40. Rueben

Rueben

S oon after Rueben and Tyson leave the shopping bags on Jasper’s bed.

Being out in the cold helps me clear my thoughts. Especially after making the Diseased Cunt… I mean the Slutty Nun cum with the help of a bottle and a gun. I’ve been hard since then. And especially since we were in the thrift store and she changed in front of me.

Even now, I’m still hard.

My head is fucking messed up because there’s no way I’d be hard for the Slutty Nun. It’s probably because I haven’t fucked some bitch in…months. When I finish patrolling, I’m going to jack off and empty my balls. Then, I’ll drive all the way to the Blood Lodge and fuck all the pornais. That should be more than enough to keep the intrusive thoughts out of my head.

Diva runs back and forth and I try to keep the pace with her.

But fuck if the Slutty Nun’s cunt didn’t smell fucking delicious.

I drag my palm down my face.

How can I think about fucking the Diseased Cunt when she is the one responsible for all my misery? But damn if she doesn’t have the most amazing pair of tits I have ever seen.

I smack the side of my head with the heel of my palm before shoving some snow down my pants. My balls freeze almost immediately.

“Fuck!” I swear.

The snow crunches behind me and I turn on my heels. Tyson and Levi are staring at me with amused looks.

“Why the fuck are you shoving snow in your pants?” Tyson asks.

My balls hurt like fucking hell. I probably deserve it for thinking about the Diseased Cunt. For fantasizing about having my cock down her throat just like I saw her swallowing Mose’s dick. Tyson was right to buy her clothes that cover all her sexy curves. I’ll make sure she wears only those because if she wears one of the dresses I picked out for her and bends over and I catch a glimpse of her panties….

Jesus Fucking Christ. I need to go to the doctor and see if I have a brain tumor.

I take a cigarette from my pack and light it. “It’s all that Slutty Nun’s fault,” I snarl.

I’m not sure who I’m angrier with—me for not killing her when I had the chance, going from wanting to make her suffer until she takes her last breath to wanting to choke her on my cock, or her for fucking tempting me with her cunt, which might not be full of diseases as I keep claiming, and her tits that are every man’s dream come true.

Tyson takes out a cigarette, too. “Yeah? What did she do now?”

She didn’t shove her tits into my face and let me suck her nipples until they turned red and puffy from all the attention I would have given them.

I shrug as I take a few puffs from my cigarette. “Why are you with Puppy-Eyes?”

Tyson eyes Levi. “We’ve been talking.”

Since when is Tyson talking to Puppy-Eyes? “What about?”

“Olivia,” Levi replies. “And the way you and your blood-brothers are treating her.”

I take a few drags from my cigarette. “Do you see me sticking my nose in your shit? No, because I don’t give a fuck about you and your pathetic life.”

Levi folds his arm over his chest. “The only thing I care about is Olivia. You could die right now and I wouldn’t give a shit about it. Especially after what you and Tyson did to Olivia earlier in the kitchen. Who the fuck does that to a woman anyway?”

And he ain’t seen shit. If he knew how Tyson and I tortured her, Puppy-Eyes would probably have a stroke.

Diva continues to run and sniff around. For a moment, I have the urge to tell her to rip Puppy-Eyes’ balls off. It will make me feel better, considering mine still hurt. I shouldn’t have put snow in my pants, but fuck, my mind is running wild.

“You are not here to care about how we treat the one who killed my sister and caused the premature death of my parents. I’ll warn you for the last time, mind your damn business or go home.”

Levi seems to measure me from head to toe. “You really think Olivia killed Camila?”

“We know she did it,” Tyson replies.

Levi arches an eyebrow. “Right.” He drags the i, letting me know he doesn’t believe it. “And for what reason?”

I finish my cigarette. “Camila found out Olivia was a cheating whore and went to confront her. They had a fight which ended with Camila dead.”

“And who told you this? Olivia?” Levi wants to know.

I don’t have any reason to answer him but I want to make him see who the Slutty Nun is in reality. “Jason.”

Levi stares at me like I’m stupid. “Jason? As in Olivia’s brother, as in the man who destroyed Olivia’s life and beat her on a daily basis and had countless men rape her? You believe whatever bullshit he said about Olivia?”

Well, when he puts it that way.

“How do you know she was raped and not actually enjoying being fucked?” Tyson asks.

Levi blinks. “Are you two serious, or does stupidity just run in the family?”

“Don’t make me destroy that fuckboy face of yours,” I growl. “You either have solid proof she was being raped or else fuck off.”

Levi pulls out his phone. “You want proof? I have something for you.” He puts on a long video on the phone and hands it over to Tyson and me. “I hope you have the stomach for it because I had to stop it several times to vomit.”

The video is of the Slutty Nun at some Dukes’ party. She is on her knees sucking cock after cock.

“This is the proof that shows how much she enjoys being a whore,” Tyson snarls.

Levi shoves his hands in his pockets. “Just wait.”

