Chapter 22

Twenty-Two

Will

Will pressed his lips to Jacob's, kissing him passionately, continuing right from where they had left off at the club. He was still drunk, but was totally aware of what he was doing, and what he wanted was Jacob.

He quickly threw off his own shirt and underwear, and pulled Jacob's off as well. Their naked bodies pressed against each other in bed, Will felt the warmth of Jacob's strong body on top of him, surrendering completely to the feeling. Their cocks touched, brushing up against one another side-by-side as Jacob kissed him from above, and Will reached down his hand, wrapping it around the both of them at the same time. His hand didn't fit all the way around them, but he began to stroke them both in unison, his cock pressed up directly next to Jacob's. He was rock hard again like he had been in the club.

"Did you like that tonight?" Will asked, his voice low and breathy. "Kissing me in the middle of that club?"

" God , yes I did," Jacob said, moaning slightly and moving his hips with the rhythm of Will's hand.

"I needed you. I couldn't hold back anymore," Will said, taking his free hand and lightly circling it on Jacob's left nipple.

"I want you all the time, Will," Jacob said, running his hand through Will's hair and gathering it in his fist. He reached his arms around Will's body beneath him and pulled him over so that they were lying on their sides, face to face. "I don't know what it is about you. I'm drawn to you, or something."

Will felt a warm, electric feeling inside. He reached out to gently stroke his hand against Jacob's side, starting at his shoulder, moving down his arm, and then resting his hand on his hip. Even though Jacob's body was hard and muscled, his skin was so soft in Will's hand, and Jacob seemed tender and open to Will. He raised his head slightly from the bed and kissed Jacob again.

Being out in the open with Jacob, in the crowds of the club and later outside on the street, had felt so right. Their mutual sexual attraction had been obvious before, but Will had felt Jacob open up on that night. He had seemed to finally start to consider that maybe he didn't have to hide, and it made Will burn with desire for him even more powerfully.

Will felt Jacob's hand move down his back, stopping at his ass as he grabbed a handful and squeezed.

" Mmmmhhh ," Will moaned. He felt Jacob's hand explore further until it was gently touching the ring of his ass. Will raised his eyebrows slightly, surprised but intrigued.

"Do you want…" he looked at Jacob, his eyes curious.

"I've… I've never done anything like this. But I really want to try," Jacob said, his voice soft but sure.

"I'd love to have your fingers inside me if you want that," Will said, smiling up at Jacob.

"Yes. Yes, I do. Okay," Jacob said, clearing his throat.

Jacob stroked Will's hair softly with one hand, while his other remained gently on his bottom.

Will bit his bottom lip, then smiled, the nervousness rising inside him. He had imagined this since he had met Jacob, but had never once thought this moment would actually happen. He reached over the side of the bed down to his bag and pulled out a tiny bottle of lube. Grabbing Jacob's hand, he poured some over and massaged it slightly into Jacob's hand. He turned over to lie on his front, his ass facing up on the bed.

"Start slow," Will said, a little worried.

"Are you sure? You're okay with me doing this?" Jacob said, his eyes full of desire, but kind.

"Absolutely. I've wanted it so bad. Just go slow, at first," Will said, looking Jacob deep in the eyes.

Jacob reached over him, beginning by massaging the area gently at first, and after a while slowly began to push his finger inside of Will, cautious.

" Mmmh, that's good," Will said, closing his eyes and squeezing himself against Jacob's finger. He could feel Jacob's cock, rock hard, pressed up against the side of his body. He continued, slowly inching his way deeper, and eventually was able to put two fingers inside, moving them back and forth in gentle strides. Will loved the feeling of Jacob inside him, and felt himself loosening up, ready to take more, to give more of himself. He wrapped a hand around Jacob's cock and heard Jacob's breathing intensify, and Will knew what they both must have been wanting.

"Jacob…" Will said, his voice low, moving against Jacob's finger.

"Yes?" came Jacob's reply, and he kissed Will softly on the neck.

"Do you want me?" Will asked, moving his head to look into Jacob's eyes.

Jacob took in a breath. "Yes," he said, whispering, "I do."

"You know what I mean, right?" Will asked, pressing further.

"What… what do you mean?" Jacob asked, blinking and swallowing.

"I mean … do you want to fuck me, Jacob?" Will said.

Jacob moaned quietly. He seemed nervous but excited. "Yes," he whispered, his voice strained.

"I want it too. I want you inside me," Will whispered, his voice slightly hoarse. Inside, he was thinking he didn't just want Jacob, he needed him, needed to be filled up, taken completely.

Jacob took a deep breath, reaching to the condom that Will had put on the nightstand earlier. He put it on carefully as Will sat up briefly, and kissed his neck.

"Jacob, go easy at first. I've actually never… This is my first time doing this too," Will said, giving Jacob a sweet smile.

"It is?" Jacob said, surprised.

