20. Ansel

Ansel

R ueben and Tyson are wrong about Olivia. She is not a cheap whore like they think. If she were a pornai, it was only because she was forced to do it. The pornais from the Blood Lodge are different from those in the Celestial Heaven. The Dukes treat their sex slaves like absolute garbage. We, the Lords, might be utter assholes when it comes to women, but we don’t take pleasure in torturing them. Those who are in the habit of harming women are usually severely punished by the Elders.

There is no excuse for what Rueben and Tyson did to Olivia. When the Elders find out—because they always find out—there will be consequences. I am not a snitch, so I won’t go running to the Blood Lodge to tell what is happening here, but enough is enough. The bomb in the guest house made me see how close I was to losing Olivia. It snapped me back to reality and to seeing her for who she really is and who I am in reality and what I must do to keep everyone I care about safe. I have already lost people I loved but I won’t let it happen again.

Ever since we brought Olivia to the farm, my unhealthy obsession has grown even stronger. When I heard the explosion, I was scared. Scared that she had died. That Roy killed her.

It was that fear that made me take Olivia into Jasper’s bed. I want to fuck her, to fill her with my cum until I am certain she is well. I want her beneath me, screaming my name as I teach her all about pleasure. She tries to hide her aversion to sex behind a mask of indifference but her eyes never lie, neither can her body. I can understand how she hates being fucked because she was forced to be a pornai, but to hear that even her first time was awful makes me want to kill anyone who has ever touched her.

Because I failed her. Because I refused to admit what I am. What she is.

“He raped you?” I growl. Another growl reverberates inside of me, matching my anger. I am not the only one feeling like that. Jasper’s eyes flash red.

I hope she is not referring to the person I think she is because I will beat the living shit out of him.

Olivia chews her bottom lip before shaking her head. “No. I was the one who wanted it. Besides, it doesn’t matter anymore.”

Olivia is wrong. It does matter.

Back when Camila was alive, I knew her brother liked Olivia. Despite how I felt for her, I never said a word about it because I really thought he would protect her. He failed her. I failed her. Everything is my fault because I didn’t speak up. Because I didn’t do what I was supposed to do. I chose to hide, to pretend I was normal. That Olivia was normal. That’s why I refused to believe she brought back Rueben. Because I still held onto the hope that I was normal. When I found Olivia with her arm cut open, I still refused to admit my role in all of this, but the last straw was the explosion. It is the only thing that made me snap out of the lie I have built around myself.

I am done letting Tyson and Rueben abuse her.

I was a fool to think he loved her enough to know how she truly is. Who she truly is. When she disappeared, I was relieved because I thought I never had to face the truth. But the reality was that she was still in Veross City, forced to fuck man after man. I was a fool to think that Olivia was safe. I knew how her family was yet I didn’t do anything to protect her.

Carlos needs to be eliminated and the Dukes need to be taught a lesson they won’t forget any time soon.

As for her family, I will tear them appart, piece by piece.

“No one will rape you again,” I promise her.

She nods but her eyes tell me she doesn’t believe me. Words mean nothing to her. “It’s okay if you do it. Everyone does it.”

I take in all her scars. Especially the one on her stomach.

Whore.

This is on me. I was told what I had to do, but I didn’t. There are still things I need to learn. Not now. Now, I need to take care of Olivia. To show her that I am here for her.

A purr rises inside me.

I look at Jasper. Even without words, the link between us allows us to understand each other. “I need you to trust us, Honey. Think you can do that for me?” I ask.

Her chin trembles slightly. “What are you going to do to me?”

I kiss her. “I want to show you what you’ve been missing all this time. I already gave you an orgasm and I know Jasper is eager to eat your pussy as well. Trust is something you find difficult.”

She opens her mouth to say something but no sound comes out.

“I understand. But for the next few hours, forget everything and let us take care of you,” I try to coax her.

Olivia shifts on the bed, her tits bouncing against Jasper’s hands. I can still taste her on my lips and I want to dive back between her legs and feast on her pussy until she explodes on my tongue again before I fuck her so roughly that I will bond to her for eternity.

I can’t have a bonded. It’s forbidden. At least, for those like me.

Precum oozes out of my dick.

No one will know.

This is my goal. This has always been my goal. To protect Olivia. Instead of doing so, I ran. I didn’t want to face who and what I was and I lost sight of it, but….

Tick. Tock.

I could have lost her in the blink of an eye. And with her, everything.

It took me a long time to decide, but I am ready to step up and fulfill my role. She is already doing her part, even if she doesn’t know it.