Tyson and I keep watching the video. A minute in and… shit….don’t get me wrong, I’ve seen some messed up shit in my life, but not on this level. And when she screams, not for help, since she knows no one is coming to save her, but in pain, my demon—who has never made a sound until now—growls and snarls in anger. And the more I watch the video, the angrier my demon gets. I don’t have any sympathy for her, but damn, even I feel sorry for her right now. No wonder her pussy and ass looked like shit for weeks. She wasn’t only raped, she was also brutally tortured the entire night.

Puppy-Eyes was right. The video was hard to watch. But Tyson watches it twice more, his eyes red the entire time. Then, he sends the video to his phone.

“This is before we found her in the forest,” Tyson says before handing the phone back to Levi. “No wonder she looked like she had been through hell and back.”

“Found her? I thought you saved her from her former life,” Levi huffs. “I never expected her to lie to protect your sorry asses.”

Tyson takes out another cigarette. From the way his hands are trembling, I know he is enraged. When he is done with the cigarette, he grabs Levi by the front of his jacket. “If you fucking had this video all this time, why didn’t you send it to me?”

Levi lifts up his chin. “Cirro sent it to me after you and Rueben abused her in the kitchen.”

“No, I didn’t. We didn’t,” Tyson says.

“Are you right in the head? How in the fucking name of Lucifer is fucking her with two guns and a bottle not abuse?” Levi snarls.

Tyson lets go of Levi and starts pacing around while running his fingers through his hair. A minute later, he says, “I need to speak with Rueben in private.”

“I seriously hope Olivia never forgives any of you. She deserves better than this. And I won’t stop until I find out what really happened when Camila died. Because Olivia might have never told me which of you assholes she was dating, but she was so in love, so happy, buzzing with excitement it was contagious. And the day she showed up at school with a ring on her finger and fucking hearts in her eyes, grinning ear-to-ear, she wouldn’t stop fantasizing about how her life would change once she turned eighteen. I don’t even think she realized she was doing it. Olivia is the most loyal person I have ever met. There is no fucking way she would have cheated.”

Levi’s words have me doubt that the Slutty Nun ever cheated, but there is proof, and she never denied doing so.

I pull out my phone. “I don’t know what she told you, but there is a video of her sucking three of Jason’s friends while wearing her engagement ring.”

Levi snorts. “Jason’s friends. You do realize there was a rumor about them back then that they drugged girls and then raped them while recording everything and then used the videos to blackmail their victims.”

I look at Tyson. His face is white as the snow.

I pull up the video. “The Slutty Nun doesn’t look drugged here.”

Levi watches the video in silence while Tyson smokes another cigarette. “Can’t you see her face?” Levi asks when he’s done watching. “She’s fucking scared. Look how her fingers are trembling. Does she look like someone who likes what she’s doing?”

Bile rises to my throat. My chest starts to hurt. “Even if she never cheated, she still killed Camila. And I don’t think I can forgive her for that even if… even if….”

Even if what? What was I about to say? That I fucking lust after her? That I fucking want her beneath me, my cock in her pussy?

For fuck’s sake.

Levi looks first at Tyson, who is speechless, then at me. “Of course, it had to be you,” he laughs bitterly.

“What about me?” I want to know.

“Olivia’s boyfriend.”

I shrug. “Maybe.”

Levi snorts. “While you process how badly you fucked up, I’ll resume patrolling. And get your knees ready.”

I frown. “Ready for what?”

“Groveling. Although I doubt Olivia will ever forgive you. I’m taking Diva with me.” Before I can protest, Levi and my dog leave.

Tyson starts pacing back and forth. I don’t think I have seen him this anxious since the day we had to take our first exams at the University. What Levi just showed us and the things he pointed out….

I don’t even know what to say.

What if….?

No!

I swallow hard.

“Fuck!” Tyson yells. “Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!” He smokes another cigarette. “We fucked up big time, didn’t we? What if Levi is right?”

“I’m still not convinced,” I say. “Besides, even if she didn’t cheat, she still killed Camila.”

Tyson looks up at the stars. “But are we sure?”

“Don’t you give me this crap right now. Not you,” I growl. How can Tyson say this after everything that had happened? “We found her with the gun in her hand.”

Tyson hesitates before saying, “But did we?”

“What is that supposed to mean?”

Tyson taps his temple. “I think we’ve been played over, Rueben. Even now, even after the video Levi showed us, I still think Olivia is a whore. I’m telling you, my head is fucked up somehow. And my demon….” Tyson looks at me. “I thought he hated Olivia but I’m starting to believe he hates me. And there’s more.”

“Like what?”

“Olivia is our soulmate.”

Is Tyson high or something?

“Bullshit,” I snarl.

“Nah, man. That’s a fact. Can’t you feel her?”

“What is that supposed to mean?”

Tyson rubs his chest. His chest hurts, too? And I feel like I’m on the verge of a fucking panic attack. “I’ve known it for some time. But I didn’t want to accept it. After the video that Levi showed us….” He frowns. “Right now, she is scared. More than that.”

He takes out his phone and opens the app for the cameras inside the house. And then we watch how Mose, Jasper, and Ansel spank our girl. Her hands tremble hard.

Then she bursts out crying.

“I’m going to fucking kill them,” Tyson sneers before taking off running.