12. Just Getting Started

Chapter 12

Just Getting Started

Jade

It was getting harder and harder for me to convince myself that I didn’t want to see where things went with Noah. Not only was he funny and sweet, but he listened to every word I said.

There was still a small part of me that worried it was all a show, but I tried to let those negative thoughts go. What was really the worst that could happen? I just needed to remember that keeping an emotional distance at first wasn’t a bad thing.

I’d made the mistake of letting my heart get too entangled too fast before. I wouldn’t be making that mistake again.

“I had a really nice time tonight.” Noah held my hand as he walked me to my door .

“So did I.” There was suddenly a well of anticipation unfurling in my stomach as we stopped on my porch.

He pulled me into a hug, his warm breath tickling my ear. “I’d really like to kiss you good night.” His voice was low and gravelly, sending a pang of longing through me.

I nodded, not trusting my voice to come out steady. He pulled away, just far enough to cup my cheek and brush his lips against mine. His hand moved to the side of my neck, his thumb brushing back and forth along my jaw. It was a gentle kiss, but when he trailed his tongue along my bottom lip, I needed more.

I grabbed the back of his neck, opening my mouth for him. A soft moan escaped me as our tongues tangled and he backed me up against the door. His hand trailed down my side, gripping my hip.

The need to be closer to him was all-consuming. My hands roamed over the firm muscles of his back and shoulders as our kiss became frantic and needy.

Then, just as I was about to invite him inside, he pulled back, leaving me dazed and breathless. His eyes were dark with want, but his expression was serious. “We should slow down.”

Um, what?

“Yeah, you’re right.” It had been so easy for me to forget my resolve to take things slow.

He smiled softly, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear before he ran his thumb across my sensitive lower lip. “I really like you.”

“I like you too.” And it was the truth. Somehow, he’d broken down the first layer of my defenses.

He brushed his lips over mine before stepping back. “Get inside before I can’t control myself anymore.”

I pulled my keys out and unlocked my door, stepping inside. “Good night, Noah.”

“Sweet dreams, Jade.” He gave me a cocky smile before turning and walking to his car.

Blowing out a breath, I shut the door and locked it. That was hands down the best first date I’d ever been on, and all we’d done was go to dinner.

Dropping my keys on the entry table, I looked into the living room to find Captain fast asleep in his cat tree.

I headed upstairs to my bedroom, deciding a movie in bed sounded like the perfect way to end the night. As I got undressed in my closet, my eyes caught on the toy Noah had bought me, sitting there fully charged and ready to go.

Desire pooled in my stomach, and I squeezed my thighs together at the immediate ache between them. Damn it.

The throbbing only seemed to intensify as I stared at the toy. Giving in, I grabbed it off the charger and headed to the bathroom to clean it, wearing only my panties and bra.

Was I really going to give Noah control over my pleasure?

I shook my head, trying to clear my thoughts. It was just a toy, and it was just for fun. There was no harm in it.

After thoroughly cleaning it with my favorite toy cleaner, I dried it off and went back into my bedroom. I grabbed a bottle of lube from my nightstand, stripped off my bra and panties, and laid on my bed. Squirting the lube onto my fingers, I spread my legs and slowly pushed a finger in, letting out a soft moan.

I was already so wet from that kiss on the porch that my second finger easily slipped in. Grabbing the toy, I powered it on so I could connect the phone app with it and slowly slid the larger end into my pussy until the clit stimulator was on my clit. It was a perfect fit.

Reaching for my phone, I pulled up the app and connected to the toy. My thumb hovered over the share button, second thoughts creeping in. I’d just told him at dinner that I was worried about his intentions.

But this was different. I was initiating, and he’d been the perfect gentleman after he’d kissed me.

Fuck it.

Biting my lip, I tapped the share button before I could change my mind. A link popped up on the screen to copy, and with a few taps, I pasted it into a text message to Noah with no other explanation.

I set my phone aside, my heart pounding as I turned on my television and started scrolling through movies. Nothing caught my interest, especially not with a toy inside me.

Glancing at my phone, I half expected to see a response from Noah, but there was nothing. Maybe instead of going home, he’d gone out to a bar to find someone who didn’t have so much baggage.

I was just starting to feel ridiculous when suddenly, the toy began rhythmically pulsating right against my G-spot. My phone lit up with a notification from the app, saying my link had been activated.

Noah was in control, and I was completely at his mercy.

I squirmed on the bed, getting into a better position, and brought my hands up to play with my nipples. The toy turned off, and I let out a frustrated huff. Had it disconnected?

Just as I was about to check my phone, the clit vibrator turned on, hitting both my clit and the piercing.

“Fuck.” I spread my legs wider, hoping Noah would turn it up higher.

He didn’t. I could just picture him sitting in his living room, stroking his cock at the thought of driving me crazy.

The part of the toy inside me turned on, stronger than before. It hit me in just the right way, and I arched off the bed.