I add a new goal—to make Olivia my bonded. It is forbidden but I don’t care. It is the only way I can be sure I will protect her from…everything. Besides, she is mine. She has always been mine.

I tuck a strand of hair behind her ear, my fingers brushing against her skin. A purr echoes in my head. Yes. I can make this work. I can bond my soul to hers. No one has to know. No one will ever know. Because if they do…. I will be sent to the Catacombs. Or worse.

That can’t happen. Not when…I love her. I have been obsessed with her day and night since I met her. Even before that, when she was just a picture on the wall. Even before that. When she was just a flicker of my imagination. The scent of cherry blossoms. Memories bombard me, reminding me of other times.

And people say Tyson is the one with imagination. I have one too, but I don’t like to draw attention to myself.

For the first time in my life, I am completely honest with myself.

I love Olivia. I have loved her for a very long time. And I hurt her. She was mine to protect and everything that happened to her is my fault. Even if it takes me the rest of my life, I will prove to her that I can be different.

Convincing the others to take Olivia as our bonded might take a while, especially since she can’t have children, but I want her more than I want to be a dad. Plus, I got snipped a few years ago because I didn’t want to accidentally have a kid with the wrong woman. But with Olivia? I want that. I fucking want her round with my child. With her tubes removed, that will never happen, but what if there is a way? My vasectomy is reversible, but I will worry about that later. Right now, I have a more important issue on my hands.

I touch the bandage on her arm. The bruises on her ribs are fading away.

Mine.

It is now or never.

Olivia’s dark amber eyes stare into mine. “Don’t hurt me,” she whimpers.

Jasper’s shoulders tense.

“Never again,” I promise her and seal my vow on her lips so that each time I kiss her, I will remember.

It takes her a few moments before she says, “Alright.”

I smile. Perfect. “How about you ride my face while you suck Jasper’s cock?”

If I am going to do this, I need someone to back me up. Jasper likes Olivia, which works in my favor.

Olivia blinks. “You want me to ride your face? What if you can’t breathe?”

“Breathing is for losers,” Jasper laughs.

“I would happily die as a hero and take one for the team,” I chuckle.

Olivia frowns, not understanding what Jasper and I mean. She has no idea how much I like eating pussy. I could spend hours with my face buried between her legs and lick her pussy until every part of my tongue is sore.

As much as I would like to explain things to her, I am eager to get the bond started. I don’t know if it will work without the others but I need to try.

I lay on my back. “Put your pussy on my face.”

Olivia hesitates only for a moment before doing what I asked of her. When her pussy is against my mouth, her scent filling my lungs, she asks, “Like this?”

I grab her ass. “Perfect,” I say against her clit. “Now suck Jasper and drink everything he gives you.”

Jasper probably realizes what I plan to do as he says, “The others won’t be happy.”

“I know what I am doing. Besides, your demon is stronger than Rueben’s. You should be the one to choose our woman, not Rueben, who is too preoccupied with how to harm Olivia every time he sees her. Are you really going to let him? Or Tyson?” When Jasper still hesitates, I add, “What happens when Jason decides to send another of his friends to put a bomb in our house? You should have heard what Roy said about Olivia. They hurt her. They fucking raped her! Made her cry.”

Olivia’s chin trembles.

Jasper clenches his jaws.

Being a little manipulative won’t harm anyone. Besides, I told him the truth.

“Your woman? I… this won’t work. Not when he is here,” Olivia whispers. “I don’t mind returning to Jason if it means that he will leave you alone. In the end, it is me he wants.”

“Jason will never hurt you again,” Jasper says, and I know I convinced him.

“But,” Olivia keeps protesting.

There is only one way to convince her. Fucking her so well, she will agree with everything we tell her.

I lick her sweet pussy. I always thought she would taste like honey, hence my endearing word for her, but I was wrong, she tastes like cotton candy. Abso-fucking-lutely delicious.

Without questioning me any further, Jasper removes his sweatpants and t-shirt, then stands in front of Olivia, his cock pointing at her face. The view I have is perfect for watching her choke on Jasper’s dick. He might portray himself as Mr. Nice Guy, that is, until he has his cock in a woman’s mouth. He loves to fuck throats just as much as I like to lick Olivia’s pussy.

I suck Olivia’s clit—her breath hitches, letting me know she loves what I am doing to her—just as she wraps her fingers around Jasper’s dick. He is not only long but thick as well. An image of Olivia’s ass gaping after Jasper fucks her, cum leaking out of it, flashes in my head and has me sucking and licking her even harder. Her moans make me even more rigid; juices flood my mouth and I swallow every drop. I don’t know if a bond is possible between us, but my… demon tries to connect himself to Olivia.

