Chapter 20

Cora

T his past week I’ve been on cloud nine. There are moments where I’ll find myself watching them when they’re not looking and wondering if any of this is really real.

Zack and Kimmy want me. I don’t think it has fully sunk in yet.

We’re still finding our way around each other. I share moments like sweet smiles with Kimmy and smoldering looks from Zack. As we pass each other, we brush our hands against the other, just needing to feel each other.

They each give me a good morning and a goodnight kiss on the cheek but it hasn't gone past that.

I’m not sure if they want to take things slow, or if they’re afraid of overwhelming me too much. I know we’ve put a pin in the surrogate thing for now. At least, I think we have because neither of them have brought it up again.

Now, I’m standing in my bathroom holding an ovulation test. It’s positive, meaning if they wanted to start trying for a baby right now, it would be the right time.

How would I bring that up to them? Go down there and be like Hey, Zack, you can fuck me now if you want to knock me up. Now is the perfect time.

“Get a hold of yourself,” I scold myself in the mirror and toss the test into the trash. It’s the weekend, and everyone is off. Zack said he wanted to spoil his girls today.

His girls. I’m his girl.

Someone pinch me, this has got to be a dream. The amount of times I’ve thought about it, Zack and Kimmy being mine; it's all I used to think about.

Now it’s a reality. Yeah, yeah, I know I keep saying that. But when you’ve had nothing but ten shitty years of hell, it’s hard to accept when something good is happening in your life. I’m doing my damn best not to wait until the other shoe drops.

“Morning,” I greet them as I step into the kitchen. Both of them look at me and smile. My whole body lights up and a giddy feeling washes over me.

Zack pushes off where he’s been leaning against the counter and walks over to me. “Morning, Daredevil.” His husky voice makes me shiver as he cups my face and leans in to kiss my forehead. “How did you sleep?”

“Good.” I bite my lip as I think about how I wish I was sleeping between the two of them. If we’re a couple now, would I end up sleeping in their bed, or would I stay in mine? Wait, are we a couple? They said they wanted to be with me, but they didn’t say anything about making me their girlfriend.

“Cora?” Zack’s concerned voice cuts through my thoughts.

I blink up at him, my cheeks heating. “Sorry, I got lost in my head.”

I move to take a step back, but he wraps his arm around my waist and holds me flush to his body. My heart starts to race as I look up at his gorgeous eyes. “What's wrong?” he asks, tucking a lock of my hair behind my ear. “I can see the worry on your face.”

“It’s nothing. Just me being silly and overthinking things.” I try to laugh it off.

“Cora, it’s not silly. This is new and we’re still finding our way. If you are worried about something, we need to communicate with each other for this to work.”

I swallow hard and take a few breaths. “What are we?”

“What do you mean?” Kimmy’s brows furrow.

“I mean, I know we’re friends. And we all have feelings for each other. We want to be together. But...” A panic sweeps over me and I shake my head. “Sorry. It’s stupid.”

“Stop that,” Zack rumbles. “It’s not stupid. Are you asking for us to put a label on things?” I nod, my heart thundering in my chest. “I thought by telling you we are crazy about you it made our intentions clear, but that one’s on me.” He chuckles and cups my cheek. “Cora, baby, you're ours. You're our girlfriend.”

“I am?” I whisper as he brushes my cheek with his thumb.

“I guess we haven’t formally asked you have we?” Kimmy laughs. It’s bright and airy and I love it. “Cora, would you make Zack and I some of the happiest people on this earth and agree to be our girlfriend?”

I can’t help the massive grin that takes over my face as pure joy fills me. “Yes.” I laugh. “I’d love nothing more.”

“Good.” Kimmy steps forward, her eyes locked with mine. Zack moves just enough for Kimmy to cup my face and lean in, pressing a kiss to my lips. I whimper and fucking melt into her touch.

She tastes like heaven, sweet and perfect. It’s like something in my heart clicks into place and I find myself leaning forward, wanting more. And she gives it to me. I part my lips and her tongue pokes in, sliding over mine. I moan, I can’t help it. It feels so good, so perfect. Our kiss is sweet but demanding. The way our mouths move together, so perfectly.

When she pulls back, we’re both panting, chest moving with force. I’m buzzing as she stares at me with those lidded eyes.

“Fuck.” Zack whispers, and I remember who’s holding me.

“Kiss me?” I find myself whispering.

He growls, his fingers sliding into my hair as he cradles the back of my head. He kisses me a lot more roughly than Kimmy but it’s equally amazing. I whimper for him too, the sound seeming to urge him on. I let him in, and our tongues dance together in demanding caresses. Another piece of my heart clicks into place.