For several minutes that felt more like hours, Noah teased me, taking me higher each time he turned it up, down, or off. My body was a mess of pleasure and desire, and I couldn’t get enough.

I needed him.

When the toy shut off and I couldn’t take the teasing anymore, I grabbed my phone and texted him.

Me: Come over.

Noah: What’s wrong?

Me: I want to sit on your face and then your cock.

He didn’t respond, and I considered just turning on the toy myself. Was he on his way over? Would he turn it on full blast and make me scream?

Taking a deep breath, I tried to calm myself down.

Me: You’re killing me here.

Noah: I’m just getting started.

The toy turned back on, but the vibration was so light that it was beyond frustrating. I was just about to remove his access and take matters into my own hands when the doorbell notification went off.

I got up on trembling legs, the toy still in place as I opened the camera feed to make sure it was Noah. I wasn’t about to answer the door naked for someone other than him.

The wetness between my legs was very evident as I walked downstairs. It was a weird feeling, having the toy in while walking, and I clenched around it while thinking about how it would be if I wore it to work one day.

I unlocked the door and opened it, stepping back and to the side, out of the view of anyone who might happen to drive or walk by. It was after ten, but with my luck, someone would be out for a late-night stroll.

“You made it.” I tried to sound casual, like I wasn’t in my birthday suit with a vibrating toy he was controlling inside me.

Noah’s eyes widened as he took me in. Then he rushed inside, shutting and locking the door behind him. “You’re fucking magnificent.”

“Am I?” I backed toward the stairs, noting the tent in his basketball shorts. “Getting ready to work out?”

“Was headed that way to get out some frustration when someone invited me for a different kind of workout.” Noah wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me against him, taking my mouth in a kiss so fierce it made my knees weak.

His hands moved to my ass, kneading my flesh before he lifted. I’d never been carried by a man before and squealed against his lips as my legs wrapped around him.

He chuckled. “I can feel the toy vibrating.”

“Surprising, considering it’s barely on.” I kissed right below his ear, and his skin broke out in goose bumps.

“Oh, you want more?” He kept a steady grip on me as he started to go up the stairs.

“I wouldn’t have summoned you if I wanted less.” I gasped as the vibrations intensified. “How?”

“Programmed it to my workout playlist.” He reached the top of the stairs and walked toward my bedroom. “Low intensity at first, and then…”

“Oh, my God.” The toy’s pulsations changed to a maddening rhythm that had me gasping against his neck. “Noah!”

I clung tighter to him, digging my nails into his shoulders. The pleasure was almost unbearable now, and I was right on the edge.

Then the toy stopped.

Noah laughed as he gently laid me on the bed and stepped back to look at me. “I added some breaks in there too.”

“You fucker.” I started to reach for the toy, but he grabbed my wrist before I could even get a grazing touch in.

“Your pussy is mine tonight, and I don’t share.” His eyes moved down my body, devouring every inch of me before he let go.

I bit my lip as he backed up and undressed slowly. The toy turned back on, almost perfectly timed with his shorts hitting the floor. It was torture, and I squirmed on the bed, needing relief.

“Look at you writhe for me.” He fisted his cock, stroking it a few times. “It would be even better if you did that on my face.”

“Yes, please.” My voice was whiny, and I didn’t really give a fuck. I wanted his mouth, his hands, and his cock and wasn’t ashamed to reveal how much.

“Open your legs and show me what’s mine.” He stood to the side of the bed, staring down at me with darkened eyes.

I did, and he knelt between my legs, slowly pulling the toy while twisting it.

“You’re so fucking wet,” he murmured appreciatively as he tossed the device onto the comforter next to us.

I whimpered at the loss of contact, but before I could protest, his hot mouth was on my inner thigh, kissing up toward my center. His stubble rubbed against my skin, making me gasp in anticipation.

With the slowest, most torturous pace imaginable, he licked me from ass to clit, flicking his tongue against my ring before he sat back on his heels, his hands on my bent knees.

I fisted the blanket in frustration. “If you don’t eat my cunt, I’m going to go get my biggest dildo and?—”

He reached forward and cupped my pussy, grinding his palm against my clit. “You’ll what?”

I arched into his touch. “I’ll smack you across the face with it.”

“That’s a bit violent.” He smirked and let go, crawling onto the bed and lying against my pillows. “I think it’s time for my favorite dessert. ”

The words were barely out of his mouth before I scrambled onto my knees and moved to hover over his face. I grabbed his hair with one hand and the headboard with the other, positioning myself right above his mouth.

“Fuck, yes.” His hands landed on my hips, guiding me down until I could feel his breath fanning across my dripping core.

A shocked gasp escaped my lips as his tongue swiped through my folds, flicking over my clit in a way that made my back arch and a whimper bubble up from deep within my chest.

“Noah!” My grip tightened in his hair as he set a punishing pace. His tongue was relentless, dipping inside me before dragging back up to tease my clit.