Good.

My hands go to her hips and I move her pussy up and down my face so I can better enjoy her.

Olivia parts her lips, her small pink tongue darting out and she licks the tip of Jasper’s dick. He groans. I can’t wait to have her mouth on me. Suddenly, my jeans start to bother me. Thank fuck Olivia unzipped them earlier. I should have removed them before we started this. My tongue goes to her entrance and laps more of her juices.

Jasper grabs one of Olivia’s tits as she concentrates on his Prince Albert piercing.

Look, I am straight as a ruler, but seeing Olivia working on Jasper’s big cock makes me horny as hell. And she is yet to take him in her mouth.

“Suck my balls,” Jasper instructs Olivia. She licks the underside of his cock, toys with his piercings before her mouth reaches his balls and takes one in her mouth. “Little Love,” Jasper rasps before putting a hand under her chin and grabbing her hair with the other.

Olivia licks and sucks Jasper’s balls. “Fuck,” he hisses.

With my eyes on what she is doing, I suck Olivia’s inner lips, especially the one where my piercing will go. The thought of taking her to the Blood Lodge and having the Piercing Ceremony with her almost has me nutting in my pants. But that would delay the bonding process.

Jasper pushes his cock into Olivia’s mouth, her jaw stretching wide open. Despite his size, she can take him pretty well. She wasn’t bluffing when she said she was good at sucking cock. The idea of her lips around me makes me grunt. So does Jasper as he shoves more of his cock down Olivia’s throat. She doesn’t fight him. She just takes it while she massages his balls.

And then the impossible happens. Her nose reaches his abdomen.

“Holy shit,” he says.

I fucking agree.

She took all of him down her throat. How is that even possible?

Jasper stays still and pinches her nose, making her throat tighten around him. “You are the first woman to swallow all my cock. Look how stunning you are. I need to fucking record this.”

I put more effort into eating her pussy, making her moan. I hope Jasper returns the favor when it is my time to have my cock in her mouth.

Doesn’t she have a gag reflex?

God!

She is absolutely fucking perfect.

I turn my attention back to Olivia’s clit and she gets even wetter.

Jasper starts moving, fucking her mouth fast. Saliva dribbles down her chin. “Fuck yeah!” She pushes against his thigh, but he grabs her wrist. “Take it, you little bitch.”

He might be all for women’s rights, but in bed, he likes to talk dirty.

My left hand slides to her pussy and I push my middle finger inside her tight canal and pump it in and out a few times before I move it to her ass and slowly wiggle it in. Her body tenses but my tongue quickly distracts her from what I am doing. I know she hates anal, but I will teach her to like it. When she whimpers, I suck her clit hard, hoping she will relax enough to let me work her ass, as I don’t want to hurt her. Besides, she has Jasper’s cock to worry about.

Letting go of her nose, Jasper says, “Look how beautiful you are with tears running down your face.”

More precum oozes out of my dick.

My finger fucks her ass.

Jasper reaches for his pants and grabs his phone from it. “Look at the camera, Little Love,” he instructs her as he grabs her hair and fucks her mouth with all he’s got, making her gag repeatedly

Her legs start to shake, making me believe she is close to coming all over my face. Fucking perfect. When I gave her, her first orgasm, I was careful not to swallow all her essence, but right now, I need to devour everything she gives me.

I add another finger to the one already in her ass, stretching it, preparing it for fucking it. Not really for that, as I am into cock warming, and I want my dick in her tight, little ass when Jasper and I finally let her sleep. Her pussy is tempting me as well.

I put all my skill into making her cum, wanting to be bonded to her for eternity. For all future lives, if there are any.

From his breathing, I can tell Jasper is also close.

When Olivia comes, she is magnificent. Her entire body convulses and Jasper has to keep her head in place as he ejaculates into her mouth while he shouts her name. I grab her ass and drink every drop she gives me.

“Don’t swallow,” Jasper says to Olivia.

What? I thought he wanted this.

“Not yet. Open your mouth and show the camera how I filled your mouth with cum, your face wet with tears.”

I finish cleaning Olivia’s pussy with my tongue. “Wait! I need to see this.”

I pull my fingers out of her ass and rush to get next to Jasper just as Olivia opens her mouth, her tongue covered in cum.

Jesus!

She is so beautiful.

“You look so sexy, Little Love. Play with your tits,” Jasper instructs her.

Olivia cups her tits as she moves the cum from one side to her mouth to the other. Her fingers reach her nipples. More precum oozes out of my cock, leaving a wet spot on my boxers. Her eyes dart to mine, stars flickering inside them and she touches herself for me.