Will nodded. "But I want to. I'm sure," he said. He felt a little trepidation, looking at how big Jacob's cock was, but he felt he could take it. He moved onto his elbows again, lowering himself for Jacob.

Jacob moved behind him, running one of his hands across Will's back and down to grab hold of his hip.

"Okay," Jacob said, "You ready?"

Will felt his heart pounding inside him, but he nodded yes.

Jacob started very slowly at first. Will winced slightly, as even the tip of Jacob's cock entering him was thick, and it hurt at first. He tried to breathe and relax, and Jacob went as slow as possible, inching in slightly, and then stopping for a few seconds so Will could relax. For the first handful of minutes, they worked through the pain, and Jacob slowly was able to inch further and further inside.

Will felt Jacob's hands gripping his sides, strong but gentle, never moving from their place. Will let out a small moan from the varied sensations, pain giving way to pleasure, bit by bit.

"Do you need me to stop?" Jacob asked, making sure that Will was okay. It still was hurting from time to time, but Will didn't want him to stop, at all.

"Keep going," he said, breathless, "Don't stop."

Within a few more minutes, Will felt as Jacob finally was able to press his cock all the way inside of him. He felt him deep inside, filling him up completely, and the base of his cock and thighs pushed up against him from behind. They both let out moans, deeply satisfied by how close they were, with Jacob totally inside of Will.

"That feels so goddamn good, Will," Jacob whispered, squeezing his hands against Will's thighs, his breath heavy.

It became easier, and Will relaxed almost fully. He was able to move back and forth, squeezing on Jacob's cock. He felt like he had given himself totally over to Jacob, given up control in the best way possible. He craned his neck backward and looked over his shoulder at Jacob, and Jacob grabbed a handful of his hair and gave it a gentle tug.

"I want to see you," Jacob said, and momentarily pulled out from inside him. Will missed the feeling of Jacob deep within him immediately, and quickly turned over onto his back so that he was facing upward, lying underneath Jacob on the bed.

Jacob moved to enter him once again, this time able to look into his eyes as he pushed inside of him. He lowered his body down to kiss Will, hungry and passionate, as he fucked Will more and more quickly. All Will could see was Jacob: his strong body above him, hot with sweat, his arms at his sides, pushing down onto the bed, his own legs lifted around Jacob's neck.

Will looked down at his own cock, which was dripping precum at this point. He couldn't help himself from reaching down and starting to stroke himself as Jacob fucked him harder.

" Oh god , you feel so good inside me," Will said, a slight shake in his voice. "You're gonna make me come, Jacob!"

He stroked himself as Jacob quickened his pace. He realized that Jacob was close, too, as his mouth began to open in pleasure. Jacob moaned, and as Will realized he was about to come inside of him, it broke him.

"Oh fuck!" Will said, looking up at Jacob and coming in spurts all over his own chest as Jacob came deep inside of him, nearly at the same time. Will laid there, breathing deep, with Jacob resting on top of his thighs, collecting himself after the explosive orgasm.

"Wow," Jacob said, "That was…" he trailed off, unable to create words.

"I know," Will said, steadying his breath.

Jacob climbed off, and cleaned up both himself and Will before getting back in bed next to him. Will looked over at him, and pressed his lips into his, gently and sweetly. Jacob placed his hand on the side of Will's thigh, rubbing softly.

"Tonight was… wild," Jacob said, looking at Will in disbelief.

You're tellin' me , Will thought, taking a deep breath.

"I know," he said out loud, nodding his head in agreement.

"You make me do things I never thought I could, Will," Jacob said, his eyes beginning to get droopy with sleepiness.

Will laughed quietly. "Is that a good thing?" he said softly, watching him drift to sleep.

"So good," Jacob said drowsily. "So, so good."

The next morning, Will woke up lazily and turned to put his arm around Jacob. His arm was met by nothing but bed and pillow, however. Will opened one eye and saw that Jacob was no longer even in the room. He looked at the clock, seeing that it was slightly later than he'd wanted to sleep in. His head pounded slightly, hungover from the night before.

Slowly, he got up and got dressed for the day. He stripped the sheets off the bed, piling them into the dirty clothes hamper. His ass was slightly sore after the night before, but feeling that soreness made Will smile slightly, remembering how Jacob had fucked him – so gentle and sweet at first, and then harder.

He made his way downstairs and found Jacob helping Maya cook breakfast in the kitchen.

"Hey! G'morning, sleepy head," Maya said, smiling at Will. She was still in her pajamas, which made Will feel slightly better about sleeping in later than them.

"Hey, you two. Jacob, you're so nice, helping Maya cook. Usually she's as bad as I am with cooking," Will laughed, winking at Maya.

"Oh, come on, Will. Anyone would be better at cooking than you," Maya laughed. "How's your head feeling after last night? Do you need one of my hangover-cure smoothies?"