He alternated between licking and sucking, adding in the occasional nip that drove me wild. My own movements became more frantic as I chased the high, riding his face in a desperate attempt to come.

His free hand snaked under me, two fingers diving in and hitting that spot inside me that finally tipped me over the edge. My walls clamped down on his fingers as his tongue doubled down on its assault.

“Fuck!” I screamed, feeling my climax rush through me. Everything tightened, then released in a burst of pleasure that left me gasping for air.

He held me in place, not letting up until my body trembled and went limp. With his help to lift my leg over him, I collapsed onto the bed.

Rolling onto his side, he propped himself up on his elbow. The smirk on his face said it all. The cocky bastard knew exactly what he did to me.

I shivered as his fingers traced a lazy pattern from my pubic bone to my chest, circling my nipples before flicking the barbells that adorned them.

He sat up and grabbed the toy that was still buzzing. “Ready for round two, or do you need a minute?”

I threw my forearm over my eyes. “I need a minute.”

“Hm.” He ran the toy that was still slick with my desire, up my thigh until it almost touched what he had just destroyed with his mouth. “How adventurous are you?”

I took my arm off my eyes and narrowed my gaze at him. “Did you really just ask me that?”

“Just making sure there are no hard limits.” He barely grazed my slit with the toy, and I sucked in a breath. “You’ll tell me if anything is too much?”

“I’ll tell you.” I spread my legs wide for him. “Now, am I going to get to feel your cock inside me or not?”

I tried not to squirm as he slid the toy back inside me. The sensation of it buzzing against my sensitive walls made me clench around it involuntarily.

“What are you doing?” My hands reached out to grip his forearm. “I want you.”

He settled between my legs, his hard cock making the toy press into my clit. “I know you do.”

“Then why are you torturing me like this?” I pouted.

He kissed each one of my nipples as he angled his hips, letting his cock slide between my folds. “This feels amazing.”

Fuck, he was driving me insane, and the worst part? He knew it .

He kissed across my collarbones and up my neck to my ear. “I’ve been thinking.” His voice was a low growl in my ear.

“About what?” I snapped, about ready to kick him out of my bed. The toy wasn’t hitting the right spots anymore, and I wanted to scream.

“About taking you bare.” He took my mouth in a possessive kiss.

I’d never had unprotected sex before, but the thought of it made me arch into him, ready for him to take me.

He pulled back, just far enough to look at me. “I’ve always used a condom.”

“Me too,” I whispered. “Fuck me, Noah.”

Our lips collided again, our tongues tangling in a kiss that was close to orgasmic on its own.

With a feral sounding growl, he broke away, grabbing a pillow. “Lift your hips.”

He slid the pillow under me, putting me at an angle that promised to hit all the best places. But instead of pulling out the toy like I expected, he lined up his cock underneath it, pushing his tip in.

I nearly forgot how to breathe as he slowly slid in alongside the toy. It didn’t hurt, but the stretch and fullness were intense.

“Breathe.” His hand wrapped around my throat, his thumb moving up and down in a soothing motion. “There you go. Let me in.”

I closed my eyes as he pushed in the final inch. The vibrator had paused, but it was pressed so hard into my G-spot, I was going to shatter as soon as it came back on .

“Look at me.” His fingers tightened slightly, and my eyes shot open in surprise.

He pulled almost all the way out and slammed back in, his hand tightening again. I gasped as he began pumping his hips.

“Noah!” I dug my fingers into his hips, arching into him.

He wasn’t choking me, but the sensation of his hand there, and the possibility he could easily restrict my air at any moment, heightened my arousal.

“Fuck,” he moaned, the pleasure evident in his voice. His hand dropped from my throat down to my breast, kneading it, teasing the nipple with his thumb.

I was done for. “I’m going to…”

The toy came back to life, and I couldn’t hold back any longer. With a scream, I fell apart beneath him.

My legs quivered uncontrollably, and stars danced in my vision. His hips pounded into me relentlessly, pushing deeper and deeper with each thrust.

His rhythm faltered. “I’m... fuck!” He buried himself inside me, filling me with his release as he kissed me senseless.

Every nerve ending was sensitive, and I squirmed beneath him, needing the toy to turn off. He groaned and took it out, keeping his cock inside me.

“I think my pussy is ruined.” I let my body relax as he leaned over and carefully put the toy on my nightstand.

“Glad I could be of service.” He kissed my forehead and then my neck before he pulled out, leaving me feeling entirely too empty. “Let me go get a rag.”

I watched his muscular ass and back retreat into my bathroom. Never had a man used a toy in bed with me like that, even on my clit. It wasn’t that I hadn’t tried, but frail masculinity was hard to fix.

As Noah came back with a warm washcloth and cleaned me up, I found myself watching him and wondering how he could even be real.

Things weren’t so fake anymore.