And just like that, I am a fucking goner for this woman. This goddess before me.

Jasper leans over and spits on Olivia’s tits. She spreads his saliva around her pink areolas.

Fuck! Fucking! Fuck! She is the hottest woman I have ever seen.

Shivers run down my spine. Shit! I quickly lower my pants and grab my dick. “Keep your mouth open,” I say to her. “Jasper, your turn.”

Jasper gives me his phone, and I keep recording while he moves behind her. I start jerking off above her face. I would much prefer to have her suck me, but I am so close already. Only Olivia can make me cum just by looking at how she is touching her amazing tits.

Plus, I want to see her mouth full of cum.

“She tastes like fucking cotton candy,” Jasper’s voice reaches my ears.

“Yeah, she does.”

It takes me seconds to empty my balls in her mouth, adding my essence to that of Jasper’s. A few drops land on her chin and I push them into her mouth. “This too, Honey. Keep your mouth open until Jasper makes you cum. Fail to do so, and I will turn your little ass bright red, then fuck it. Do you understand?”

She nods.

“Good girl,” I murmur.

Jasper enthusiastically eats her from behind and she plays with her tits and moves the cum around her mouth, her eyes on the camera while I keep recording her.

Goddamn!

She is wife material.

The others have no idea what they are missing. Mose, no doubt, will join us soon. When that happens, we will be a step closer to convincing Tyson and Rueben to accept Olivia as our bonded.

Jasper bends Olivia forward and eats her like there’s no tomorrow. I am afraid cum will fall from her mouth, but she is careful not to let any drip past her lips. Jasper does something to her and she inhales sharply.

“Is Jasper making you feel good?”

Olivia nods. I can’t see where Jasper’s mouth is, but I ask Olivia, “Can you touch your clit while you keep playing with your tits?”

Another nod. “Such a good girl you are,” I praise her.

Olivia lowers her right hand and rubs her clit with two fingers. Then lifts her hand back to her tits and circles her nipples with fingers full of her juices.

Despite just coming minutes ago, my dick rises again, ready for action.

She might not like sex but she does know how to make a man hard.

Her hand returns to her pussy. Her fingers move faster. A crease forms between her brows.

“Are you close to coming?” Her eyes widen. “You can swallow when you come on Jasper’s tongue. Only then.”

Her legs start to tremble.

Behind her, Jasper growls. Her fingers on her clit move faster and faster. And then she cums. Her mouth closes, and she swallows before showing the camera that she is an obedient little slut, her mouth now empty.

Jasper licks her clean before moving next to me. “You missed some of her juices,” I tell him. “On her fingers and her tits,” I say when he gives me a confused look.

A grin appears on Jasper’s face. Taking her hands into his, he licks her fingers, sucking them before doing the same to her nipples, making her moan. “How about now?”

I grin. “You forgot about her thighs.”

“Did I, now?”

“Mmhh,” I nod.

Jasper has Olivia lying on her back, her legs spread open. I keep filming. This is not going to be for her fucking father, but for Jasper and I to remember the moment she became our bonded. He licks her left thigh, starting from her knee and ending at her pussy, before doing the same to her other thigh. I get close to Olivia, and she grabs my dick, her hand slowly moving up and down.

When Jasper starts biting her thighs, I chuckle. “You are not supposed to eat her.”

“I can’t help myself. She tastes too good,” Jasper says. After kissing her pussy, he asks me, “Do you feel anything?”

I stop recording and send the video to my phone. “Not yet. You know this might take a few tries.” To Olivia, I say, “Honey, unless you want me to fuck you, you should stop jerking me off.” Her cheeks turn red and she lets go of me.

I give Jasper his phone.

“Or maybe we need the others.”

“Or we can try again tomorrow,” I add.

“We will,” Jasper agrees.

I need to convince Mose that Olivia is the one for us. “We should get some rest,” I say. “But before that, we need to give Olivia her medicine.”

Olivia looks relieved that we are not going to fuck her.

Jasper grabs the pills and the glass of water from the nightstand and gives them to Olivia. When she is done, she returns the glass to Jasper and I help her get in the middle of the bed. Jasper lays next to her. I remove my clothes, turn off the lights, and join them.

“Get on your side, with your back to me,” I tell Olivia. She turns on her shoulder, her ass close to my dick. I slip one arm under her head. “Now, put your leg on Jasper’s thighs. Perfect,” I say when I have access to her ass. I guide my cock between her buttcheeks and she tenses. “I am not going to fuck you, just settle in for the night,” I say as I slip my cock inside her pussy. While I would have much preferred her ass, I don’t want to keep pushing her to do more tonight.

