Chapter 19

When Tidun nibbled my neck like it was the most delicious thing ever, it had me harder than I'd ever been in my life. I hadn't known my neck was anerogenous zone, but fuck did having his mouth there feel so fucking good.

I wanted more of that, more of him.

"But you said you weren't ready," Tidun said, and I didn't know if he said that to convince me or himself. He was watching me like he wanted to devour me, and while the thought of what was to come next scared me a bit, I knew I would be safe with him.

Just the fact that he was trying to hold himself back, despite his obvious arousal, told me he wouldnt hurt me. Tidun would never hurt me.

"I don't know if I'm ready for butt stuff, but honestly, I would really like to rub our dicks together right now. Is that okay?" I tried to phrase it like a question, but it sounded more like a plea in my ears, and I didn't even fucking care.

I was too desperate right now to care about anything other than getting his hands back on me.

Tidun's eyes flicked back to mine. I could see the heat behind his gaze. "I should be the rational one here and tell you to think it over when we're not running high on emotions, but I really don't want to be."

"I don't want you to be either." I smirked, finding it funny that he was the experienced one of the two of us, but here I was practically begging him to have sex with me.

"I need you to be sure, because I don't think I'm strong enough to stop myself again," he said, his chest raising up and down with effort.

Pulling him down again, I pressed our foreheads together. "I think you just want me to beg."

He chuckled. "I wouldn't be opposed to that."

"Is that what turns you on, huh?" I said, lining kisses over his cheek until I reached the shell of his ear. "Please, Tidun? Won't you jerk us off?"

"Fuck," he cursed as he moved to undress us. His actions were much faster than any human could ever move.

Honestly, him telling me he was a shifter was the least shocking thing he'd told me tonight. I should have guessed it in the first place, considering he was much larger than the average human size. That, plus the beautiful shade of his hair. It could have been dyed, but I had a hunch that the silver-blue was his natural hair color.

He was a sperm whale shifter, but that hadn't changed anything with how I felt about him. To me, he was still Tidun.

"Fuck, you were hiding the Loch Ness Monster down there," I exclaimed when we were both fully naked. My eyes soaked in his deliciously toned body. He was pale like me, but there was nothing fragile about his body, especially not the weapon between his legs.

"I think I'm pretty average for a whale shifter," he said, and even if he was being completely serious, that didn't change the fact that he had a monster cock.

"Can I touch it?" I asked, then with a cheeky smile, I added, "Please?"

He raised a brow with a chuckle. "We both know there's only one answer to that question. In fact, I should be the one begging you to touch me."

I gave him a small smile and hesitantly reached out to him. It wasn't only the sheer size that made his cock intimidating, but also the dark purple head and thick veins running all along him.

I was, however, shocked at the velvety feel of his cock. His precum dribbling over his length made it easy for my hand to glide over him. Tidun let out soft grunts of pleasure as I played with the head, and another spurt of liquid spilled out.

"That feels so good," Tidun breathed out. He had a sexy expression I'd never seen on him before, with his lips slightly parted and his flushed cheeks made more obvious by his pale complexion.

I'd never touched another dick besides mine, but I wasn't expecting to like it so much. It was addicting knowing that I was the one making him feel like that, and it spurred me on even more.

Gathering all of his precum to use as lube, I glided my hand the way I usually would on myself. More delicious groans slipped out of him as I moved. His gaze on me was intense, and his eyes were almost pitch black with lust.

"I want to make you come. Tell me how to," I said. To see him so worked up and knowing that I was the one who made him that way? It felt so fucking good, and I wanted to see more of it.

"Fuck, Conall. Your hands feel so amazing. Just keep doing that and squeeze my balls."

His encouragement pushed aside any hesitation I'd had that I wasn't doing this right. I stroked faster, the tips of my fingersbarely touching with how thick he was. My other hand went lower. His balls matched the rest of him: large and just a bit intimidating. They felt heavy, like they were ready to burst. When I put pressure on them, Tidun let out a series of curses as his head flung back and spurt after spurt of white liquid came gushing out.

And I wasn't exaggerating when I said that. My entire stomach was painted with his cum, and it was now flowing down all over my blankets. The force of his orgasm even had him shooting to my chin. Just when I thought it couldn't be possible to come any more, Tidun trembled again and more liquid dripped from the tip, soaking my hand.

At this point, I was basically frozen in shock by the sheer amount of sperm on me. Sure, he was a sperm whale shifter, but I wasn't expecting their name to be so…spot-on.

"Shit, sorry! I forgot to mention how big our loads are," Tidun said as soon as he'd come down from his orgasm. He grabbed his shirt and helped me wipe his cum off my face.

"Looks like sex with you gets..." I glanced at what had to be an entire cup of jizz coating my body and all the blankets under us, then added, "messy."

Tidun chuckled as he continued wiping me down. His shirt was sopping wet with the liquid as well now. "Not really. There are special condoms made for whale shifters that I usually wear."

His gaze wandered down my naked body and stopped on my hard cock that was still covered in his cum. I might have been surprised by the sudden sperm shower, but it wasn't a turn-off. Being marked like I was his was fucking hot.

"But I can see the perks of not using one too," he purred.

The confirmation that he enjoyed claiming me as I did being claimed had my already excited dick cry out with more precum. I was so close to the edge, overstimulated by seeing how sexy Tidun was coming apart because of me and having his essence all over me.

A single touch would probably be all it took to finish me, so there was no way in hell I could have lasted when Tidun'srumbling voice said he'd take care of me seconds before bending over and sucking me down his throat.

