arms crossed and tapping her foot.

"Are you gonna stay mad at me forever? I didn't do it to sneak behind your back. I informed Carnage I would be leaving. I felt that not only did Moose need to know what we had planned right away, but Carnage did as well. You're a part of his club, Shain. You're family. Do you think he would approve of me just whisking you off to Texas? I know I wouldn't if it was my club. I've got a week left here. I want you to return with me. This means we have time constraints, and we need to give everyone time to accept them, especially Moose."

"What if I said I'm not prepared to go with you in a week? My life is here. I'll have to leave everything and everyone."

The way she phrased it caused my heart to seize, and I had to fight not to let blind panic overwhelm me. "You don't want to go with me? All this because I told them we needed to talk with them? If that's all it takes to break us apart, then this isn't what I thought it was. I'll call and tell them there's no need to come."

I turned and walked out of the room before I broke down or fell to my knees to beg her not to break my heart. My chest hurt and my head buzzed. I heard her call my name but I kept going. I needed air. I ripped the front door open in search of it. Standing there about to knock was Carnage and Moose. I walked past them without a word.

"Where are you going?" Moose asked in confusion.

"Away," I snapped. I made a beeline for my truck.

"Daredevil, come back! We need to talk," she yelled.

I shook my head but didn't say a word. Instead, I got in and started my truck. Throwing it in reverse, I hightailed it out of the parking lot. I had no destination in mind. I drove aimlessly as I thought over what had just happened. Everything fell to pieces because I made a decision without consulting her. Should I have? Maybe, but she was asleep, and I was only thinking of being on top of things. It wasn't because I wanted to control or rule her. Was that why she reacted the way she did?

I drove until I found an out-of-the-way spot where I parked. I laid my head on the steering wheel. After calming down, which took a good half hour or more, I knew I'd overreacted just as she had. It was wrong of me to walk out without talking to her. I beat my head off the wheel. Idiot. You need to get your ass back there and talk to her before she does kick you to the curb, for real.

Reaching into my shirt to get my cell phone so I could call and tell her I was coming back, I realized I'd left it on the coffee table. Goddamn it, how stupid. I fumbled to start my truck and get my ass headed back to her place. I hoped when I got there, she didn't tell me to keep going. It wasn't like me to react the way I had. It was as if insecurity snuck up and slapped me.

As I drove, I thought about why it did. The only conclusion I came to was I got spooked because having her in my life was something in a way I felt was too good to be true. I was secretly waiting for something to take her away. And I had no idea I was waiting for it to happen until this moment.

When I got back to her place, my heart sank. I didn't see her car there. Son of a bitch! Had she gone to the Regulators' compound or somewhere else? I was about to turn around and head their way when I saw Moose come strolling out to his bike. I hadn't even seen it in my haste to spot her car. He was frowning as he waved me over. Sighing, I knew I had to go face the music. I drove over and parked next to him, then got out.

"I know. I'm a dumbass, and I fucked up. How much does she hate me? Did she go to the club and leave you here to tell me to go back to Texas without her?"

"What the fuck is going through that head of yours, man? You go from one of the most confident men I know to this. She said you were arguing, and bam, you walked out on her without letting her finish talking."

"I reacted without thinking. I drove around, and when I stopped to get my head straight, I realized why I did it."

"Why?"

"I'm afraid."

"Afraid of what? Commitment? It's a little too late to change your mind, isn't it?" he scoffed.

"No, I'm afraid something will make her rethink being with me. I'll lose her. Having something as wonderful as her seems to be tempting fate or whatever. I know. I'm nuts, aren't I?" I groaned and closed my eyes.

"You're something. Listen, let's go inside and talk. We need to get you figured out before you talk to her." He gestured toward her house. I followed him reluctantly.

"Don't you mean if she'll talk to me? She's regretting ever letting me through her door after the way I left her."

"Snap out of it! Damn, if this is how falling in love is, no thanks."

He opened the door so we could enter, and then he closed it and locked it behind us. "Falling in love is amazing, except when you discover what losing the object of your love will do to you. Did she tell you why I asked you guys over?"