Everything in this moment feels right, like it was always meant to be. Maybe I had to have all that heartache to get my happy ending.

When Zack pulls back, he sucks my lower lip into his mouth. My eyes flutter open as he bites down and I practically cum from that alone.

“You know, you would think seeing my husband with someone would make me want to claw their eyes out,” Kimmy says, and we both look at her. “But all I want to do is toss you on this table and fuck you.”

My eyes widen and my body flushes.

“Naughty girl.” Zack chuckles. “Not until Cora is ready.”

Oh, I’m ready. Right now. I’d very much like what my girlfriend is offering. My girlfriend. Would it be weird to squeal with happiness right now? Maybe a little.

She gives me a seductive look that lights me on fire. “Fair.” She winks then looks up at her husband. “So, hot stuff, you promised a day of spoiling your girls. What do you have planned?”

Zack grins. “Shopping, nails, hair, then a good meal.”

Kimmy lights up and claps her hands a few times in excitement. “Yay.”

“Oh.” I blink up at Zack. “You don’t have to do that.”

“Why not?” he frowns.

“It’s a lot. I wouldn’t want you to spend that much on me.” I blush.

“Cora.” Kimmy’s voice is soft. “I know money is a sensitive subject for you. But, baby, here’s the thing. When it comes to us, money isn’t an issue. And I don’t mean that to upset you. I mean, we have it. And we honestly don’t use it often. What Zack just said? It’s something I might do maybe a few times a year. It’s a special treat for myself. And now, it’s going to be for us.”

“Let me spoil you, Cora,” Zack says, gripping my chin. “You deserve the world, and while I might not be able to give that to you, I can at least give you this.”

“Let’s feel like princesses for the day, please.” Kimmy pouts. “It will be like when we used to get our nails done but with a few bonus things.”

“You’re sure?” I look between the two of them. I haven’t gotten my nails or hair done since before I left. Not going to lie, the idea excites me.

“Yes.” Zack leans in and kisses me. I will never get tired of this.

An hour later, we’re in the limo. “This is fancy for a day out.” I say as we take off down the street.

“Well, if we took the car, only one person would get to sit next to me and I don’t like the idea of forcing one of you to sit in the back.” Zack smirks, raising a brow.

“Don’t fight him on this one, babe.” Kimmy laughs. “He wants us close. And I’m not objecting.” She grins.

I laugh as Kimmy reaches over and grabs one of my hands and laces her fingers through mine, placing them on Zack’s lap. Zack has one arm around Kimmy, and one arm around me. I smile and close my eyes as I lean my head against his shoulder. I’ve never felt so safe before.

Getting our nails done was fun. Zack sat next to us, reading gossip magazines out loud to us. His commentary on the subjects had us both laughing.

After nails, we went and got our hair done. Nothing too crazy, just a deep conditioning and style.

Then it was shopping.

This is the biggest change for me. We don’t go to the mall, but go downtown where all the high end stores are.

“Zack thinks we should just go to my store and find something there, but where's the fun in that?” Kimmy laughs.

I still haven’t had the chance to go in there yet. I’m excited to see the place and what she’s built for herself.

“I mean, I’m good with just going to the mall,” I tell them and Kimmy gives me a look.

“Babe.”

I sigh. “Okay, I’ll try and stop being a downer.”

“You're not a downer.” Kimmy takes my hand, giving it a squeeze. “It’s just something you haven’t gotten used to. But please, if you ever feel uncomfortable and truly don’t want to do something, just let us know. We won’t pressure you into doing things you don’t want to do.”

“I know.” I smile. “It's just all new. It’s going to take some getting used to.”

We head inside the little dress shop and the woman at the counter rushes over. “Mr. and Mrs. Ward. It’s so lovely to see you.”

“Hi, Ashley.” Kimmy smiles. “Nice to see you again, too.”

“What brings you in today? And who is your friend?”

“Hi. I’m Cora.” I give her a polite smile. She seems nice.

“Cora, lovely to meet you.”

“We’re looking for something to wear to dinner. Nothing too extravagant.”

“Let’s see what I can find you.” Ashley takes off into the store.

“I’m going to sit over there and let you girls do your thing.” Zack says, pointing to the little couch off to the side.

“Come on.” Kimmy takes my hand and pulls me to follow Ashley. I don’t question anything, letting the two women who clearly know fashion better than I do take control.

