37. Cas

Beingable to feel everything Lucy was feeling…it was a fucking dream come true. I was finally a part of her world. Every tiny little emotion flickered through the bond.

It honestly gave me whiplash.

The way she jumped from sleepy and content to amused and then aroused. Anxious and then annoyed right back to aroused.

All in the span of five minutes.

It was going to take some getting used to. I wanted to react to every tiny thing.

I was pleased she was content and then just as aroused. When she got anxious my alpha instincts demanded I do something about it but the irritation washed over that too quickly to actually react in time.

Liam was right. Those breathing exercises might not work as well as they used to, but I've never felt so calm or content in my life. Having her bonded to me made all those volatile instincts fade away simply because I could see the marks on her neck.

And so would everyone else.

Her scent had changed to the one she had during her heat when she'd been so steeped in our pheromones they became one, but I could still smell her black currants and dark roses more than all the others.

It was heady and addictive.

I breathed her in again just because I could and my dick flexed. Lucy looked up at me with those eyes that were still grey, as bright as the full moon. They hadn't changed yet but I could see the dark rim around the grey was starting to look a little different.

Like the beginnings of a blood moon.

I didn't know enough about bonded omegas to guess how long it would take for the color to settle, but I kind of liked that it wasn't an instant change. I wanted to see them evolve as our pheromones started changing her body permanently.

Evidence that she was ours.

"What are you thinking about?" Lucy reached up and pushed my hair out of my eyes, studying me like she couldn't possibly figure out why I was feeling the way that I was right now.

"Your eyes are still grey," I explained. "I was just wondering when they would change."

"Probably not for a few days. Maybe even a week." Liam leaned in to get a good look at them, putting his nose right against hers like a fucking weirdo. "It takes a day or two for the pheromones to settle. Once the marks heal they'll start working on her eyes."

"That doesn't explain why your dick keeps flexing against my stomach." Lucy raised her eyebrow and tilted her head, still searching my face like I was a mystery she needed to solve.

"Your scent is all tangled in ours. Just like it was during your heat," I admitted, feeling the corner of my mouth lift in a small smile when her arousal spiked through the bond again. "I know you're tired, but maybe I can show you something."

"Like what?" Lucy breathed. I could feel her heart pounding against my chest and my dick flexed again.

She wanted to watch, but that was something we should work our way up to. The bond was still fresh and I didn't want to freak her out with too many foreign emotions.

I looked over at Liam to see him grinning down at our omega, those red eyes even darker than before.

"I could show you something I know you want to see," I teased.

Reaching up to slide my fingers through Liam's messy hair, I gripped it tight and forced him to look at me.

Lucy gasped when Liam's chin lifted to ease the discomfort, his eyes meeting mine. He loved getting his hair pulled, something about it easing the tension in his skull, but he also loved that I could force him to do what I wanted despite the fact that I wasn't a legacy alpha.

I was his rock – the one thing he could count on that wouldn't shatter when he threw himself against it. There was nothing he could do to me that I couldn't take.

And I was capable of making him beg.

Because he wanted to.

I've never seen him beg like he did for Lucy though. I've never seen him cry. That was not something I thought I'd ever get to see and I had our omega to thank for that. He looked just as pretty as she did with tears in his eyes.

Gently pulling down to expose his throat, I remembered the last time he'd let me do this.

I couldn't wait to see him underneath me while he fucked her senseless, but I had to wait. Neither of them were in the right state of mind for that right now. Not after everything they went through today.

"He belongs to you," I reminded Lucy. "What do you want me to do with him?"

Her desire flooded the bond, along with nervous excitement.

But she didn't say anything and I smiled wider.

"Do you want me to kiss him?"

Lucy nodded and I dragged Liam closer, giving him the time to decide if he could handle it with the bond still so raw. He didn't try to pull away though or turn his face so that I'd kiss his cheek instead. No, Liam was unusually compliant.

Exhausted probably.

They both wanted more, but neither of them could do it on their own.

I licked the seam of his lips, giving him one more chance but he sucked my tongue into his mouth and my dick strained against Lucy's stomach, making her squirm against me. His mouth was always so hot, his teeth sharp.

Liam nipped my tongue and then kissed me for real, sighing into me as he let his body fall into us. I would never get over how easily he submitted in moments like this when he was the legacy alpha.

We both knew I wasn't stronger than him. At least, not when it came to our auras and pheromones. But physically?

I pressed my free hand against Lucy's lower back, holding her still while I tasted the slight hint of her slick lingering on his tongue.

Black currants and dark roses consumed me as I consumed him.

His slight moan when I kissed him harder had Lucy squirming again and I couldn't take it anymore. I pressed my hips up into her, rubbing my dick against the soft skin of her stomach just to take some of the edge off.

"Cas…" Her breathing was choppy and the way she almost whined my name had me rolling us into Liam.

Both of us rutted against her as we kissed each other, fighting for dominance without really trying to win. The fight itself was what I liked. I always wondered if I'd lose control and if I did it would be just as good as if I won.

I pulled away and forced him to look down at our omega. She was digging her nails into my chest again, eyes wild as she rolled her hips against me.

