Chapter 30

MILA

I leavemy wet clothes in a ball on the floor and step into the hot shower.

The water against my skin almost sizzles, I have the temp that high.

It's the only way to take a proper shower.

I close my eyes, put my head back and the bathroom starts to spin.

I touch the wall and brace myself.

Being this drunk isn't as much fun as it seems. This life really isn't meant for me. Not like this.

Drunk. Showering alone.

I inch forward and let the water smack me in the face.

I see how long I can last without a breath.

I stop counting after five but don't last much longer after that.

I wipe the water off my face.

Without realizing it, I bite my bottom lip.

The biting turns into nibbling.

That nibbling turns into me looking down.

At myself.

My body.

My wet breasts, water beading against my nipples, then jumping free.

I suck in a breath.

I mean, the night doesn't have to be completely over, right?

I am more than capable of hitting all the right buttons as needed.

It's as if someone is moving my hand for me…

I watch as my left thumb reaches up and across my chest, flicking at my nipple.

A groan escapes between my lips.

Speaking of lips…

I feel that delightful ache between my legs.

My right hand touches just below my belly button.

My left hand reaches forward for the wall.

I place my hand there, lean into the shower and look down at my right hand.

I watched as my fingers slide down, disappearing between my legs.

Even though I'm watching it happen, I still jump feeling the touch of myself… to myself.

My pointer and middle fingers clinging together, stroking with soft curls against my pussy.

My ass cheeks tighten and I thrust forward.

Oh, God, that feels so good right now…

Slowly, I shut my eyes and forget about the world. Everything simply just disappears.

My pointer and middle fingers are now making circles.

I'm teasing myself… playing with my pussy…

And it feels really good to do.

Gently, I curl my fingers and press.

As I enter myself, my knees bend a little.

I slide my fingers out, then seek my clit.

She's there. She's ready for attention too.

Like a wet, hard nub.

I caress once and I have to suddenly stop.

My body shivers.

It feels way too good.

I grit my teeth, groan and go back for more.

I'm beyond horny at this point. Right now I just have this insatiable need to orgasm. I can feel the glow of embers in my depth, waiting to release…

I move my fingers faster, making a left to right motion.

My hips gently rock forward and back.

It's those motions put together that just… oh, it fucking works…

I end up scratching at the wall.

There's a rush building up inside me.

I let out breathless oohh's and ahhh's…

I remind myself I need to do this more often.

Self-pleasure… that's right…

Mila, be quiet and finish.

Okay. Sorry.

I put my head back, letting the shower water pummel my chest.

I inch back just enough so the rushing water pelts my breasts. My nipples.

I'm right there… I can feel it.

The edge. Inching closer.

I bite my bottom lip and whimper.

My left hand is now at my side. I make a fist. My hand shakes.

"Yes," I purr. "Fuck… yes… right there…"

I'm speaking as though it's not myself delivering the wonderful sense of pleasure.

One breath away from climax and I burst out with the happiest sound I may have ever made in my life.

My fingers twist against my clit.

I'm tossed over that brilliant edge.

Everything is colliding at once.

"Yes," I whisper.

I open my eyes for a second and quickly close them again.

When I do I have this sudden vision pop into my head…

All I can see…

Is Jax's tongue between my legs, making me come harder than I ever have in my entire life.