He nodded. "After she got over you leaving, yeah, she did. Carnage and I suspected the reason for the invite. Let me say I'm not thrilled to have her move to Texas. With that said, though, I do know she'd be taken care of. I've seen the way you are with her, Daredevil. I have no doubt you'll take care of her. I know you love her too. She admitted to us she loves you, which makes your freakout even harder to understand."

"She asked, what if she didn't want to go with me and her life is here? The way she said it didn't make me think she wanted to go. I offered to leave my club and move here to see if your club would have me the other day, but she knocked it down when I mentioned it. Did she say she changed her mind?"

"You did what? Wow, yep, you love her. No, she never mentioned it. She was in a huff over you setting up the meeting without talking to her about it. She's used to being in control of most things in her life. I think she just said the first thing to come to mind. You need to go talk this out with her. Don't let this ruin you two. Christ, I can't believe I'm about to say this, but if you don't stay with her, I'll kill you."

"The only way I'll truly leave here without her is if she decides she doesn't want me, and I can't change her mind. I love her. It's scary how much and in such a short period of time. All I want is to have her close and to protect her while making sure she's happy and has everything in the world she desires."

"Good answer. Okay, before we go to the club, I think we need to go over your thoughts about her moving to Tenillo. She said something about you going back in a week. I assume you want her to go with you. Did you intend for her to move all her stuff or take some and arrange for the rest to come later? She told us what happened at work, by the way. We'll talk about what to do about her job and that no-good bastard Laz later. One thing at a time. It does simplify her moving, and it would serve them right for suspending her to leave them to find a new firefighter. Most won't also be paramedics. They get two for the price of one with her."

"Oh, believe me, Laz hasn't been forgotten. I want to know what his connection is to the chief to make him side with Laz. If it's not a connection, then what does he have on him? As for the move, I did reserve a trailer to haul my bike and hopefully hers to Tenillo and a truck in case she decided to take everything. It was only if she agreed. If she wants to wait, I'll cancel it. Sin knows I've made my claim official, and he's having the club vote on it. No way they'd say no, so no worries there. I have Phantom ordering her property cut. Hell, I even have possible house sites to show her on the compound and a website filled with house plans. Damn, saying it out loud makes me see how crazy it all is. It's up to her. If she wants to wait to come or only come for a short visit and move later, it's her decision."

"But if she goes that route, it'll likely be torture for you."

"Yep, but I'm not guilting her into anything. Can we go so I can get the begging over with? Oh, and I'd like it to be done without all of you watching and commenting."

He laughed and slapped my back. "Figure the odds. Get what you need, and let's go. We'll—" he was cut off by the buzzing of his phone. He took it out and read the message. I paced the room, pondering how to word my apology to her while he read it.

"You'll be interested to know this is Shain. She wants to know if you came back or not. She wants to go searching for you. You have her worried something happened to your dumb ass. She wants me to come to the compound right now."

"I'll text her. I would've already, but I discovered I left my phone here." I bent down and swiped my phone off the coffee table. I opened my messaging app and began to type as fast as I could.

Me: Mon Rêve, I'm so sorry. I was a complete and utter asshole. I'm coming to the compound to talk. Please don't turn me away. With your cousin right now.

I tried not to fidget as I waited for her to answer me. I sighed when she did, even though it wasn't the friendliest message.

Shain: I should tell you to go to hell, but I won't. I'll be waiting. You'd better have a good reason for your behavior.

Me: I have an honest reason, which I just wised up to right before speaking to Moose. Be there soon. I know this might not mean much to you right now, but I love you.

Another pause before she replied.

Shain: You hurt me. We have much to talk about. I love you too, but I won't be ignored.

Me: It won't happen again.

"Let's go. She's waiting," Moose said as I pocketed my phone. I had a lot to say to her, but not over a text. I didn't argue. He was the last out, so he could lock up her place. I brought up the rear as we sped to the compound. If it would've helped, I'd hold my breath to ensure this night turned out in my favor.