Chapter 7 - Ash

The first pale rays of morning light were peeking in through the half open drapes when I woke to Jesse's fingers tracing the curve of my chest. I moaned, reveling in the unique feeling of absence that came from having taken him inside of me only hours earlier.

"I want you." he whispered against my ear as he nibbled.

I whimpered and rolled my body against his. "You have me, love."

"No." His breath and words were warm against my skin. "I want to feel you move inside of me."

I trembled with pleasure as he continued his ministrations at my neck. "You can have anything. Everything."

He flicked his tongue along the skin under my ear. "I mean right now. I want you now."

I leaned my head back to catch his eyes. They were open, and loving, and full of need. I wanted to give him what he asked for, but I needed to know how much attention his ass was used to in order to make sure he enjoyed himself.

"When was the last time you did that?" I half moaned as I stretched, enjoying the feeling of his strength against me.

He blushed deeply. I was always amazed that someone with his olive complexion could blush that way. I raised an eyebrow.

"Never." he said quietly and dropped his eyes from mine.

I was genuinely shocked. How was it that all his past lovers had let his giant dick anywhere near them?

"I thought you said you'd had serious boyfriends?" I asked.

"I have. I guess it's just always made me nervous, and I've said no." He was always so open with me, so honest.

"Love, we should take our time then and work up to it." I didn't want to say no, but I knew I should.

His eyes searched mine pleadingly. "Please."

I brushed my lips across his as I cupped his jaw in my hand. How could I deny him this. How could I deny him anything. He whimpered and rolled onto his back, pulling me with him. He had an uncanny way of using his muscular form so agilely that it seemed he maneuvered us both without effort.

I smiled into those golden eyes. "Just relax love. It will take a while to get you ready, but I promise you'll enjoy every minute of it."

He brushed a stray lock of hair from my cheek with a lust-filled groan as I slid my jaw along his, enjoying the stubble we had each acquired over the past day.

With a contented sigh, I turned my attention to his chest, circling a nipple with my tongue and sucking tenderly. His fingers clutched at my hair as his body arched up. I nipped the hard nub lightly with my teeth, drawing a growl from deep in his throat. I took my time exploring his chest and stomach, savoring his taste, touching every delicious inch of his skin as I worked my way down to trail the tip of my tongue along the underside of his throbbing cock.

He jumped and tightened his fingers in my hair.

"Ahhh…Fuck. Not that." he groaned.

I stopped instantly, looking up in confusion as he raised his head to meet my gaze.

"I want to do everything with you, but not all at once, I want to savor it all. Save that for another time."

I flicked my tongue across his leaking slit once more, relishing the sweetness I found there.

"It will help ass play feel sexual instead of strange to you the first time.," I tried to coax him.

He shook his head. "Save it."

I nodded and dragged my body sensually up along his.

"I don't want to hurt you, love." I whispered against his lips.

He just smiled, amber eyes glowing. "I trust you."

I covered his mouth with mine; possessing him until he groaned and arched up against me as I reached for the lube. I rocked against his side, grinding my already slick length into his hip. My lips never paused in attending to his neck and collar bone as I reached my slick fingers between his legs.

He whimpered and squirmed at my touch, his legs falling further to the sides. My lips slid lower; sucking and nibbling on one nipple at a time as my middle finger circled his tight pucker and pressed against it with slowly increasing pressure. His moans came in a quiet flow. Every word, every sound indistinguishable from the next

God, I loved those noises. I loved knowing that I could offer him so much pleasure he lost himself to reality.

I rolled my body once more as I caught an earlobe between my teeth and slidmy finger completely inside his body. He cried out; his head falling back as I quickly found the small bundle of nerves I was searching for. His hands clutched at the sheets and my shoulders. His knuckles white, his breath uneven and harsh.

I worked slowly, my fingers playing until his body was straining and his cries were continuous before pulling back and allowing him time to catch his breath. His eyes caught mine, wide and full of pleasure and shock as I leaned up and parted his lips, encouraging his tongue into my mouth.

"Please." he panted. His body trembled against me.

I smiled and shook my head. "Not yet."

He leaned up quickly, my fingers still deep inside him as he took my jaw in his hand, covering my mouth with his. His tongue thrust deep, and he drew itstip along the underside of mine until I moaned.

He pulled away and let his head fall back once more. "Please."

I knew he wasn't quite ready, but his need would dull the pain. I climbed up into his arms, pressing my body to his. His knees instinctively hooked around my hips and his arms tightened around me as he clawed at my shoulders, breathless in anticipation.

We touched in every way it was possible to touch another. Our breaths mingled as our thighs and hips and chests pressed together. I rocked forward and his body tensed under mine. I felt his resistance intensify against the invasion. His breath caught and I felt him grit his teeth against my jaw.

"Breathe, love," I whispered.

He responded without hesitation and as he exhaled, his body relaxed. I pressed my hips forward with his breath and slid easily into him. He was unimaginably tight. The heat of his body, slick and naked around me was something I'd never experienced before.

His fingernails cut into my skin as he arched and cried out.

"Fuck."

"God."

I trailed my tongue along his neck and whispered against his skin.

"I love you."

He relaxed, and I held, unmoving, until his embrace softened. I'd never been inside someone unprotected before, and it was nearly more than I could bear. It took all my concentration to focus on his pleasure instead of getting lost in mine.

Years passed as we clung to one another, consumed by the sensation of my body inching its way into his welcoming warmth. My hips had only just settled when his back arched, and he cried out. As I felt a rush of wet heat between our bellies, I buried my face in the bend of his neck and joined him.

As the dark void in which only pleasure exists slowly faded and reality settled back around us, I realized we had both been forever changed by this night. We belonged to one another completely.

He brushed a stray hair back from my face, trailing his fingers through the pale strands as our lips found one another, playing tenderly until I softened and slipped from him. He trembled once more and smiled lovingly into my eyes. I curled up against his side as he had mine the night before and we slept until late afternoon.

When I woke, he had rolled onto his stomach, creamsheets resting just below his perfectly tanned low back, one leg bent up almost to his chest. I propped my head up in my hand and took in the broad expanse of smooth skin for a long while before sliding over and curling around his back.

He rolled over to face me, sliding close and slipping his knee between mine.

I spoke quickly before I could talk myself out of it.

"I know it won't really change much. You're at school a ton, and we both have work and everything, but…" I hesitated a moment. "Live here? I know you'll stay at the dorm still a lot of nights, but call this home?"

I don't think I'd ever seen a smile quite so large. "Seriously?"

I brushed my lips across his. "Yes, please."

His fingertips trailed along my cheekbone and jawline as he searched my emerald gaze.

"Nothing would make me happier."