"Nah. Eggs, bacon and toast will cure it for me," Will said, sitting down at the breakfast bar. "I wish we could stay longer," he sighed, looking sadly at Maya.

"I know, me too. I had a ton of fun last night," Maya said.

They ate breakfast, chatting to Maya about grad school and their future plans. Jacob was mostly quiet, but kind. They helped Maya clean up the dishes and then went upstairs to get their bags, ready to head out and get back on the road. As they were about to leave, Jacob got a phone call and went to take it outside, while Will remained in the kitchen with Maya.

Maya wrapped her arms around Will in a tight embrace. "I'll miss you, buddy. Try to visit. Arizona isn't that far away," she said.

"I know. I'll definitely try, I just need to get a job so I can make enough money to travel at all," Will said, shrugging in defeat.

"I know you're gonna get an awesome job, Will. And it seems like you already might be on your way to finally getting yourself a boyfriend…?" she asked, smiling and wiggling her eyebrows at Will.

Will took a deep breath in, smiling. "I mean, we'll see about that. I do really like him, Maya. It's hard to get him to open up at first, but he's so damn sweet. And god , hot too…" he trailed off.

Maya laughed. "Well, here's hoping. You gotta keep me updated, buddy!"

"Of course. And you too, about Sarah! You know I'm gonna be your best man at the wedding, girl," Will said, smiling deviously at her.

Jacob returned to the kitchen, with a stone-faced look.

"Is everything ok, Jacob? Who was that on the phone?" Will asked, concerned.

"Oh, it was fine. Don't worry about it," Jacob said, his eyes darting around for his suitcase.

"You sure?" Will said softly, getting up and walking toward Jacob.

"Huh? Oh. Yeah. You almost ready?" Jacob said, the same strained look in his eyes. He wouldn't really make direct eye contact with Will, and it was making him worry.

Will turned toward Maya and furrowed his brow, shrugging, as if to silently say to her, " Don't know what the hell is wrong with him ." He shook his head, and they all walked out to the front yard.

"Love you, Maya," Will said, wrapping his arms around her.

"Love you too, Will. Visit soon," she said.

Maya gave Jacob a hug too, and wished them well on the last few stops of the road trip. Will waved to her from the passenger seat of the car as Jacob drove them away, and they headed out on the road south, to Santa Fe.

Will was nervous because the phone interview he had scheduled for the job at the illustrators magazine was set to happen that night. He had pushed it out of his mind the previous night, wanting to think about nothing other than having fun with Maya and Jacob, but now reality was settling in. He pulled out his phone to do online research about the magazine and brush up on interview skills.

After about an hour of studying, he sighed, looking over at Jacob.

"I'm so nervous for my interview tonight," he said to Jacob, needing to vent a little. "I feel like they're going to ask me about work experience and all I'm gonna be able to say is that I was an art major."

Jacob cleared his throat. "Well, that's not all you have to offer. You should definitely tell them about all the art students you helped teach. Play it up, talk about how you were a leader and all that stuff. Not that any of that matters, because they've already seen your portfolio. They'll know you're talented."

"Ahh, Jacob, you're so sweet to me," Will said, smiling and placing his hand on Jacob's thigh. Jacob shifted slightly in his seat and didn't smile like Will had expected him to.

"Is everything okay?" Will asked, looking anxiously at Jacob. Jacob paused for a few seconds, not answering. Will took a deep breath. "What is it?"

"I don't know. It's just… last night. When we were walking back from the club."

"…Yeah? What about it?"

"I mean, I kind of didn't want you to tell Maya… y'know… about us . I didn't want her to know we do that kind of stuff. But she saw us holding hands, and then took that picture of you kissing me… she's not gonna put that on Facebook or something, right?" Jacob said, nervously. He started to bite on the inside of his cheek nervously.

"Um… I doubt it, I don't see why she'd put it online. But does it really matter? She's my best friend, she knows everything I do. I'd honestly feel weirder if she didn't know. I thought you were okay last night, holding my hand," Will said, furrowing his brow and looking over at Jacob, studying his face.

"I don't know. I'm just about to start a new job, and I don't want to start off on the wrong foot. I don't know what employers can find online if they know where to look," Jacob said.

Will took his hand off of Jacob's thigh, sighing. "I mean, I don't think it would really be that big of a deal if an employer saw a picture of you being kissed on the cheek , anyway, but they wouldn't find it, even if Maya did put it online. I mean, what are you, that deeply ashamed of it or something?" Will felt his chest begin to tighten.

"I don't know," Jacob said, swallowing.

Will's eyes widened, and he shook his head. "Wow. So you'd make out with me in the middle of a crowded club but you're concerned about a photo of me kissing you on the cheek. Okay," Will said. He felt anxiety creeping up within him. He had just shared a very intimate night with Jacob, and allowed him to be the first guy to ever fuck him. Was Jacob seriously having second thoughts now?