11. Adam
Chapter 11
Adam
I was dead asleep when there was a jolt beside me, and Riley gasped. “Oh no.” He patted the mattress and then sighed. “That was close.”
“Hmm?” It took me a second to wake up and realize Riley was upset about something. “What’s wrong, baby?” I reached for the night light just as he disappeared into the bathroom and shut the door.
He deserved privacy in the bathroom, but every second he was gone felt like an hour. Just as I was about to barge in and make sure he was okay, he opened the door with a towel wrapped around his waist. “Sorry for waking you up.”
“Don’t be sorry. Just tell me what’s wrong.” I held my arm open for him to walk into it, but he hesitated and then went around the other side of the bed and slipped under the cover.
As soon as his lap was covered up, he pulled out the towel and let it fall to the floor. “I had to go potty, and I almost had an accident.”
“Almost?” I still didn’t understand the problem. “It’s okay if you did. I can get the sheets changed, or we can move to my room for a few more hours.”
“I didn’t, but…” He pulled the covers up and gathered them under his chin in his fists. “Usually, I sleep in pull-ups so if I do, it’s not a problem. But I forgot to put one on last night.”
“I see.” I slipped my arm behind his back and scooted him closer to my side. Having any distance between us was unacceptable, and when he was vulnerable and needed a snuggle, it was physically painful. But once I did, I felt the soft cotton now covering his bottom. “I’m sorry I distracted you so much that you didn’t remember, but I’m proud of you for waking up in time and putting one on now.”
He swallowed and bit the tip of his thumb, not sucking it but keeping it close. “You’re proud of me?”
“Of course I am. Proud of you for making the right decision for yourself, even if you were feeling shy about it, and happy that you trust me enough to share this with me.” I slipped my hand down so I was palming his cotton-covered hip. “I bet you look even cuter than in your penguins.”
He shook his head. “No, the penguins are the cutest. These just have ABCs on them.” He tossed the covers away from his body like they were on fire and then lay back so I could get a better look.
“ABCs are pretty adorable too, sweet boy.” I kissed his tummy, just above the waistband, then up to his chin. “Do you think you can get back to sleep? We have a few more hours until we need to be up.”
“I think I can sleep, Daddy.” He rolled onto his side and slid down so his mouth was in line with my chest. “With some warm milkies.”
“Take what you need, baby.” I tucked my arm beneath his head as a pillow and hiked his knee over my hip so we were fully connected as he began to drink from the side he’d neglected earlier in the night. “Daddy will be right here when you wake up.”
I was just starting to wake up when I felt warmth on my thigh. Not wetness, but warmth. I couldn’t help grinning because Riley didn’t stir at all, completely out with his entire body melted against mine. The trust he’d given me in just a single day was mind-blowing.
And a huge responsibility.
He was obviously looking for a full-time Daddy, and I wanted so badly to be that for him. But there were a lot of logistics involved. We still hadn’t talked about where we were heading when we left Vegas in a few days. Or what we were heading home to.
I didn’t have much keeping me in my hometown. I could work from anywhere, and I spent so much time traveling that my house was practically a hotel room I paid a mortgage on. But what was Riley’s life like? Did he have a support system he couldn’t leave behind? Was he ready to talk about long-term or would that need to wait for another day.
He stirred beside me and his fingers slid across my chest and rolled one nipple between them. “Daddy, are you awake?”
I smiled and kissed the top of his head. “Yes, baby. And if I wasn’t, I definitely would be because you’re making Daddy hard.”
“I am?” He looked up and grinned. “Because of this?” He squeezed my nipple and flinched when milk sprayed out of it and shot him in the face.
I chuckled and licked up the warm drops before kissing his lips. “Yes, sweet boy. That feels good and makes me excited.”
He pressed his wet pull-up into my leg and held my gaze. “I’m excited too, but I’m also wet.”
I pulled his whole body on top of mine and kissed him more thoroughly until neither of us could last another second without oxygen. “We have a few options, sweet boy.”
“What are they?” He licked down my neck and took a quick sip off me as he waited for my response.
“Well, I can tear that pull-up off you and slide into you right now and then we’ll take a shower.” I arched my back so he could take a deeper pull. “We can both jump in the shower, and I can take you there.” I arched my hips so my cock pressed into his side. “Or I can get a warm cloth, clean you up, and then we can slowly make love.”
“The first one, Daddy.” He was already stroking me and yanking at his diaper. “And the second one too.”
I kissed him hard as I tore open through the thin cotton and finally had access to his soft skin. We both had full schedules for the day, so I needed to get my fill of this boy before heading back to my room to change, but I had more plans for him.
The local kink club was hosting the visiting Lactin Brotherhood chapters, and I’d RSVP’d to attend. At the time, I’d assumed I would be alone. But now that I knew more about Riley and his needs, I hoped to have him at my side the entire night.