It was over the second I felt his hot breath on my dick. My hands gripped his hair as I shot my pleasure into his waiting mouth. Tidun greedily sucked me down until I'd stopped coming.

My breaths came in heavy pants from how much energy it took out of me. "Best. Orgasm. Ever." I emphasized each word, my hands weaving through Tidun's silky hair as he took his time licking my softening dick clean.

When he was done, he pulled himself up and brought our lips together in a messy kiss. His tongue wrapped against mine, forcing something into my mouth.

The first thing I tasted was the bitterness of my cum—I had been a very curious teen, so yes I knew what I'd tasted like—but then there was a sweetness mixed in, combining the opposite flavors into a heavenly one.

"We taste so good together," Tidun huffed out. He got me all worked up again by feeding me our cum, and the hard weapon poking me in the stomach told me I wasn't the only one.

"Where's your bathroom?" he asked. I blankly gestured to the small bathroom in the back of the RV, thinking he needed to relieve himself. It didn't matter if you had an erection or not, if you had to go, you had to go.

It was probably a good thing too. I could use the brief time away from him to calm down and not blow immediately like I was an inexperienced virgin—it didn't matter if that was still technically true; I didn't want to act like one.

I sunk into the pillows, not caring that I was getting our bodily fluids everywhere. I was gonna have to do a deep clean later, anyway. Tidun stood, but I didn't expect him to bend over and lift me into his arms.

A very high-pitched yelp came out of me when my feet left the ground. I automatically wrapped my arms around his neck in a death grip. "What are you doing?" I asked with a laugh.

"Well, I made a mess out of you, so it's only right I help you get clean," he replied with a twinkle in his eyes.

"While I'm all for the plan, my shower is very tiny."

"That's okay, we can squeeze," he said easily.

He put me down, and I opened the door to reveal a small bathroom that had a toilet taking up most of the space, a tiny sink, and a hanging shower head above it, with just enough space in front of it for me to stand and take my shower. Fortunately, everything was waterproof because not a single inch of the space was going to be dried when I showered.

I stepped aside to show Tidun the space, my arms crossed, and an eyebrow raised in an ‘I told you so' gesture. He only grinned and moved with determination as he guided my body into the little space before following me inside.

With me pressed against the only free wall and him basically on top of me, he managed to get the bathroom door closed.

"See? Told you we could fit," he said, his voice all husky as he looked at me like I was his favorite meal.

He quickly turned on the shower, and I gasped at the shock of cold water against my hot skin. It didn't help calm the heat that was burning inside of me as his hands cupped my butt and lifted me so that our dicks were aligned.

I wrapped my legs around his waist and gave him a questioning look. "I thought you said you were gonna help me clean up?"

"Figured there was no harm getting you more dirty before then." He grinned and nuzzled his head against my neck to nibble on that one spot that sent tingles through my entire body.

Curses escaped my lips as he ground his hips up, and our dicks slid against each other. With nothing but the hard wall behind me, it felt like I was being well and thoroughly fucked.

I wondered if this was what penetrative sex with Tidun would be like: all hot desire and possessiveness. If so, I didn't know what I'd been afraid of.

The pleasure built with each of his thrusts. My hands aimlessly scratched his back, needing to move and release some energy since Tidun still had a firm hold on my hips, holding me still.

I was completely at his mercy, being worked to the edge, but not granted the pleasure of completion. I was so, so close, just needing a little more, but then the fucker slowed his hips.

I grumbled my displeasure at his teasing. He only chuckled and kissed along my neck before moving to the other side. I would have reached down to finish myself if I could wiggle my hand between us with how hard he'd pressed his body against me.

"Tidun..." If he wasn't going to give me what I wanted, I wasn't above begging for it. He chuckled again and licked a long stripe down my neck before biting down at my base.

The delicious tingle of pain was enough to tip me over as a white haze clouded my vision and I came for the second time today.

Tidun soon followed. His mouth claimed mine as his cum came exploding out like a geyser. His hot sperm splashed on my body, the liquid overflowing and cascading down our chests.

I suddenly saw the charm of doing it in my cramped bathroom. Easy cleanup.

Our kiss turned languid as we both came down from our orgasms. He placed one last kiss on my forehead before letting me down. I was so exhausted from the exercise that my legs gave out as soon as they touched the floor.

"Hold on tight," Tidun said, holding me firmly, so that I didn't bring both of us down.

"Trust me, I'm never letting go," I teased, hoping that came out like a joke, even though I meant every word.

Tidun smiled at me, sweet and soft. "I hope so," he whispered, and my heart melted so hard for him. How could someone be so perfect for me? Like he was able to look past the playfulness I was hiding behind and see how I truly felt.

And, as he helped me clean up as he'd promised, our feet shuffled to make room inside the limited space, and his hands so gently lathered the soap on my side, he asked with a tender tone, "How was that? Too much?"

I shook my head and looked up into his eyes to find the same emotion in them that had already bloomed in my heart. There was so much affection staring back at me, validating the feeling that had come too quickly.

I love Tidun.

And it was as simple as that. I thought love was this complicated emotion with lots of drama, angst, and big declarations of emotion as I'd seen in my favorite movies, but it was nothing like that.

The love that overflowed for Tidun was easy, so easy it felt like I'd loved him all my life.

But even I knew it was too crazy to admit these feelings out loud already. So I gave him the only answer I could.

"It was perfect."