Instantly, my eyes roll to the back of my head. She feels fucking perfect. Deliciously wet and tight. Who the fuck thought she was loose and why? Her pussy is gripping me hard. I am going to cum again.

Fuck! I can’t stop myself from jerking my hips forward and fuck her. My hand goes to her clit. “God above, Olivia, you feel… like a midsummer dream,” I rasp in her ear, my dick moving in and out of her. She sucks in a breath and I put my free hand against her mouth. “Shh. Don’t let Jasper hear you,” I say only for her to hear.

“Are you fucking her?” Jasper suddenly asks.

I stop moving my hips but I keep rubbing her clit. “No,” I lie, not wanting to share this moment with anyone else but her.

“The fuck you aren’t,” Jasper calls me out on my bullshit. “At least let me join.”

Right now, I want her all to myself. “She needs to rest.”

“This is not how it works,” Jasper sighs.

“She is still healing. You said it yourself. Plus, you already fucked her mouth.”

“Fine,” Jasper mutters.

Waiting for Jasper to fall asleep is pure torture. I want to move, to fuck her, to possess her and fill her up with my cum. I keep rubbing her clit and her pussy clenches around me.

“Keep doing that,” I whisper in her ear.

Being a perfect good girl, she keeps clenching her pussy around my dick, making me feel amazing.

When Jasper finally starts to snore, I start to move, my dick filling her over and over again. Luckily, Jasper is a heavy sleeper and me fucking Olivia won’t wake him up.

“You feel like the part of me I have been looking for all my life without knowing,” I say. I move slightly, my dick fucking her at a new angle, and she whimpers. “Tell me I am not hurting you. Tell me not to stop.” Even if I want to stop, I can’t. And frankly, I don’t want to. I remove my hand from her mouth. “Tell me you like it when I fuck you.”

“I like it when you fuck me,” she says.

Even if she is lying, I want to believe she is telling me the truth.

I am so fucking close. “Cum, Honey. Cum on my dick.”

“Ansel, I don’t think I can.”

“You can and you will!”

Determined to make her finish again, I remove the duvet and lift up her leg. The new position allows me to hit some spot inside of her and she comes, moaning softly. When her pussy clamps my dick, milking me of all I have, I cum inside her. “Shit,” I swear. This woman will be the death of me.

Jasper stops snoring for a few seconds. Rolling on his back, he snores even louder.

A bond forms between Olivia and me.

I finally feel complete. I finally found my home. Olivia.

Now, no matter, what happens, I’ll always have here.

She is mine and I am her and all that stuff.

For the first time in my existence, I feel completely happy. At peace.

Olivia.

If she only what she means to me. How long I’ve waited for this. For her.

I smile.

She is my bonded now. I will have to ask Jasper tomorrow if he also feels it.

Her body tenses. “Ansel?” She sounds scared.

Doesn’t she know I’ll always protect her?

I kiss her temple. “It’s all right, Honey. Everything is as it should be.”

“What have you done?” Olivia asks me.

“What I should have done a long time ago. Now, sleep. We will talk about it in the morning.”

Olivia says nothing else and I close my eyes.

I have bonded with Olivia.

My… demon is quiet. I thought he would be happier. Sometimes, I don’t understand that part of me.

Hours later, when my cock slips away from Olivia’s pussy, I am still wide awake, thinking of Roy and how he had hurt Olivia.

I turn on my back and Olivia whimpers ‘Spencer’ in her sleep.

Who is Spencer and why did Olivia react so strongly when Tyson said his name?

Wanting to find out more, I slowly get out of bed. Careful not to wake Olivia up, I grab my clothes and leave the room. Minutes later, I open the back door and step out into the cold night air.

I keep my hand on my handgun, paying attention to the surroundings as I make my way to the shed. When I reach the front of it, I enter.

Roy is covered in sweat, his eyes full of pain. I remove the duct tape around his mouth.

“Please, kill me,” he begs.

Roy sounds like he is in a lot of pain. That pepper Tyson shoved up his ass must hurt like hell. Good. He deserves it for making Olivia cry while he laughed about it.

My wings come forth, my eyes showing their true color. Just like that, I show Roy what I really am. “Not before you tell me who Spencer is. Not before you pay for what you did to my woman.”

“Good God. What are you? One of Azael’s experiments?”

A grin spreads across my face. “I’m the fucking Grim Reaper. Tick, tock, motherfucker.”