"Sweetheart, we barely started." I reached to slide my fingers between her legs, my knuckles brushing against Liam's hard cock.

"Fuck, I need to be inside you," he whispered, leaning down to nibble on her shoulder.

But I was still gripping his hair and he got yanked back, letting out a low growl that sounded a lot like a groan of pleasure.

That's when she bit me. Right over my scent glands as if she could bond me as I did her. It wouldn't work the same way, but her little teeth were sharp and I could feel them sinking in deep.

It was too fucking much. I thrust against her, neck arching as I took the violence and pain, knowing there was no way I could last when she was already this feral for us.

I growled when she finally let go. I needed to fuck her now.

She looked up at me with wild eyes and I could barely take it when I could feel just how badly she needed us. It was so much more intense than the scent of her desire filling the room, but I wanted to show her something.

I gripped her waist, flipping her so she could face Liam.

"You're gonna wanna see this," I told her as I pressed my hand to her stomach.

Holding her in place, I pushed inside of her slick heat in one smooth stroke. Her sharp gasp had Liam trying to kiss her but I didn't let go of his hair.

Liam snarled. "Cas?—"

"Now look." I wrapped my hand around his primary knot and squeezed, cutting him off before he could finish cussing me out. "This cock belongs to you, Lucy. What do you want me to do with it?

Her nails dug into Liam's shoulders as she stared down at his cock, so mesmerized she didn't even move despite having me inside her.

I pressed my thumb down on the tip, making Liam growl and curse at me as he tried to rut against my hold.

"Come on, Lucy. What do you want me to do?" I spread the precum at the tip all over his head and rolled my hips against her when she clenched down on me so hard I almost fucking came. "I'm not gonna last long, so fucking decide already. You want me to stroke it for you? Like this?"

Up and then down, my grip too loose to do much other than tease.

"Cas, I need it. Don't tease me like this." Already so close to begging.

"You should feel how tight she is just from watching," I gritted out, pressing up into her when she pulsed around me. "Do you want me to make him come like this?"

Lucy pressed back into me and I groaned against the back of her neck, reaching down to get some of the slick gushing out of her.

"Make him come," she breathed. "I want to see you make him come."

I gripped the head of Liam's cock and slid my hand down, spreading Lucy's slick all over him. "Then fuck me, sweetheart. Make yourself come while I show you how pretty he looks like this."

She obeyed instantly, grinding back on my dick as I stroked up and down Liam's ridiculous cock with both its knots. I would never be able to take them both, not like Lucy, but the smaller one…

"Fuck," Liam groaned, his neck arched with the way I held him as he still tried to thrust into my hand. "Fuck, Cas. Harder. Yes. Just like that. Fuck, fuck, fuck—don't stop. Don't stop or I'll kill you."

His alpha command didn't affect me the way he wanted it to and I slowed down as I slid in and out of Lucy, fucking her right up against Liam. I moved my hand so he could rut against her, grinding that massive knot right on her clit.

Lucy bit down on Liam's neck, coming so fucking hard I came with her, breath catching – groaning long and low as I slowly rolled my hips to ride it out. My fingers reaching around to slide down Liam's cheeks to press against that tight little hole.

"You want this?"

"God, yes. Yes." Liam was holding Lucy to his neck, grinding against her over and over, forcing her to keep coming on my dick. "Please—please just let me kiss her. Let me taste my blood on her tongue, fuck I need to kiss her, Cas. Please."

Lucy made these little whimpering cries that had me losing my mind, but I released Liam's hair and pressed two fingers inside his ass right as I grabbed his cock.

Liam grabbed her and kissed her like he was going to eat her alive, pressing up into her with each stroke of my hands and fingers.

I leaned back to get a bit more leverage, stroking him from the front and the back as I watched them kiss each other like they didn't need to breathe. God she felt so fucking good like this, pulsing around me with her never-ending pleasure fucking drowning me.

Pressing my fingers to the little bundle of nerves inside his ass, I stroked him hard and Liam shuddered as he came, long thick ropes of his cum hitting his chest and Lucy actually managed to come again, pressing herself down on my knot until it slipped all the way in.

FuckI needed to come again, but I couldn't move. All I could do was grind into her, my dick pulsing in time with her pussy.

"I can't wait to be inside you," I growl against Lucy's ear. "Can't wait to hear you begging to be inside her while I fuck you—clenching down on me just like she is."

Lucy whimpered, her whole body clenching down on me just like I needed, making me come when she pushed back and one more spurt of cum came out of Liam when I stroked him one last time.

All three of us were breathing hard, sweat dripping down Lucy's spine and Liam's temple. I gently slid my fingers out and pulled him closer, studying his face to make sure everything was still okay since I couldn't feel him like I could Lucy.

"I feel sticky," she murmured, but it was sleepy and content. Her eyes were closed and her breathing was already evening out.

"I'll take care of it," I promised, kissing the top of her head. "I'll take care of everything."

Liam gave me a sleepy smile before leaning over to give me a soft kiss. "You always do."

I held them both tight and reminded myself that this was real.

They were both mine.

How the fuck did I get so lucky?