We browse and Kimmy pulls a few things off the racks too. Everything looks so pretty and I don’t even look at the prices in fear I might pass out.

“I think we should try these and go from there,” Ashley says, showing a rack of clothes. “This side is for Cora, this side is for you, Kimmy.”

“Thanks, Ashley,” Kimmy tells her.

“If you need anything else, just let me know.”

Trying on dresses is a lot more fun than I expected. While a lot of them were pretty, I still haven’t found one that I’m sure of.

“That one.” I tell Kimmy. “Holy shit.” I whisper, my eyes devouring her in the skin tight red dress.

“You like?” She does a twirl.

“I love.” I lick my lips.

“Stop looking at me like that, Cora.” Kimmy’s voice is playful but full of heat. I pull my eyes away from her tanned cleavage.

“Sorry.” My cheeks heat.

“Never be sorry, baby, I just don’t think Ashley would enjoy me doing all the things I’m thinking right now.” She gives me a sexy grin.

“Oh.” My eyes widen and my cheeks grow hotter.

She laughs. “You're adorable. And I’m getting this dress.”

We both go back into the changing room and I try on the last one that was picked for me. After getting it on, I step outside to look at myself in the full length mirror.

It’s rose gold with spaghetti straps and hugs my body just right.

“Wow.” I breathe out as I take myself in. I don’t look like myself and it’s not a bad thing. I feel pretty. But also like this isn’t me.

“You look fucking stunning, Daredevil.” Zack’s voice startles me and I look over to find him watching me, eyes filled with hunger.

My heart starts to race as he walks over and steps up behind me. I watch us in the mirror, my breathing coming in quick pants. “You should get this one.” He leans in and whispers in my ear. I bite my lip to keep myself from whimpering.

I shiver as he runs his hands down my arms. “You really like it?” My voice is shaky with a mix of nerves and arousal.

“I love it. It’s meant to be yours, Cora.” he runs the tips of his fingers across my cleavage, my body breaking out into goosebumps and my nipples going hard as diamonds. My belly warms and I try not to squirm under his intense stare.

“Okay,” I breathe. “I’ll get it.”

The smile he gives me nearly does me in. “Good girl,” he praises and fucking hell, I almost melt into a puddle. He kisses my shoulder, holding eye contact. Only when he steps away can I breathe.

I rush into the changing room and lean back against the wall, chest rising and falling rapidly. I’ve never been so turned on in my life. Is this what it’s going to be like? My body lighting up every time they so much as give me a look?

If it is, I’m not exactly opposed to it. I just don’t want it to be too obvious on my end. The fact is, the world knows Kimmy and Zack are married. And while we might be dating, we haven’t talked about how we’re going to present ourselves in public. It’s a big deal and I’d never pressure them into anything. Honestly, if no ever knew, I’d be fine with that as long as I have them in my life.

Once I’m dressed in my clothes, I take the dress and meet Kimmy outside.

“You found a dress?” I nod. “I didn’t get to see you in it.”

“I did.” Zack joins us with a smug grin. “Trust me, baby, you’re going to love it.”

Kimmy gives me a smile. “I can’t wait.”

“So, shall we go home and get ready for supper?” Zack asks.

“Yeah.” I smile, finding myself hungry now.

On the way home, they tell me that the restaurant we’re going to is Zack’s place. I’m excited to see another one of his businesses. He runs his club so well I have no doubt this place will be just as amazing.

Once we’re dressed, I meet Kimmy downstairs. I see her before she sees me. She looks fucking amazing. Her hair is straightened down her back, her makeup a smokey eye with a deep red lip. She’s so damn sexy it’s not even funny.

Zack looks amazing too. He’s in one of his suits and I might see him in them a lot, but it never fails to make me swoon. His hair is styled tonight and he looks just as delicious as ever.

They hear me coming down the stairs and look over. Kimmy’s eyes widen, her lips part and I feel a wave of nervousness. “Holy fucking shit.”

“I told you.” Zack chuckles, his eyes eating me up.

“Fuck me.” Kimmy groans. “Babe, you look gorgeous.”

“Thanks.” I grin and bite my lower lip. “And, maybe later?” I joke and pray I don’t make myself look stupid.

Zack and Kimmy burst out laughing and I join them. Kimmy comes up to me and leans in. “You’re going to drive me crazy tonight, baby,” she whispers. “All I’m going to be able to think about is how that dress is going to look tonight on my bedroom floor.” I whimper as she bites my ear lobe. “But only if you want that.”

I want that. I really, really want that. This is going to be one long supper. Fucking hell.